Read Sex & Mayhem 04 No Matter What Online
Authors: K.A. Merikan
Tags: #Romance, #love, #internet, #Gay, #ptsd, #doctor, #international, #abuse, #angst, #biker
The tongue
didn’t yet touch his anus, sliding over the tender skin between
Ghost’s buttocks. Luca groaned and repeated the movement several
times. His grip on Ghost’s buttcheecks became tighter, steadier
each time, as if he were afraid Ghost would try to pull away. Luca
nipped on the flesh behind Ghost’s balls and suckled on them again,
long and harder than before, making Ghost’s cock ache under his
stomach, but before it became uncomfortable, Luca reached
underneath Ghost’s hips and gently pulled back his cock.
“You wanna
drive me mad?” Ghost uttered, arching his shoulders and raising to
his elbows. This was some fucking top-notch relaxation right here.
The end of the sentence turned into a moan when Luca sucked Ghost’s
cock into his wonderfully soft mouth. It only lasted a minute, and
Ghost was left with spit cooling down his dick while Luca’s mouth
was busy somewhere else, once again exploring the valley between
Ghost’s buttocks.
“Maybe,” he
breathed right over Ghost’s hole, and immediately after, his
velvety tongue pressed at it, much like when it was seeking
entrance to Ghost’s lips.
Ghost was
anxious if he was clean enough, but he had taken a long shower, and
Luca was eager to do it, so who was he to deny Luca his pleasures.
He spread his legs farther and smiled into the pillow at the
thought.
Luca groaned,
teasing the edges of the opening. “Fuck, you’re so warm inside,” he
whispered, breathless.
“I’m hot all
over.” He could feel sweat beading on his back. He’d need another
shower after this.
Luca pulled
Ghost’s hips up and tongued his hole, becoming more adventurous as
he got used to what he was doing. It was the most intimate kiss he
could have given Ghost, and by the time Luca’s tongue was spearing
Ghost’s anus, the pleasure was so intense Ghost’s thighs were
trembling with anticipation. His muscles were practically goo.
Ghost tried to
think of the experience as something beyond gender. It didn't make
him any less masculine to let a guy do this to him. They were just
two horny bodies doing whatever the hell they wanted. He liked the
thought that in some ways, they’d be each other’s first
experiences.
Luca kissed
Ghost’s hole with a loud smack before pulling himself up. His
breathing was frantic as he stroked Ghost’s back with unsteady
hands. “Can I...?”
“Yeah, go for
it. Just… you know, take it easy.” Ghost had no idea what he was in
for. Technically? Sure. There was the prostate, the sphincter could
stretch, and all that. But what would it actually feel like to be
fucked by Luca? To be fucked by a man?
“It’ll be fine.
I know how it feels. Don’t worry.” Luca’s face fit so well into the
small of Ghost’s back, but the scent of vanilla and cinnamon wasn’t
as relaxing as before when Luca’s fingers returned between Ghost’s
buttocks, now slick with the gel.
Ghost pushed
his forehead against the pillow, ready to feel the heat and
hardness of Luca’s cockhead. His own dick was throbbing for action,
but Ghost would enjoy the moment, take his time and lengthen the
pleasure. He focused on the candlelight dancing all over the walls
and the smooth touch of skin on the back of his thighs. Luca tossed
a condom wrapper to the side, then helped Ghost raise his hips and
rest them on a thick pillow. His fingers were teasing the opening
of Ghost’s ass, but he was already relaxed, and even the unknown
territory couldn’t toss him off his high now. Luca added more and
more lube, and some of it spilled down Ghost’s balls. He was so
ready for it, and yet when the blunt cockhead grazed his opening,
it became all too apparent how much bigger it was than Luca’s
graceful fingers and soft tongue.
Ghost wouldn’t
freak out though unless something started hurting. People did this
all the time. He was in a good place, and all the endorphins
running through his body were only making all of this easier. Ghost
reached down, and stroked his cock for that extra tingle. He gasped
when Luca nudged his anus with his cock, but he didn’t push.
Instead, Luca placed his hand on Ghost’s back, gently stroking it
along the spine.
“I won’t hurt
you,” he promised, moving his cock up and down over the hole.
“Tell me what
turns you on about it…” Ghost closed his eyes, focusing on the
touch alone.
