Sex & Mayhem 04 No Matter What (19 page)

Luca pulled
Ghost’s nuts forward and slowly caressed them with his tongue,
sucking on the skin. Ghost’s eyes rolled back when that wickedly
warm mouth pulled one of his balls in and sucked it like one would
a Popsicle.

“Oh God, let’s
do this every day,” Ghost muttered, stroking Luca’s hair. His
cheeks were hot, and every lap and lick of Luca’s lips brought down
Ghost’s anxiety levels.

Luca chuckled,
licking his way up the cock. He tightened his grip around the base
and suckled in just the head, sending a supernova of sensations to
Ghost’s balls. “Every day,” he agreed.

Ghost arched
his hips forward, eager to bury more of his cock in that hot, wet,
loving mouth. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from Luca’s handsome
face. The enthusiasm Luca had for Ghost had the butterflies in
Ghost’s stomach fluttering their wings.

Luca slowly
sank his head lower, enveloping Ghost’s cock in the velvety sleeve
of his mouth. He started pulling back when his lips met his fist
and lapped around the tip of the cock once again. It was slow,
lusty and made the heat simmering under Ghost’s skin boil.

“Yeah… Nice and
slow or I’m gonna come like a schoolboy.” Ghost chuckled, but his
breath was already raspy. He gently petted Luca’s ears, trying to
express all the affection he held for him.

Luca kissed the
head of Ghost’s dick and whispered against it, “If you do, we can
have a repeat later. I could do this all day,” he confessed before
sinking his head over the cock again.

The languid
pleasure went on, as if Luca was there to suck all the negativity
of the day away. Ghost didn’t count the time anyway, too absorbed
with the heat of Luca’s lips. Sometimes Luca would speed up and bob
his head faster, only to then slow down. If there was a heaven,
this was what it was bound to feel like. With that beautiful face
so close to his hips, Ghost could hardly believe he’d had doubts
about this relationship only days ago.

A car rushed
past them along the lonely road, but neither of them even bothered
to look at it, too absorbed in the rush of arousal pulsing through
their veins. Heat was rising all over Ghost’s body, his skin
tingled as if Luca was sending jolts of electricity through his
nerves, making him shiver so violently his knees began to
tremble.

He groaned and
looked down at Luca, who was working his cock fast and steady. “I’m
gonna come,” he muttered in case Luca wanted to back away, but all
he did was moan, sending delicious vibration over Ghost’s flesh.
Luca started sucking him harder, gently twisting his fist around
the base, his face a picture of bliss, as if there was nothing
better heading his way.

When Ghost came
straight into that hot mouth, he had to lean against the wall not
to have his knees buckle. His balls tightened, and he gripped
Luca’s hair as his cock spasmed with each spurt of come. He didn’t
want anyone else. Ever.

Luca swallowed
it all, moaning softly as if just tasting Ghost’s come made him
lose it. He petted Ghost’s thigh, suckling and lapping until there
was nothing else for him to drink. Ghost was still spacing out
after his most powerful orgasm to date when Luca lovingly tucked
him back in, zipping his pants and even closing the belt.

“That was
beyond amazing,” Ghost said, still floating on the high of his
orgasm. He helped Luca up and took him straight into his arms.
“I’ll do you,” he murmured before kissing Luca’s lips. He wasn’t
exactly sure how to approach it, or if he’d be any good at it, but
there was no way around it. Ghost couldn’t simply get a blowjob and
not return the favor. Even if it was about to be the least
spectacular BJ of Luca’s life, Ghost had to start somewhere.

Luca’s eyes
opened wide, and he tightened his hands on Ghost’s shoulders.
“Later? I want your hands now,” he whispered eventually, pulling
Ghost’s palm to his crotch, where the jeans were tenting over a
substantial bulge.

Ghost
swallowed, unsure what to make of it. Did Luca expect him to be so
bad at it that he didn’t want to waste his erection? Ghost would
have given it his best, and now that he’d gotten his pleasure, it
seemed almost unfair that he wouldn’t get to taste Luca as well.
But he wasn’t about to question anything now. Actually jerking Luca
off was just as new, so Ghost tried to push back any thoughts of
oral failure, and he massaged Luca’s cock through the jeans,
adjusting to the concept of having someone else’s cock in his
hand.

Luca pressed
their lips together and traced the seam of Ghost’s lips with his
tongue. His mouth had a salty undertone, and Ghost realized it had
to be his own come he was tasting. He shuddered, sucking Luca’s
lips harder as he squeezed the rock-hard erection through the
denim.

