Authors: JJ Harper
I quickly reassure him, “No Nicky, it was perfect, abso-fucking-lutely perfect.” But I do wince then sigh as he starts to slide his softening cock out of me. It’s a good feeling though. The drag of flesh over my highly sensitive muscles, make my dick twitch and swell. I laugh when Nico notices and shakes his head.
“So it really doesn’t take you long to get ready, does it?” He pulls out completely then climbs over me and off the bed. “Wait there I’ll get a wash cloth.”
I am amazed at the strength of him, not twenty four hours ago he was beaten and abused, and now even with his cuts and bruises on display he stands tall and strong. I feel my heart beat faster as he walks back towards me. My hand moves to my chest, my fingers swirl making circles over and through the fluid still coating my skin. When I see him watching me I lift my fingers to my mouth slickening my lips with our combined cum before slipping them into my mouth sucking the flavor from them.
His eyes dilate as he crawls over me once again. His tongue swipes across my lips, tasting the flavor of both of our releases. I let my hand collect more, lifting them back to my mouth. I slide my tongue over my fingers again, gathering the sticky fluid before pulling Nico back to my mouth. Our tongues twist and turn together, Nico sucks hard on my tongue, groaning as he tastes us together.
Breaking the kiss I twist my body so that we are lying on our sides facing each other, my hands stroke over his chest and ribs, feeling the tender skin. I can feel the tremors and I can see the goose bumps erupt as I touch him.
“How much do you hurt Nico? It must be painful.” I lift my head and kiss his tender bruised face, not quite believing what we have just done together.
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Well, I think we can cancel out any concussion.” His laughter surprises me and I can’t help but join in.
I can’t believe what has just happened. We still love each other after ten years apart. Ryan has welcomed me back even after I told him my darkest secrets. The ones that make me so ashamed and embarrassed. The ones that are locked down tight in my head and legally everywhere else, thanks to Franco. He truly loved me and did all he could to look after me.
To be able to top after all these years was incredible. I haven’t topped since I was in the films, since Ethan. But the feeling of his body wrapped around me, encompassing me, taking every inch of my hard cock has blown my mind, The fact that he trusts me enough to go bareback after all this time apart and all that I’ve done, means so much to me.
My mind drifts lazily through the conversations we had earlier and I remember he mentioned something about my parents.
“Ry, what did you mean to say about my parents? When we were in your car you said you’d tell me later, what happened to them?” I kiss him softly. I don’t want him to hide the truth from me.
“Crap Nicky, I hate to have to tell you this.” He takes a hold of my hand and kisses my palm before speaking again. “Your father died about five or six years ago, your mom still lives in the house you grew up in but she doesn’t go out much.” His voice is low and pained.
I digest this news, shocked that he my father died but saddened that my mother never bothered to tell me. “How did he die?”
“Oh fuck Nico, this is tough.” His eyes look bleakly into mine and his grip on my hand increases. “He took his own life. He killed himself.”
“What? How? I guess it doesn’t really matter now but do you know why?” I can feel pain building up inside me, my body starts to shake and my eyes flood with unshed tears.
Ryan lets go of my hand and wraps his arms around me, holding me close. “He drove over to the old quarry one day and shot himself. I wasn’t here back then so I don’t know too much about it, I think he was found by a hiker; he’d been missing for a couple of days. I’m so sorry Nicky, I really am.”
I look at him and can see the worry and concern in his eyes. “It’s okay Ryan, I had to ask, you understand that, right?”
“Yes, but it hurts to see you so saddened and confused.” His voice is now barely a whisper as he kisses me softly.
I can’t stop myself from rolling Ryan back over onto his back. With my hand between our bodies, I grab both of our dicks; as soon as they touch I can feel mine hardening. Ryan’s body reacts just as quickly, and the feeling of our flesh rubbing against each other is turning me on so much.
“God, Ry baby, you feel so good, so damn good,” I whisper into his ear as we rock our hips against each other. My teeth graze up and down his neck, my tongue licking over his pulse points relishing his distinct flavor; I have never been as desperate to taste any other man before. For all the sex I’ve had and all the tricks I know, nothing is as good as this. The taste of Ryan. The salt of his sweat mixes with the woodsy, slightly spicy taste of his skin. I love how his hands skim over my skin with feather light touches. He really doesn’t want to hurt me, but just being here with him takes away any pain.
