Authors: J. R. Ward
The man was still quite far away, but his hand lifted in greeting, as if he'd heard her.
She stepped forward, but her mouth was suddenly flooded with a taste she didn't recognize. She put her fingertips to her lips. When she looked down at them, she saw red.
The figure dropped his hand. As if he knew what the stain meant.
Beth slammed back into her body. It was like being catapulted and landing on gravel. Everything hurt.
She cried out. As her mouth opened, she got a rush of that taste. She swallowed reflexively.
Something miraculous happened. Like a balloon reinflating, her skin filled with life. Her senses came alive.
She blindly grabbed onto something hard. Latched on to the source of the taste.
Wrath felt Beth jerk like she'd been electrocuted. And then she started to drink at his neck with great, urgent pulls of her mouth. Her arms tightened around his shoulders, her nails digging into his flesh.
His roar was one of triumph as he eased back on the bed, lying down so the blood flow would be better. He kept his head to one side, exposing his neck to her, and she crawled up onto his chest, her hair spilling all over him. The wet sound of her sucking, the knowledge he was giving her life, gave him a monstrous hard-on.
He held her loosely, stroking her arms. Encouraging her to take more of him. Take all that she needed.
Much later, Beth lifted her head. Licked her lips. Opened her eyes.
Wrath was staring up at her.
And he had a gaping wound in his neck.
"Oh, God… what have I done to you?" She reached to stanch the blood seeping from his vein.
He grabbed her hands and brought them to his lips. "Will you have me as your
hellren
?"
"What?" Her mind was having difficulty turning over.
"Marry me."
She looked at the hole in his throat and her stomach lurched. "I-I…"
The pain came hard and fast. Tackling her. Taking her into a shadow box of agony. She doubled over, rolling onto the mattress.
Wrath shot up and cradled her in his lap.
"Am I dying… ?" she moaned.
"Oh, no,
leelan
. You're not. This will pass," he whispered. "But it's not going to be fun."
Her entire digestive tract convulsed in waves, and she flopped over onto her back. She could barely make out Wrath's face through the pain, but his eyes were wide with worry. He took her hand in his and she squeezed as the next blast of torture overtook her.
Her vision dimmed. Came back. Dimmed again.
Sweat dripped from her body, soaking the sheets. She gritted her teeth and arched. Turned this way and then another. Trying to escape.
She didn't know how long it lasted. Hours. Days.
Wrath stayed with her the whole time.
Wrath took his first deep breath sometime after three A.M.
Finally, she was still.
And not dead still. Calm still.
She'd been so brave. She'd taken the pain with no whimpering, no crying. Even he had begged for his transition to be over.
A croak came out of her.
"What, my
leelan
?" He put his head down to her mouth.
"Shower."
"Right."
He left the bed, got the water started, and came back for her. Gently lifting her into his arms, he carried her to the bathroom. She couldn't stand, so he sat her on the marble counter, stripped her clothes off, and then picked her up again.
He stepped under the water, shielding her body with his back. He wanted to see if the change in temperature and humidity was unpleasant for her. When she didn't protest, he let the rush hit her feet first in case the sensation was too much. Gradually, he eased her under the showerhead.
She seemed to like the water, craning her neck and opening her mouth.
He saw her fangs, and they were beautiful to him. Bright white. Sharply pointed. He remembered the sensation of her drinking.
Wrath pulled her against him for a moment, just hugging her. And then he dropped her feet to the ground and held her body with one arm. With his free hand, he picked up a jar of shampoo and squeezed a little on the top of her head. He rubbed her hair into a lather and then rinsed it clean. With a bar of soap, he gently massaged her skin as best he could without dropping her and then made sure every last suds was washed off.
Scooping her up into his arms again, he shut off the water, got out, and grabbed a towel. He wrapped her up and put her back on the counter, propping her against the wall and the mirror. Carefully, he blotted the water from her hair, her face, her neck, her arms. Then her feet, calves, and knees.
Her skin was going to be hypersensitive for a while. Her eyes and hearing, too.
During her transition, he'd watched for signs that her body was changing and had seen none. She was the same height as before. She fit the same way against him. He wondered if she'd even be able to go out during the day.
"Thank you," she whispered.
He kissed her and carried her to the sofa. Then he stripped the bed of the wet sheets and mattress pad. He struggled with remaking it. He had a tough time finding the other set of sheets, and getting them on right was hard as hell for him. When he was finally finished, he picked her up and settled her against the fresh satin.
Her deep sigh was the best compliment he'd ever been paid.
Wrath knelt by the side of the bed, suddenly aware that his leather pants and his shitkickers were soaking wet.
"Yes," she whispered.
He kissed her forehead. "Yes what, my
leelan
?"
