Without You (32 page)

“Right. See y’all later.” Luke turned and headed to his truck.

When he pulled out his phone, I knew what he was doing—texting Abigail. I looked back at Libby, and I knew she was thinking the same thing.

She turned to Zack. “I’m not ready to end the night. Let’s go dancing.”

Will and I shook our heads.

“I’m tired, so I’m going to have to pass,” I said.

“I’ll go with y’all!” Grace said.

“Y’all have fun,” Will and I both said.

We made our way to Will’s truck. After we got in, we both let out a sigh. Will looked back at Libby and Zack as they walked to what I guessed was Zack’s car.

“Shit. Why do I have a feeling Libby is going to do something she will regret?”

My heart literally hurt. I prayed that Libby wouldn’t do the one thing I had a feeling she was going to do—give herself to Zack to push Luke out of her heart.

I glanced up from my notes to see Lex reading on the bed. She was swinging her legs around as she lay on her stomach. She was so beautiful. This weekend had been amazing. We had made love earlier, and the glow on her face was still present. When she had whispered in my ear that she was mine and I was hers, I’d come so hard and had such an intense orgasm that I had to look away from her. I had felt the tears building in my eyes.

She looked up and smiled when she saw me staring at her. “You taking a break?”

I nodded my head. “I’m distracted.”

“By what?” she asked with a crooked smile.

“Those legs.”

She sat up and crossed her legs. “Oh, yeah? What about my legs?”

I decided we’d had enough of sweet lovemaking. It was time to get a little dirty. “I want them wrapped around my body…while I fuck you.”

Her eyes widened, and she licked her lips. My dick jumped as I watched her body react to what I had just said.

“Can we try something different?” she asked.

Oh hell, I think I just came.

“Lex, I’ll try whatever you want.”

She got up on her knees and pulled her T-shirt up and over her head. Then, she took off her bra. She held it in her hands and bit down on her lip. “I want you to tie me up and take me from behind.”

I swallowed hard. “Wha-what?”

Her face dropped. “Do you not want to try something like that? I mean…” Her face turned a deep shade of red, like she was embarrassed.

I jumped up. “Fuck, no…I mean, yes! I want to do that…all of that.”

She smiled bigger and began unbuttoning her shorts. “I want you so much, Will.”

I quickly stripped out of my clothes as Lex moved to the edge of the bed before standing up.

“Turn around, Lex.”

I had no fucking clue what I was doing. I took Lex’s hands and tied them behind her back with her bra. My dick was throbbing with anticipation. I walked her over to the chair and gently pushed the front of her over the back of it while I used my foot to spread her legs open.

I reached between her legs and moaned when I stuck my fingers inside her. “So damn wet.”

She dropped her head. “Mmm…again.”

I pushed my fingers in again as I began priming her body for my dick. The moans she was letting out were driving me crazy. I was about to push myself into her when I remembered something.

Condom.

“Fuck,” I hissed. I quickly got a condom and rolled it on.

“Will, please. I need it.”

“What do you need, baby?”

“You. Now. Hard and fast, Will.”

I teased her entrance with my tip. I wanted to hear her say it. “Tell me what you want, Lex,” I whispered as I pulled on her tied hands.

“God, Will, don’t tease me.” She pushed her ass back toward me, causing me to smile.

I pushed into her just a bit and pulled back out.

“Will!”

“Tell me, Lex.”

“Fuck me, goddamn it! I want you to fuck me!”

Holy shit.

I pushed myself so fast and hard into her that she let out a scream.

“Did I hurt you?”

She shook her head. “No…more. Will, more!” She sounded frantic.

I used my hand to pull her arms back as my other hand grabbed her hip. I moved in and out of her, hard and fast.

“Jesus, Lex. This feels so damn good.”

“Oh God, yes! I’m going to come. I’m going to come!”

I began to thrust deeper into her as she called out my name.

“Lex, oh, baby, I’m coming.”

Three more hard thrusts, and we both called out in pleasure. I untied her hands and removed the condom. I was attempting to catch my breath when Lex pulled me over to the bed and crawled on top of me. She began touching her breasts as she moved against my exhausted dick.

“Jesus, Lex. I can’t…even…breathe.”

“Oh God, Will. I’m still so turned-on. It’s unreal. That was the hottest and most amazing thing ever, but it was way too fast.”

I smiled. “Yeah, it was.”

“I need more.”

I placed my hands on her hips and moaned as she rubbed against me. She was moving her hips as she touched her breasts. When she began playing with her nipple, I couldn’t believe my dick was coming up again.

“Damn, Lex. You’re driving me mad.”

She looked down at me and licked her lips. “My turn to fuck you.”

My heart began to pound faster in my chest as she moved up and slowly sank down onto my dick. We both let out a moan as I felt her warm body sucking me in deeper. My eyes about rolled to the back of my head.

“Ride me, Lex. Ride me fast and hard.”

She grinned and began doing just that. The way her breasts were bouncing up and down as she moved was bringing me closer and closer to the edge. She reached up and grabbed both breasts as she rode me faster.

“Jesus, Lex, you’re the sexiest woman on earth,” I panted out.

She looked at me and smiled. “This feels so damn good. I’m going to come. Oh God, yes…Will. Oh, yeah…yes, that’s it! I’m coming, Will. Yes! Oh God! Yes!”

She threw her head back and began calling out my name as my orgasm hit me like never before. My whole body experienced the most incredible feeling, and I began calling out her name.

“Lex, oh God, Lex. I’m coming, baby. Feels. So. Amazing.”

