Outside, there was no wailing at the funeral or any ululations to
alarm the women. The men did not tear their clothes, or chastise
themselves, although chastisement was deserved. But each of
them, including Shim, touched the Gaily's bandaged foot, which
still protruded from its curtain shroud. They prayed for further
miracles. They had to treat his death not as a setback but as an
opportunity, a chance to be restored by the blessing of his spirit
passing through them on its voyage to his god. Musa prayed the
hardest of them all. A touch, a touch, the merest touch, to save
him from the world.
The grave had been ankle-deep in water, but the badu, always
happy to amuse himself with stones, had lined the bottom so
that the bed was hard but dry. They lifted Jesus - all four men
as bearers, a limb apiece - and lowered him into the grave, face
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down. They could presume he was a bachelor, without offspring.
He seemed as weightless as a child. What married man or father
would leave his family to starve himself to death like this? They
sacrificed the wheatear with Musa's ornamented knife. Its blood
pumped on the curtain shroud. Musa dropped its body at the
healer's feet. They filled the grave with earth and stone, hardly
speaking to each other, and not looking in the grave until the
body was entirely covered. Even Musa kicked a little earth into
the grave and sighed as often as he could.
'This death is hard for me,' he said, not entirely without truth.
'I was the only one who really knew the man.'
They marked his grave with forty stones. It seemed appropriate. Their mourning ought to last for three days at the least, they knew. No one should walk or make a fire or cook. They should
not wash or shave. They should wear dirty clothes, if they were
truly dutiful. But they were not his family and need not spare
three days for mourning. His was a stranger's death despite their
vigils at the precipice and all the hopes they'd spent on him. If
they were at all despondent, it was because his death showed
how much they'd failed themselves. This was only the thirty-first
of their forty days, but it would be their last. How could they
boast of that, down in the valleys, in the towns? The healer was
a disappointment. He'd betrayed them all by dying. Their water
cistern had been sacrificed. The tent was flattened. So were they.
They'd leave at dawn and put an end to quarantine. There was
no choice. The wind had blown all the spirit out of them. The
scrub was telling these six trespassers to go.
The badu disappeared that night. So did the goats. When everybody came down from the caves at dawn to salvage what they could from the tent for their descent to the valley, the only sign
of any animals was dung. Musa checked his store of treasures
with which he planned to reassert himself in the summer markets
to the north. He opened up the saddle-pack with shaking hands.
He half expected to find the badu had replaced his treasures with
a rock, but everything was there, untouched. The twist ofBerber
cloth containingjewellery, some coins and a little gold; the seven
perfume bottles.
'Some thief!' said Musa.
But still the landlord and his tenants were surprised by the
badu. He wasn't quite as mad as they had thought. He hadn't
had to hand over his silver bracelets to Musa on the last day, as
Musa had intended. He hadn't paid a coin for his food or rent
or water. He hadn't even worked for them, by pottering his
landlord's goods down to the road for Jericho as he had promised.
And now he had six goats to milk or eat or sell. A decent profit
on his thirty days of idleness.
Musa cursed the hundred comers of the sky, and prayed that
every demon of the scrub would lie in wait for the little thief
with snares and thorns and traps, that he would fall into some
pit and starve. But no one really thought the badu would come
to any harm. They'd seen him clamber on the precipice. The
deepest pit could not imprison him. They'd seen him come back
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to the caves with deer, and wheatear, and with honeycombs.
He couldn't starve. Besides, he had six goats as his companions.
It was almost pleasing, to think of them, the hennaed badu and
the swart-haired goats, their bleating conversation and their
dainty steps, making their escape across the scrub. Aphas and
Marta, Miri even, wished the badu well. He'd bettered Musa.
They'd dreamed of doing something similar themselves.
But it was Shim who seemed most angry and betrayed. Had
he perhaps become fond of the badu, or was it simply that he
felt a little safer with him in their company? What could the old
man or the women do to intervene, if Musa caught him by his
ankle again and decided to pluck his toes offhis foot like unripe
berries? They were too weak and frightened of the man to do
anything but watch. The badu, though, had seemed disturbed
and kind enough to give some help, and now he'd disappeared.
Shim called for him, just in case, but he didn't answer or appear.
Shim even went down to the promontory to see if the badu was
sitting there, or climbing on the precipice, but there was no sign
of any living thing. Even the Gaily's cave seemed untouched. It
seemed unreachable, in fact. No one with any sense would try
to climb down to it without a ladder and some rope. 'A stupid
boy, a very stupid boy,' he thought, to soften the defeat of not
remaining on his own up at the caves until the end of quarantine.
He ought to stay behind, but the truth ofMusa's challenge from
two days before was ringing in his head: 'Take your chances like
a fox. Pray for water to appear. Let's see how you live without
a water-bag. ' The Gaily hadn't lasted very long without a
water-bag.
No, Shim would not waste another day on this mad enterprise.
