Read Sex & Mayhem 04 No Matter What Online
Authors: K.A. Merikan
Tags: #Romance, #love, #internet, #Gay, #ptsd, #doctor, #international, #abuse, #angst, #biker
Luca moved
behind him, getting to his knees, and slowly moved his lips across
Ghost’s cheek, all the way to his mouth. “Tell me,” he whispered,
sliding his fingers down Ghost’s stomach.
“As I was
cleaning people’s rooms…” Ghost laughed. “I had a lot of time to
think about my handsome guy. About his firm body. About how lucky I
am.”
Luca breathed
in sharply, so close to Ghost’s skin it felt like a caress. “I’m
the lucky one. You make me so happy. I never thought I could feel
this way again.”
Ghost didn’t
even know what to say to that. He settled on enjoying the touch and
tensed his back against Luca’s body. Everything would fall into
place eventually.
Luca was
stroking his head, but he tightened his grip after a while and
pulled on Ghost’s hair, making him lean back for a kiss. It was so
different than being with a girl. There was nothing soft about
Luca’s body. His hands were firm and steady, the skin on his face
scratched against Ghost’s every single time he moved.
Ghost closed
his eyes, eagerly opening his lips instead. There weren’t many
things he’d consider better than this right now. Just him, Luca,
and an empty home.
Luca sucked on
his lips with a small smile. “I’m gonna take care of you tonight.
How about that?”
“I promise I’ll
return the favor, but that would be… so nice.” Ghost exhaled,
looking up into those dark pretty eyes.
Luca pulled on
his hand, leading him toward the headrest, to the pile of pillows
where he could just relax in their downy softness. “Any special
requests?” He chuckled, pushing Ghost back with a firm kiss.
Ghost turned
his face to Luca with a little smile. “Make me feel loved?”
Luca traced
Ghost’s face with his fingertips, molding the whole length of his
body to his side. The contrast between warm skin and the jeans he
was still wearing made Ghost ache to remove the denim.
“We’re so
sappy, aren’t we?”
“Because it’s
so hard for me to get over the fact that you’re actually here with
me, in real life.” Ghost gave him a kiss and lay on his stomach.
“Now where’s that massage?”
Luca slid off
the bed and unbuckled his belt before pulling down the zipper at a
pace so tantalizing it drew all of Ghost’s attention to the front
of Luca’s pants. “I need to prepare.”
“How do you
prepare? Is touching me so amazing you have to take a deep breath
or you might be tantalized by it?” Ghost turned his head to the
side for a better view of Luca.
“That’s exactly
what I’m saying.” Luca’s smile was so bright it lit up the whole
room, almost taking Ghost’s attention from the inviting arch of his
lover’s hips. Luca slid off his pants and underwear, letting his
cock and balls breathe between his nicely toned thighs. After a few
weeks of freedom, his skin was slowly covering with a dusting of
dark hairs, yet another reminder of his masculinity, but Ghost
wasn’t intimidated by it anymore. Not to mention that when he heard
that it was Frederico who’d wanted to have Luca smooth, Ghost was
embarrassed about the way he pointed out Luca’s stubble. Luca had
every right to choose if he wanted to shave every other day or not.
Ghost was actually growing to enjoy the scratching. It provided yet
another layer of sensation to their necking sessions.
“You need to
take at least a minute then.”
Luca grinned at
him and tossed his socks to the floor before climbing onto the bed
with a small bottle he pulled out of the bedside drawer. He shook
it and poured some into his palm. “Hope you like vanilla and
cinnamon.”
Ghost chuckled
and plopped his face against the pillows. “I love it. Like you and
me.”
“Pun intended.”
Luca slowly straddled Ghost’s back, lowering himself just above his
ass. His balls and cock rested against sensitive skin, and Ghost
was instantly hyperaware of their presence.
A jolt of
arousal went all the way to his own dick, and he couldn’t stop a
groan escaping his lips. With the oil drizzling on his back, Ghost
instantly imagined what it would be like to have Luca’s dick and
balls all slick and sliding over his skin.
“Good?” Luca
nuzzled the back of his neck and rocked his hips while spreading
the sweet-smelling oil over Ghost’s back.
“Better,” Ghost
mumbled into the pillows as his muscles turned into sweet-scented
goo.
“So, what else
apart from docking do you want to try?” whispered Luca, whose
fingers danced up and down Ghost’s back, thumbs deliciously sliding
along his spine over and over.
