Forced Out of the Darkness (9 page)

Cameron’s body was
Monti’s playground and he intended to play on every swing, every slide and make
sure to leave no part neglected. Monti let Cameron down as he kissed him more. He
licked Cameron’s neck and down his torso. Cameron’s sex was standing at full
attention when Monti grabbed his balls and licked the head of Cameron’s full
salute. Cameron instinctively grabbed the back of Monti’s head as he began to
skull fuck his way to climax.

Monti pulled and tugged
on Cameron’s balls while stroking his own thickness. His intent was to milk
Cameron dry to make up for last night’s interruption. As he continued to suck
Cameron’s manhood vigorously, he felt him swell thicker as he began to choke. He
knew that Cameron was close to climax. He grabbed the base of Cameron’s
engorged sex and focused on his sensitive head. Cameron moaned as his head rested
on the shower wall.

Monti didn’t stop.
Cameron’s leg began to quiver as he braced himself on Monti’s shoulder. Cameron’s
flat stomach tensed up, preparing for the imminent release. His breathing
became shallow as he said, “Don’t stop.”

Monti continued to
taste Cameron’s pre-cum straight from the source as he continued to expertly
use his tongue and sucking skills to control Cameron. Cameron’s voice became
deeper as he thrust his sex into Monti’s talented mouth. “Oh, Shit…I’m
cumming.” He said as his sex shot out its sweet protein into Monti’s mouth.

Monti got the gift he
was waiting for as he tasted Cameron’s nutt. He continued to stroke his thick
manhood as he buried his face in Cameron’s slightly hairy crotch. Cameron
rubbed his head, and said, “Go ahead and let it go. Give it to me.”, as he
approached climax. Within a few seconds, he was spilling his sex juice on the
shower floor, as his body shook. Cameron watched as the shower water took
Monti’s cum down the drain.

Chapter Fourteen

J
umping
to
C
onclusions

“You have a good day at
work.” Cameron said as he pulled his covers tight to him. He was completely
drained, literally and figuratively. Cameron had the luxury of getting back in
the bed after their morning shower.

“I will call you when I
have a break. Ok?” Monti asked as he leaned over and kissed Cameron again.

“Ok. I am looking
forward to it.”

“Bye.”

“Goodbye.”

            At 9:30 am,
Monti was headed to work. He was in a happy headspace, he was relaxed and it
showed. Today, he had a glow about him. It was immediately noticeably. “I met a
sexy ass guy and this is going to be the one.” Monti thought. He pulled into
the driveway of work at 10:00 am on the dot. He only had to work 4 hours today
so that helped with the excitement. Throughout the day, Monti could not help
but to smile, because he knew that his life was changing and this time he felt
that it was changing for the good. He hungered for companionship and something
inside him felt that the void in his heart was beginning to be filled. He
thought the demons of his past were losing their grip on him, but he had yet to
do his work to address the root of his problems.

            Monti
always second-guessed himself when good things happened to him. He did not
think that success in love was in his future. Due to all the failed
relationships Monti had, he did not think that he would be able to keep
Cameron. He didn’t take responsibility for his part in the infidelities or the
fact that he was stepping out long before Yolanda ever did.

            About a
year ago, while Monti worked in construction, he realized that he was feeling
empty and lonely. To fill his emptiness, he would search out men or women for
lunch quickie sessions. In any given week, he would try to fuck his loneliness
away. It didn’t matter who the person was, male or female he wanted to get his
dick wet and empty his jewels. It did not matter whether it was unprotected or not;
he convinced himself that he needed sex. Sex became his addiction; however he
didn’t receive anything in return. He did not care where he got his fix from,
anywhere from the local ‘gay’ Palmer Park in the bushes or at World Wide News
through the glory holes. After his conquests, Monti still felt empty and he
didn’t know why.

            Today,
however, was different. Monti did not have the urge after work to make any
stops. The only urge he had was to call Cameron to hear his sexy deep voice
that made James Earl Jones envious. He picked up his phone and dialed Cameron’s
number. After four rings the voice mail picked up. Monti ended the call without
leaving a voice message. He dialed the number again and no answer. After
calling a fourth time with no answer, Monti was pissed. “Who the hell is he
talking to that he can’t answer my call?” He said to himself. “He must be
messing with someone else.” A flood of emotions came over Monti. He did not
know why he felt this way but he knew that he had better talk to Cameron soon.

*  
*   *   *   *

Cameron was at Oakwood
hospital getting his Hepatitis vaccination. He looked at his watch and knew
that he needed to hurry up because he was meeting some friends out for happy
hour. He didn’t want to be late for happy hour but because his airline was now
flying to India, he had to get vaccinated so that he could experience that part
of the world. He finished getting his vaccinations at the doctor’s office and
returned back to his car. As he pulled out of the parking lot, the missed calls
started to register on his phone screen. Cameron began to worry when he noticed
that Monti had called him several times back to back. He didn’t know if
something was wrong and Monti did not leave any messages.

Cameron called Monti
back and the phone rang and went to voice mail.

“Hey Monti, this is
Cameron. I see I missed some calls from you. I was in the doctor’s office and
did not have reception. Call me back when you get the message. Is everything
ok?” Cameron didn’t know what was going on but hoped that whatever it was,
Monti was ok. Cameron wondered why Monti didn’t answer but for whatever reason,
he must have been busy or could be studying. Cameron was not the jealous-type
so he just left the voice message and headed home to change clothes for happy
hour. Something in Cameron was uneasy about the missed calls, but he chose to
dismiss the thoughts and proceed with his day, liquor and flight attendants go
well together. Cameron was enjoying his time off…in a couple days, he would
have to put on his charm and serve his passengers while flying over the
Atlantic Ocean.

