Authors: J. R. Ward
She lost her nerve. Touching him was too much, and she took a step back.
He dropped his hand slowly, not looking at all surprised that she'd rejected him.
And still, he stared.
"What are you looking at?" She brought her hands up to the bodice of the gown, covering herself.
A flush ran up his neck and into his cheeks. "Sorry. You're probably sick of men gawking at you."
Marissa shook her head. "No males look at me."
"I find that very hard to believe."
It was true. They were all terrified of what Wrath might do.
God, if those others had only known how little she'd been wanted.
"Because…" The human's voice trailed off. "Man, you are so… totally… beautiful."
And then he cleared his throat, like he wished he could take the words back.
She tilted her head, considering him. There was something she couldn't decipher in his tone. An achy pitch.
He dug his hand into his thick, dark hair. "And I'm going to shut up now. Before I make you feel even more uncomfortable."
His eyes stayed on her face.
They were really nice eyes, she thought. So warm. And they held a lonely yearning as he looked at her. As if he couldn't have something he wanted.
She knew all about that.
The human laughed, a burst of sound that came from deep inside his chest. "And how 'bout I try not to stare? That'd be good." He crammed his hands in the pockets of his pants and focused on the floor. "Look at me. Not staring. Not staring at all. Hey, this is a nice rug. You ever notice it before?"
Marissa smiled in a small way and took a step closer to him. "I think I like the way you look at me."
Those hazel eyes snapped back to her face.
"I'm just not used to it," she explained. Her hand went to her neck, but she dropped it.
"Man, you cannot be real," the human said softly.
"Why not?"
"You just can't."
She laughed a little. "Well, I am."
He cleared his throat again. Offered her a lopsided grin. "Mind if I ask you to prove it?"
"How?"
"Can I touch your hair?"
Her first thought was to back away again. But then, why should she? She was tied to no male. If this human wanted to touch her, why couldn't he?
Especially because she kind of wanted him to.
She dropped her head down so some of her hair fell forward. She thought about holding a section out to him. But no. She would let him come closer.
And the human did.
His hand was big as it reached out, and her breath caught, but he didn't go for the blond wave hanging in front of her. Instead, his fingertips made contact with a lock resting on her shoulder.
She felt a blast of heat through her skin, as though he'd touched her with a lit match. In no time, the sensation traveled throughout her body, as if she'd spiked a fever.
What was this?
The human's finger moved her hair aside, and then his whole hand brushed against her shoulder. His palm was warm. Solid. Strong.
She lifted her eyes to him.
"I can't breathe," she whispered.
Butch nearly fell over.
Good God
, he thought. She wanted him. And her innocent amazement at his touch was better than the best sex he'd ever had.
His body shot into overdrive, his erection straining his jeans, demanding to get out.
But this couldn't be real
, he thought. She had to be playing him. No one looked like she did, and hung out with those boys, without knowing every trick in the book. And pulling a lot of them on her back.
He watched as she took an unsteady breath. And then licked her lips. The tip of her tongue was pink.
Sweet Jesus.
She might only be a fantastic actress. She might only be the best whore anyone had ever come across. But as she looked up at him, she had him in the palm of her hand. He was buying what she was selling in a big fricking way.
He let his finger run up the side of her neck. Her skin was so soft, so pale, he was afraid he'd leave a mark just by touching her.
"Do you live here?" he asked.
She shook her head. "I live with my brother."
He was relieved. "That's good."
He brushed her cheek lightly. Stared at her mouth.
What would she taste like?
His eyes dipped lower, to her breasts. They seemed to have swelled and were pushing against the bodice of her fine gown.
Her voice was tremulous. "You look at me as if you're thirsty."
Oh, God
. She had that right. He was parched.
"Except I thought humans didn't feed?" she said.
Butch frowned. She had an odd way with words, but then English was clearly her second language.
His fingers moved over to her mouth. He paused, wondering if she would pull away if he touched her lips.
Probably
, he thought. Just to keep the game going.
"Your name," she said. "It's Butch?"
He nodded.
"What are you thirsty for, Butch?" she whispered.
His eyes slammed shut as his body swayed.
"Butch?" she said. "Did I hurt you just now?"
Yeah, only if you consider raging lust a kind of pain
, he thought.
Chapter Thirty-six
Wrath got out of bed and drew on a fresh set of leathers and a black T-shirt.
Beth was sleeping soundly on her side. When he went over and kissed her, she stirred.
"I'm going upstairs," he said, stroking her cheek. "But I'm not leaving the house."
She nodded, brushed her lips against his palm, and sank back down into the healing rest she needed so badly.
