I was held at the edge of the cliff and needed a little roughness to get me to dive over the edge.
"Harder," I pleaded.
Thank God, I didn't have to ask twice. Shawn
continued to jack me off and used his other arm to wrap around my shoulders and neck. He didn't hurt me but it did allow enough of a hold for him to thrust deeper inside of me.
Ropes of pearly white cum shot out my body. My
orgasm came hard and fast and caught me off guard. So many sensations had my head spinning. My body
shuddered and I could feel my inner channel clamp down on the hard cock deep inside me.
"Marc," Shawn grunted in my ear as he stilled. He held me down on his lap as he let go of his orgasm. I could feel him pulsing inside of me.
I was a sated, happy mess. My breathing evened out as Shawn caressed my stomach. It was really sweet not to have a guy rush off to clean up. Sex was sweaty and messy, but I liked the closeness that followed lovemaking, and I guess Shawn did, too. Was it just with me or was he like 50
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this with everyone he took to bed?
"What's going on in that head of yours? I can practically hear you thinking," Shawn said as he nuzzled into my neck.
"Nothing, I was just thinking about how great that felt. I'm a little tender but it was so worth it."
"Oh shit, I'm sorry." Shawn grabbed the base of his cock to hold the condom in place as I shifted off his lap.
"Don't be sorry, I'm not." I lay back on the bed and watched as Shawn stepped into his bathroom. The sound of the toilet flushing was followed by running water. A few seconds later Shawn came back out with a washcloth in hand.
"Do you mind?" Shawn motioned with his hand to my chest where my semen sat cooling.
"Knock yourself out." I smiled up at him.
The washcloth was warm as he wiped up my chest.
He moved his hand lower and held the cloth to my bottom, wiping away the lube from my ass. It was sweet and intimate how he cared for me. I had never had another man do that. But in all fairness, all the men I had slept with before tonight were like me, just passing the time. I didn't want anything from them and they sure as hell hadn't wanted anything from me.
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with had been out of my reach, but now being with Shawn was a reachable goal. I just had to succeed in getting him to fall in love with me. Because without him there was no reason to go on.
Shawn went to put the soiled washcloth in the
hamper and came back to the bed. He pulled the soft comforter up and curled in behind me. I snuggled in closer.
This felt perfect. It felt right. The only way I could describe it would be to say it was like coming home. Shawn was my home.
I was just about to fall asleep when Shawn started stroking his fingers through my hair. "Is this okay? I mean, are you okay with staying the night?"
I tilted my chin up to look into the bluest eyes I had ever seen. "There's no other place I would rather be."
Shawn kissed my lips and pulled me closer. It was as if he could feel the connection too, and didn't want to break the moment. Or so I hoped.
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A few hours later, I woke up to the smell of coffee wafting through the bedroom. I stretched my arms over my head and grimaced at the pain in my ass. A little uncomfortable but well worth the discomfort. Just a 52
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reminder of what went on the previous night.
I closed my eyes as the memories cascaded through my mind. Shawn and I had sex and I could have sworn the Earth shifted from the sheer pleasure we brought to one another.
"What are you smiling at?"
I heard Shawn's husky voice from across the room.
I sat up to see him standing in the doorway in pajama bottoms, which were riding dangerously low on his hips, and a coffee mug in each hand. What more could a guy ask for? I smiled a little brighter.
"At the memory of some really hot guy fucking me to within an inch of my life," I said in a teasing voice as Shawn sauntered over to the bed.
"Oh really? Do you want this really hot guy to fuck you again?" Shawn asked as he set the coffee mugs on the bedside table.
"Well of course, but I'm going to need some recovery time first."
"We can wait as long as you would like. At least this way, I know you'll have to see me again if you want some more of this." Shawn reached down and grabbed his crotch.
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in for a kiss. Shawn tasted like coffee and mint. He must have brushed his teeth already. Then I remembered my morning breath. I pulled away from the kiss before it went any deeper.
"Hey, where you going, baby?" Shawn gently grabbed my chin to keep me from turning away.
Shawn had a worried look on his face as if he'd
done something wrong. I put a hand over my mouth as I spoke to him. "Nowhere, but I probably have morning breath." The words came out muffled.
Shawn started to laugh. "You sound just like Marie.
She was always so anal about that." He stopped laughing and pulled my hand from my mouth. "I could care less about your morning breath. I think you taste absolutely perfect."
I looked up into his gleaming blue eyes and my
heart skipped a beat. "You still want to kiss me?"
"Fuck, Marc, I want to do more than just kiss you."
Shawn moved down my body, placing soft wet
kisses as he went. His tongue mapped out every inch of my body. He circled around my nipples, delved into my bellybutton, and on downward until he met my fully awakened cock.
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the wet touch. This would be my first blowjob, at least first blowjob to completion. Shawn gave me a taste last night of how great if felt and I was more than happy to let him finish what he started.
Shawn used his other hand to massage my balls
while he took my hard shaft into his warm, wet mouth. I can only describe the hot, moist suction in one word, Heaven. Shawn bobbed his head up and down on my cock and I moaned with every movement. I spread my legs farther apart to accommodate his large shoulders and he growled his approval.