Our shafts are now sticky as our juices coat my hand. Ryan kisses my shoulder and neck then with a shift of his hips I’m suddenly under him. His bright blue eyes smolder as his hips rock harder against my hand.
“Let me take you Nicky, let me love you the way you should always be loved.” He kisses me slowly, his tongue dancing with mine as we give and take equally. “I’ll be gentle I promise, but I really need to be inside you. Let me take away any bad memories, let us make new ones.”
As he gazes into my eyes, I nod giving him my consent and the sigh of happiness from him flows over my skin like silk. Our faces are just a couple of centimeters apart now. I let go of him just long enough for him to grab the lube, when the cold liquid flows over my balls and down to my ass, I can’t help but groan.
“Fuck, Nico you feel so good.” Ryan groans deeply as his fingers probe my puckered hole, asking for entry, I nod and with one push from me against him, two fingers slide inside me. It feels so good as he scissors them, stretching me gently. I raise my knees and open my legs further, holding onto the back of my thighs. His hand pulls away letting the head of his dick nudge me once, then twice before sliding deep inside me. His full length enters so effortlessly that my muscles clamp around his thickness making his moan sound so damn sexy.
Then the slow rocking starts, there is no rush, no sense of urgency. This isn’t my usual up against a wall, my ‘get-in get-off get-out’ scenario, this is lovemaking. My eyes never break the gaze between us as his hips start to push, taking him deeper inside me than I’ve ever let another man reach. Ryan’s hands reach under my armpit and grip my shoulders allowing even deeper penetration.
“Fuck Ryan, I’m going to come.” I moan deeply as I arch my back, trying to get even closer. His slow persistent push and pull has the head of his cock running up and back against my prostate, slowly driving me crazy.
His hands move down covering mine, stopping me from stroking myself. As his fingers link with mine he pulls them up over my head. Fuck he feels good, the rhythm is slow but deep, his cock is thicker than mine and the drag against my sensitive muscle wall send sparks of lightning through my center, I can feel my climax building, the licks of fire force my legs to stiffen as the flame erupts, racing, burning through my bones and veins, consuming everything it touches, my whole body is about to combust.
“OH MY GOD RYAN! FUUUUCCCKKK!” My body starts to shake as my dick erupts so hard, shooting cum over my stomach, as my body arches once again, Ryan’s chest gets hit too.
I can hear Ryan crying out my name as he fills me up, pounding me so hard now. I feel the heat of his climax flooding me. His hands release mine as he collapses down, but quickly takes his weight on his arms stopping any pressure on my bruised ribs. I know I’m going to hurt later, but fuck that, I want him as close as possible. I needed, no,
we
needed this. To reconnect. To be able to love each other and nothing is going to stop that.
I feel the delicious pull as Ryan slowly slides out of me.
“My turn to clean us up.” His chuckle make me laugh but then I watch him lean over me and wink, his tongue slides over my stomach cleaning up the mess I’ve made.
“Fuck Ryan, you’re going to get me hard again. I’m not sure I can manage it again just yet.” My voice is hoarse as he continues to lick and kiss my skin. As he glides lower his tongue dips into my belly button and swirls around before going even lower still.
“Ryan, you really need to stop tha…” I lose my ability to speak when his tongue laps against the head of my now semi hard dick. I prop myself up on my elbows so I can watch, this is so fucking sexy. As he runs his tongue around the head, I hear him moan, but then it’s my turn to groan out loud as his lips cover just the top stopping at the crown. Christ, he is amazing. His tongue flicks over my slit before letting his teeth scrape gently over the top. My head drops back as my eyes roll back in my head.
“Shit, Ry. Don’t stop, for fucks sake don’t stop.” Leaning back up again as he turns his head and smiles, his mouth is still around me but it’s the sexiest smile I’ve ever seen. Then he turns serious and gets to work sucking and licking my whole length. In just seconds I feel another orgasm building, my hips thrust up into his mouth as he swallows me into his throat. That’s all it takes.
