Read Faith (My Misery Muse) Online
Authors: B. Betzold
Tags: #romance, #contemporary romance, #tattoos, #rockstars, #rockstar romance, #my misery muse
I went and helped Ash and Mags with the
babies, while Jaks was jumping around yelling my name.
“Hold on a minute, Taz.”
“Uncle Drake, we had an adventure,” he kept
saying over and over.
After we got the girls in the house, I looked
at Jaks. “What adventure, Taz?”
“Mommy and Aunt Mags and Aunt Jules and I
went to your house and had an adventure.”
I looked over at Mags and she didn’t even
have the decency to act ashamed of what they did to our houses.
“I saw, Taz.”
“Is daddy home?”
I nodded. “Yep.”
“Can we go see Daddy, Miss Ash?”
“Yeah, lets head home, Jaks.”
With that, they grabbed Angel and left. I
went over and gave Quinn a kiss on the forehead then I kissed Mags
on the forehead as well. “I should get home too; I got somethings
to take care of before tomorrow.”
“Are you sure, Drake?”
“Yeah, I’m sure, I’ll see you tomorrow, kay,
baby?”
She nodded and I brushed a quick kiss against
her lips then left. I got into the driver seat of my car took a
deep breath; damn hard on wasn’t going away anytime soon. I banged
my head against the steering wheel a couple of times; put the key
in the ignition and headed home to a shower and a hand job.
I got home and walked into
the living room and saw Sam playing
Skyrim
on the Xbox, I waved and
headed towards my bedroom then to my en suite bathroom. I turned
the water on and stripped out of my clothes. I climbed into the tub
and squirted some body wash into my hand and reached down and
grabbed my aching cock. I started thinking of Mags' face when she
came, her eyes glassy, screaming my name. I stroked my cock three
times before I came, damn near collapsing. God, I needed to fuck
that woman and soon before my balls turned permanently
blue.
I finished washing after I was able to stand
without using the shower wall for support, climbed out and wrapped
a towel around my hips. I walked into my room searching for some
clothes. “So how long you need to stay, Sam?”
“Not sure yet, someone is staying at my place
right now.”
“Whatever, as long as you need.”
“Thanks, Drake,” he yelled back.
Chapter 15
Mags
Devi was planning an impromptu
party for X since his had passed while they were on tour, as well
as Christmas Eve dinner. I was packing Quinn to go over and help
Devi out, when there was a knock on the door.
I figured it was Drake, we hadn’t talked
since he ran out of here yesterday, and I had no idea what was
going on between us.
I juggled Quinn into a better spot on my
shoulder and went to open the door, when I did, there was a man I
didn’t know standing there. “Can I help you?”
“Margaret Sands?” he asked.
“Yeah, can I help you?” I asked again getting
nervous.
He handed me a piece of paper, said, “You’ve
been served,” then turned and walked away.
“Hey what is this?” I yelled, but he kept
walking, ignoring me.
“What the hell?” I muttered and went back
inside.
I put Quinn in her bouncy chair
and strapped her in, then opened up the papers and nearly fainted
Brent was suing me for slander and loss of wages.
“
WHAT.THE.FUCK!” I
yelled.
I stood there reading the papers over and
over. That prick was suing me? Oh hell no.
I picked up Quinn, strapped her into her car
seat and headed over to Devi’s house. This required wine—lots of
it.
I walked into Devi’s house yelling before the
door closed. “Devlin, where are you?”
“Seth, calm the fuck down!” I heard her
yelling from the living area.
I noticed that the mirror that was in the
entryway was broken and a smashed vase lying on the ground with
pieces of the mirror.
“What the fuck?” I said to myself.
I walked into the living area to find a very
pissed off Seth.
“I won’t calm the fuck down, Dev. He hurt MY
son, had MY wife arrested, and now he’s fucking suing me, I don’t
god damn fucking think so.”
I sucked in a startled breath. I had never
seen Seth this pissed off before, and it was my fault. My fault
that Brent was in that room in Seattle, my fault Jaks was hurt, my
fault he was fired, and my fault that he was being sued.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered.
Devi turned to look at me. “Oh I don’t
fucking think so. None of this is your fault, it’s that asshat’s
fault. So stop right there, I can only deal with one freak out at a
time,” she snapped.