It felt like I was never going to stop coming as I poured myself into her body.

“Oh God, I’m coming again!” Lex screamed out as she placed her hands on my chest and moved faster and harder.

The next thing I knew, she was draped over me, gasping for air.

“Motherfucker. Lex, that was fucking incredible. I could feel you squeezing my dick.” I wrapped my arms around her.

We stayed like that for at least five minutes until our breathing slowed and steadied out.

She leaned up and kissed me so passionately. “If I knew you had such stamina, Mr. Hayes, we would have been doing
that
all weekend.”

I laughed as she moved up and off of me. The second she was off of me, I knew I had made the one mistake I never wanted to make. Lex stopped moving and looked at me with an expression of horror. I looked down and saw cum on my dick.

“Oh my God,” Lex whispered.

I looked up into her eyes. “Lex, I’m so sorry. I totally got so caught up in the moment, baby, that I forgot. Fuck!”

Lex just stood there, cum slowly making its way down her leg. She seemed stunned. Then, she smiled, and I looked at her like she was nuts.

“Is that why it felt so amazing?”

What?

I looked down at my dick again and then at Lex. It had felt incredible. I had thought it was from Lex being on top.

“It did feel fucking amazing,” I said.

Lex giggled. She quickly turned, walked into the bathroom, and turned on the shower.

I fell back on the bed, and my one moment of ecstasy turned into panic.

What if Lex gets pregnant? Gunner is going to kill me. I’ll never live to see the light of day. I’ll have to take over my father’s business and make furniture. No ranch for me. What about Lex and her dreams?

“What did I just do?”

“Hayes, what in the hell has been wrong with you?” Luke asked.

I looked up at him. “What do you mean?”

He shook his head as he sat down at the table where I was sitting at the cafe. “You haven’t eaten in days, you’ve been sleeping maybe three hours a night, and you look stressed as hell.”

I swallowed hard. If I told Luke what I had done, he would want to beat the hell out of me.

I shook my head. “Jesus Christ, Luke. I had sex with Lex and forgot to use a condom. I’m going crazy. What if she’s pregnant? I mean, I can’t believe I put both of our futures—”

Luke held up his hands. “Hold up. Is she on the pill? God, please tell me she is on the pill.”

I nodded my head. “Yeah, she’s on birth control.”

Luke laughed. “Then, what in the hell are you worried about?”

My mouth dropped open. “Did you hear me? Sex. No condom. Only takes one time!”

Luke sat back in his chair and looked at me as he shook his head. “Is Alex worried?”

“No! She kept going on and on about how amazing it felt, and—”

“Oh, hell no, dude. That is way too much information right there. Too. Much. Jesus H. Christ. I just threw up in my mouth some.”

I rolled my eyes and let out a laugh. “Luke, I’m being serious.”

“So am I. I don’t want that visual in my head. Yuck.”

I let out a sigh. “Have you ever forgotten to wear a condom?”

“Nope. I will wear one until the night of my wedding. No way in hell a girl will ever get me not to wear one. Hell no. I don’t care if she’s on twenty different pills. I will always wear one. Always.”

I let out a gruff laugh. “Wait until you’re with the one girl who changes everything.”

Luke stared at me and then smirked. “I gotta ask. Did it feel different?”

I smiled and nodded my head. “Felt fucking amazing. Makes me never want to wear one of those damn things again. But I have to, and I will even though Lex has begged me not to.”

“Again, too much information.” Luke was smiling as he shook his head. He glanced up, and his smile instantly vanished.

I turned around and saw Libby and Zack. They were holding hands as they walked by, and Libby was laughing. I turned back to look at Luke. He watched them go by. I couldn’t help but notice how Lib glanced at Luke and quickly looked away. I peeked over to Luke, and he looked down at his book and began reading.

My phone vibrated, and I took it out of my pocket. I smiled when I saw Lex’s name.

Lex: You can stop stressing out. I started my period.

Me: Thank the Lord above.

Lex: I am on birth control, Will.

Me: I don’t care. That scared the piss out of me.

Lex: Are you still coming this weekend?

Me: I plan on doing a lot of coming this weekend.

“Dude, that’s not cool.” Luke kicked me under the table.

“Ouch, you bastard. Why in the hell did you kick me?”

Luke tilted his head and gave me a look. “The smile on your face screams,
I’m sexting
. Knock it off.”

I laughed. “We’re in the clear.”

The relief that washed over Luke’s face showed that he must have been worried, too, even though he hadn’t let on that he was.

Lex: I’ll see you in less than twenty-four hours. I love you. Gotta run.

Me: I love you, too, baby. Bye!

I pushed my phone into my pocket and stood up. “I’m heading back to pack for this weekend.”

Luke nodded his head as he began to pack up his books. He looked around quickly, and I knew he was looking for Libby.

Our parents—Jeff and Ari, Gunner and Ellie, Scott and Jessie, and my dad and mom—had all chipped in to buy a house in College Station since Lex, Grace, Colt, and Lauren would all be here next year. Luke and I had moved out of the dorm and into the house this past weekend, but Libby was still in her dorm. I knew she didn’t want to move in because of the whole Zack thing.

“I’ll see ya later,” I said to Luke.

“Yeah. I’ve just got one class left, and then I think I’m heading home for the weekend.”

I looked at him. “Home? As in Mason?”

“No, home as in Timbuktu. Yes, Mason.”

“Why?” I asked.

He shrugged his shoulders. “Just want to go home.”

“Spring break is in a week, so we’ll see everyone then.”