“Fuck!” My hips buck into his mouth and I come again, long and hard into his mouth and throat. My body shudders as I fall back down, my head buried into the soft pillows, spent, replete and deliciously exhausted.
“Jeez Nicky, you taste like fucking heaven. I can’t get enough of you.” Ryan finishes cleaning me up and then climbs back up the bed before collapsing next to me. His head turns to face me making me laugh at the smug contented look on his face.
“You look happy Ryan, and so handsome.” I stroke my hand down his face, cupping his chin before leaning down to kiss his soft lips. “We’ve still got so much to talk about babe, but how about we sleep now? I don’t know about you but I feel well and truly fucked.” I smile and kiss him again, and then we shuffle under the sheets. I don’t know if he slept because I all but passed out as soon as we’re covered up.
It’s only midday now but Nico’s right, I should get some sleep. I hardly got any last night, not just because of the lateness of the hour but knowing Nico was just across the hall. How the hell has this happened? Less than twenty four hours ago, I was content. Well I thought I was but now I realize I was just living a bland and empty life. I have friends that I spend time with but not many are old school friends, I shut them out when the pain of Nico’s desertion took over my life. And after losing so many friends in the Army I have a much harder shell around my body. But outside of work I have a handful of people I consider friends, most of them never knowing of Nico. I have had men, none of them serious, I wouldn’t call them lovers, hell I wouldn’t even call them boyfriends, and none of them here in my home town. When they understood that I would never commit they faded out. I love my job, I’m good at it and I’m well respected. My sexuality stopped being a topic of conversation years ago after joining the army, then when I became a cop the assholes realized that they wouldn’t get away with it.
I know Nico and I are to going have to talk about my life after he left, about how much he hurt me. He damn well broke my heart, I don’t want to have to tell him about my pain but he deserves my honesty, hell, he has shared his painful past with me. I can see why he would believe I‘d reject him but I can’t, I won’t, I love him too much. My heart would not cope with him leaving me again. I need him to know that he’s mine now, that I won’t let him go ever again. So the future has to be set clear, he needs to understand that I will do whatever I have to, to ensure that we will be together forever. But he has such a busy life now I’m not sure where I would fit in, would I leave here if he asked? Thinking about it I realize that was never in question. Fuck yeah I would.
I lie here watching him sleep, something I have wanted to do for over ten years. We were young, only eighteen and still living at home, we hadn’t spent the night together. We would fuck like rabbits at any private place we could find; luckily we found a lot of them. I can’t help the smile from spreading over my face at the things we would get up to. I reach my hand across to him to move his hair from his forehead to get a better look at him; I can see past the bruises and the cuts and am able to look at the grown-up version of my young lover. For all of the problems and pain he has endured he is an exquisitely handsome man, his strong chiseled features; high sculpted cheekbones with a strong square jaw blend well with his high forehead. His long, thick black eyelashes are closed now and resting on his soft cheeks hiding the beautiful azure blue eyes that sparkle mischievously in jest or blaze bright in passion. His gorgeous dark hair is longer than when he was here before that it now calls out for me to run my hands through it.
As I’m about to drift off to sleep my cell phone rings from inside my discarded jeans pocket. I slide out of the bed trying to keep as quiet as I can so as not to wake him. After accepting the call I drag my jeans on and walk into the other room to talk.
“Hello Sir, what can I do for you?” My boss had promised to keep me informed on the progress of Nico’s assailants arrest and subsequent charges.
“Just keeping you up to date, Ryan. Palmer, Mitchell and Greenacre got bailed this morning.” His answer is terse.
“Fuck! Nico wants to carry on with pressing charges so I’ll bring him down later this afternoon. I don’t want to wake him just yet he needs to sleep.”
“He’s with you? Ryan is that a good idea?” I hear the concern in his voice
I know he means well but I’m not explaining myself to him. “Yes, he’s with me. He’s sleeping; the doctor was concerned because of his mild concussion. I didn’t want him to be alone.” That’s the only reason I’m sharing with him. “He’s black and blue Sir, those assholes did a really good job on him.”
“Yeah I know I’ve already spoken to the doctor. The men have been warned that if they even look at Mr. Angeles again they will be back here.”
“I’m sure they are thrilled with that.” I reply smugly.