“Everything,”
Ghost murmured, but then tensed up. “But not weird stuff like
felching. Or licking feet. Or fisting. I don’t wanna do
fisting.”
Luca sighed,
and his dick was sandwiched between their bodies when he leaned
down to kiss Ghost’s neck. “I don’t like the feet thing
either.”
The stubbly
kiss instantly set Ghost at ease, even though he would have never
imagined feeling a guy’s dick against him could make him relax.
“Good.”
The massage
kept him on the edge between sleep and complete awareness, the
latter overwhelming Ghost’s senses every time Luca’s hips moved.
The oil itself didn’t feel too greasy, leaving only the pleasant
aroma and warmth in the afterglow of touch. It was hard to ignore
that Luca’s cock gradually hardened, and when he shifted lower, to
sit on the tops of Ghost’s thighs, the slow trail of the head along
Ghost’s crack set all of Ghost’s nerve endings on fire. Not in
fear―there was nothing to be scared of in Luca’s presence―but with
the concept of that cock sliding between his buttocks becoming more
real.
Did Ghost
want
it? Did he
not
want it? He’d thought
of
it. Going into a relationship with a guy and not considering the
concept would have been impossible. Ghost’s body sure was
responding well. His dick was stiff and throbbing between his
stomach and the comforter. He actually enjoyed the touch of Luca’s
cock on his back. Why not on his ass? If he was attracted to Luca,
then it seemed only natural. He’d probably enjoy Luca’s cock on his
chest or face just as much.
Luca’s
breathing became heavier as he proceeded to massage Ghost’s lower
back. His cock was hot where it rested between Ghost’s thighs, and
the longer they both remained completely quiet, the thicker was the
electrically-charged silence about the suggestive position they
were in.
Was Luca
thinking about the same thing as Ghost? The longer sex was on the
table, yet remained untouched, the more exciting it seemed. But
after what Luca had told him about the rape, Ghost wouldn’t dare
approach him about full-on sex. Sure, Luca said he’d want it in the
future, but how was Ghost supposed to know when it would be fine to
suggest it? What if Luca said it was all right, but then freaked
out? The last thing Ghost wanted was to hurt him. Maybe if Ghost
bottomed first, it would put Luca more at ease, show him that their
relationship was equal. His thoughts were interrupted by a breathy
sigh from above.
“You look so
good.”
“Yeah? You into
moonkissed?” Ghost smiled into the pillows.
Luca chuckled
and pushed his hands up along Ghost’s sides. Their bodies molded
together, with Luca’s cock pressing at Ghost’s crack as he lay on
top. Ghost shuddered and kissed one of the sweet-smelling hands
working on his arms.
“I like how we
look together. It turns me on that your skin is so different than
mine. Pale but so warm and pink when you blush,” whispered
Luca.
Ghost
swallowed, light-headed with Luca’s weight on top of him. Yep. He
could do this. It wasn’t like he couldn’t back out if it hurt too
much or felt uncomfortable. Luca would get it. “We need to get
mirrors in our house, so I can watch you too.”
Luca placed a
wet, sensuous kiss between Ghost’s shoulder blades. “You’ll get to
see all of me when you’re the one on top.”
Ghost wanted to
say something, but between the thought of bottoming and the dick
sliding up and down his crack, nothing witty was coming to his
mind.
Luca cleared
his throat. “Is this... making you uncomfortable?”
“No. It’s
making me horny.” Ghost had to raise his head to take a deeper
breath, and he stirred his ass against Luca’s erect dick. Fuck yes.
It did feel good everywhere. And now Luca’s cock actually twitched
against him.
Luca slid up
Ghost’s body and covered both his hands with his, pressing his
cheek against Ghost’s. His heart was beating so furiously Ghost
could easily sense it against his back.
“Yeah?”
“Yeah. If it’s
something you’d like, I think… with Tooth and Lucky gone, and us
both so horny… You wanna take it further?” Ghost licked his lips,
enjoying the way Luca’s cock throbbed against his skin. It was gone
the moment Luca rolled off, leaving just his thigh resting on top
of Ghost. He leaned close and pressed a soft, slightly trembling
kiss to Ghost’s cheek.
“I’ve never
done it, but... yeah... if you’re okay with it.”