I nodded.
“Seth, go get a fucking beer, calm down and
you can discuss it when everyone else gets here.”
Seth stomped out of the room. “Well guess I’m
not the only one that’s being sued today, huh?”
“What are you talking about?”
I handed her the papers I was still holding,
then set down Quinn's car seat and pulled her out.
She inhaled. “I am going to fucking castrate
that prick,” she muttered to herself, then glanced at me. “He said
nothing about her.”
“Yeah, I noticed that too.”
“It’s Friday night and Christmas Eve, so on
Monday we will call the lawyer that’s handling her paternity
case.”
“Okay,” I said.
“We will get this straightened out,
okay?”
The front door slammed and a pissed off Sam
and Drake walked in. Devi pointed towards the kitchen. “Beer, go
now, I don’t want to hear it.” Sam nodded then he and Drake marched
towards the kitchen.
“Fuck this is going to be a fun day,” Devi
muttered to herself. “Want a glass of wine or something
stronger?”
“Stronger.”
She nodded. “Margaritas it is.” She then
headed off towards the kitchen where the guys were arguing—great. I
followed holding Quinn.
Drake
I walked into the kitchen and found Seth
banging his head against his kitchen counter, I walked past him
grabbed two beers from the fridge and handed one to Sam. Devi and
Mags came into the kitchen and went straight to the liquor cabinet,
pulled out the tequila and started what looked like margaritas.
“So who’s being sued and for what?” asked
Devi while putting ice in her blender.
“The band is all being sued for slander and
loss of wages; you are being sued for causing bodily harm, and so
is Drake.”
She nodded. “Don’t forget Mags.”
“Mags what?” I growled.
“She’s being sued for slander and loss of
wages too,” she said.
“She’s fucking what?” I gritted out.
X and Eli walked in the kitchen but I didn’t
pay them any attention and focused on Mags. “Was there anything
about Quinn?”
She shook her head and watched Devi make
their margaritas.
I walked over to her and pulled her into my
arms. “Baby, he won’t get away with it,” I whispered into her hair.
She pulled away from me and I had no idea what her deal was.
I glanced over at my sister hoping she could
clue me in but she was glaring narrow eyed at Mags. “Don’t You God
Damn Do It,” Devi seethed.
Mags looked up at her startled then looked
down at the floor.
“What the hell is going on?” I asked.
“She thinks this is her fault. I swear to
god, Mags, you do this, and you and I are finished, do you hear
me?” I had never seen my sister like this before, she was downright
scary.
Mags nodded her head, and walked out of the
room holding my princess. What the fuck just happened?
Chapter 16
Mags
I was heading out the door when a hand
grabbed me; I spun around and found Devi glaring at me.
“What the hell, Devi?”
“Don’t do this to him,” she bit out.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I
tried to play dumb but we both knew what I was doing.
“Don’t hurt him like this, Mags,” Devi
pleaded.
“I’m not doing anything.”
“Stop fucking lying, we both know what you’re
doing,” she snapped. “You’re doing what you always do when your
life starts to get even the little bit tough—you're running, and
when you run, you will destroy him.”
“You don’t know what you’re talking about,” I
snapped back.
“My. Brother. Fucking. Loves. You,” she
gritted out between her teeth.
“No, he doesn’t; I was one more conquest for
him Devi, that’s all women are for him.”
“Is that what you think I was doing with you,
Mags?” Drake quietly asked looking a bit defeated.
“Isn’t?”
“No, never, not with you.”
“You have no idea what you’re talking about,
Drake.”
“Yeah I do, I love you,” he responded even
quieter.
I scoffed. “We don’t do love, Drake.”
“With you I do, always knew I would. Why do
you think we stayed away from one another?”
“I’ll only hurt you, Drake; I don’t have
anything to offer you.”
“Don’t you?”
“No, I don’t. I am nothing, don’t you get
that?” I asked with tears running down my cheeks.
“Aw baby, no…you’re everything, you and my
princess are it for me.”
“I can’t do this, Drake” I sobbed, turned and
ran out of the house.
