“I think it's quite a percentage,” Mr. Glymph said to my wife. He pointed to the left, toward Calloustown's couple blocks, I think to show me where a mechanic worked. “I don't know for sure.” He started smiling and shook his head. He touched my wife's upper arm. “A lot of young men become lawyers in order to work in their daddy's law office. Dentists seem to have dentist sons. But it can't be anywhere near what it is in my line of work. I might be one of the exceptions. You know why I got interested in running a funeral home? I got picked on bad as a kid here. I wasn't one of the Munsons or Harrells. About ninety percent of the population here in Calloustown's made up of Munsons and Harrells, and they're all still ticked off that General Sherman swerved away from their ancestors' town because he didn't see it fit to waste fire on. I don't know when exactly I realized that my best bet for retribution came in seeing my classmates naked. I'd be the only one in town to say I've seen everyone who ever made fun of me naked. Harold Glymph,” he said, and stuck out his hand to shake again.
Well of course Mella started crying when he finished the story. She said, “That's the saddest thing I've ever heard,” which was hyperbolic, seeing as the saddest thing she'd ever heard had to do with Tom Hanks walking away from Meg Ryan without knowing the truth of the situation.
“I might be the richest man in Calloustown,” Harold Glymph said. “It ain't all that sad. Listen,” he turned to me, “there's one real mechanic in town. I'd rather not send business to this old boy named Mink, if you know what I mean. He'll more than likely fix your fan belt and puncture your radiator. So you can borrow my car and drive out to an AutoZone about ten miles away. If you ain't comfortable driving my car, we can take the belts off mineâif they fitâput them on yours, and then you can drive back here and we'll swap everything back to normal.”
Listen, understand that the first thing I thought went something like, what a great, generous man. How lucky were we to have car trouble right by the Glymph Funeral Home?
I said, “Oh, I don't want to bother you any. It would probably be faster and safer just to deal with that Mink fellow.”
Mella walked right off from us. She started sniffling, and then she let out one of her loud blurts. She wandered into the viewing room of Mr. Munson, draped herself on the closed-up end of his casket, and started having orgasms. Harold Glymph said, “Is she all right?”
“No,” I said. “She has some kind of weird thing about crying.”
“I've seen it before,” the mortician said. “Some women have a nerve that goes directly between their tear ducts and nookie. I've talked to doctors about it before, but they say it's a medical impossibility. Who would know better? I'll tell you who: the man who drains a woman and looks around, and a husband, that's who.”
Before we could get back on track concerning my automotive predicament, the door opened and a middle-aged woman came inside wearing a lavender hat with four-inch black netting in the front. Harold Glymph said, “Ms. Harrell.”
She looked like she used the same make-up as dead Mr. Munson. She said, “We know how everyone's talking. We thought I'd come early and get out of here so's they's no trouble.”
“This is Mr. Tenry,” the mortician said. I didn't correct him. What would it matter? It wasn't like I'd see these people again.
Mella let out a giant moan in the other room. One of those oh-god-oh-god-oh-god-yes-yes-yes moans. “Mr. Tenry's wife,” Harold Glymph said, jerking his head once to the back. “Let me go make that call about your car.”
“We had car trouble,” I said to Ms. Harrell. “We're not from around here.”
The woman looked at me for about five beats too long, the same way I look at people with vertical wrinkles lined up like hatch marks between their noses and upper lips when they tell me they've never smoked. The woman stared at me, then moved her head toward Mella in the next room. “Well, welcome to Calloustown, Mr. Tenry,” she said. “Is that a French name, Tenry?”
I couldn't help myself but to say, “Oui, madame,” only because I realized that no other actuary in America, at that particular time, spoke French. Or at least the likelihood of it was miniscule.
Ms. Harrell curtsied, I swear to God. My wife blurted out from the viewing room, “Right there, right there!” like that.
“I better go check on Mella.”
Ms. Harrell grabbed my arm. “Are you okay with this?”
I said, “She's got a problem. She has an undiagnosed problem.”
She walked two steps forward and craned her neck into the other room. “Well I guess I can say that I have a problem with it. I thought I was Nelroy's only mistress.”
