Read It Started With a Kiss Online
Authors: Miranda Dickinson
Tags: #Fiction, #Romance, #General, #Contemporary
The photo studio job was cut because these scenes detracted from Romily’s quest and I subsequently changed her job to Jingle Writer at Brum FM – which was more in keeping with the music theme of the book.
Jon was cut because again his scenes slowed the action – something my friend (and faithful reader of my novel drafts), Kim, was quite upset about. Watch out in future novels because I have a feeling I’ll have to bring Jon the cute teacher back just for her!
In the later edit, I reassigned the task of telling Rom about Cayte’s article to D’Wayne, which actually worked better because this gave me the opportunity to show D’Wayne’s caring side.
The week after the soggy marquee gig, I was taking my lunch break in
Madison Avenue
when, to my surprise, the cute teacher from the primary school knocked on the window, waved and entered the café when I beckoned him to join me.
‘Hey, Jon, how’s it going?’ I asked as he sat down on the sofa opposite mine.
His face was flushed. ‘Good, thanks. I haven’t got long, I’m afraid. I’m due back at St. Benedict’s in half an hour. I just – erm – I came to see you.’
‘Oh.’ Unsure of what this meant, I bit into my sandwich and waited for him to explain further.
‘I didn’t know if you’d seen this, and after our conversation in the pub about your quest, I thought it was important you did.’
He reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. Intrigued, I reached out for it, but he held it back for a moment, fixing his soft grey eyes on me. ‘I just want to say, Romily, I think this is unwarranted and you should ignore it.’
What an odd thing to say. If he thought I should ignore it, why had he travelled across Moseley in his lunch break especially to show me? I took it from him and unfolded it to reveal a print out of a news article. Looking closer, I recognised, with utter horror, my photo from the Pinstripes’ website at the centre of it:
DESPERATELY SEEKING… ANYONE
How far
should
you go to find love?
They say that The One is out there, somewhere, for everyone. But how far is too far to look for them? CAYTE BROGAN thinks she’s found the answer.
Like many women, I believe in true love. I cry as much as the next girl when Elizabeth marries Darcy, or Bridget snogs Mark in a snowy London street; I listen to songs about the pursuit of love and use them to soothe my broken heart when love goes wrong for me; and I will admit, in the past, I’ve accepted the odd blind date, on the off-chance that the stranger I’m about to meet is the man of my dreams.
But would you spend an
entire year of your life
searching for a stranger you only met once?
Romily Parker is doing just that. Following a chance meeting with a handsome stranger in Birmingham’s Bull Ring last Christmas, she is convinced he is The One and has embarked on a desperate quest to locate him again. And ‘quest’ is exactly the word she chooses to explain it.
‘I know people will think my Quest is mad, but I’m determined to find him,’ she told me. ‘When something like this happens in your life, I believe you shouldn’t let it go.’
Ms. Parker, 23, is not undertaking this mission alone, however. She has enlisted the help of family to set up a Facebook campaign – which, to date, has attracted almost a thousand followers, keen to see if her real-life fairytale gets its happy ending. So far, the mystery man remains at large, but Ms. Parker – who hasn’t been in a relationship for over three years – is undeterred. ‘Love doesn’t come along every day. This may be my only chance of happiness,’ she said.
However, not all of her friends and family share her enthusiasm. ‘Romily seems to have latched onto this “quest” on a bit of a whim,’ a close friend confided. ‘One minute she was declaring undying love for a mate of ours, the next she was starting this search for a random stranger. If you ask me, she’s desperate.’
Alice Parker, 49, Ms. Parker’s mother, expressed horror at her daughter’s year-long search. ‘She’s done some preposterous things in her time, but this takes the biscuit. It’s a real embarrassment to the family. I’m ashamed of her.’
Die-hard romantics might argue that Ms. Parker is simply following her heart and that all’s fair in love. But I believe her ‘quest’ carries a darker, more sinister undertone for women today.
While womankind has progressed so far in terms of career choice, civil liberties and recognition, what of our personal lives and relationships? Have we been reduced to this? Wasting our lives searching for some outdated, utopian ideal forced down our throats by society and the media?
Whether Romily Parker succeeds in her ‘quest’ or not, the picture this kind of desperate act paints of today’s young women is not a pretty one. Happy-ever-after? I don’t think so.
I couldn’t breathe. My eyes scanned the scathing article over and over, as if this would eventually wear it away completely. Insult piled upon offending words as Cayte’s damning verdict of my life screamed out at me from every line. A sickening cold rush gripped my stomach and my head was giddy. Hands, that didn’t look like mine any more, were shaking as they held the paper.