“You know Palmer, Ryan, so you know how he reacted to that but his lawyer dealt with him.” The Chief chuckles. “His lawyer is out of town on holiday, so he had to settle with one of his associates.” His laughter gets louder.
“So who did he get? I think I can guess but please, make my day.” A smile is spreading now as I wait for the answer.
“He got the new guy Liam Walters. He’s a nice guy, I feel sorry for him having to put up with Chip Palmer.”
I burst out laughing. “So Chip isn’t aware that Liam is gay then? Oh hell, this is brilliant! Poor Liam, he really is a nice guy.”
“Oh he knows alright but there’s not much he can do about it.” Even the chief of police laughs at the situation.
I catch a movement out of the corner of my eye making look over to the door; my mouth goes dry as I take in the tall muscular form of my lover standing naked in the doorway. His hand is running through his already mussed up hair and my heart swells at the sight, my dick does too but I think we’ve had enough sex for now.
My eyes run up and down roaming over every dip and swell of his muscled stomach and chest, I see his eyebrow rise as I lower my eyes further and gaze at his cock as it hangs long and thick between his legs. A cheeky grin appears showing off his dimples, his hand grabs his junk stroking it slowly letting it swell and harden. I bite my lip to stop my groan escaping; I don’t think the chief would care for that.
“I’ll bring Nico in at about…” I look at my watch and decide I need another couple of hours with my man before letting him put his clothes on again. “Well, is three o’clock good with you?”
“Yes, three is good; I want to get as much of the paperwork sorted before I finish today. How much leave do you plan on taking, Ryan? I imagine you’ll want to finally take some?” There’s hint of laughter in his tone.
“Not sure yet, at least until after the damned reunion is over with. I’ll know more by then.” I know he understands that I need to find out what Nico’s plans are.
“Fine, I’ll see you both later. You’ve sent your report in already haven’t you?”
“Yes sir, first thing this morning.” I’m still watching my lover as he continues to pleasure himself; his dilated eyes are watching me rub myself through my jeans. “Is there anything else sir?” I don’t think I can contain my desire for Nico much longer especially when Nico licks his thumb capturing the pre-cum on his tongue.
“Goodbye Officer Connelly.” The call ends and I throw my phone onto the sofa.
“Fuck Nicky, d’you want me to lose my job?”
“No baby, I want you to lose those Levi’s then I want that spectacular cock of yours in my ass.” He prowls towards me, still with his hard-on in his hand. I quickly drop and step out of my jeans, fisting my own now painfully hard and dripping cock.
“You brought the lube?” I reach for his other hand then see the bottle dangling from his fingers and take the bottle from him, coating my length, moaning at the slick sensation. “Bend over the edge of the sofa Nicky, show me that fine ass.”
As he leans over the arm of the sofa he reaches around and pulls his butt cheeks apart, fuck he looks so damn hot. “You have no idea what you are doing to me babe, do you?”
Nico nods and winks. “Come on lover-boy, I need you inside me.”
Leaning over him I let my tongue run slowly down his spine all the way to his ass. With a sharp nip on his tight ass cheek I roam lower between his spread cheeks to his hole, and slowly rim around his entrance embracing the tremors that course through his body. With one long last swipe of my tongue I pull away to let some of the lube trickle down between his spread cheeks and watch the shudder run over Nico’s body as the cold liquid runs over his puckered star. I push my cock against him, breaching through the tight ring of muscles, then slide quickly in to the hilt. He feels so good, I need to pause and savor the feeling of his silky smooth tight channel.
“Damn you feel good inside me babe. But hurry up I’m so damn close to coming.” Nico lets out a long drawn out moan obviously his early start has him so close already.
“Yeah? Well you need to wait it’s your fault for jerking off for so long in front of me.” I give in though and pull out leaving just my head inside, small pumps of my hips has Nico writhing, his hips swaying trying to get me to go deeper.
Then just as he starts to pant, I thrust hard pushing all the way back inside. Picking up speed, grabbing a hold of his hips I drag him back against me. As I plunge forward, Nico is pushing hard back. Then letting go of his hip with one hand I’m sliding my hand around his waist catching hold of his dick. My grip tightens as I fuck him with my hand too.
