stayed there, waiting for my next order.
“Closer, darling.”
She moved in, sliding her hands up
my legs, placing her palms on my thighs.
I rubbed my thumb along her lower
lip, felt her panting against my hand. I
edged my thumb between her teeth.
“Such a pretty mouth. So soft and wet.
And your tongue…” I slid my thumb in
deeper, feeling her tongue glide along it.
“I want my cock right here on your
tongue. I want to feel your lips on it. I
want to fuck that pretty little mouth and
come down your throat. Would you like
that?”
With my thumb in her mouth, she
could only nod, but her eyes were wide
and hungry. I took my hands off her. “Tell
me you want those things. Exactly as I
described them.”
“I want your cock on my tongue,” she
said breathlessly. “I want it between my
lips. I want you to fuck my mouth and
come down my throat.”
“Good. Unbuckle my belt.” I stood
still, my hands at my sides. “Take out my
cock, but don’t put your mouth on it.”
She unbuttoned and unzipped my
jeans, pushing everything down enough
to get my dick free. Eagerly, she took it
in both hands.
I stepped back. “Stand up.”
She looked up at me, confused, but
she did as I asked.
“Turn around.”
When her back was to me, I took her
wrists, crossed them, and tied them
together with my scarf. “We won’t be
needing your hands for this.”
With her hands bound at her lower
back, I turned her to face me again, then
pushed the top of her bodice beneath her
tits, propping them up.
I lowered my head and teased one
hard nipple with my tongue, just enough
to make her writhe with impatience. She
arched her back, thrusting her chest in
my face.
I smiled and moved to the other one,
circling it with the tip of my tongue but
never taking it in my mouth. Reaching
between her legs, I brushed one fingertip
back and forth over her clit, just enough
to elicit a strangled “Quinn!”
I shoved her back down on her
knees.
“No talking.” I took my dick in one
hand and dragged it along her jaw, over
that dimpled chin, and across her lips.
“I’ll touch you soon enough. Right now
you’re going to stay still and open your
mouth for me.”
She licked her lips and opened them
over the head of my cock, and I felt my
legs begin to hum, the pleasure starting
to unfurl. Taking her head in my hands, I
pushed in deeper, groaning at the hot,
tight fit. I pulled out slowly and watched
as she went after the tip with her tongue
and tried to get it back in her mouth.
But I controlled everything, and I
held her head just far enough away from
me that she couldn’t get what she
wanted.
Then I gave her a little, and she
swirled her tongue around it, sucked it
greedily.
I gave her some more, and she
looked up at me, her eyes wild and
desperate.
“You want it all?”
She nodded.
“Do you think you deserve it all?”
A little whimper of frustration.
“Are you ready to take it all?”
She nodded again, and I shoved my
cock to the back of her throat, making
her body twitch with the impact. I did it
again and again, keeping my eyes on her
to make sure she was OK, but sparing no
force or depth.
I don’t know how she kept breathing,
but she never backed off, never struggled
to get away, never looked at me with
fear in her eyes.
Just hunger.
When I was close, I held her head
still and paused for a moment with my
cock buried in her mouth, her lips still a
couple inches from the hilt. I almost
wished her hands were free—what
would she do with them? Wrap her
fingers around the base? Grab my balls?
Play with my ass? How dirty did she
get?
“Oh, fuck.”
The thought was enough to push me
over the edge, and I came hard, yanking
her head toward me as I thrust into her
with short, rhythmic jabs that hit the back
of her throat.
I watched it happen, and the sight of
it made the orgasm so intense I thought
my legs might give out. My knees shook,
my thigh muscles clenching and then
weakening.
When it was done, I pulled out of her
and she sat back on her heels,
swallowing and then gasping for air.
God, she was fucking incredible.
And I wasn’t about to let up.
“Your turn, darling,” I said, putting
myself back together and doing up my
pants.
I helped her stand and pulled off my
sweater, thinking quickly about how I
wanted her. Well, I wanted her to sit on
my face, but that gave her too much
control over her orgasm, and I didn’t
want her to have any. I didn’t want to
untie her hands, either, so lying on her
back would be tough.
That left her to stand—until she
couldn’t anymore.
I knelt in front of her. “Open your
legs for me.”
She widened her stance, and I ran my
hands up the front of her thighs, over her
lace-covered stomach. I took her breasts
in my hands, kneading them gently as I
brought my mouth just close enough to
her pussy that she’d feel me breathing.
“What do you want?” I asked her.
“I want to come,” she said
feverishly.
“More specific, please.”
“I want you to make me come.”
“How?” I twisted her nipples
between my thumbs and fingers, and she
swayed forward.
“With your tongue. I want you to
make me come with your tongue.”
“Good girl.” I put my mouth on her
over the damp lace, kissing her lightly,
stroking her with my tongue—soft, slow,
leisurely strokes that made her body
vibrate with impatience.
“Quinn, please,” she begged. “Tell
me what to say.”
“Say you want more.”
“I want more.”
I took my hands off her breasts and
moved the drenched swath of lace
covering her pussy aside. “Like this?” I
slipped my tongue low between her legs
and dragged it up to the top in one firm
sweep.
“Yes,” she said, relief flooding her
voice. “Yes.”
I did it again, and this time I lingered
at the top, teasing her open and fluttering
the tip of my tongue across her swollen
clit.
