Forced Out of the Darkness (12 page)

Cameron’s
senses, except vision, were heightened in the darkness. His nerves were alert
and active. He felt someone breathe down his neck before he felt him bump into
him. He heard heavy panting in different directions by various different guys
in the dark room. He would never know that there were twelve other guys in the
room with him. The hand, explored Cameron’s body then squeezed and stroked
Cameron’s manhood until it had no other option but to respond. Cameron’s blood
flow was being diverted to the area that the hand was fondling. Cameron became
aroused in this dark room, by this mystery man. The man opened Cameron’s jeans
and his hand found its way through Cameron’s boxer briefs, and pulled Cameron’s
stiffness out of the pants. Cameron could feel the warm air from the guy’s
breath on his dick from the man inhaling Cameron’s scent. Though there was no
light in the room, Cameron had his eyes closed because he felt that it
increased his arousal. The man put Cameron’s dick in his salivating mouth. Cameron
felt the warmth and the wetness of where his manhood was going and imagined it
was a sexy hot Dutch guy with a balled head and piercing grey eyes.

The
next thing Cameron felt was someone wrap his arms around him from behind. Cameron
should have been scared or concerned but he yielded to the experience. The
person behind him was licking and sucking his neck and his ears. Cameron had a
special affinity for getting his ears and neck sucked on and licked. It turned
him on and gave him goose bumps over his entire body. As Cameron let his head
move backwards, exposing his weak spots he let out a deep “ahhhh”. That rumbled
throughout the whole room. He reached over his shoulder and felt the hair of
the man behind him sucking his neck.

“Bent
u Amerikaans?” He heard.

“Yes,
he affirmed.” Cameron did not speak Dutch but intuition knew the man asked him
if he was American.

“You
taste good.” He said.

“Thank
you, you feel good too.” Cameron replied. He was taught to have manners
regardless of the situation.

The
man behind Cameron started to rub and pinch his nipples and then Cameron felt
another set of hands on his ass. Cameron lifted his shirt over his head. Cameron’s
body was in sensory overload. He had a skilled mouth on his dick, a sucking and
licking tongue on his neck and ears and now a hand groping his ass. The guy on
his knees giving Cameron’s manhood oral attention reached up with a bottle of poppers.
Without question, Cameron inhaled from this small bottle. He took a second
inhalation and then a third one. Cameron’s body began to heat up; his nerve
endings went into overload. He wanted his nipples to be pinched harder. Mentally,
Cameron was going somewhere else but here. He was letting his body experience
pleasures untold and despite the dangers or with the dangers, he wanted more. His
body was ready for more.

In
the darkness, Cameron felt the body of the third guy. He pulled him closer and
took in his scent. Something about the picture that Cameron’s hands and nose
painted of this guy was familiar. He pulled him even closer and kissed him open
mouth. Cameron’s tongue explored the inside of his mouth. He was turned on
kissing him and touching this body that seemed familiar. Cameron was close to
climax and he did not want it to stop. He moaned as his knees started to give
on him. He thrust his hips as his mouth was kissing this familiar stranger. “Oh
shit.” He let come out from the pit of his being. His orgasm came so hard that
he shook, the guy he was kissing was pulled into him and the guy on his knees
got more than he bargained for as Cameron’s cum shot out of his body. He felt
so good that he felt ready to pass out because his senses were overloaded.

As he
caught his breath, he reached into his pocket and took out the paper towels to
clean up. He put his exposed dick away. As he was getting situated, the hand of
the familiar guy grabbed Cameron’s hand and led him out of the darkness. Cameron
knew in his stomach who this was but he wanted to see for himself.

“How
did you know it was me?”

“I
came down after you did. I saw you watching the fisting scene. You were so
fixated on that that you did not notice me. I hoped to get you down here and
man I am glad that I did.” Confessed Manny.

“That
was a new experience for me, but I liked it. I want to explore more
eventually.”

“Are
you ready to get out of here?”

“Yes,
let’s go.”

They
both went up the stairs together and headed back to their hotel, but the night
was far from over. Cameron had opened the proverbial Pandora’s box that night
in Amsterdam and he was not ready to close it…if it could be closed back.

The
next morning Cameron woke up to Manny’s naked body lying next to him. He laid
back and smiled because he knew that last night was an example of two men in
their sexual prime. The evidence of what had happened was the passion marks on
Manny’s body and the smile on his face, as he still lay there exhausted and
sexually empty. Cameron made a promise to Manny on the way back to the hotel
that every time Manny got it up he would get it down. But it was Manny that
brought Cameron down for the count. They still have about 2 hours before they
needed to be downstairs for pick-up and Cameron just wanted to enjoy this man. He
did not know that he had feelings for him. Manny made Cameron feel some kind of
way. He woke Manny up with a kiss on his lips and asked him if there was
another round left in him. Manny smiled and said, “You know it.”

They
began to kiss each other. Cameron rolled on top of Manny. He looked into
Manny’s eyes and he saw something that he could not explain. He knew that Manny
had feelings for him just as Cameron realized the same thing. Manny wrapped his
arms around Cameron’s back and pulled him into him. They kissed passionately. Cameron
felt the spark between them as he intertwined his legs with Manny’s. He wanted
to please him. Cameron wanted to take care of Manny. It was a feeling that even
surprised Cameron because he had not felt this alive since he was with Guy.

            Cameron
and Manny came down for pick-up together. They both had a glow and only they
knew what caused it. They headed back to the airport for the flight and back to
their respective lives, both wondering what the possibilities would be if they
explored them.

