Take What You Want (18 page)

Chase leaned in, then
stopped himself. Their eyes met and held. “Me, too, but …”

Alex leaned back, creating a
few more inches of space between them. His eyes searched Chase's
expression, trying to read him.

“
What's
going on?” Alex asked.

“
I
had a long talk with Danni,” Chase said.

“
Oh,”
Alex said, and looked down at his bare feet. “Sounds like her
green light turned red.”

Chase ran his fingers
through his hair. “She's nervous about what this means for her
and I,” he said. “She thought it would be a one-time
thing and I'd get it out of my system.”

“
I
suppose for some it could be a once in a lifetime thing, but I don't
think that's the case for you. This is your sexuality; it's part of
who you are. Does Danni understand that?” he asked. “I
mean, judging from your response to me the other night, I don't think
this is something you're gonna be able to turn on and off at will.”

“
I
think that's why she's so concerned,” Chase said.

Alex's eyes canvassed
Chase's face and settled on his mouth. “And, what about you?”
he asked. “Do you want it to be a one-time thing?”

Chase closed his eyes and
drew in a long breath. “No, I don't.” He opened his
eyes when he felt Alex's hand touch his chest.

“
And,
you're conflicted about that, aren't you?” Alex asked.

Chase
nodded. “I don't want to lose Danni, but I can't deny how I
feel – how
this
makes
me feel
.”

Alex
moved forward again. His mouth close enough to heat Chase's face
with each new breath. “It's not usually this intense, you
know.” His fingers inched down to Chase's stomach, then
stopped at the waistband of his jeans. “The chemistry we have
is so … fucking … hot, and that's why I can't stop
thinking about you.” Alex brushed his lips against Chase's.
“Do you feel it, too?”

Chase managed a nod. The
thread of control he had was fraying badly.

“
Have
you thought about us being together again?” Alex asked.

Chase nodded again. “Too
many times to count.”

Alex's chest lightly pressed
into Chase's; his face rolled to Chase's neck. “Did you
jerk-off?” he asked, his tongue licking at Chase's warm skin.

Chase tipped his head; his
lips nuzzled the shell of Alex's ear. “Again, too many times
to count.”

Alex smiled against Chase's
neck. “Are you wanting me now?” Alex asked. His fingers
skimmed lower, over Chase's hip, then slipped between them to cover
the hard arc of Chase's cock straining beneath his jeans.

“
Very
much,” Chase said, dipping his head and licking his lips.

“
Then,
take it,” Alex breathed against Chase's mouth. “Take
what you want.”

The ember smoldering between
them ignited, like a match dropped inside a box of dry tinder. Chase
gripped Alex's hips and spun him around, putting Alex's backside to
the edge of the counter top, then he ground his erection into Alex's.
Chase's mouth was on him, taking the kiss his body was aching for,
his tongue pushed inside to taste the beer and every other thing that
made Alex so damned irresistible.

“
Jesus,
you're fucking hard,” Alex said.

Chase
took another kiss and their fingers began tugging at buttons and
zippers on jeans until they each held the others' cock in their palm.
The suction of their mouths increased, tongues dipping deeper, and
sliding against the other.

Alex wavered on his feet.
“Can we lay down?” he asked.

“
I
haven't showered since work,” Chase said breathlessly.

“
Don't.
I want you like this,” Alex said. “Your scent is a huge
turn-on.”

Chase
tightened his grip on Alex's cock and made him groan. “Horizontal,
Chase,” Alex said, “Before I drop to my knees and suck
you right here.”

“
Oh,
God,” Chase sighed. The mere suggestion of being in Alex's
mouth again was almost enough to make him come where he stood. “How
long before your friends start looking for you?” Chase asked.

“
An
hour maybe,” Alex said. “They think I'm taking a walk on
the beach.”

“
That
works,” Chase said with a smile and stepped back. “Follow
me.”

Chase
took Alex into the living room and quickly began straightening up the
clutter, removing discarded t-shirts and pants covering the cushions
and tossing it all onto the chair beside the couch.

“
Obviously,
I wasn't expecting company,” Chase said, and then Alex embraced
him from behind. His face pressed against the warm nape of Chase's
neck and his tongue dragged a long, wet trail up to his ear and Chase
shivered.

“
Don't
waste time cleaning,” Alex said. “We're only going to
make it messy again.”

Chase spun to face Alex.
His hands cradled Alex's face. Their eyes locked on each other,
panting hot breaths bounced between them, then Alex tipped his hips
forward and pressed his erection into Chase's.

“
You
still want this?” Alex asked.

“
Probably
more than you do,” Chase said. He tugged Alex closer and took
his mouth again, then his hands started pulling at the hem of Alex's
t-shirt. He wanted to feel Alex's bare skin; lots of smooth, hot
flesh beneath his fingers, and he wanted it now. While he was
lifting Alex's shirt, Alex was pushing Chase's jeans down onto his
thighs. Chase did the same to Alex and as soon as they had both
kicked the pants off their feet and were naked, they crashed
together; pinning their erections between them.

Before
Chase could stop him, Alex dropped to his knees and rubbed his cheek
against the shaft of Chase's cock. It jerked up against his stomach
and stretched to its full, thick length, then Alex's tongue licked a
circle around the broad head; focusing on the tight bundle nerves on
the underside. Chase watched from above. The sight of Alex on his
knees before him tightened his chest. He watched his engorged cock
pulsing against Alex's tongue. When that tongue teased the slit at
the tip, collecting the pre-come seeping there
,
Chase felt his legs wobble.

