ELSIE
“C
ome on, girl, one more mile to go.”
Elsie looked at Angel and rolled her eyes.
“You can roll your eyes all you want. You're the one who thought of this. You're the one who called me up talking about you want to do a triathlon.”
Elsie didn't know what the hell she was thinking when that idea popped in her head. Well, actually she did, she figured if she did something physical, something to challenge her body then maybe, just maybe, she'd be able to get this baby thing off her mind.
Well, it wasn't working.
Earlier that morning, Elsie made an appointment with a doctor she read about that specialized in sperm-donor procedures. She wanted to find out more about the procedure and discuss her options. The appointment was scheduled for later that day so until then she was going to fill up the hours by working out and handling business for the center.
“Come on, speed it up,” Angel demanded. “Mind over physical, mind over the physical.”
Elsie stopped in her tracks. “Okay, enough of this shit, let's walk.”
Angel laughed. “Tired?
Elsie stopped, bent over, and caught her breath. “What do you think?”
“Well, you might as well get it together because you are going to finish this last mile.”
Not bothering to respond, Elsie stood up and took off; after all, this is what she paid Angel for, to work her ass out.
Less than ten minutes later they were sitting on a bench, sipping Gatorade. They were deep in a discussion when a woman stopped in front of them. “Elsie?”
Elsie looked up, it was Savannah, the woman from the mall. She was dressed like she'd been working out as well. “So you're a runner?” Savannah asked her.
“It might look that way, but looks are deceiving,” Elsie told her. She looked at Angel and said, “Savannah, this is Angel, my trainer, Angel, this is Savannah.”
“Nice meeting you,” Savannah told Angel.
“Same here.” Angel stood up. “Call me when you're ready for your next appointment,” she told Elsie.
“I'll do that.”
As Angel walked off, Elsie asked Savannah, “Do you have anywhere to be in the next hour or so?”
“No, why?”
“Want to go grab a cup of coffee?”
“Sure, I'd like that.”
They were both familiar with the coffee shop that was a few blocks away. They decided to walk.
“So how's your nonprofit going?” Savannah asked.
“Better than I expected.”
“That's good to hear. Don't forget I'm available if you need me, I didn't give you my card for nothing.”
They entered the coffee shop and stood in line to order.
“So what's your schedule like? When would you be available to come and speak to the girls?”
“My schedule is flexible. I share a practice with three other doctors and we rotate. Just so you know, Tuesdays and Thursdays are my busiest days, so any other day would be your best bet. Just give me some notice and I'll be there.”
“Can I help you?” the girl behind the counter asked.
They told her what they wanted and waited off to the side while it was being made.
“How long have you been running? I haven't seen you in the park before today,” Savannah asked.
“This is a new thing for me. I've decided to try a triathlon.”
“Get out. I do triathlons as well.”
Elsie inconspicuously snuck a peek at Savannah's frame and liked what she saw.
“Well, maybe we can train together sometimes.”
“I'd like that, because whenever you train with someone it's less of a task, less daunting.”
“Your drinks are up,” the cashier called out as she placed them on the counter.
Elsie and Savannah paid for their order then looked around to see if there were any open seats. They spotted a table in the corner and headed in that direction.
As they were sitting, Elsie glanced toward the window and noticed a profile that looked like Summer. She shook her head and wondered if it was a figment of her imagination.
It wasn't. Summer walked in holding hands with another female. Elsie couldn't help but stare and Savannah noticed.
“Do you know them?” Savannah asked.
Elsie could feel the green-eyed monster coming on.
Elsie stood up and unable to control herself, told Savannah, “Excuse me, I'll be right back.” She started to walk toward Summer and her friend. As she took each step she tried to think of what she was going to say.
Damn, Summer still looks fine.
Summer's back was turned, therefore she didn't see Elsie walk up behind her.
“Summer?”
Summer recognized Elsie's voice before she even turned around. “Elsie, how are you?” She reached out to give her a hug.
Elsie hugged her back. She must have done it a little too long because the woman Summer was with had attitude written all over her face.
“How's Winter?” Elsie asked.
“Winter's fine, thanks for asking.”
There was an awkward moment when neither of them said a word. “I've been thinking about you a lot, I've been wanting to call you,” Elsie told her.
Of course, Summer's friend wasn't going to let that comment go. She put out her hand for Elsie to shake. “Hi, I'm Sunny.”
Elsie almost threw up as she thought,
Summer, Winter and Sunny, how cute.
Realizing how rude she was being, Summer apologized. “I'm sorry, Elsie this is Sunny, Sunny this is Elsie.”
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From the way Sunny raised her eyebrows, Elsie wondered if Sunny recognized her name. She hoped so because if she did, it meant that Summer still spoke of her and if she talked about her, she thought about her.
“Nice to meet you,” Elsie lied.
Sunny didn't bother to fake the funk. “I have to go to the ladies' room, I'll be right back.”
The second Sunny was out of earshot, Elsie asked, “Is she your lover?”
Amused, Summer crossed her arms and nodded her head toward Savannah, who was sipping her coffee and patiently watching the interaction. “Is she yours?”
Why Elsie decided to lie was beyond her but she found herself saying, “she's someone I'm seeing.”
The next thing she knew, Summer started walking toward the table. “I'd like to meet her.”
What was Elsie suppose to do now that she'd stuck her foot in her mouth?
Shit, shit, shit.
When they reached the table, Savannah put down her cup and greeted Summer.
Instead of introducing herself, Summer said to Elsie, “I see you still have good taste, she's a beautiful woman.”
Savannah looked at Elsie but didn't say a word.
“I'm Summer.”
“Savannah.”
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Elsie tried to think of a way to get out of the situation before her lie was revealed but no such luck because Sunny walked up and greeted Savannah: “Dr. Matthews, how are you?”
As luck would have it, Savannah was Sunny's doctor.
“Isn't this a small-ass world? So you know Elsie's date?” Summer asked.
Sunny was stunned by this news because as far as she knew Savannah was married. She wondered if this was one of those “down low” situations.
Savannah finally caught on and before she could decide what to do or say, the cashier called out to Summer and Sunny.
Elsie watched them walk away. Her gaze was interrupted by Savannah saying, “So, we're lovers, huh?”
Embarrassed, Elsie sat down and placed her head in her hands. “I'm so sorry about that.”
“She's your ex?”
“Yeah.”
“You still love her?”
Elsie answered honestly, “sometimes.”
Savannah touched her hand. “Girl, don't sweat it, but know this. Your ass owes me big-time.”
“Just let me know how I can pay up.”
Savannah winked and told her, “I'll think of something.”
Elsie wondered what was up with the wink, what was behind it. Was she flirting? Fuck it, she decided to find out. “Are you gay?”
Savannah smiled. “I've dipped and dappled a few times.”
Elsie looked down at Savannah's hands. She noticed a wedding band. “It looks to me like your married.”
Savannah leaned in and said, “and?”
Elsie was not one to play with fire or to have casual affairs with women, but for Savannah, whom she found extremely attractive, she just might consider throwing caution to the wind. She was tired of being an uptight, frustrated, undersexed lesbian.
It was time to rock the boat.