“You like how
it feels?” whispered Luca.

Instead of
answering, Ghost turned Luca around, so he’d be the one leaning
against the wall, and deepened the kiss as his fingers began the
frantic unbuttoning and unzipping of Luca’s jeans. Ghost felt silly
for even waiting so long with this anyway. Take the bull by the
horns. Take the cock in a firm grip.

He swallowed
Luca’s moan, pushed his hand down the beach-print boxer briefs, and
finally touched the silky smooth skin. Luca’s cock was moist from
all the precome it had been dripping, and it pulsed in his grip
like a separate living being. It was completely different than
touching one’s own dick, so there was a fair amount of trepidation
in his heart, but the velvet steel in his grip didn’t fail to make
his arousal skyrocket.

Ghost felt that
tingle of excitement in his body despite having just come. He
sucked on the tip of Luca’s tongue as he got a steadier grip on the
dick. It was hot and stiff as a baseball bat. The foreskin on
Luca’s cock fascinated him most. It helped him move his hand over
the cock without lubrication as they shared an intense, breathless
kiss. Luca was pressing his hips forward, gently fucking Ghost’s
fist. He was throbbing, moaning, and pulling on Ghost’s
shoulders.

Having Luca
like this in his arms was something Ghost wanted every day. A
tingle of worry marred the experience when he thought of the
ferocity of Luca’s moves and imagined that maybe one day Luca would
want to fuck
him
. Ghost pushed the thought away, unsure how
he felt about it. Life was easier when he focused on kisses and
pumping Luca’s cock until he orgasmed in Ghost’s arms, moaning his
pleasure with those fat lips.

Ghost held Luca
as he cooled down gripping the leather cut. His soft hair was
fragrant where Ghost buried his face in it as they stood in the
darkness, hugging tightly. There was nothing else in the world more
important than this moment.

“Okay?” asked
Luca eventually, breaking the silence.

Ghost chuckled,
unsure what to do with his come-covered hand. “It was my first
time, so I’m the one asking questions. Was that good?”

Luca bit his
lip and slowly pulled up Ghost’s hand. He stuck out his tongue and
trailed it between the fingers, gathering the seed. “Yes.”

Ghost’s eyes
went wide. He wouldn’t blink for a thousand bucks. Watching Luca
lick up his own come from Ghost’s fingers was so erotic it had
Ghost’s hand tremble. “Fuck, you’re so sexy…”

“Tell me more,”
whispered Luca, all but making love to Ghost’s hand as he slowly
sucked in two of his fingers.

“I’m lucky to
be unemployed right now, because it’s hard for me to think about
anything other than your lips on mine…”

Luca finished
cleaning Ghost’s hand and kissed his knuckles, hugging them to his
face. “We should talk,” he whispered.

Ghost swallowed
and nodded. “You want to give me some blowjob tips before I attempt
one?”

Luca let go of
Ghost’s hand and put his clothes in order with sharp, nervous
movements. “I’m sorry about that.”

“No, I get it.
I suppose these aren’t the perfect conditions here,” Ghost said,
but couldn’t deny himself another kiss to Luca’s lips.

“N-no, it’s
fine. It was great,” said Luca, but there was something about the
way he moved and the tone of his voice that set off Ghost’s alarms.
A strange hesitation. Worry.

Ghost gave Luca
all of his attention, feeling like an idiot that he was making it
all about himself when Luca was trying to communicate
something.

In the faint
light of the moon climbing up his face as he moved from under the
roofing, Luca was stiff as a piece of wood and opened his mouth
several times before he actually spoke. “I think I need to get
tested.”

“Oh.” Ghost’s
heart sank, but he didn’t want to transfer his sudden panic onto
Luca. “Okay, sure. We’ll go do that whenever you want to. Don’t
worry about it too much, okay?” He gave Luca a kiss, but Luca
quickly pushed his face against Ghost’s arm.

“I’m sorry,
should have told you sooner,” he whispered. “But I don’t want to...
give you anything.”

“Did uhm…
Frederico sleep with other men?” Ghost muttered, trying to keep his
jealousy at bay.

Luca shrugged.
“I don’t know. But I don’t think so... he’s always made a big deal
out of staying healthy because he hates rubbers.” He chewed on his
lip, stepping back and breathing loudly enough for Ghost to hear.
“But... h-he wasn’t the only guy, who... you know.”

