The Look: Alpha Male, Feisty Female Romance (55 page)

They made camp that night in an area of the forest which Elsa had not seen before. The Forest seemed to change its scenery at will, maybe as a reflection of its varying moods--sometimes angry, sometimes thoughtful and mysterious, and at other times loving and warm. Zamir refused to speak out right to any of the men he had fought and came within inches of finishing off for good. Humburt and Augustus were the most receptive to Zamir's presence, gracious and curious about his story, while Niklas kept his distance from Zamir, fear filling his eyes, but jealousy, too. Niklas clearly wanted to protect Doctor Kirbleitz from Zamir's swaying influence. Elsa could see the attachment Nik had for the Doc was intense probably because Kirbleitz was the only parental figure Niklas had ever known. They made camp around a glowing fire, soft crackling embers soothing the tension between all the shifters.

“Tell us, man. Where did you come from?” Augustus asked Zamir, who sat on a log around the campfire, rubbing his shins from the walk. Humburt looked up at Zamir from the side, studying the hulk of a man in awe. Both Jordan twins clearly admired Zamir on so many levels. He was the Alpha Wolf.

“You don't say much do you?” Augustus asked him. And Zamir still refused to say anything out loud. He locked eyes with Kirbleitz from across the fire, looking him up and down. They were old friends, and if anyone knew Zamir's back story, it was Kirbleitz. But the Doc never said anything for better or worse about Zamir. He just sat there, his gaze blank, the fire's reflection bouncing around his glistening eye balls.

“Why the hell is everybody so quiet?” Elsa asked. “Let's hear it, Zamir. Tell us your story.” This caught his attention. He paid attention to Elsa in a way he did not with Humburt or Augustus.

Come on, Zamir. Tell them. I want to know as well. Maybe Kirbleitz is lying.

Kirbleitz cut his eyes over to Elsa, as if he heard her every thought, as if he were eavesdropping on her conversation with Zamir.

Can he hear our conversation, Zamir?

I can, Elsa. I've heard everything you have been saying.

She looked over to Kirbleitz whose mouth creased up a small crack, a twinkle in his eye.

You're not the only one who can hear him, darling.

Kirbleitz I'm sorry if I doubted you. I guess that means.

You lied to my boys about the Prophecy. Yes, I know.

Why didn't you say anything? Why didn't you stop me?

Because I know what they would do. Maybe I am wrong about what the Forest wants from all of us. Maybe there's something more to the lines that we don't understand. The only one who is willing to stay with me is Niklas here.

Kirbleitz looked over to the sleeping young man, his skin a translucent green tint over his face.

He does worship you.

Yes, that's true.

Do you know anything that made you think you should burn me at the stake?

Only what I have told you.

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Zamir recounted to Elsa the beginning of his story, to all of them, as the shifter pack and Elsa sat around the fire flicking faint yellow light across the hard angles of their faces. Niklas, believing no one was watching him, slid over to Doctor Kirbleitz for protection. Humburt and Augustus strained to hide their smiles, an expression teen males might make as they await some exciting news about a much-venerated hero from their childhood, when he returns from a long adventure, carrying with him exotic artifacts of far-away lands and stories full of danger, passion, and glory. Doctor Kirbleitz seemed to know what Zamir was going to reveal to the entire group, his face laying in the palm of his hand.

“Thousands of years ago, I was once a great man,” Zamir said, beginning the tale. “A man much respected by his people, ruling over a loyal tribe of warriors. But there was something rotten in my tribe of people. I hail from Maglamoisa, you might know this place as Denmark.” Zamir continued describing his home country. He was the greatest warrior the Maglamoisan people had ever known. The young children compared him to a God, as he led 10, 000 warriors to victory in the Conquest of Kalmart between his tribe and much more powerful ruler's army. His best friend, right-hand man, Rollus proved indispensable to him during all their battles. But things all changed during the Siege of Varberg. Zamir's men were tired and worn out, drained of stamina through long hours at battle. Zamir was conscious about keeping them well fed and looked after, and he made sure Rollus did his job.

