What You Do To Me (Unexpected Love) (28 page)

When I
finally collect
ed myself, I felt
Alex undoing my skirt and pulling it off. I open
ed my eyes and mad
e out his silhouette over me on the bed.
I sa
t up and start
ed
undoing his belt,
but
then grab
bed
the base of his
shirt, pulling
him down towards me so I could
yank it off over his head.
I then went
b
ack to his belt and quickly undid
it. I push
ed
Alex’s shoulders back so he
had
to stand.
Joining
him in the standing position, I start
ed
kissing his chest and working my way down
his stomach. My hands we
re ins
ide his pants stroking him. He wa
s big and thick in my small hands. The more I stroke
d
, the m
ore I
wanted
him inside me. I kept
moving down
h
is solid stomach and my
hands we
re lowering his pants and boxers from his waist.
When I
got
to his
waist,
there
were
no longer
clothes
to hold me back from taking
him into my mouth. I
drop
ped
to my
knees,
filling my mouth with as much of him as
I could take in. Alex’s hands went to my hair. His fingers we
re clenching my hai
r and guiding my
mouth,
as I took
more and more of him in as I move
d
my mouth
further
down his shaft. Alex
let
out several moans, but after several more strokes with my mouth, his hands yank
ed
my head back and force
d
me to release my mouth. Alex’
s hands left
my hair and grab
bed
me under my a
rms to stand. Alex quickly turned me and pushed
me on the bed onto my hands. Leani
ng bent over the
bed,
Alex entered
me from behind. I let out a low gasp and moan.  Sli
ding in and out of
me,
Alex leaned
down and whi
spered
in my ear, “All
night,
I thought about taking you over the tables like this. Each time you wiped down a table. You have no clue what you and that fucking skirt have
done to me tonight.” Alex started
thrusting
harder,
while wrapping an arm around my waist holding me in place to
absorb more of his thrusts. I moaned
louder and louder
with each thrust as I was
coming closer and clos
er to another orgasm. Alex leaned
into my ear again, “Baby, I need you to cum with me, now, please.” With those pleading words, there was no holding back, I felt my stomach tighten and everything
shake.
If
it wasn’t for Alex’s arm around my waist holding me, I would have c
ollapsed on the bed. Alex buried
his head into my neck kissing
me.
Still
holding
me,
he laid
us down on the bed, never letting me go. With his
arms
around me, I quickly fall asleep.

I wo
ke up to Alex gently moving me up to the pillows and pull
ing covers up over us. He trailed kisses on my neck and wa
s running his fingers through my hair. I start
ed
to moan again at his touch
. I could
feel heat building back up inside of me. I roll
ed to face
him
, wanting as much of him as I could
get. I place
d
my hands behind his head
pulling
his
mouth onto mine. That
time,
we took our time and Alex was gentle, but we climaxed together and fell into a heap onto the bed. The last thing I
thought
I heard before being overtaken by sleep, unless I was already dreaming, was Alex. “
Abby,
let me give you
your number one, let it be
me.”

I woke to the sound of my home phone ringing. I reached over
and grabbed
the phone. “
Hello,
” I manage
d
to croak out in my morning voice.

“Abby, did I wake you? I thought you would be
up.
It
is 9:00 in the
morning,
dear. Aren’t the girls up?” Christ, it was David’s mother.

I sa
t up and look
ed
at the
clock,
and then over at Alex who wa
s now stirring next to
me.
I lean
ed
back,
resting on the headboard.  “
They’re
at my parents,
because
I worked at the pub last night,
making it
a late night.”

“Well, I’m sorry to wake you, but I needed to talk to you about the trip you and the girls are taking in a fe
w weeks.” I was
confused; did she not want us to come? She never called about our trips to visit.

“Jane, do you need me to reschedule it? I can find a different week if that one doesn’t work for you.
”
I was
slightly annoyed if this wa
s the
case,
because
they
only saw
the gir
ls three times a year and I felt
they should schedule things around their visit.