Luca gasped,
pushing again, and this time, Ghost’s body did yield. He held on to
the pillows, feeling the girth of Luca’s cock slide in. He could
feel every inch moving in, and while it was a tight fit, he felt no
pain other than a minor discomfort at the very end.
Luca’s thighs
trembled next to his, and he slowly lowered himself to lie on top
of Ghost, fighting for breath like a fish thrown out of the water.
“God, that’s... feels so good.”
Ghost murmured
in reply, letting his body relax under the loveliest weight in the
world. The tension of arousal was there, but it was far from
unpleasant. Just thinking about Luca’s cock buried deep inside of
him had precome leaking from Ghost’s dick. He could feel the proof
of that on his stomach. He didn’t care who was on top or bottom as
long as it was the two of them fucking.
Luca slid one
arm under Ghost’s chest and stroked his side with the other. He was
stiff and throbbing, but his touch was as tender as ever. “I’ve
never felt as close to you. You’re here with me, and I want you to
feel so good,” whispered Luca against Ghost’s neck, rolling his
head and scratching Ghost with his facial hair.
“Never felt
better,” Ghost said, slightly squeezing his ass over the cock that
felt a lot thicker there than it had in his hand. He licked the
salt from his upper lip, ready to feel Luca move. He writhed with
pleasure when Luca bit into the side of his neck, pushing his cock
even deeper. Even now there was a pleasant throbbing inside Ghost.
It pulled on his balls with even the tiniest movement of Luca’s
dick.
“I’m in control
now,” chuckled Luca in a dark, heavily accented voice of his lover.
“Feels good, too.”
“Sure it does.
I have an amazing ass after all.” Ghost smiled into his arm, moving
along with Luca, and arching his neck for more kisses.
Luca’s chuckle
was breathless and light. “You also have an amazing mouth,” he
whispered, moving his hips against Ghost and stirring even more
heat within him. It felt so oddly good.
Ghost’s breath
sped up. “That’s not even a suggestion anymore. You want my mouth
on your dick.” And Ghost didn’t mind. He was
so
blowing Luca
at the next possible occasion.
“I want your
mouth on my mouth. Now,” whispered Luca, making a soft, slow thrust
with his hips.
Ghost turned
his face and opened his lips in an invitation. He was enjoying the
push and pull on his anus, and the gentle throbbing of Luca’s dick
that he could feel on his sensitive insides. The kiss was short and
a bit awkward in the position they were in, but when Luca leaned
back and Ghost was free to hug the pillows, that thick, throbbing
cock finally moved back.
It was such a
strange feeling to not have much control in that area of his body,
but Luca was easing him into the rhythm very slowly. Each movement
of his dick was proving just how sensitive Ghost’s anus was. And as
for the prostate, it took about three proper thrusts for Luca to
find the right angle. And that was that. Ghost understood with
complete clarity why men were willing to do this, even with
strangers, without the need for connection he and Luca had. Like an
explosion of bright light under his eyelids.
He moaned his
pleasure, and he didn’t even have to say anything for Luca to keep
brushing his dick against that spot. A part of him wanted to
instantly fuck Luca, just so Luca could feel this mind-blown as
well, but he was too selfish in the heat of the moment, and raised
his ass higher instead, turned on by the sound of their bodies
slapping against each other, the cacophony of smells, and the pull
in his balls every time Luca thrust his cock in up to the hilt.
Luca entangled
their fingers, leaving wet, sensuous kisses all over Ghost’s back,
but the way he moved was changing. Harder and faster, his thrusts
made Ghost all fidgety and desperate for release. Each scratch of
nails against skin and Luca’s balls slapping Ghost’s ass was pure,
animalistic lust, even though underneath it all, tenderness was
still there. Neither of them could speak much by the time Luca rose
slightly, shuddering each time he rocked his hips. And then he was
coming. Ghost knew this much despite the condom.
He reached
underneath his body to his own aching cock, rushing to catch his
own orgasm during Luca’s high. He panted, stroking his dick
ferociously, focused on Luca’s weight and the heat of his
still-stiff dick. He arched his back, lifting Luca slightly as he
came.
Luca bit into
Ghost’s flesh with a loud gasp. “You okay?” he whispered, pulling
out very slowly. When his cock finally dislodged itself, there was
an odd emptiness left behind, but Ghost didn’t have time to think
about such trivial things.
Luca flipped
his boneless body over and kissed him properly, this time without
weird angles and aching muscles.