He'd take no risks. He'd stay as quiet as possible. He'd do as he
was told for a change. And by the evening he would be released
from his landlord and the scrub for ever. He was not happy when
Musa asked to borrow his curling staff for the long walk across
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the plateau and the descent down to the valley road, but it was
a sacrifice that Shim would make without a protest. A man of
education and enlightenment should not attach himself too madly
to a mere possession. Tranquillity and self-respect were more
important than a length of wood. He'd not relinquish those to
Musa. But let him have the wood.
Musa sent the two men ahead. They had been given heavy
loads. Their progress would be slow. In addition to his own
possessions - his rush bed-mat, his cloak, his water-bag - Shim
had to carry two saddle-packs of Musa's goods, strapped across
his back, a rug and bedding on his shoulders and a half-f woven
sack of grain in his hands. Aphas, in deference to his age and
illness, only had two bags of utensils to transport. Bulky but not
weighty. The women would have to carry what was left. Some
clothes and wools, dried fruit and another woven bag of oddsand-ends for Marta. The heavy water-bags and two camel panniers for Miri, draped round her neck on ropes, with the
still-unknotted birth-mat between the ropes and her skin to
prevent chafing.
Musa would not carry anything himself, except the staff That
was his golden rule for travelling, to have his hands free in
readiness for trade and conversation. A merchant must not seem
to be a camel. He had to come and go without encumbrance.
He wanted, ifhe had the chance, to make his peace with Marta.
That was really why he'd sent the men ahead, to give him time
alone with her. Yesterday seemed such an age away. He'd buried
what he'd done to her along with Jesus. The wake was over.
They should begin anew. But Marta stuck closely to his wife,
like some shy girl. Ifhe came close to her, then she moved away.
She would not even look at him, he'd noticed, or answer him
with anything beyond a whisper, passed through Miri.
Musa understood her awkwardness, of course. A woman guilty
of adultery, willingly or not, would be embarrassed for herself,
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or fearful that her husband might find out and have her stoned.
But he would tell her that she had nothing to be frightened of.
What happens between people in the privacy of night is hidden
even from the scrutiny of god. For god must sleep. And men
and women ought to make the most of it. He'd give her one of
the little phials of perfume, well, half a phial, if she'd only lift
her head and look at him. That should be enough to make
amends.
What should he do about the tent? It would not satisfy him
to leave the wreckage there, as Miri suggested, and allow their
misfortunes with the wind to benefit some undeserving traveller
or provide free shelter for the badu, should he still be in the
scrub. So Musa had the women pile up the poles and walls of
the tent, and throw on anything that would �urn - the bits of
damaged cloth, tom curtains and rush beds, the pieces of the
broken loom, even uprooted bushes.
'Go on ahead,' he said to Miri. Marta turned away. 'And wait
for me when you get to the top of the scree.' He was a small,
spoilt boy who wanted to light a fire and enjoy the damage and
the flames all by himself.
Musa took his flintstones from their pouch and struck a spark
on to a little pile of kindling. There was, thankfully, no wind.
The flame seemed eager to oblige. He added twigs, and soon
had sufficient heat and flame to make himself a brand of sticks
and cloth.
The bushes were the first to flare. Blue flames, and then grey
smoke as what little sap there was inside the stems bubbled out
of the wood. The loom and tent poles soon joined in, but were
made from harder woods and burned more slowly and with
whiter smoke. Then the goat-hair tent sides gave in to the heat.
They did not bum. There were no flames from them. They
blackened, reddened, glowed and fell apart. They smelled like
sacrificial meat. Their smoke was yellower and more detennined
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than the thorns' . It hung above the ground like a sulphur mist
at first, but finally was lifted up in narrow braids into the cooler
air above.
There was no one to help Musa now. His uncles and his
cousins were as insubstantial as the smoke. His two porters were
out of sight. The women were too far away to call. The silence
in the scrub was so deeply brewed that Musa did not know if
he should cry out loud for joy or for help. He left the fire to
itself and set off, across the scrub, and through the wind-blown
remnants ofhis life. There was a copper pot he recognized. Some
cloth. A scarf He walked as quickly as he could to seek the
company of women.
And there his fever devil stayed, below the caves, its feet in
flames, its body shrouded in the yellow smoke. It curled above the
salty scrub, shivering and abandoned, insubstantial and attached to
no one, biding its time.
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Marta and Miri had not stopped to watch the smoke. They were
too busy walking. They hardly talked. The path was difficult
and narrow, and kept them apart for much of the time. Even
when they reached the wider tracks worn by the many caravans
which came across these hills to Jericho they did not walk side
by side. Marta led the way, nervously avoiding any vegetation
and rocky ground where there might be snakes or scorpions,
but she hurried nevertheless, hastened by a mixture of fear and
excitement. Ahead was better than behind.
Miri needed space around her to cope with the panniers and
water-bags which she was carrying. The birth-mat, wrapped