Wrath put on his sunglasses, locked the door behind him, and mounted the stairs. He knew there was a stupid, satisfied grin on his face and that his brothers were going to ride him hard for it.
But what the hell did he care?
He was taking a true
shellan
. He was going to be mated. And they could kiss his ass.
He pushed open the painting and stepped into the drawing room.
He couldn't believe what he saw.
Marissa in a long creamy gown. The cop in front of her, stroking her face, evidently poleaxed. All around them, the delicious scent of sex in the air.
And then Rhage burst into the room, dagger drawn. The brother was clearly ready to field dress the human for touching what he presumed was Wrath's
shellan
.
"Take your hands—"
Wrath leaped forward. "Rhage! Hold up!"
The brother caught himself as Butch and Marissa looked around frantically.
Rhage smiled and tossed the dagger across the room at Wrath. "Go for it, my lord. He deserves death for putting his hand to her, but can we play with him a little first?"
Wrath caught the knife. "Go back to the table, Hollywood."
"Ah, come on. You know it's better with an audience."
Wrath smirked. "Only for you, my brother. Now leave us."
He threw the dagger back and Rhage sheathed it while leaving. "Man, Wrath, you can be a real buzz kill, you know that? A total fucking buzz kill."
Wrath looked over at Marissa and the cop. He had to approve of the way the human was using his body to protect her.
Maybe the guy was more than just a good opponent.
Butch glared at the suspect and put his arms out, trying to corral Marissa. She refused to stay behind him. Actually sidestepped his body, placing hers in front.
Like she was protecting him?
He grabbed her thin arm, but she resisted.
As that black-haired murderer came forward, she addressed the man sharply and they started talking in a language Butch didn't recognize. She grew heated. The man nodded a lot. Gradually she calmed.
And then the man put his hand on her shoulder and turned his head to look at Butch.
Good God, the guy's neck had a raw wound on one side, like something had chewed on him.
The man spoke. Marissa's reply was hesitant, but then she repeated it in a stronger tone.
"So be it," the bastard said, smiling tightly.
Marissa moved so she was standing side by side with Butch. She looked at him and blushed.
Something had been decided. Something—
With a quick movement, the man grabbed Butch's throat.
Marissa screamed. "Wrath!"
Ah, shit, not this again
, Butch thought as he struggled.
"She seems to be intrigued by you," the murderer said in Butch's ear. "So I'm going to let you keep breathing. But you hurt her and I'll skin you alive."
Marissa was talking rapidly in that foreign language, cursing the man, no doubt.
"We understand each other?" the man demanded.
Butch narrowed his eyes on those sunglasses. "She's got nothing to fear from me."
"Keep it that way."
"You're another story, however."
The man let go. Straightened Butch's shirt. Smiled.
Butch frowned.
Man, there was something seriously wrong with that guy's teeth.
"Where's Beth?" Butch demanded.
"She's safe. And healthy."
"No thanks to you."
"Thanks only to me."
"Then you've got some weird-ass ways of defining those words. I want to see her for myself."
"Later. And only if she wants to see you."
Butch's anger flared, and the bastard seemed to sense the surge in his body.
"Watch it, cop. You're in my world now."
Yeah, fuck you, buddy.
Butch was about to open his mouth when he felt something grab onto his arm. He looked down. Fear was shining in Marissa's eyes.
"Butch, please," she whispered. "Don't."
The suspect nodded.
"You be polite, and you stay with her," the man said, voice softening as he looked at Marissa. "She's happy to have your company, and she deserves a good shot of happy. We'll see about Beth. Later."
Mr. X took Billy back to the Riddle estate after they'd driven around the city for hours, talking.
Billy's past was perfect, and not just because of the violence he'd perpetrated on others. His father was just the kind of male role model Mr. X liked to see. A total, raving lunatic with a God complex. The man was a former NFL player, big, aggressive and competitive, and he'd ridden Billy since birth.
Nothing the son ever did was good enough. Mr. X's personal favorite was the story of Billy's mother's death. The woman had fallen into the pool after drinking too much one afternoon, and Billy had found her floating facedown. He'd pulled her out of the water and attempted CPR before calling 911. At the hospital, as the toe-tagged body had been wheeled to the morgue, the distinguished senator from the great state of New York had suggested his son had killed her. Evidently, Billy should have known to get an ambulance on the scene first rather making a half-assed attempt to play paramedic himself.
Mr. X didn't question the merits of matricide. It was just that in Billy's case, the kid had been trained as a lifeguard and had actually tried to save the woman.
"I hate this house," Riddle muttered, staring up at the beautifully lit bricks and columns and shutters.
"Too bad you're on all those waiting lists. College would have gotten you out."