“More,” she begged. “I still want
more.”
I gave her a little more pressure, then
a little less. A little steadier rhythm, then
slowed again. I changed my angle,
fucked her with my tongue, but never
stayed with one thing for too long. When
I felt her legs begin to shake, I backed
off.
“Please, Quinn. Don’t stop,” she
panted. “You have me so crazy right
now, I can’t even see.”
“Always in such a rush,” I scolded.
“I told you I wanted to taste you. Let me
get my fill.”
“Fuck yes,” she said as I took her
clit into my mouth and flicked it with my
tongue. “Oh my God.”
I slid two fingers inside her easily,
pushing deep, and she moved against my
hand, her cries high-pitched and
plaintive. I felt her insides tightening
around my fingers as the tension in her
body reached the apex, and then she
screamed my name as her legs buckled.
I caught her around her hips, feeling
her clit throb inside my mouth as my
cock surged with renewed vigor.
I have to get inside her.
The need was intense, almost
violent, and disturbingly possessive. She
wasn’t mine by any means and didn’t
even want to be mine, but something in
me demanded her, compelled me to
claim her.
Jumping to my feet, I pulled her
loose-limbed body over to the side of
the couch and bent her forward over the
arm. I undid my pants and shoved them
to my knees, kicked her feet farther
apart, and moved the black lace aside.
“Fuck,” I growled. “I need a—”
“Just do it,” she said, out of breath.
“I need to feel you. Now.”
I wasn’t going to ask again. Guiding
the tip of my cock to her entrance, I
pushed inside her, both of us moaning at
the slick, hot friction.
I’m fucking her
without a condom. We’re breaking a
rule.
The realization that I’d scaled one of her walls made me crazy with lust for
her, not like I needed any more
motivation. But it felt like such a victory
in this primal, testosterone-fueled way—
like a prehistoric man taking out a wooly
fucking mammoth.
Not that Jaime was a wooly
mammoth, of course. (And I
probably
won’t mention the analogy to her.)
On the contrary, her back was pale
and smooth, and I put my hands on her
shoulder blades as I drove into her, her
skin warm and sticky.
Her perfume mixed with the scent of
sex and filled my head, made my blood
run even hotter. Her bound hands at the
small of her back reminded me that I’d
intended to torture her tonight with slow
sex, punish her a little for the way she
refused to give me a chance, show her
that sex wasn’t always about the finish
line and didn’t have to be such a straight
line. It was fun to take time to enjoy one
another, play around, trade roles,
exchange power. We were new together,
but we were good together—I felt it, and
I knew she did too. Her willingness to
play along with these games told me that,
sexually, we were totally compatible.
But the plan for a slow fuck?
Yeah, that went the way of the
pterodactyl.
I grabbed her hair with one hand and
wrapped my fingers around her crossed
wrists with the other, aroused beyond my
control by every sense—the sight of my
cock pounding into her, the sound of her
high-pitched cries and my caveman
grunts, her smell, her taste in my mouth,
the feel of her tight, wet pussy sliding
over my dick—it was too much to bear.
I came so hard I felt the ground
shaking beneath me, and I pulled her hair
so hard she screamed—or maybe that
was her own climax rocketing through
her, rattling her bones, jarring her teeth.
I want you I want you I want you.
I couldn’t stop thinking it, couldn’t
stop fucking her, couldn’t bear the
thought that she didn’t want me, didn’t
want this, more than she wanted to
protect herself.
I was inside her.
And I didn’t want to leave.
SIXTEEN
JAIME
I CAN’T BREATHE
I can’t breathe I
can't breathe.
Something was crushing me. I saw
nothing but silver, heard nothing but the
cannon-fire of my heart.
What was this feeling? It was heavy
yet weightless, scary yet soothing,
unbidden yet welcome.
I couldn’t focus, couldn’t get control
of my senses or emotions, couldn’t
remember where I was or how I’d gotten
there.
Quinn.
Quinn.
Quinn was here with me.
Quinn was inside me.
Yes.
Yes.
I wanted him there, loved
the way his bare skin felt gliding over
my walls. Loved the way he reached
something so deep inside me it hurt.
Loved the way my body slowly
contracted around his in that mad,
dizzying spiral until it couldn’t take any
more pleasure, exploded, and fell to
pieces.
Falling to pieces.
I opened my eyes.
Whoa. Get ahold of yourself. Those
were good orgasms, maybe the best
you’ve ever had, but there’s no need to
fall apart, right? It’s good chemistry,
that’s all.
Quinn was breathing hard behind me,
hands braced on my back, which was
probably why I felt like I couldn’t
breathe.
Yes, that was it. That was definitely
it.
When I coughed, he took them off
me.
“So,” I said, peeking over my
shoulder. “That was your slow fuck.”
“That was
not
my slow fuck. I sort
of lost control there.” He started untying
the scarf around my wrists. “Abandoned
the plan.”
“I’m all for that kind of detour. Think
the neighborhood enjoyed the show?”
“Unless someone was standing right
beneath your window when you
undressed—”
“Or looking from their second-floor
window across the street.”
“Or that, of course—then they saw
nothing. That’s not to say the entire street
didn’t
hear
the show.”
I smiled. “It was pretty loud.”
“There. You’re free.” He tossed the
scarf aside and helped me straighten up,
then he slowly pulled out. “Free, but
maybe a little messy. Can I get you a