"I will marry you."
Chapter Thirty-five
Butch paced around the drawing room again, stopping at the fireplace. He looked down at the logs that were banked in the hearth. He imagined how nice a fire would be in there during the winter. How you could sit on the silk couches and watch the flickering flames. How that butler would serve you hot toddies or something.
What the hell was that bunch of thugs doing in a place like this?
From down the hall, he heard the sounds of the men. They'd been in what he assumed must be a dining room for hours, just running their mouths. At least their choice of dinner music was appropriate. Hard-core rap thumped through the house, 2Pac, Jay-Z, D-12. Occasionally, he heard shouts of laughter over the beats. Taunts of the macho variety.
He eyed the front door for the one millionth time.
When the men had shoved him into the drawing room and then headed down the hall a lifetime ago, his first thought was of escaping, even if he had to put a chair through a window. He'd call José. Bring the whole station house to their front door.
But before he could act on the impulse, a voice had filled his ear. "I hope you decide to run."
Butch had spun around, crouching. The skull-trimmed, scarred one was right next to him, though he hadn't heard the guy move.
"Go 'head." Those freaky-ass black eyes had stared at Butch with the dead intensity of a shark. "Crack open that door. Run your little heart out. Run fast, run smart, call for help. Just know that I'll come after you. Like a hearse."
"Zsadist, leave him alone." The guy with the great hair had stuck his head out into the room. "Wrath wants the human alive. For the time being."
The scarred man had spared Butch one last look. "Try it. Just try it. I'd rather hunt you down than eat dinner with them."
Then he'd sauntered out.
Threat notwithstanding, Butch had cased what he could see of the house. There wasn't a phone that he could find, and judging by the security system panel he'd spied in the front hall, all the windows and doors in the place had to be wired for sound. Busting out discreetly wasn't an option.
And he didn't want to leave Beth behind.
God, if she died…
Butch inhaled. Frowned.
What the hell was that?
The tropics. He smelled the ocean.
He turned around.
A breathtaking woman was standing in the doorway. Waif-like, elegant, she was dressed in a filmy gown, and her gorgeous blond hair drifted to her hips in waves. Her face was all delicate perfection, her eyes the pale blue color of sea glass.
She took a step back, as if in fear of him.
"No," he said, lurching forward, thinking of the men in the room down the hall. "Don't go back there."
She looked around, as if she wanted to call for help.
"I'm not going to hurt you," he said quickly.
"How do I know that?"
She had a subtle accent. Like all of them did. Maybe Russian?
He held his hands out, palms up, to show he didn't have a weapon. "I'm a cop."
Yeah, okay, so that was no longer exactly true, but he wanted to reassure her.
She gathered the skirt of her dress up, as if she were going to take off.
Hell, he shouldn't have used the C-word. If she was the moll of one of them, then she was even more likely to bolt if she thought he was the law.
"I'm not here in an official capacity," he said. "No gun, no badge."
Abruptly, she dropped the gown, and her shoulders straightened as if she were drafting her courage into service. She came forward a little, moving fluidly, gracefully. Butch kept his mouth shut and tried to look smaller than he actually was, less threatening.
"He doesn't normally let your kind be around," she said.
Yeah, he could imagine cops didn't hang out too often in this house. "I'm waiting for… a friend."
Her head tilted to the side. As she got closer, her beauty nearly blinded him. Her facial structure was the stuff of fashion magazines, her body the kind of long, lovely sweep he imagined trotted down runways. And that perfume she wore. It got into his nose, into his brain. She smelled so good his eyes watered.
She was unreal, he thought. So pure. So clean.
He felt like he should brush his teeth and shave before saying one more word to her.
What the hell was she doing hanging out with those lowlifes?
Butch's heart cramped with the idea of how useful she'd be to them.
Dear God
. On the sex market, you could get thousands and thousands and thousands for just an hour with a woman like this one.
No wonder the house was so well tricked out.
Marissa was leery of the human, especially considering his size. She'd heard so many stories about them. How they hated the vampire race. How they hunted her species.
But this one seemed to be taking great pains not to frighten her. He didn't move; he barely breathed. All he did was stare at her.
Which was unnerving, and not only because she wasn't used to being looked at. His hazel eyes gleamed out of his harsh face, missing nothing, taking in all of her.
He was smart, this one. Smart and… sad.
"What's your name?" he asked quietly.
She liked his voice. Deep and low. Rough around the edges, as if he were perpetually a little hoarse.
She was getting very close to him now, just feet away, so she stopped.
"Marissa. I am called Marissa."
"Butch." He touched his broad chest. "Er… Brian. O'Neal. People call me Butch, though."
He stuck his hand out. Then retracted it, rubbed it vigorously on his pant leg, and offered it again.