Together By Chance (#1 The Together Series) (6 page)

    
“Um, guys I hate to burst your bubble here, but she is putting off some strong vibes.”

    
So.”  She didn’t understand what vibes he was talking about but she didn’t care.  She wanted to do what she had to do and then get the hell away from Connor.  If this heat thing was going to kill her, she wasn’t going to die looking at the man that could have saved her life but couldn’t stand the thought of it.  The man that she now understood the reason him refusing to save her bothered her so bad was because she could feel her wolf’s feelings for him.  Her wolf was in love with him and that meant she was as well.

    
“So that means I can hold my wolf off for a little while but eventually he is going to grab a hold of your scent and come calling.  So the only option is for me to go.  I don’t feel like dying today or tomorrow.  And the fact is, no wolf will be able to force her into mating.  She’s strong.  Very strong.”  That was all he said before he grabbed Connor’s shoulder and squeezed it lightly and took off running, shifting right before their eyes.

    
“Well, I guess we should get on with it then.”  His words were quick.  He walked over grabbing her shoulders his mouth met hers.  His lips smashed against hers.  Rage filled her. This was not what she wanted either.  She raised her hand and slapped his face.

    
“I don’t need a sympathy fuck!  Now are you going to train me or not?”  Her eyes filled with tears and he could tell he had just hurt her again.  That wasn’t what Connor had intended.

    
“It wouldn’t be a sympathy fuck!  And for you to refer to it as such pisses me off!”

    
“In case you haven’t noticed, you don’t want to piss me off.  So train me or I’m out of here.” 

    
“You don’t understand.  I’m not good with words but the fact is, we have to mate.  I can’t train you in just a couple of days and save the world.  What is it about me that you don’t want to mate with?  We need to air this because apparently your wolf has a thing for me.”

    
“It’s not me, it’s you.  Just the look on you face when Ryan told you was enough.  It totally disgusted you.  What is it?  Because I have a wolf in me or something.  You tell me.”

    
“You can’t handle me.  That’s the problem.  I don’t just make easy love Keira.  That’s not how I am built.  I don’t want to hurt you.”  His words had started out strong but then slowly faded into a low whisper.

    
“That is the lamest excuse I have heard ever!”  She turned walking away from him.  His hand gripped her arm pulling her back.

    
“Fine.  You think you’re the only one who can get ugly and mean when pissed off.  So be it.  It isn’t that I don’t want to mate with you, but you should know right now, when I mate it is for life.  Is that something you’re ready to live by?  Is that what your wolf wants?  There is no taking it back.  I don’t have that option in me.”

    
“You’re pissing her off!”  Keira referred to her wolf as she felt her beginning to grow.  But the fact of the matter was the wolf inside her was responding with arousal from his grip not anger.

    
“Good!  You pissed me off!”  He spun her around quickly and without warning he sunk his teeth into her in the same spot he had done earlier.  She cried out and the wolf inside of her roared to life.  The longer he bit and the more it stung the calmer the wolf inside of her became.

    
“Now, I asked you a question.  When I mate it is for life.  Are you ready to spend your life with me?”

    
“Yes.”  She whispered.  That was all it took.  He spun her back around and this time he brushed her lips with his until he felt her respond the way she needed to and not the way he wanted her to.  His tongue caressed her lips gently coaxing them to open for him and they did.  His tongue dove in claiming his mate now.  Owning her.  Taking what belonged to him.  Taking everything she offered.  She was his forever and there was no taking it back.

    
Connor’s eyes stared into hers fervently.  Her body quaked as he walked her backwards pinning her against the cave wall.  His weight and size used to his advantage he kept her pinned as his fingertips caressed down her arms slowly to her wrists.

    
Tightly his hands wrap around her wrist pulling them up and with only one hand he pinned them above her head.  “Don’t move your hands from here.  Evol or not I will show you who is boss when it comes to the bedroom.  Agreed?”

    
“Yes.”

    
Her breath hitched at the sound of his tone.  His voice was different than before.  Dominant.  Nothing like she would have expected.  Immediately she knew what he was.  What he wanted her to be.  She knew without a doubt he was 100% Domme and what he wanted was her to be his sub.  She had read enough romance novels to know what he was into.

    
“Connor I’ve never,,, never,,,”  His finger pressed to her lips silencing her.

    
“One step at a time.  I know what you need and I will get you there.  One step at a time.  It’s my job to worry.  Not yours.  Sit back and enjoy.”

    
Quickly he wedged his knee between her thighs to help support some of her weight that she was now finding difficult to support on her own.  His hands roamed down her arms until stopping as he cupped each breast. 

    
Her arms now heavy slowly slid down.  She heard the growl that erupted from deep inside him.  “Hands up here.  Don’t move them.  It would please me greatly to see that hot little ass of yours nice and rosie.” 

    
She didn’t know what frightened her more the fact that he had just threatened to spank her ass or the fact that his eyes said he really wanted to spank her. 

    
“Connor you don’t understand, I have never done this before.” 

    
“We can talk about what I expect later, right now I need you badly.  No more talking or your ass is mine.”  She needed to tell him badly what she needed to, but the thought of him spanking her scared the holy living shit out of her.  She did the only thing she knew to do.  She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath while clenching her lip between her teeth.

    
His mouth was rough against her neck while his hands worked the button of her jeans, then the zipper.  His hands slid beneath the fabric sliding them down while his mouth went from her neck, to her collarbone, to the very erect nipple calling out for his attention.