I thought, the chances of Nelroy's parents being named Nelta and Roy were one hundred percent. Ms. Harrell started walking into the other room with some conviction. I said, “No, wait,” but evidently she didn't hear me. Mr. Harold Glymph floated back into the room and said, “Mink will be at the viewing today. He said he'd be more than happy to work on your car after he pays his respects to the deceased.”
Mella walked back in without Ms. Harrell and said, “Let's go sit in the car and wait.” I knew what that meantâshe'd been interrupted, and she needed to “complete” her little “chore.”
I said to Harold Glymph, “Um.”
Ms. Harrell started making noises there next to Nelroy's casket, noises that sounded like the blubbery sobs my wife had made earlier, but without the additional outcome. The last thing I heard was her yelling, “We were supposed to be together, Nelroy. You know that for a fact. You and I and God knew it. And the fellow who checked us into the room.”
I wanted to be home, looking at meaningless paperwork.
We sat in our car with the ignition turned on, the windows cracked, the radio turned to the only station we could find in Calloustown, an AM selection that on this particular Saturday morning ran one of those doctor call-in shows. People called up this guy and asked questions about snake bites and numbness, about temporary blindness and bleeding pores. I couldn't tell if it was a local doctor or one of those syndicated shows. As an actuary I guess I'm supposed to love doctors who do call-in showsâI need people to live a long time so they keep paying off monthly premiums but don't get sick enough to go see a specialistâbut nowadays I feel as though too many doctors won't let people plain die when they should. And it all goes back to the insurance companies, which makes me sad. It doesn't make me so sad that I cry and soil my underwear in half-zygote, but it makes me feel as though everything's doomed and hopeless.
“I'd like to have those wrought-iron wall sconces inside the funeral home,” Mella said. “I could sell those things for some good money on eBay. There's a whole wrought-iron sconce-collecting community out there.”
From where we sat in our car we would be able to see everyone who came in to look at dead Nelroy Munson. I could tell already that it was going to be similar to sitting at a drive-in B movie horror show, or like standing off to the side of a fair's freak tent. I said, “I just want to get the car fixed and get out of here.”
A woman called in to the radio program and said, “Long time listener, first time caller, Dr. Ubinger,” which made me realize that we listened to a syndicated show, seeing as there was no one named Ubinger within four hundred miles of where we, minute by minute, succumbed. “I have been passing out for no reason over the last year or so. My blood pressure's fine. I'm thirty-six years old. I'm five foot six and weigh 145 pounds. I work out four times a week at the gym and take yoga classes twice a week. I lift weights, do aerobics, swim, and I ran a marathon last year! I rode my bike in the P-to-P road race on Groundhog Day! But I'll be walking out to get the mail, and the next thing you know my neighbor's throwing water on my head trying to revive me.”
Dr. Ubinger said, of course, “P-to-P?”
“Pittsburgh to Punxsutawney. It's a big thing around hereâfor cyclists, at least. Which means it's a big thing!”
I said, “She's passing out all the time because she doesn't have any oxygen going to her brain.”
Mella said, “You remember that time?” which I knew she would say. If I'd've turned on the radio to a hard rock station and Lynyrd Skynyrd's “What's Your Name?” or “That Smell” came on, she'd find a reason to tell this story, too.
A carload of mourners drove up and parked. The women looked like Ms. Harrell and the men like dead Nelroy Mun-son. I said, “Go on.”
“Man, you'd think none of those men had ever seen a prone woman.”
We'd been at the mall. It wasn't my idea. I went off somewhere to buy Mella some overpriced Le Creuset cast-iron pots, because she thought she couldn't pour a can of Campbell's soup in anything less. She went wandering around, as far as I could piece together later, and saw a sad kid sitting on Santa's lap who asked for a bottle of hand sanitizer only so that when her daddy hit her momma on the face she no longer got infections from his germ-ridden fingernails. Mella cried, she got all orgasmic, and she crumpled to the floor. Someone yelled out, “Is there a doctor in the house?” just like on the TV shows.