‘This is – a
disaster
…’ I spluttered. ‘It wasn’t supposed to be like this!’
Jon watched me impotently, his face full of concern. ‘I’m just so sorry.’
‘She told my
mother
,’ I shuddered as the full force of the implications of this hit me like a landslide. ‘And one of my friends called me
desperate
…’ Closing my eyes as tears flooded in, I realised that the only person she could have talked to was Tom. How could he have said that – and told her how long I’d been single, too?
My mind switched into damage limitation mode. I needed to stop panicking and try to think clearly: this was a local article in a local paper that only a relatively few people would see. Granted, I might encounter some problems with people who knew me and the inevitable conversation with my parents that loomed ominously on the near horizon was going to be
hell
– but once the initial interest had died down, surely it would pass?
‘Where did you get this?’ I asked him, wiping my eyes.
‘Mum’s friend Maggie saw it on the
Edgevale Gazette’s
website this morning and when I checked the local paper it was on their website, too.’
I took a gulp of tea. ‘Right. Well, that’s not too bad. Cayte said to me that the articles she wrote were often syndicated locally. Edgevale –that’s Stone Yardley way, isn’t it?’
‘I think so. But…’
Taking a breath to steady myself, I collected my thoughts. ‘OK, good…’
‘Romily,’ Jon’s hand reached across the table and closed over mine. I stopped speaking and stared at him, suddenly chilled by the tone of his voice. ‘It gets worse, I’m afraid.’
‘Define ‘worse’.’
‘I think – no, I know – it’s gone viral.’
I blinked. ‘What does that mean?’
‘I Googled the article to see which papers it was in after mum called me this morning. It’s
everywhere
. Websites, newspapers, blogs… It turns out some columnist at the
Daily Mail
picked up on it and wrote her own opinion this morning. I didn’t bother to print that one, but you can imagine how bad it was. The worst thing is, they’ve obviously ripped your image from the band’s website, so it’s in every article. There are hundreds of links already.’
When Cayte said her article would achieve the most exposure possible for my Quest, she wasn’t kidding. ‘I can’t believe it. I didn’t say any of what she quoted me as saying.’
‘To be honest, I’m a bit surprised you spoke to her in the first place,’ Jon admitted, his hand leaving mine, as the merest hint of a blush coloured his cheeks.
‘She said she could help me. She said I was an inspiration to other women,’ I replied, even though in the light of what she wrote in the article, my protestations carried about as much weight as a feather in the wind.
Jon shook his head in disbelief. ‘She’s a
journalist
. She’ll say anything to get the story she wants. I can’t believe you trusted her.’
‘She’s dating one of my closest friends and she offered to help. What was I supposed to do?’ I stared back at her article, feeling like the biggest fool in the world. ‘Do you think I’m desperate?’
‘No.’ His kind smile brought the cute dimples back to his face. ‘Not at all.’
The Antenatal Advisor
Miranda’s note:
Just before the Millionaire gig, when Mick has given Romily the Pros list to help her choose between P.K. and Charlie, I wanted to show that she was in a real quandary about the decision, so I wrote this scene in the first edit of the book. It amused me to think that she had reached the stage where she would consider anything to help her decide – even consulting an unborn baby! The scene was cut during a later edit when I changed it to Romily deciding by herself - but the scene still makes me smile so I’ve included it here for you to see.
As an extra note, this scene is set in my favourite coffee shop in my hometown of Stourbridge, where I wrote quite a few scenes of this novel.
One thing that seventeen-year-old Romily Parker never expected was that her twenty-nine year old self would be caught in an impossible choice between two men. To be honest, it was a surprise to me. A year ago I wouldn’t have been sitting in the corner of the coffee shop in Stourbridge High Street, agonising over a growing list on a sheet of crumpled radio station notepaper. I would have been in Charlie’s arms feeling I was the luckiest woman alive. What a difference a year made…
‘Hey, lovely. Fancy another coffee?’ The friendly barista smiled at me over her baby bump. ‘You look like you could do with one.’
I smiled back. ‘That’ll be your pregnancy ESP at work again, Livvi. Flat white, please.’
‘Coming right up.’ She craned her head to look at the list spread out on the table. ‘Big decision, huh?’
‘You could say that.’
‘Pros and cons not working for you?’
‘Not very well.’
‘Eek. I have to say, lists and me don’t get on. You should hear the arguments Ted and I’ve had over names for this one,’ she patted her bump and winced. ‘I swear it’s a kangaroo I’m carrying, the way it’s kicking me. It certainly has a strong mind. Yesterday we couldn’t decide whether to watch
Eastenders
or a wildlife programme on BBC2. Little ‘un kicked like a donkey until we put the soap on.’