Ghost entangled
their fingers, feeling the rapid pulsing beneath Luca’s skin. He
loathed hearing about Frederico and his fucking preferences, but he
needed to be there for Luca and listen. “How would that work? If
you had other men, then he’d have to use a condom…”

Luca stilled,
rocking back and forth on the heels of his feet. It took a good few
moments until he spoke again. “He didn’t. But he was giving me up
anyway, so he didn’t care anymore,” he muttered. “I fainted because
of the finger, and then I woke up, and Antonio was on me. He
didn’t... use anything for the whole night.”

It was as if
the ground opened up under Ghost's feet at the horror of what he'd
heard. He pulled Luca into a gentle hug, and put his head on Luca’s
shoulder, desperately wondering how he could fix this. His stomach
twisted at the thought of that brutal man using Luca like a piece
of meat. Luca must have been terrified, not to mention in pain
after losing a finger. If only he hadn’t let Luca go that night.
Made a better bargain. How could he have thought that a man like
Frederico Villani would simply keep Luca at the hotel for a night
before he got the money? He was a fucking idiot.

Luca took a
shuddery breath but let Ghost hold him. “I just... want it to be
fine. I’ve lived with Frederico for such a long time. I’m gonna be
fine as long as I know nothing’s... wrong with my body.”

“Sure, we’ll go
straight away tomorrow.” Ghost kissed Luca’s ear, inhaling his
scent. If he could only turn back time, he’d find a way to pay
Frederico on the spot, have him not take Luca away to that hotel.
He’d protect Luca by being the man he deserved. “Don’t worry, okay?
I’m here for you.”

Luca nodded and
pulled on Ghost’s cut as he buried his face against Ghost’s
shoulder. “This is so fucking embarrassing... I’m a guy. I should
be able to deal with this. I couldn’t have talked to you about
Frederico if you knew I was a guy...”

Ghost took a
deep breath. “Luca, you can talk to me about everything. I get it.
I’ve seen a lot of shit. I just wish I could erase it for you.”

Luca dragged
his hands down his face, pulling away from Ghost. “But I still
can’t. I don’t even know what’s real about what I do in bed, and
what’s just something he made me enjoy. But I’m not broken. I still
want sex. I want
you
so much,” he whispered, facing the
bike.

Ghost
swallowed, unsure if Luca pulling away was about him wanting to be
hugged again, or really wanting space. He put his hands in his
pockets. “I’m sure you fantasize about stuff you’d enjoy,
right?”

Luca exhaled.
“Yes, but it’s like I had no control over it. I was alone, my
parents were dead, and this older guy came, saying that there was a
giant debt that I now had to pay, and I was only fifteen.” He
stopped for a moment and took a long, deep breath before looking
back at Ghost. When he spoke again, his voice lost its heightened
pitch. “Don’t get me wrong, I was super flattered when I realized
he was interested, but things happened too quickly. I hardly
remember the first time we did it, because he got me drunk. But I
knew I didn’t like it.” Luca sniffed and walked over to the bike,
resting his ass on the seat.

Ghost’s heart
broke for Luca, but he just listened, making sure Luca knew he was
paying attention. He walked up closer and stood next to him. “If
you ever don’t want something, you know you can tell me,
right?”

Luca gave him a
pale smile. “I know. You wouldn’t hurt me,” he whispered, brushing
his fingers down Ghost’s arm. “Since I got to know you, I kept
thinking how it would be to do it with someone I want. And it is so
different. You make me happy. I want you.”

Ghost smirked
and nudged Luca’s ear with his nose. “I might be horrible at it,
you know. You might still regret it.”

Luca chuckled
and squeezed Ghost’s fingers harder. “You’re not a selfish guy. Of
course you’ll be good at it. I guess it’ll be a learning curve for
both of us anyway.” He smiled at Ghost and nuzzled his face.
“There’s stuff I was never allowed to do, and I don’t want to freak
you out.”

Ghost kept a
straight face, but he paused. Did Luca have some weird fetish? What
if he wanted to do something Ghost found unacceptable? “Yeah? Like
what?”

Luca chewed on
his lip as another car drove by, rushing for the main road. “You
know, stuff. Frederico didn’t want me touching him most of the
time, and you let me do that. So that’s about covered,” he said
with an embarrassed chuckle. “I want to... explore your body
everywhere. Unless you’d like me to keep out of... places,”
finished Luca awkwardly.