On the next upward motion, he pulled away. He
bent his head close and blew a hot breath against my cock.
I wiggled and pushed up trying to seek that intoxicating wet heat but Shawn moved just out of reach.
"Someone is impatient," Shawn said as he nuzzled his nose into the trimmed thatch of hair surrounding my cock.
"Well, someone is being a tease," I groaned as I reached for Shawn's head. I clasped my hands in his long strands and guided him back to the desired area. Shawn flattened his tongue against the underside of my shaft, tracing the large vein that ran the length until he reached the flared head. He sucked the tip in and swirled his tongue around, moaning as he did. The vibrations rushing through 55
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my shaft caused me to grit my teeth.
I could feel my pulse beat a rapid tempo and the sound was deafening in my ears. Shawn must have sensed my distress and used his free hand to jack the uncovered area. Slow and steady then hard and fast. "Holy shit." I shouted as my cum exploded out of me. My body lay limp, I couldn't hear anything, and my eyesight was hazy. I could definitely see the appeal to having a blowjob on a regular basis after this experience.
Shawn drank my cum down like a man dying of
thirst. As Shawn continued to lick and suck my cock clean, my body twitched uncontrollably. Funny how something so erotic and satisfying could leave you ticklish. I remained still. I didn't want Shawn to think I was laughing at all his hard work.
As I slid from his mouth, he looked up at me
through hooded eyes. I grabbed at his arms to pull him up for a kiss, the taste of my salty cum strong in his mouth. I growled as I sucked his tongue inside. To know he swallowed down all I had to offer was an extremely huge turn on, because not everyone swallows.
The intensity of the kiss simmered down to lazy
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mind.
"Shawn, can I help you with anything?" I purred against his lips. My hands skimmed down his back relishing the dips and valleys of his spine.
"No, I'm good." Shawn started to laugh.
My hands stilled as I gazed up at him.
Huh? He's
good?
What the fuck was that supposed to mean? Shawn buried his face into my neck as he laughed harder.
"What the hell, Shawn?" I snapped. I was always up for a good laugh but right now? Right after the special moment we just shared? I pushed at his shoulders to get him off me.
"Baby, I'm sorry. I'm not laughing at you and trust me, I would love for you to return the favor, but I came in my pants right after you did."
My mouth hung open. That was stuff you read
about in books—how men got off without a single touch.
Talk about hot. "I turn you on that much?" Yes, I was stroking my own ego here but I would love to hear about how much Shawn enjoyed our sexual interludes.
"Yes, you do, but I was humping the bed the whole time so when you got off I wasn't far behind you."
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barked out a laugh. Shawn fell to the side to lie on his back.
I'm not sure how long we lay there giggling. Sitting together laughing over stupid shit was stuff we'd done before when I was still a woman. This was the normalcy I needed after all I'd been through.
I sobered up and wiped at my eyes. "Okay, big guy, if you're not in any need of assistance, can we get something to eat? I'm starving."
We both got out of bed. I redressed in my clothes from last night and Shawn pulled on a clean pair of pajama bottoms. Together we made breakfast. Afterward Shawn drove me back to the club where I'd left my car. Ross had texted me that he left the car in the parking lot so Shawn wouldn't have to drive me home. We said our goodbyes and made plans to go out the next night.
I was thrilled. Everything seemed to be falling into place and I still had three weeks before my deadline.
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I took the stairs up to my apartment and unlocked the door. As I went inside, I didn't see Ross. Where did that angel go off to now?
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waist.
"There is no shame in what I did." I turned to give Ross the biggest smile I had. "It was fucking awesome." I started to dance around the room shaking my hips to the music playing in my head.
"Take it easy there, tiger. We're not done yet.
You're building the foundation for love and I have to say I'm impressed. I had my doubts about you but you did work that sexy magic."
I moved to flop down on the couch. "Yes, I did." I turned to Ross and got serious. "I should hate you for fucking up my life by letting me get stuck in a woman's body for the past twenty-five years but I'm in too good a mood to even get mad." I closed my eyes remembering the love Shawn and I made.
"How many times do I have to apologize for that?
What matters now is you have your rightful chance with Shawn. Who, by the way, is hot," Ross said as he slapped my shoulder.
"I know, plus he's sensitive and caring, the total package." I propped my feet up on the couch. "So what's the plan for today, angel man?"
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I rolled my eyes at him. "Okay. Ross, what is our plan for today?"
"We're getting you a job, mister."
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"No fucking way!" I looked at Ross as his directions led me to a very familiar little office building.
"I'm not doing this. You can't make me."
"Stop being so selfish. You need a job and you already know how to do this one. I pulled a lot of strings to get you this interview. So stop being a brat and get in there."
"What are you talking about?" I pursed my lips. I was just barely hanging on to my control.
Ross started to tap his fingers on his thigh. "Here's the thing, while you were taking that much needed nap in limbo I took the initiative to start getting your life in order.
Since you were sleeping for six hours that meant six months in Earth time, so I was able to apply, provide references, and do an over the phone interview."