‘Perhaps we should ask it which one of these I should choose,’ I laughed.
Livvi’s face lit up. ‘It’s worth a shot. What names do we have?’
‘Charlie – and that one should be P.K.’
Livvi lowered herself onto the chair next to mine and placed her hands on her stomach. ‘OK, junior, Mummy’s got a question for you. Get this right and we’ll take the act to
Britain’s Got Talent
.’ She winked at me. ‘Should Romily choose Charlie? Or P.K?’ She waited for a moment. ‘Probably having a rest now it’s spent all afternoon kicking its poor mum black and blue on the inside. Let’s try again.
Charlie
.
P.K
… Charlie… ooh! That was one. Right. P.K… ow!’ She held her hands up. ‘Sorry, hun. That’s one-all.’
I laughed. ‘Never mind. At least I know it isn’t just me who’s incapable of making a decision today.’
Livvi struggled back up to her feet. ‘I’ll get you that coffee. Whatever you decide, just make sure you’re happy. That’s the most important thing.’
As she opened the door Ava could see the floor was covered in flowers: unopened peonies in tight pink balls, crisp white lilies, their stamens bristling with pollen, and a bank of roses, almost mocking in their velvety glamour. Taking a deep breath to enjoy the aromatic mixture their scents made, she stepped over buckets of daisies to reach her desk. She hung up her coat, flicked the kettle on and flipped open her laptop. While the kettle boiled, she flicked through her post – the usual selection of bills and junk mail, along with a flyer for new classes at the Arts Centre. There wasn’t really anything worth opening or reading properly before she had a cup of tea on the go, so she stared absentmindedly at the flowers as the comforting sound of the kettle grew louder and louder. They were lined up according to type and colour, creating an extravagant floral carpet. Ava knew it would take her another few minutes to start to feel fully awake and was glad of some time alone with the shop.
She swirled a teabag around in the water, wondering if Rob was up yet. He had taken to staying at her house more and more lately, although whether his motivation was the
prospect of cosy evenings together or being closer to his office was unclear. Either way, he had been dead to the world when she left the house – completely still and snoring lightly, despite the clatter of her Monday morning routine. Ava wondered if he was even awake yet, if he had discovered the cup of tea she left by his bedside, or if he was still curled up in her bed, leaving his imprint on her pillow.
‘Morning, Boss!’ Matt had arrived and was standing in the doorway, a bucket of flowers already under each arm. ‘Had a good weekend?’
‘Yes thanks, Matt, nothing special,’ she replied. She repeated those last two words to herself: nothing special. ‘You?’
‘Oh yeah, it was wicked!’ Matt was grinning at the memory and it wasn’t even nine o’clock yet. Was he immune to Monday mornings? If he wasn’t a little sluggish at this point in the week, when was he? ‘We went down to the coast for a bit of surfing, had a barbecue – good times, amazing waves.’
Well over ten years younger than her, Matt seemed to have boundless energy and an insatiable appetite for fun. Even a spare half hour would be filled with some kind of sporting activity, an impromptu burst of socialising or a quick trip somewhere. He was no sofa surfer; indeed TV seemed to hold no allure for him at all. Just hearing about his hectic social life made Ava feel slightly dizzy, but he was so good-natured it was hard to begrudge him a moment of it. Truly, he was a gift. She smiled to herself as he put the first two buckets of flowers up onto the highest bracket of
the shelving unit, whistling, then immediately turned round to reach for the rest.
‘Look at these!’ he said as he picked up the roses, holding them admiringly with outstretched arms as if they were Liz Taylor herself, ready to dance. ‘They’re gorgeous today – I wonder where they’ll be ending up …’ He winked at Ava and she rolled her eyes. Relatively new to the job, he was still enthused by almost every part of his work at Dunne’s. ‘Although you’ve got to wonder – what’s a man doing buying red roses on a Monday if he’s not a little bit guilty about something?’
‘Oh come on, so young and already such a cynic! Maybe some men are just impulsive or romantic. I wouldn’t keep ordering them for a Monday if they didn’t sell.’ She gave him a playful cuff over the head and he ducked, giggling.
‘They sell all right,’ replied Matt with a wink, ‘but to romantic men … or those in the doghouse?’
‘Stop it – that’s too depressing!’
‘Only kidding,’ he said, as he finally hung up his jacket. But Ava suspected he wasn’t. She shook herself, trying to get rid of the leaden Monday morning blues she still felt.