“Shit! That’s it Ry, that’s it. Fuck yes!” He erupts into my hand filling it with his hot release. My hips thrust hard one more time before I follow him and come hard filling him as his muscles grip me hard pulsing around me, milking every drop from my body.
Completely spent, I slide out of him slowly, listening to his groan of pleasure, as my softening cock slips past and over his tender, pulsing inner walls, then I sink down to the floor.
“You Nico Angeles are nothing but trouble.” I look up at him and as he slides down to the floor with me, I drop a soft kiss on his full lips. I love the soft sigh he releases, his warm breath is minty and I realize he’s brushed his teeth before he found me. “Did I wake you up? I didn’t mean to.”
“Nah, it’s no worries. I don’t want to sleep all day.” His tongue slides slowly over his bottom lip before biting down on it. He kisses me again and lets go of his dick.
“I don’t think I’d mind that too much. But I need a shower and something to eat and you do too. Come on babe.” Linking my hand with his we walk to the shower.
It doesn’t take too long to shower, we manage to keep our hands to ourselves but not our mouths. We only indulge in some heavy kisses though, as much as I want to wrap my lips around his cock I know it won’t stop at a quick blowjob and I don’t think either of us could manage to come again.
“Come on Nicky, I’m starving you must be too, you didn’t have any breakfast. Let’s go, there’s a really good Italian restaurant just a block or two down, we can walk it if you’re up for it?” We’ve managed to get dressed without fucking or sucking each other off again.
“Yep, I need to stretch my legs. What did your boss say when he called?” He sounds nervous and I hate that.
“I’ll tell you on the way.” I put my arm around his waist as he walks past me and drag him against me. “It’s okay babe, they can’t get to you.” Pressing my forehead against his I kiss him, first gently and then it morphs into something hot and heavy. With our hands grabbing and stroking under each other’s T-shirts and crotches desire builds again as we become more and more intense.
Nico breaks away first, dragging the back of his hand over his mouth and breathing heavily he looks back at me. “Fuck Ry, let’s go before I bend you over and fuck you until you scream.”
“Christ Nicky, don’t say things like that or I’ll call you on it.” I grab my phone from the sofa then head for the door. “Oh, make sure you grab all of your stuff, you can check out when we get downstairs.” I see him pause and his frown surprises me. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Because I’m surprised, I didn’t want to assume anything. I can stay here; I don’t want to cause any problems for you.”
“Nicky, there is nowhere else I want you to be. I want you in my home and in my bed, but if you don’t want to then maybe I could stay here with you?” I walk back to him but he’s looking down at his feet, why has he become so nervous all of a sudden? “Babe, you’ve got me confused. Don’t you want to be with me at my place? I thought we were going to be together at least for now anyway?”
His head shoots up at that and he’s scowling at me “What’s that supposed to mean? For now?”
“Well, I thought you would be leaving after the reunion. You’ve got your business to run, haven’t you?”
“I have managers in. I don’t have to be there every day, it runs smoothly with or without me, I don’t have to rush back.”
“That’s good, so please come to mine Nico, I want you with me not stuck in a hotel. I remember what you’re like; I know if left alone you can talk yourself in or out of any situation.” I get a smile from him at this and I match it with my own. “I love you Nicky, I know you love me too, so come on get your bag together.”
“Okay, as long as you’re sure. I’ve got my car so I can just stash this in her for now. We can drive over to yours after we’ve eaten and been to the cop shop.” He shoves everything in his bag and it makes me cringe, I remember how messy he is and a vision of his mess all over my house is both exciting and horrifying, but the joy of him being with me overrides his faults.
“Ready?” I ask. “I mean have you managed to cram all your stuff in that tiny bag?”
“Ha! I knew you’d be freaking out that’s why I did it, just to wind you up.” He grabs my hand and pulls me against him for a quick kiss.
“Asshole!” This just makes him laugh more.
After he’s checked out we walk to the restaurant. I can see the tension running through him again as I explain that Palmer and his sycophants made bail.
“It’ll be fine Nico; Palmer’s lawyer will keep a tight rein on him. He’s a good guy, new in town and most definitely gay.” I chuckle again at the memory of Liam’s outing, but see Nico’s frown. “What? Why are looking at me like that?”