Ghost didn’t
even have the energy to wrap his arms around Luca but opened his
lips in invitation, ready to fall asleep all sweaty and exhausted.
“I love you so much,” he whispered into the kiss.
Luca was
clumsily pulling on the comforter, trying to get them covered, but
his tender gaze remained on Ghost.
“Did you feel
how much I love you?”
Ghost nodded
and forced his muscles to work so he could stroke Luca’s arm. In
the end, they had to move to get the comforter free, but once they
settled in the warm cocoon of cotton, down, and their own sweaty
bodies, no words were needed. Zara was officially gone from Ghost’s
mind. It had been the sweet, handsome Luca all along.
Zara:
I’m not
sure BF even likes me touching him. He always just tells me what to
do, and he gets irritated when I try to do other stuff. And I just
want to go with the flow. It almost feels like he doesn’t really
like *me*.
Ghost:
I’d let
you experiment on me ;) What would you like to do?
Zara:
I would
touch you everywhere. Love your chest. I would hold your ass when
you push into me.
Ghost:
Oh, wow,
that sounds so hot. I like a girl who can take charge ;)
Chapter 14
Luca tried his
best to be positive about Ghost’s irregular schedule, but the night
after they went all the way for the first time, a call snatched
Ghost out of bed at 4:00 a.m. It was hard not to feel sour about
it, but since Lucky’s idea had worked so well, Luca chose to try to
put effort into stopping himself from nagging. It wasn’t even about
just pleasing Ghost. When relaxed and happy, he was opening up on
his own, without much prodding, and from the scraps of information
Luca got out of him, it really did seem that the jobs Ghost was
doing were boring and tedious rather than dangerous. That was a
relief, and even though not being with Ghost made him unsettled, he
did try to keep busy.
On the upside,
when Ghost was off his duties, he only had eyes for Luca. And since
Luca decided to be true to his new ways, it was a lovely time for
both of them. They played games, they shopped, and went for walks.
And they fucked like bunnies. Luca was exhilarated with the
newfound freedom to explore, and more often than not, he’d take the
lead in bed. Topping Ghost made him feel like a real man. He could
be strong and tender, and each orgasm he got out of Ghost was like
a token of his love.
It was the
night of the welcome party Priest was throwing for the nomads who
came to help out with the Rabid Hogs, and for some reason, things
became tense at the house. Luca was slightly freaked out about the
escalation of the argument Tooth and Lucky were having just outside
his door. Or it was just so loud he could hear it here.
Ridiculously enough, it was all about Grim’s allegedly
eggplant-sized dick, which Lucky really wanted to see. Luca didn’t
even want to wait downstairs, because he’d have to walk past them,
and stayed in the room instead. Ghost was supposed to call him when
he came round to pick him up, but he was running late.
“Maybe you’ll
just take him to the office for a fucking personal examination,”
roared Tooth.
“What’s the big
deal? I heard he likes to show it off,” Lucky yelled back. “It’s
not like his dick is gonna fuck me with the way it looks. I’ve seen
lots of dicks, jeez! I’ve seen Blitz’s dick once.”
The sudden
silence that followed had Luca on pins and needles, and when Tooth
finally spoke, his voice was grim and harsh. “To the basement.”
“I wanna go to
the party!” Lucky’s voice got a high pitch of a tantruming
teenager.
“Yeah? Then
drop your pants and lean over the fucking railing.”
Luca grabbed
the nearest pillow, turned on his side, and pushed the pillow
against his ear. His heart was rushing like crazy, whole body
covering in goose bumps. He couldn’t just go out there and
intervene, yet the scene playing out brought back so many teenage
memories it had him gagging.
Lucky’s silence
was bad enough, but things got worse when Luca heard a slap
followed by a muffled whimper. He wanted Ghost to be back. Ghost
knew Tooth well, so maybe he could do
something
? There was
no way Luca could easily overpower such a beast of a man on his
own. Each mewl of pain was like a stab into Luca’s stomach. They
made his whole body ache, and all of a sudden, there was a body on
top of him. He wanted to scream, but nothing came out but a sharp,
ragged whimper. Antonio’s cologne was musky and sharp, and Luca was
already choking on its aroma all the way at the back of his throat.
He was struggling, but the rattling cuffs only bit harder into his
flesh as he tried to crawl away from the sharp, punishing
thrusts.