Selena does not know this.
Once Michael and I made the decision to stay together, I never bothered to tell her. I also never told him about my affair with her.
“Selena I can’t go to London with you?”
She stopped rubbing my leg.
“Why not? I know you aren’t still denying the attraction we have for each other?”
I rolled on my side to face her.
“Michael and I are going back to therapy.”
She raised one perfectly arched eyebrow.
“What are you trying to say?” She interrupted.
“Are you saying you are staying with Michael?”
“Yes,” I answered.
All of a sudden, she began to laugh. Her laugh, normally beautiful, was now sending chills up my spine. She continued to laugh. She laughed so hard her eyes filled with tears.
“Why is this so funny?” I asked becoming quite annoyed.
“I’m so sorry.” She apologized trying to compose herself.
“It’s just so hilarious to think that it will work between you two.”
I didn’t know whether to agree with her or defend my marriage. The thought of defending my marriage sounded ludicrous. It sounded foolish even to me.
“Well, all we can do is try, Selena.”
She reached up and began to caress my face.
“Well, honey what are you going to work on? He has been sleeping around like crazy and after our little encounter you can’t completely say you’re innocent.”
“I know, but we have a chance to wipe the slate clean and start fresh. I’m willing to try.”
She shook her head.
“You do not need to try with him. You need to get away from him. Not only has he been sleeping with other women, but rumor has it he has been sleeping with Shannon.”
I was dumbfounded. It made sense. She was always fawning over Michael; I just never thought he would stoop so low as to sleep with one of my friends.
I was starting to get more and more depressed. She was right. Our marriage was a sham. How can we work this out when we are a mess together?
I just started to cry.
I sobbed and sobbed.
I knew I have been unhappy for a long time. It has been so long I have forgotten how to be happy.
She pulled me to her. I cried and cried. I just wanted to let go. I moved out of her warm embrace.
She looked at me and smiled.
“It will be ok Maria. I know how you feel.”
I wiped tears from my eyes.
“How am I supposed to do this?” I cried.
She began to stroke my hair, looking me in the eyes.
“Sweetie it took a while, but I realized I had to live my life and not run away from it. I understand you have two children, but it is difficult for them to be happy if Mommy and Daddy are not. In order for you to be the best mother you can be you have to be content with yourself and your life. Be yourself, no matter what. Even though your family may shun you at first, your children will always love you.”
After hearing her words, I started to cry harder.
“How will I ever have the strength and courage to face my family and friends?”
“I thought about that as well. It will take a while, but fences can be mended. Believe me, I know.”
I calmed down some and wiped my tears from my eyes.
I stared at her. There was something about this woman. I leaned up and placed my lips on hers. She fell right into it wrapping her fingers into my hair. Her kiss was passionate and tasted like sweet strawberries. I wrapped my arms around her neck and continued to let my tongue play with hers.
Abruptly she pulled back and I felt like I could finally take a breath.
“Maria you need to be honest with yourself. That is all that matters and staying with Michael is a step in the wrong direction.”
I plopped on the bed and just laid there spread eagle.
“What do I do with Michael? I told him I was willing and ready to work it out.”
She laidnjgf6s on the bed next to me with her head propped up in her hand.
“You just have to tell him you’ve decided this marriage is over. You now know staying in this marriage with him is the wrong decision. He deserves nothing more after what he has put you through.”
“After all,” she said gliding her hands across my stomach. “Didn’t he try to divorce you last month? Hasn’t he been sleeping around for years? He may feel like his cheating was justified, but honestly what he did is far worse than anything you could have done.”
I sat up from my reclined position.
“You’re right. I don’t owe him anything.”
“No you don’t”
She pushed me down on the bed and positioned her body on top of mine. We kissed.
“Maria, I have wanted you for so long.” She said kissing me on the neck.
“Come to London with me.”
Her fingers snaked up my shirt and under my bra.
“Tell me you’re coming with me.” She demanded grabbing a hold of my breast and squeezing my nipple.
I could barely think. At that moment she moved her hand down my stomach and to my pants. She quickly, with one hand, undid the clasp.