*  
*   *   *   *

“The nerve of him to
call and leave me a message as if nothing was wrong.” Monti said as he paced
the floor of his apartment. “I know he was fucking around on me.” His
insecurities were speaking for him. He didn’t rationalize that they had just
had sex in the shower this morning, so sex was probably not on Cameron’s mind. Monti,
you got to get it together and call him back, he reasoned with himself.

“Hey Monti.” Cameron
said as he answered his phone. “Sorry about missing your call. I was getting my
Hepatitis vaccine. You know how hospitals are, I did not have reception. How
are you? Is everything ok?”

“I am ok.”

“You had me worried
about you. Are you sure that everything is ok?”

“Yes, everything is
fine. I just was trying to talk to you and see how your day was and let you
know how my mine was.”

“Oh ok…did something
happen?”

“Cameron, I’m sorry. I
should not have called back to back like that. Do you forgive me?”

“Monti, there is
nothing to forgive. I just thought something was wrong and it scared me a
little. I am about to change clothes and head out to happy hour with some
friends. I can call you on the way home, if you like?”

“Sure that is fine.”
Monti replied feeling defeated. He wanted to see Cameron again tonight. He
wanted to sleep through the night and he wanted to feel loved and needed. “I
really wanted to see you again today.”

“That’s cool. Let’s
play it by ear.” Cameron suggested.

“What time do you think
you will be finished with your friends?” Monti asked.

“Happy hour goes until
about 9:00 pm. We will be there till then…I generally don’t stay all night. I
should be home by 9:30 at the latest.”

“Cool have fun and
enjoy your friends. I’ll catch up with you later.”

“Sounds good. Bye.”
Cameron said.

“Maybe I can surprise
him tonight at home.” Monti thought.

Chapter
Fifteen

U
nexpected
C
ompany

Cameron went in the
house and did a quick change…he made sure to brush his teeth first because he
hated the mixture of toothpaste and liquor. About fifteen minutes later, he was
back in his car and headed to Friday’s. Yes, this restaurant was a ghetto one
that had security guards, because the patrons often fought, but the drinks were
strong in large part due to the bartenders liking to talk and not pay attention
to what they were doing.

            Monti had
something else planned for this evening. He had time to get himself together
and make a few stops. He knew that things were going faster than normal for him
especially after meeting Cameron. He had to see for his self if Cameron could
be trusted. He had met others and knew that they were full of shit and there
for the sex. Monti was so broken that he did not recognize that the demons he
held within were the same ones that he tried to project on others.

            After a few
hours of laughs and good drinks, Cameron was ready to head home. After paying
for his drinks, he wished his friends a good night and headed to his car. Once
in, he called Monti to let him know that he was on his way home.

            “Hey Monti.
I guess you are sleep. I know you wake up early. I am heading home. I will talk
to you tomorrow. I guess you will get this in the morning so I hope you slept
well. Good night.”

            Cameron was
almost home but he wanted to stop and get something to help suck up the liquor.
He got a couple White Castle burgers and a coke. As he was driving home he put
on Destiny’s Child’s final studio album
Destiny Fulfilled
. He loved the
last two singles
Cater 2 U
and
Girl
. The lyrics in this song
really struck a chord with Cameron. When Beyoncé said “
If I Need
to Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You,”
he
knew that he never wanted to be purposeless. He wanted his life to have meaning
and purpose but he did not want to be single. To Cameron, it made no sense to
be on top of the world, to be successful in life and in career and have no one
to share that success with. He hated going home alone and hugging his pillow at
night. He didn’t want meaningless sex with guys all over. He wanted something
substantial at home. He did not want his love to be in pieces, he wanted to be
whole when he found his mate.

            When
he found the right one, he wanted to give his heart wholly to that man. He did
not want to hand him a piece of his heart and have to go and retrieve pieces
from the guys that he fooled around with. Yes, Cameron knew that he just had an
orgasmic night with Monti but that was different. That was a needed release and
it ended with the two connecting on a deeper level, so Cameron thought. Monti
was an interesting guy and Cameron’s inquisitive nature wanted to know more
about this man. What was that darkness in his eyes…what had he been through? Who
hurt him so badly that he held tension in his shoulders and neck? These are all
the things that Cameron identified earlier that morning when they were in the
shower together as he washed Monti’s massive back.

            Cameron
was deep in thought that the sounds of
Destiny’s Child
took a secondary
position to his thoughts. Cameron was on autopilot. Cameron drove around to the
back of his townhouse to park in the garage. He pushed the automatic garage
door opener as he came around the corner and drove right in as he always did. He
closed the garage door and got out the car.

            He
came in the house through the garage and immediately went up the stairs. Once
he got to the top of the stairs, his phone began to ring. After the third ring,
Cameron picked up his phone and answered it.

“Hello.”

“Hey
sexy, what are you doing?”

“Nothing
much. Just got home. I called you a while ago but you didn’t answer. I didn’t
know if you were sleep so I left a voice message and came home.”

“Do
you have company?”

This
was an interesting question and it made Cameron’s mind check back in. “No. Why?”

“Because
I was just wondering. Is anyone coming over tonight?”

“Where
is this questioning coming from?” Cameron pondered before he answered. “No, I
am tired and ready to head upstairs to go to bed.”