“They simply cannot go on any longer,” Rollus told him, sheathing his sword. They were backed up against a massive mound of damp soil, frozen over by a layer of snow and ice. Zamir looked across the ditch he ordered his men build in preparation for another round of bloodshed. They lay against the dirt mound, limbs bleeding, trying the best they could to stop the blood flow for their fellow warriors. Zamir's heart ached for them, knowing full well that sacrifices it took to become an effective warrior. He understood they had done it on his behalf, for the values and beliefs he espoused to them, and the promise that, one day, they would find a land where life consisted of something besides nonstop fighting and destruction.

“You promised them food and rest the night before last,” Rollus said, dismounting from his horse. He walked around to where Zamir continued studying his men, and the barren field which lay under a cold grey sky. Far across the field, no less than a few miles, were the band of Obotrites, fierce and bloody fighters whom Zamir knew would not surrender until he destroyed them all. Aware of the pain and work his men put into the battle for him, Zamir also knew the demands of war and what it took to win the battle. If he did not win this battle, he would find his Maglamoisa open to an attack which he could not deflect. The Obotrites would follow him through the winter to where his wife and children made their home, safe in their humble huts. Right now, his wife probably folded his garments, preparing for his homecoming. The attitude had been generally positive before he departed their idyll in the cove of a mountain. Rollus told Zamir about the incoming barbarian horde, furious and angry, hungry and desperate. Zamir was sure their ferocity stemmed from other military losses which they wanted to rectify. The scout had ridden ahead for a few weeks and told him and Rollus that the band of warriors approaching Zamir's township had almost nothing to lose and everything to gain--fertile women, warm shelter from the snowy elements, fresh meat Zamir's men had garnered from their most recent long hunt. There was only one thing more dangerous than a band of psychotic warriors hell-bent on destroying their enemy, and that was a famished and vengeful tribe of psychotic warriors. They weren't to be underestimated, Zamir knew as a great leader. But at the same time, he also could see the strength his men acquired through that year's relatively long summer, where he had trained them in the art of sword battle using oxen to simultaneously plow the fields for the harvest before that winter. He had spent the rest of the time showing his men, a handful of whom were still younger than 20, the importance of sharpening one's swords and axes.

“All battles are won before they even begin,” he had told them, pacing before a line of the youngest faces he had the responsibility of leading into battle, and the job of bringing them home alive.

And yet, here they were, three weeks later, those same strong men, beaten and broken by their latest battle. Even at this late stage, Zamir was still sure his army would be victorious. They just needed rest and a pep talk. He looked out over the field again, a black and barren sea of dirt, bordered by leafless trees, a brown deciduous ribbon of dead flora blocked any sudden exit either his men or the warrior might make. Make no mistake: this battle would end in much death, as once the two armies met head-on, there was no turning back.

“What should we do?” Rollus asked, looking up at him from the ground. Rollus, a slender blonde man with a thick mustache and piercing blue eyes, looked up to Zamir in more ways than one. He admired Zamir from the moment they had met when he and Zamir were just boys. A neighboring tribe, long at war with their tiny village over the year, massacred Rollus' family when he was just a kid. One day, when both were mere boys, after spending a day wrestling in a field, he and Zamir returned to Rollus' family hut to find his father and mother gutted with a battle ax. His baby brother was nowhere to be found, and after Rollus ran over to the next hut screaming with his the pain of life-long grief, Zamir studied the bloody scene with cold intellect. From that moment, he vowed to protect his friend no matter what, as he had witnessed the impact losing a family had on Rollus right alongside him. Zamir's family took Rollus in as if he was another son, always making sure he felt welcome. On family traditions, Zamir's father never forgot to put Rollus first before his other children, explaining to all of them that the God of Odin would smite anyone who mistreated the unfortunate. Zamir's father explained to his children that anyone could have suffered the fate Rollus had suffered.