Chapter
Eighteen

f
eeling
g
ood

“Hey,
how are you doing?” Cameron asked.

“I am
doing well. You are back in the country now?” Monti asked.

“Yes.
I am here. Are we still on for today, and if so what time should I be over
there?”

“Yes,
I can’t wait till you get here. I have a few surprises for you. Just go home
and change and come right over ok?”

“You
got it. What kind of surprise you have up your sleeve?

“Don’t
worry about it. I got this.” Monti said.

“I
will see you in about an hour.”

Cameron
made it to his car, loaded his luggage in and drove home. He pulled his car
into his garage and came inside the house. He turned on the music from the 1
^st
floor. He had the sound system wired throughout the house. Once on the 3
^rd
floor, he took off his uniform and threw it in the corner. He would take it to
the cleaners today on the way to Monti’s. He got in the shower and let the warm
water take away the tiredness of his lack of sleep in Amsterdam. He finished
showering and relaxing as the hot water cascaded down his naked body. He got
out the shower and dried his body off. As he walked past the full-length mirror
he stopped and looked at himself. “You ain’t so bad looking.” Cameron commented
to the man in the mirror.

The
temperature outside was getting a little cool so Cameron opted to wear his blue
Nautica jeans, nude turtleneck and his brown Polo Boots. He sprayed some Marc
Jacobs cologne and knew that he was ready to turn heads. Cameron’s favorite
color combination for the moment was brown and blue together. He loved wearing
clothes that made him look as confident as he felt; and after this trip, his
confidence was at an all-time high. Cameron was not sure that he was ready for
a new relationship. Cameron experienced sexual freedom and made a connection. After
this trip, he wanted to explore more sexual freedom and didn’t know if Monti
was open to that exploration. He also did not know if Monti was the one.

Cameron
was ready to go. He got in his car and headed towards Monti’s place. He turned on
the jazz/blues station. It was a week after the death of Ms. Nina Simone and
the DJ was playing a tribute to her. The lyrics of Nina’s song struck a chord
within Cameron before the music started.
It’s a new dawn, …I’m
feeling good
.

Cameron
knew that he was feeling good. What he did not know was if it was because he
was feeling himself or because of a budding relationship.

After
listening to the Nina Simone tribute and no traffic, Cameron was pulling into
Monti’s complex. It was an old apartment complex that was turned into
condominiums. Most of the units had two bedrooms one bathroom. The complex had
seen better days. Monti’s unit, which he rented, faced north/south and didn’t
get much natural lighting. He was in a 2
^nd
floor unit. In his
apartment, just inside the front door, to the right was the dining area, which
was void of a dining room table or chairs, in its place sat a low-grade
computer desk with a piecemealed computer sitting atop. There was no chair in
front of the desk, but in instead sat a grey milk crate with a pillow on it.

The
kitchen was connected to the dining area. The cabinetry was aged to the point
of distress. The electric stove was a medium brown color. The refrigerator was
a relic from the late seventies or early eighties with a yellowish green color.
Directly across from the dining area was the living room, which had an
over-sized white tattered sofa and love seat. They both had fringe like strings
all around the front and sides. There were multiple throw pillows that were in
various shades of white. Separating the sofa and love seat was a glass coffee
table with a white ceramic base. The room was full of plants of all various
sizes and species. In the corner of the living room was a six-sided tall fish
tank half full of water and a single lone gold fish surviving neglect.

The
master bedroom was furnished with a black queen sized elevated bed with a
mirrored backboard that was sandwiched between two black wall-sized cabinets. They
had drawers on the bottom and glass doors on the top half. There was an
oversized Bible sitting on the surface between the two pillar-like cabinets,
right over where his head would lay when he was sleep. The room felt cluttered and
tight due to the oversized furniture that Monti had in the room. He surrounded
himself with larger than life furniture in order to allow him to lead a larger
than life existence, even if it was only in his head.

The
guest room was converted as a shrine to Monti’s over-indulgence of clothing. He
had a circus type chaise covered in black velvet-like material. He also had an
off-white over-the-top German shrunk. It had a glass front with recessed
lighting. It was a combination of a curio and wardrobe. There was no room for any
guest to stay in this room because clothes were everywhere, from the closet to
the floor. Intermingled between the clothes, were various size twelve or thirteen
shoes in different materials. The one thing that was noticeable was that there
were no sneakers these shoes were all dress shoes.

Cameron
made his way up the stairs to Monti’s place. He noticed that it was not what
Monti had painted in their previous conversations. Cameron knocked on the door.
Monti answered the door with a big smile on his face. He had waited what seemed
like forever for this day to come. He wanted to treat Cameron to a good time. He
honestly did miss talking to Cameron when he was in Amsterdam. Cameron walked
in the doorway and he reached to give Monti a hug.

“Hold
on.” Monti said as he hurried and closed the door.

“What’s
up with that?”           

“Man,
I am not out like that. My neighbors don’t know my business.”

Cameron
was a bit taken back at this statement and his apparent homophobic ways. He
found it a little strange and interesting. The hairs on the back of Cameron’s
neck stood up again.

“I am
really glad that you came. I wanted to make this a special night for the two of
us. You look sexy enough to eat.”

“Are
you sure you about that?” Cameron asked, “Thanks Monti for the compliment. Are
you sure you want to talk that loud? Your neighbors might hear you.”

Cameron
sat down on the sofa as Monti put the finishing touches on the meal he planned
for Cameron.