Chase's fingers sifted
through Alex's long hair. He massaged his scalp, then saw Alex open
his mouth and take just the head between his lips. Chase grabbed a
handful of Alex's hair and held him in place, slowly feeding inch
after inch of his cock to Alex.

His
breath caught, when he felt Alex's tongue stroking the underside of
his shaft. “Holy. Shit,” Chase sighed. He held Alex
still to regain control of the orgasm that was threatening to end
this mind-blowing pleasure far too soon. Alex's eyes lifted up to
Chase. The arousal he saw swirling in those deep green eyes
reflected his own.

“
Take
me deeper,” Chase said, and applied a subtle pressure to the
back of Alex's head.

Alex
opened his mouth wider, accepting the broad length easing into his
throat. Alex's moan vibrated against Chase's shaft and his cock
jerked in Alex's mouth. The suction on Chase's cock increased, as
did the teasing licks of Alex's tongue.

“
So
good,” Chase said. His hand cupped the back of Alex's head,
gently pushing deeper inside his throat with each subtle thrust. “Do
you want me to come?” he asked.

Alex took Chase's last inch,
his fingers circled Chase's sac then tugged. Chase swayed on his
feet again and closed his eyes. His head fell back over his
shoulders and a loud groan escaped his mouth.

“
I
can't take much more,” Chase said. His hand let go of Alex's
head and the suction eased up on his cock.

Alex pulled off Chase and
looked up again. His fingers circled the root of Chase's cock and
ran the head across his lips; his tongue swiping over the crest.
“Fuck my mouth,” he said, holding Chase's gaze, then
opened up and let Chase slam his cock into the back of his throat.

The thrusts were quick and
deep; with Chase holding on to Alex's head while he drove between his
lips. His balls tightened and pulled up close to Alex's chin. The
orgasm was so close now, he couldn't have held it off if he had to.

“
Oh,
God, Alex,” he said. “I'm gonna come.”

And
there it was, a blinding blast of light flashed before his eyes, as
the first ribbon of come shot from his cock. Alex took him deeper
and held him there, allowing him to empty everything he had into his
throat. Chase tumbled backward and collapsed on top of the couch.

A
moment later, Chase felt the give of the couch cushion. He opened
his eyes and watched Alex stretch out beside him. Alex touched his
chest, fanning his fingers through the soft hair there, then ran his
fingers over to a light brown nipple. His index finger circled it,
then his mouth dropped to surround the tiny bud with heat and gently
sucked.

Chase
moaned. His arm curled around Alex's back and his hand stroked the
smooth skin. “Lay back,” Chase said. “I want to
take care of you.”

Chase rubbed his cheeks
against Alex's chest, then kissed and licked his way down the narrow
hairline that fed from Alex's belly button down to his groin. No tan
lines, just beautifully, smooth skin all lightly browned by the sun.

He rolled between Alex's
legs and nudged his nose into Alex's balls, inhaling deeply. He
loved the heated, musky scent; couldn't get enough. His lips parted
and he drew a ball into his mouth; his tongue licking circles over
the surface. He felt the sac lift up tighter to Alex's body and
heard him moan.

Chase
rose up on his forearms and licked his way to the broad tip of Alex's
cock, then took him into his mouth. Inch by inch, he eased down the
length and Alex spread his legs wider. Chase coated a finger with
saliva and teased Alex's crease with it, until he found the wrinkled
indent and started to press. He was nervous to be trying this, but
then Alex cried out in pleasure and Chase was filled with relief.

“
Oh,
God, yes!” Alex said.

Chase
relaxed his throat and took Alex all the way to the root before he
began backing off to take him again. He licked his fingers again and
continued pushing inside Alex, slow and steady, then started to
withdraw. On the next thrust in, Chase added a second finger and
Alex sighed his appreciation of the added stretch. The more noise
Alex made, the more assured Chase became with his manipulations. He
started twisting his fingers inside Alex's tight heat and Alex was
nearly done. Alex's skin was beginning to glisten with a thin layer
of sweat. His fingers were threaded in Chase's hair, lightly
tugging, then holding him in place.

“
Fuck!
Right there,” Alex screamed. “Don't stop, don't stop!”

Chase
licked at the steady seeping of pre-come from Alex's slit. He
continued to move fingers inside and out with a firmer touch and
Alex's entire body tensed. His head rolled into the pillows at the
end of the couch and he groaned loudly.

“
Holy
shit! I'm there, Chase,” Alex said. “You wanna taste
me?”

Chase
nodded and pushed Alex as far inside his mouth as he could
comfortably take. When he felt the first blast shoot from the tip of
Alex's cock, he started swallowing and kept a steady rhythm inside
Alex's ass, until Alex finally lay still on the couch. Chase started
licking his way off of Alex's cock. He reached the tip and circled
the head one last time and Alex shot a final string of come. It
splattered across Chase's chin and the corner of his mouth. He
reached to wipe it off with his fingers and Alex stopped him.

“
Leave
it,” Alex said. He sat up and pulled Chase beside him, then
moved in close and used his tongue to clean Chase's face. He licked
toward chase's lips and Chase opened for him; capturing Alex's mouth
with a sweet suction. Tasting Alex's release off the man's own
tongue had Chase's cock hard and pounding again with need.