“That's why we must treat him with utter respect. He has suffered in ways no child ever should have to, and because of that, he will be much wiser than many adults.” Zamir himself needed no explanation from his father about the importance of looking out for the underdog. That aspect of his personality was so fully engrained in his nature, Zamir never needed to learn those moral lessons. He was always on the lookout for signs that his dear friend was being mistreated. Zamir gave Rollus the first bites of his chicken dinner. Zamir gifted his favorite sword to Rollus the day Zamir's father took them to begin their military training at 12 years old. Zamir, even though the girls in the village worshiped him as Odin's gift to women, made sure they paid attention to Rollus, no matter what.

And despite this, Rollus' childhood trauma followed him through his teenage years, casting a gloomy shadow over even the most joyful eras of his life. When Rollus first made love to his girlfriend, he pulled away from her in bed, staring out through the snowy window. On his 18th birthday, when Zamir threw him a giant party in the mead hall, Rollus stole away as many moments to himself on the balcony, the rowdy friends on the floor below causing not near enough ruckus to distract him from his reverie. When Zamir got married to his wife, the love of his life, and invited Rollus to be his best man on the wedding day, he could see a glimmer of sadness lurking in Rollus' eyes. Indeed, Zamir was fully aware of this tinge of sadness which permeated his best friend's life. For this reason, he made sure to keep Rollus by his side no matter what, as much as possible. Rollus was Zamir's responsibility, as Zamir saw it.

He looked down at the blonde man whom he trusted with his life before perhaps even his wife. They both looked out over the dirty field, pondering their next move. Zamir gave a sigh. “We must press on. I say give them three days' rest. No more. We need to hit the Obotrites while they're down. My men may be tired. But I can guarantee our enemies are even more exhausted.”

“And what should we do about food?” Rollus asked.

“We have plenty of game left over from earlier this week, do we not?”

“Their weary of fighting, my Grace. Makes them hungry,” Rollus said.

Zamir hung his chin on his chest. “This may be, but their enemy will fight even harder next week, when they have rested and fed themselves with the game we fought so hard to preserve.” Zamir rubbed the tip of his square chin, breathing a slow, drawn out pocket of icy air. A foggy mist jetted out from his nostrils, like an angry bull, as he contemplated his next move. “We must take our enemy in three days' time. No less.”

“My Grace.”

“Don't question me, Rollus. They are exhausted, but I can bring them back from the brink. Just let me speak to them.”

Rollus dropped his head, frustrated, but ultimately willing to obey his commander and best friend, knowing full well Zamir had all of their best interests at heart. He was a good man. Rollus stepped forward to the crowd of several hundred wounded and near-dead young warriors. “My Legion! Our Supreme Commander has now very good news for you. In three days' time, our war will be over. You all will be able to return to your warm homes, faithful and doting children, and soft and moist women!” Several of the more energetic men managed to push out strained laughter. “They will all congratulate you on a job well done, in pursuit of protecting their way of life. This I promise you. Three days' time, and you will all be free from the restless pain and hunger of this battle, long predicated to have ended before now.”

“The enemy comes near!” a red-headed man shouted from the crowd, nursing a bloody head wound with white garments soaked in ice.

“Yes,” Rollus answered. “For the next three days you will enjoy unrestrained rest and recuperation!”

“And then?” another voice said, from somewhere within the crowd moans and groans.

“And then.we will fight the last battle of this war and be done for good!” Rollus put up his hands to the air, as if the news were giant basket of bread and wine for the men, which he intended to gift them for a job well done. The crowd didn't respond, though, and after a brief moment of awkward silence, Zamir walked his horse forward a little, in the direction of the crown of the mound. His men stared at him, their faces blank, their eyes staring past him, far into their tumultuous future in the next few days.

“My men!” he said, and the warriors locked eyes with him, loyal to him even in their extreme exhaustion. “I come to you today, to request the last ounce of trust you can muster on the behalf of me, your Commander. I see the fear in your eyes. I sense the deep exhaustion emanating from your souls. And I notice the pain in your cries at night, from the wounds I have inflicted on you.