    
She gasped for air as the nip of his teeth caused a pain that sent wonderful new sensations throughout her body causing her to tremble.

    
Her mind went wild with thoughts of how this was what she wanted.  This was what she needed.  She needed him more than a woman needed a man.  She needed him to keep her alive.  But most of all she needed him to make the burning inside her go away. 

    
Her body began quaking like a leaf as his fingers parted the curls below running over the sensitive nub.  Her breath became shallow as her eyes popped open as he pressed down circling the nub.

    
Her eyes locked with his.  She felt the need to close them, to look away, but she couldn’t.  There was something about the way he was looking at her that made her want to look at him.  His eyes stared back at her full of passion, desire, and something she didn’t know.  A something that kept her there.

    
“Do you have any idea how bad I want you?  Do you have any idea what I am going to do to you?  I want to know if you taste as sweet as you smell.  I want to hear you scream out in passion as I make you come with my tongue and again with my cock.  You can answer me now.”

    
Her answer was the only thing she could make herself do, a nod.

    
His fingers quit working her as he cocked his head to the side.  Her body took over and began moving against his finger that was still pressing against her.  Her mouth dropped open mimicking an O.  She watched as his lips turned up at the corners.  What was she doing?  Could she keep this up?  Why had he stopped?  Shouldn’t she be embarrassed by the fact she is rubbing herself against him?  Her mind ran wild.

    
“Keira a nod will not work for the type of relationship I need from you.  You have to be open, communication is the key.  I need to hear you verbally answer my questions.  Body language is only half of it.  Do you understand?”

    
“Yes.”

    
“Good.  Now answer my question.”

    
“I don’t know the specifics of what you want to do to me but I am guessing,,,,”  Her cheeks heated even more.  She couldn’t say it.  She didn’t want to say it. 

    
“You are guessing what?”  The grin on his face made her look away.  He was toying with her.  He knew exactly what she was about to say.  And her body was so close to something big.  She just knew it.

    
His hand came up slowly, gripping her chin turning her to face him again.  “You’re guessing what Keira?  I won’t ask you again.”

    
Keira let out a low growl that only made him smile bigger.  “That I will like it.  Right now my body is on fire and you are toying with me.  I need you.”  She felt like she was begging him.  Like she had no choice but to do what he told her to, to survive.  This wasn’t just a man and a woman about to make love.  This was a key to her survival and with the way her body was reacting to his touch there was no turning back this time.

    
“Oh you will like it.  Anticipation Keira can be your best friend if you let it.  Trust me to know what you need.  Trust me to know that I will not push you further than what you can take.”

    
“How can I trust you when you won’t let me talk and there is something that I need to tell you and you won’t let me.”

    
He stared at her.  He admired the defiance, desire, passion he could see there.  But most of all he loved the high hearted spirit that radiated from every cell of her body.

     
“Because you trust me.  I know you have a guess at what type of lover I am.  I know you have never been in this type of relationship before.  I know that if you allow yourself to enjoy it and trust in me to give you the things that you need, you will enjoy it just as much as I.  And I also know as long as we’re talking, I’m not tasting every inch of your….”

    
“I’m a virgin.”  She blurted it out quickly before she lost her nerve.

    
She wanted to turn her head away but he still held her chin.  His face was blank.  She couldn’t tell what he was thinking, how he was feeling, or even if he still wanted her.  She couldn’t give him the things that he needed because she didn’t know what he needed.  How he needed it.  Or even how to do it to begin with.

    
Without warning, without a facial expression change his mouth inched closer to her lips.  This time was nothing like a moment before.  He brushed his lips tenderly and easily against her lips.  His tongue slowly ran across her lips teasing her mouth open to him before dipping inside and gently gliding his tongue over hers.

    
Keira didn’t know what to think right now.  She couldn’t think.  She never imagined a kiss could be like this.  Her eyes closed enjoying the new sensations this was creating for her.  Just as her body was about to go completely go limp he pulled away.

    
He stared into her eyes for what seemed like an eternity to Keira.  “This should be different for your first time.  I should have been taking it slow with you.  I’m sorry.”

    
In that moment she felt sick.  What she saw now was regret.  Regret that she didn’t want him to feel.  Regret that he didn’t deserve to feel.  She hadn’t been honest with him from the start.  She should have been.  And now she understood why his touch had turned so tender.

    
“I understand.”  The words whispered out of her mouth.  Tears filled her eyes. 

    
As if reading her thoughts he brushed the single tear that escaped her eye.  “You don’t understand.  We are still going to do this, just a little different.  Come on let’s go.”

    
She felt his hand circle around hers and entwine with hers as he began to lead her back inside.  Once inside he led her to her bedroom.  Just walking through the door and looking towards the bed made the muscles deepest inside her tense in the most delightful fashion. 

    
“We are going to slow this down a notch.”  And with that his arms circled her pulling her into him.  Immediately she felt the muscle of his chest and thighs pressing against her.  But what had her attention the most was the very large erection that was pressing into her abdomen.

    
Slowly he eased her to the bed laying her back.  He lowered his mouth to hers.  She opened readily for him to take what he wanted.  Their tongues brushed against, around, teasing each other before he began his descent.

    
The brush of his tongue down her chin, her neck, to the tender place he had bitten stirred her insides.  Something inside her made her clench her legs together tightly.  The burning and aching she was feeling there was too much.  She needed relief.