I moaned as her fingers found my wetness.
“Say it Maria.”
“Say what?” I asked lost in my bliss.
“Say you will come to London with me.”
Her fingers were moving so fast and my orgasm was building. I could feel it close.
“Oh I’m coming” I moaned.
“I knew you would come with me.” She said working her fingers even faster.
“No, I’m coming.”
She laughed and started to work my clit with full force. Before I knew what hit me, I came hard all over her hand. She smiled and released her hand from my pants.
She positioned herself on top of me and we began to kiss. I kissed her hungrily. I desperately needed to be satisfied and Selena was able to give me that.
I wanted to return the favor. I wanted to pleasure her. I thought about it nonstop since our last encounter and knew that I could not pass up the opportunity.
“Get on your back.” I told her softly and gently.
She smiled, but she didn’t hesitate. I think she believed if she did I would change my mind.
Once she was on her back, I got on top of her and kissed her softly on the lips. She pulled me close and we continued to kiss, rolling our tongues around each others.
Straddling her, I took off my shirt exposing my olive colored skin and my red laced bra.
“You are so beautiful.” She said smiling up at me.
I smiled back and leaned down for another kiss.
I proceeded to undo the button on her jeans and pulled them down her beautifully lean and pale legs. I was shocked and aroused to see she was not wearing any panties.
“You’re not wearing panties.” I remarked.
She chuckled lightly.
“It just makes me feel so sexy all day knowing that I am not wearing panties and no one knows. Does it turn you on to look at my dripping pussy?”
I licked my dry lips and nodded.
She aided me in pulling her pants passed her ankles. I tossed them to the floor and brought my attention back to her.
She responded by parting her legs exposing her beautiful pussy to me. It was oozing and I felt mine soaking my panties just looking at her.
She parted her juicy labia lips with her delicate fingers and gently slid two into her dripping hole. She dipped in and out watching the anticipation on my face.
“You want to taste me?” she asked.
I nodded.
She pulled out her fingers and dangled them in my face.
I bent down slowly and wrapped my mouth around her fingers. Her taste was divine. It was sweet and tangy. I sucked on her fingers feverishly.
She laughed.
“Sweetie, there is more where that came from.”
I released her them and returned my attention to her pink and pale pussy.
I hesitated for a minute. I could not believe I was about to do this. I knew that if I thought about it anymore I would chicken out and then regret it. Before I could talk myself out of it, I bent down and plunged tongue first into her pussy.
I licked and sucked to the best of my ability.
She squirmed and moaned.
“Oh Maria, that feels so good. Oh baby just keep licking right there.”
She didn’t have to say it, I wasn’t going to stop. I didn’t want to stop giving her the pleasure she has given me.
I licked and tasted the sweetness of her pussy. She was so wet. I could feel her juices dripping down my chin. That turned me on so much.
I had always wondered what she would taste like. It felt so good to finally find out what I had been missing.
She reached her hand down and ran her fingers through my hair. I hungrily continued to use my tongue to play with her red and hardened clit.
I mimicked the moves she implemented on me at the kitchen table. I plunged two fingers into her cunt. Her wet walls were warm and wrapped tightly around my fingers. I pulled them in and out.
She moaned with her hand on my head shoving it further into her pussy. I had her juices up my nose.
It didn’t take her long.
“Oh Maria, I’m coming. Please don’t stop!”
I was so proud that I was able to make her come on my first try. I began to lick her furiously. Her clit was getting harder and harder.
She started to buck underneath me and it took everything I had to hold on. She came hard and my mouth was filled with her juicy goodness. Though she came, I was not ready to stop eating her. I just continued to lap up her cum as I felt her body occasionally shutter.
After a while her orgasm subsided and her breathing returned to normal. I stopped lapping at her juices and just contently curled up in her arms.
“That was amazing.” She said.
She just held me and I breathed a sigh of contentment. I felt so happy and I didn’t want to leave her arms. I knew these were the arms I wanted to hold me and comfort me.
Michael would just have to live with it.