I lugged my pots back to where I was supposed to meet my wifeâright by a temporary special occasion holiday incense kioskâto find her surrounded by a female allergist, a male dermatologist, a guy with a Ph.D. in history, a woman gynecologist, a chiropractor who seemed to be ambisexual, and two men wearing tweed coats with honorary doctorates for their contributions to the well-being of South Carolina. When Mella came to she said both “What's your name?” to the strangers who wanted to know what caused her to flail around orgasmic, and “What's that smell?” to the incense nearby.
There in the stalled and relentless car, I said to my wife, “Yeah, I remember.”
I didn't hear what Dr. Ubinger said to the faintful woman. The next caller came on after a commercial concerning Gold Bond foot powder to say he had a boil on his next-to-big toe. He seemed to be either in pain or ecstasy about the situation.
Mella said, “You should pop the hood. Maybe this mechanic has a good soul and will understand how he should come over and fix us up before he visits the dead. The dead can't do anything about it. Pop the hood.”
It wasn't a bad idea. I reached down and pulled the latch, then got out of the car to lift the hood rightly. I thought about Thucydides as I performed this action, for I thought of Thucydides on an hourly basisâhe might've been the godfather of actuaries. At least that's what an economics professor told me in college. I don't know if Thucydides had anything to do with insuring soldiers during the Peloponnesian War, but if he did I bet it was an easier time than my insuring that Mella didn't unconsciously act fool in public.
The time passed, as time does. People showed up. Dr. Ubinger talked to a man about his theory that lima beans might ward off skin cancer. Mella and I watched as people dressed in polyester suits and near-gingham dresses got out of Ford and Buick sedans, out of Dodge and Chevy trucks, in order to look down on a man who may or may not have owned a quirky ability to woo local women outside of his betrothed.
“There are people called Slopeheads up in Tennessee,” I said. “They're not supposed to be insured, according to all the actuarial charts and tables. I might have to talk about people around here to my bosses. This could mean a big bonus for me, one way or the other.”
“It's sad,” Mella said.
“Please don't start.”
“I mean it. People dying every day. Before their time. Look inside there.” She pointed to Harold Glymph's establishment. “You know for a fact that we just witnessed unrequited love involved in that tragedy. I've never known unrequited love to really happen in the real world. If Calloustown is the real world.”
The parking lot filled up. Mella got out and slowly walked around, looking through people's car windows. Sometimes she wondered what people kept in their backseats, and she made a point to later acquire and sell these objects over the Internet. At least she didn't cry or howl. I tried to imagine what went on inside the funeral home. Did Ms. Harrell stand in the receiving line, right next to Nelroy Munson's widow? Did she consider the sconce as a likely weapon?
Mella wandered back, smiled at me, and closed our hood. When she got back in the car she hummed one of the more famous dirges, though off-key. She told me that everyone in Calloustown took great care in keeping their car interiors free from collectibles, child safety seats, or fast-food wrappers, though she did spy more than a few empty liquor bottles. Something happened to the radio station, and we barely heard the doctor talking about the importance of old-fashioned hardback books, for a reason that I couldn't tell. I think the topic dealt with either depression or carpal tunnel syndrome.
I said, “Why'd you close the hood? The mechanic might not find us.”
Mella scooted over. She said she wanted to look at the sky in front of us, seeing as there were clouds that looked like the ones she remembered from childhood.
Ray Charles Shoots Wife Quenching Earth
Until my wife discovered the unending tunnel in our backyard, we'd approached our record for ignoring each other, which is to say she'd not spoken to me for four days. The record was six. There'd been innumerable bouts that lasted between twelve and forty hours. Those so-called therapists, counselors, and magazine writers who're all about communication for a healthy, survivable marriage have never bothered to study up on us and discard their ancient and impenetrable findings. I had gotten up earlyâshe discovered the unending tunnel on a Saturdayâand driven away from our house. I didn't leave a note. There was no cell phone for me to take along. I headed out.
When I returned, a few hours after normal lunchtime, my wife said, “Hey, come out in the backyard. You need to see this.”