“I want to feel
more of you.” Ghost glanced at Luca in the sparse light, more
certain of his decision with each passing moment. What he saw was
perfection. He wanted to make Luca feel completely accepted and
safe, but it wasn’t just about that. Despite never having given it
much thought, he wanted Luca to take charge and give him
pleasure.
Luca’s mouth
spread into a smile, and he pushed his hand under Ghost’s hips,
feeling for his cock. “And as you were doing your research... did
you come across rimming?” he asked in a quiet voice.
He had. And he
didn’t have a clue how that would feel. The other day in the
shower, he’d actually rubbed his own anus on the outside, with just
his fingertip. It was definitely a sensitive area. “What about
it?”
Luca lapped at
Ghost’s lips before kissing him properly. “I just... I want to do
this to you, if that’s okay.”
Ghost took his
time with the kiss before answering. “Oh. Okay. I suppose I’d try
it.” It felt so good to be completely honest with someone, and for
once enjoy sex without inhibitions. He’d never felt as free with
his former girlfriends. Luca and he shared a different connection
altogether.
Luca’s breath,
warm and rapid, was teasing Ghost’s ear. “You want to stay like
this or turn around?”
“This is good.”
Ghost arched his ass up slightly. If he were to top, he’d like to
see Luca do that.
“Okay.” Luca’s
hand slid down his back, and the lower it got, the more all the
nerve endings of Ghost’s buttocks throbbed with anticipation. When
Luca’s palm finally spread over Ghost’s ass, the sensation was so
profound it had Ghost moaning and curling his fingers.
“I love that I
get to do this with you,” whispered Ghost, imagining those slim
fingers spread over his skin.
Luca nuzzled
the side of Ghost’s face. It was so soothing and right Ghost knew
he’d made the right decision. Luca knew how vulnerable one could be
during sex, and he’d never make Ghost feel bad about exploring his
submissive side.
“Tell me if
there’s anything you don’t like,” whispered Luca, making broad,
delicate circles with his fingers all over Ghost’s ass.
“I will. I
trust you. But also… I’m so fucking horny.” Ghost chuckled and
stirred his cock against the sheets. He’d hump them if it weren’t
too undignified.
Luca let out a
laugh and gently pushed his hips against Ghost, giving him a
breath-stealing kiss. He was gone before Ghost’s mind could even
connect the dots, but his hands were still there, even as Luca
reached into the drawer again and produced a pack of condoms. His
smile was shy, but the burning desire in his dark eyes showed no
hesitation.
“Spread your
legs.”
At first, his
mind buckled against receiving an order. None of his girlfriends
had been more active than maybe being on top a few times when he
asked them to. But when he adjusted to it, it was actually nice for
someone to clearly state what they wanted. He followed the request
and felt Luca settle between his thighs. The wonderfully warm,
gentle hands were still massaging Ghost’s back, but their touch
clearly had purpose. They went lower and lower until they settled
on Ghost’s buttocks and squeezed them, as if to check for
firmness.
“Will it be too
much to say that you have an amazing ass?”
Ghost bit his
lip with a grin. “No one’s ever told me that, but thanks, it’s not
too much. What else are you gonna tell me?”
Luca chuckled,
and then his stubbled chin whispered down the crack of Ghost’s ass,
followed by the velvety, moist tongue. “You taste good.”
“Oh fuck,”
Ghost mumbled, and tensed up, completely overwhelmed by the surge
of arousal going to his balls. Fuck yeah, he wanted this.
Luca smiled
against the back of Ghost’s sac, suckling on the sensitive skin
there while his thumbs were massaging the inner side of Ghost’s
buttocks, slowly but unapologetically opening them up.
Ghost was
surprised with himself that he wasn’t at all awkward about this,
just excited. Luca made every touch seem so natural.
Luca nuzzled
Ghost’s balls again. “I’m gonna taste your ass, and I’m gonna love
it,” he whispered, his accent suddenly becoming heavier.
Ghost arched up
his ass. “That is the sexiest thing I’ve ever heard,” he
rasped.
Luca was so
fucking hot, Ghost could come blindfolded and just listening to his
accent. Ghost shuddered when his buttocks were pushed slightly
apart, but when Luca’s tongue started trailing up from his balls,
Ghost’s body became all fidgety with sensations that were
completely new and unexpected.
The touch of
Luca’s tongue made his balls tingle with excitement, yet it wasn’t
the kind of assault on his senses that Luca’s blowjobs were. Not
that the feeling was ‘less’, it was just different, like slow
cooking in comparison to frying.