‘Right, you – a cup of tea?’
‘Go on, then. I reckon it’s going to be busy for a Monday.’
For the next few minutes they worked alongside each other in companionable silence. Matt knew where the usual spots for all of the flowers were and neatly moved bunches from the plastic buckets in which they had been left to the smarter tin pails they were displayed in. More delicate blooms were stacked on wooden shelves across the main
side wall of the shop and he took the smaller, almost wine-bucket size pails outside onto the street. Daffodils, sunflowers and sturdy tulips were all arranged on the pavement beneath the shop window, with Matt whistling along to the radio as he worked. Ava made his milky tea and handed it to him before checking off deliveries against the invoice left three hours earlier.
‘Something’s missing,’ said Matt, as he nodded to thank Ava for the mug she had just passed him.
‘The sweet peas are late.’
Unlike the more exotic flowers that Dunne’s stocked, the sweet peas were not imported from abroad, but delivered sporadically by a local farm. They tended to swing by and drop off a supply whenever they felt the shop needed them, paying little heed to such trivialities as whether or not Ava actually needed them, or had indeed ordered them. But Ava couldn’t bring herself to start ordering them from elsewhere. She loved the area, having grown up just outside of Salisbury, and stocking local flowers was important to her. It made no sense to have spent her childhood playing in the fields of the West Country and then to import absolutely everything from elsewhere once she had her own business in the area.
When she left college and headed off to London with dreams of a career arranging cutting-edge displays for celebrity events and society weddings, she had wanted little to do with the gentler countryside flowers such as blowsy roses, peonies and sweet peas. After over a decade of providing breathtaking arrangements for corporate
receptions only to watch city brokers and their nonchalant PAs walk past completely oblivious to their beauty, she began to tire of wasting her best work on an audience who cared so little. The breaking point had been the week when she worked her fingers raw on a series of jaw-dropping displays for the awards ceremony of a glossy magazine, held in an echoing warehouse somewhere near Docklands. She had led a team spending eighteen-hour days to transform the imposing concrete structure into a venue where pop princesses, rock icons and supermodels alike would be happy to pose and party against a backdrop befitting them. Exhausted, but aglow with the satisfaction of a job well done, Ava had left the building only to wake to a series of charmless tabloid photographs of a well-oiled soap starlet flicking her cigarette into one of her red ginger and anthurium arrangements before collapsing into another – apparently fuelled by a lethal combination of four-inch fluoro heels and limitless free fizz.
‘At least your work has been in the papers,’ was her ever-pragmatic younger sister Lauren’s response. ‘Other florists would kill for that kind of exposure.’ Ava was convinced Lauren herself would probably be first in the queue, but still wondered if her fee for the work could ever make up for the body blow that seeing those pictures had provided. And then came the second punch: later that very same day Ava received an email from a woman in which she explained that she had been having a six-month affair with Mick, the darkly handsome but elusive and unreliable boyfriend with whom Ava had just spent the last three years of her life.
Already living together, they had been saving to buy a property while making do in a tiny one-bedroom in East London, above a bone-shakingly noisy main road. Devastated by how her dreams of urbane adulthood had panned out, Ava decided to leave London for a year and spend some time in the area where she had grown up, trying to decide her next move.
Initially concerned months spent within ‘popping by for a quick cup of tea’ distance of both her parents and Lauren would leave her suffering a nasty dose of claustrophobia, Ava soon realised the opposite had happened. Now she breathed a deep sigh of relief at being away from the capital’s eternal hamster wheel of marriage–career–babies, even if those possibilities still preoccupied her mother. Slowly the pain of soured romance faded, as did the stress of working for her dictatorial former boss, Nigel, Bespoke Florist to the Stars. Of course she missed some of her friends and occasionally daydreamed about walks along the river or shopping in department stores with proper cosmetics departments, but largely, she realised, she was not a Londoner.
When that first year of working at the charming little garden centre in the grounds of a local stately home ended, she knew she couldn’t go back to her old life. Instead she chose to invest her savings in buying a small place in Salisbury and setting up a business of her own. If the ‘finding eternal love’ column on her life plan was to take a little longer than planned, she was damned if she would waste time on the ‘enjoy your work, and be the very best at it’
column. Thus Dunne’s of Salisbury, her pride and joy, was born and quickly became a fixture in the market town. Ava found she was far more quickly integrated into the local community than she had ever been in London, where the idea of borrowing a cup of sugar always remained a faintly ridiculous fantasy. So what if life was quieter, less glamorous and or dramatic in Salisbury? It was the path she had chosen and what would make her happy. Just like Robin, with whom she had now been for five years. Lovely dependable Rob – he would never let her down, of that she was sure.