Drake
I glanced over at Devi and saw tears
streaming down her face; I pulled her to me and tried as best as I
could to comfort her as well as myself. “It’ll be okay,” I murmured
to my baby sister.
She shook her head against my chest. “No, not
this time.”
I was afraid she was right, but I wouldn’t
say that out loud yet. I still had hope that after Mags stopped
being scared we would be able to work this out.
“She’ll be back,” I said.
“I hope so, because when she does I am
handcuffing your asses together so you can work this shit out for
once and all.”
I laughed and kissed the top of her head.
“Yeah, okay.” I walked her back to the kitchen where everyone else
was to celebrate Christmas with my family.
I took a deep breath and knocked on Mags’
door. I didn’t know why I was here other than this feeling that if
I gave her too much time by herself I wouldn’t see her again, and I
couldn’t have that. I had meant what I had told her, I loved her
and Quinn.
She opened the door and looked beautiful, her
red hair fell down her back, her blue eyes staring back at me, and
I had to swallow through my dry mouth to answer her. “I wanted to
talk to you,” I said and pushed my way into her house.
“Well come on in,” she sniped.
“Don’t,” I said. “Don’t do that.” She looked
down at the ground and I put a finger under her chin and made her
look at me. “And don’t hide from me.
She looked at me and I couldn’t stop myself
from swooping in and kissing her hard. She gasped and I didn’t give
her a chance before I shoved my tongue between her lips, devouring
her mouth with my own. She didn’t waste any time before kissing me
back just as hard. This was the Mags I knew and loved; the woman
who took what she wanted when she wanted it and didn’t run away. I
just had to get her back. I pushed the door shut with my foot and
walked her into the living room.
I reached up and tore off her tank top and
ran my hands over her naked breasts. I broke the kiss and just
looked. God, she was beautiful. Her tits were rosy with a flush and
beautiful, hard pink nipples poked against my hands. I sank to my
knees and drew one of her nipples kissing them and running my
tongue around the areola. She moaned and sank her hands in my hair
pulling me closer. I switched to the other side and laved that
nipple before kissing down her stomach, all the while pulling her
shorts and panties down. I slipped a finger between her folds and
felt her cream on my fingers. Damn, she was wet, and I slid a
finger deep inside her, which caused her to moan out my name. I
stood up and pulled my finger out of her, then spun her around and
bent her over the couch. God, what a view. She was glistening with
her cum and so open to me.
I popped open the button to my jeans and
yanked the zipper down and pulled myself out, reached into my back
pocket and grabbed my wallet almost dropping it. I finally got the
condom out and ripped the package open with my teeth and had it
rolled on as fast as possible.
“This is going to be hard and fast,
baby.”
She moaned in response. Then I lined myself
up and pushed myself in. It was fucking heaven, and I knew I would
never want to willingly leave this woman. Once I was fully seated,
I gave her a minute to adjust; when she started wiggling her hips,
I pulled out slowly then sank back in.
She started wiggling her hips again so I
pulled back and slapped her ass and a gush of her hot slick cum
released and covered my balls, I groaned. “You like it rough,
baby?” I asked.
She just moaned in response, so I pulled back
out slowly then stayed there. She tried to push herself back
against me but I held her in place with a hand. I pulled my hand
back and slapped the other cheek. “I asked you a question,
baby.”
“Yes, I fucking like it rough, now fuck me
already, Drake.”
With that, I slammed into her hard causing
her to scream out. I pulled back just as quickly and slammed back
into her as hard as I could. I continued at this pace until I felt
her begin to tighten against me and I had to fight off my own
release. “Come on baby, you know you want to come all over my
cock.” She screamed and she tightened around my cock to the point
of pain.
“That’s it baby, just like that,” I told her
as I continued to pound into her. “Ah hell Mags, you feel so
fucking good,” I groaned. I couldn’t fight it anymore and it felt
like fire was shooting out of my cock, it had never felt this good
before. She continued to shudder through her aftershocks while I
was still pressing into her, finishing my own release.
“I love you, Mags,” I told her, “and you’re
not fucking running.”
She nodded and I pulled out, spun her around
and kissed her. “Go get that pretty ass in bed, honey, were not
done yet.” When she turned around, I slapped her ass one more time
and followed her to bed so I could prove to her who she belonged
to.