“No, no, Abby. Greg and I were talking and we would love to
take
them to Hershey for a few days. I wanted to make sure it was
okay
and see if you wanted to join. I just
needed
to know so I ca
n book a second hotel room.” Shocked,
Jane and Greg never do nice t
hings like this with the girls or spent alone time with them.

“If you need me to go, I would be more than willing. I just need to cancel a few things
with Derek first.” I really didn
’t want to spend da
ys away with them, but it wa
s for the
girls,
so I would do it without question
.

“Actually, we wanted to spend alone time with the
girls,
if it’s
okay. Don’t
cancel your plans. If you
want,
you
can stay here at the house.” I was utterly
shocked. Alone
time with the girls, this
was
definitely a first for them.

“It’s
okay
.
I’ll call Derek and tell him I’ll be staying with him those days.”
I was
kind of glad,
because
their house wa
s not very
homey
and
I had
never felt comfortable in it, even when David was alive. Derek
had
a great p
lace and an extra
room, so
I didn
’t think he
’d
care. I
n
fact,
he wa
s always trying to get me to stay there with the girls instead of David’s parents.

“Sounds
good,
dear, have the girls
give us a
call this week.”

“I
will,
Jane, bye.” With
that,
we
hung
up the phone.

I look
ed over and Alex was staring up at me. His elbow wa
s p
ropped on the bed and his head wa
s on his hand.  “So, you’ll be staying at Derek
’s for a few days alone.”  I couldn’t tell if he was mad, but there wa
s something in his voice.

“Yes, that seems to be the plan. By the way, it’s extremely rude to listen to other
people’s
conversatio
ns that don’t involve you.” I
started
to get off the bed, but realize
d
that,
sometime during the second round of
sex,
my top was taken off and
I was
now completely naked. I
didn’t
feel comfortable jumping out of bed
naked
in morning light
in front of Alex
.

Alex wa
s chuckling, “What, scared I’ll s
ee you naked?” I shot him a dirty look. He reached over and
pulle
d
me
into him. “Why don’t you fly out and meet me for those days?”

I was
a bit stunned by the
invitation
. I want
ed to, but I
couldn’t.
I couldn
’t keep do
ing this. We had
two separate and comp
letely different
lives,
and I couldn
’t keep playing preten
d. It wasn’t just me and I could
hear my mother’s words in my mind,
“
Nothing like putting yourself before your children, but tha
t’s
 
normal, isn’t
it?
”
I had
to put th
em
first,
because if I
didn’t,
they would be hurt
again.
It
was
not just my life anymore.

“I’ll buy you a ticket and you can fly
out. You can even
bring Derek, but he
stays
in a diff
erent room.” Alex’s voice brought
me out of my thought
s
and back to the conversation.

“I can’t, we have plans and I know
he’s
excited about them.” I
knew he could
hear the coldness in my voice.

“Can they be rescheduled?”

“No, it can’t be rescheduled,
because
he made the plans long before you entered or tried to enter my life. I’m not pushing everyone aside so you can fly me out to who knows where so you can screw me f
or a few nights.” I finally had the courage to
stand, so
I got out of bed and threw on the first shirt I saw on the
floor.
Of
course,
it wa
s Alex’s.
I was angry.
I shouldn’t be
mad.
It
wa
s m
y choice to end things and I didn’t know why I was
trying to hurt him in the process.

Alex
jumped
out of bed and
came up
behind
me.
He
wrapped
his arms around my upper chest area. “Is that what you think I want from you? I just want you. I didn’t come here wanting the
sex.
Well,
I did, but I wanted to see you
, spend time with you.” Alex turned
me to face him.

“With
me,
Alex
,
to see me, right?”

“That’s what I
said;
I don’t know why you are so upset.”

“I can’t do
this.
I
can’t.
You
came here to see me. What if I
hadn’t been
at the pub last night? What if I was home here with the girls? Would you have expected me to dump them with my parents or Lexi so you could be with me? Because I can’t, I won’t and I shouldn’t have done this last night. Why couldn’t you have just stayed away? I wasn’t answering your calls, your texts or calling for a reason. Can’t you see
that?
I don’t want this, it can’t and
it
won’t
work?
”
I was
holding back the tears and I
felt
a
lump forming in my throat.