Ava’s two cups of tea had hit the spot by the time she followed Matt outside with the large wooden A-board. It had ‘Dunne’s’ written across the top of it, in the classic typeface she had chosen five years ago and still loved as much today. The bottom half was blackboard, upon which Ava leant forward to write ‘Peonies – 6 for £5’, and beneath that ‘Rosemary – £6’ in her wide loopy font. After brushing the white chalk off her fingertips, she stood back to check her handwriting and then admired the pavement display.
‘Looking lovely,’ she told Matt, who was just tweaking some of the last bunches to make sure none were squashed too tightly together. Ava stooped and rubbed a stem of young, oily rosemary between her fingers. She held one hand to her nose and inhaled the fresh scent of clothes and roast dinners.
‘As are you, Boss,’ replied Matt, with a cheeky wink. He held the door open for her, and as it closed behind them both she turned the ‘closed’ shop sign over. As the beeps of
the 9 o’clock news began on the radio, Ava rested one hand against the sign hanging on her glass door.
Open
. Smiling to herself, she headed back to her desk.
She hadn’t even reached it before the bell on the door tinkled, announcing the first customer of the day. But it wasn’t immediately clear who it was for they appeared to be entering backwards. It took a moment and a commanding ‘EDMUND!’ before Ava realised that it was a woman reversing a double buggy into the shop. Readying herself for the potential chaos, she brushed a stray hair away from her face. Matt immediately left the worktop of foliage he had been separating and went to help the customer. As she swung the buggy round, a ruddy-cheeked toddler leant out of his seat towards the brightly coloured strands hanging from reels of twine fixed to the wall. He was wearing a pair of bright blue trousers and a rugby shirt that would have fitted one of Ava’s childhood teddies. His hair was soft, with a hint of a curl, and his dimpled cheeks and knuckles gave the impression that he was made entirely from uncooked pastry dough. His sister was asleep in the other seat, wearing a huge overcoat. Her legs, in a pair of bright pink tights with patent leather shoes on the end, were limp; her head was thrown back and she was drooling.
Their mother had the kind of haughty glamour only gained by living in the countryside in a house so big you don’t always know who is in it. Almost impossibly thin for someone with such young children, she had long, dark, slightly wavy hair, falling around a face that was horsey and beautiful in equal measure. She too was wearing a
rugby shirt, only hers was clearly a women’s cut – deep pink, with a pale pink collar. On her feet were flat Converse All-Star Plimsolls, but even so she was as tall as Matt. Entranced by the twine, little Edmund clambered out of his seat and toddled off, causing the entire buggy to lurch forward. Dangling from the handles were an enormous Mulberry handbag and several carrier bags of groceries from the wildly over-priced delicatessen across the square, their weight clearly greater than that of the sleeping youngster now jolted from her sleep. All three adults leapt to support the buggy as organic baby food and Dorset Knobs tumbled. The child woke with a start, looked around her and then settled back down again once the buggy was secured.
‘Hiiiiii,’ the woman said, lifting her chin. ‘I need some flowers.’ Ava wondered why else she might have come in, but smiled patiently. Meanwhile, Matt busied himself back at the worktop.
‘Great,’ said Ava, brushing her hands on her jeans in readiness. ‘What are you after?’
‘Dinner party, this weekend, but I’ll need them delivered – there just isn’t going to be time.’
‘That’s fine. We do local deliveries.’
The woman seemed neither surprised nor grateful, apparently used to living in a world where she knew she would get her own way, on account of knowing she could afford to.
‘Super. Well, we need a couple of large arrangements for the table …’
‘The dinner table?’
‘Yah. Like, centrepieces.’
From the corner of one eye Ava spotted the reels of twine spinning wildly as Edmund turned round and round, wrapping himself in coloured strands. She tried not to wince. What good would that do?
‘Okay.’
‘And then I want, like, something romantic. Something that looks as if, like …’ the woman paused, a flash of uncertainty crossing her face for the first time.
‘Yes?’ Ava continued to concentrate on focusing on the customer, not her son.
‘Well, something that will seem …’ Gazing heavenwards, she held her hands out in front of her, thinking. It was impossible for Ava not to notice her stunning engagement ring. A huge diamond, surrounded entirely by several other tiny diamonds, it was breathtakingly beautiful. Ava imagined her husband choosing it for her. Someone, somewhere, adored this woman enough to pick out a fabulous piece like that for her. To him she was adorable, not formidable or brittle as she seemed today.