Authors: Violet Walker
G
emma has been resting peacefully for the past three hours. After giving her a bath and some breakfast, Mrs. Antoni is now off to the market to get her some fresh clothes. I have called the office to let them know that I would be working from home for the next few days.
I am working in my home office on the new project when I realize that I have left some important files in my room. Initially, I hesitate in going there but then I think that Gemma might be asleep and I would just quietly get in and retrieve the files.
I knock gently on the door and when I hear no reply, I assume that she’s asleep. I quietly get inside and move towards the dressing room where I have kept those files. To my surprise, I find that the door is locked. It meant that Gemma was inside. I quickly turn back to leave when the door opens behind me.
“Mr. Graziani?”
I turn back slowly to find Gemma standing before me wearing nothing but my oversized white shirt. With her blonde hair falling over her shoulders in waves and the shirt ending just around her creamy thighs, she looks like some sexy seductress. The light from the dressing room makes the shirt almost transparent and I can clearly see each and every curve of her body.
I feel my throat dry up. God, I was in deep trouble. I had to get out of the room, NOW!
“Uhhh….actually I needed some files I had kept in my wardrobe there,” I point towards the dressing room.
“Oh, okay. I just needed to use the washroom for a while….ummmm…is this your room?”
“Yes,” I reply without looking at her. I quickly move to my wardrobe and start looking for the files.
“I….uhh…I wouldn’t want to be of any inconvenience to you any more than is required. I can move into Mrs. Antoni’s room if…..”
“Gemma, you can stay here until Mrs. Antoni gets back from the market. Then we can decide which room you can shift to,” I reply quickly. I most definitely do not want her moving about in this house wearing what she was! Of all the shirts that I had, Mrs. Antoni had to pick this one! Hell, now I could not trust myself around her!
Just then, the doorbell rings. I am relieved that at last, Mrs. Antoni is back with some decent clothes for this little temptation.
As I open the door, I find Dr. Bellini standing there. Good Heavens, now HE will see Gemma in that white shirt too! I don’t know why, but the thought of Dr. Bellini seeing Gemma in that transparent thing doesn’t go down too well with me. Why am I feeling this way? There has to be something wrong with my head!
“Is she awake?” he asks.
“Uhhh…no! She is sleeping. Mrs. Antoni helped her freshen up early this morning and she has been resting since then,” I lie.
“Ok. We’ll have to wake her up now. I need to see her wound. Did she recall anything about herself?” Dr. Bellini starts moving towards my room.
I immediately step before the door and stop him from entering the room. He looks at me questioningly.
“Let me just see if she’s awake or not?”
“But you just said that she’s sleeping.” Good Lord! Dr. Bellini must think I have gone mad!
“Yes…yes, she was when I saw her last. But she might be awake now. I just want her to be mentally prepared to see you. I mean, you are the doctor, right? And generally, people are afraid of doctors…you know…injections, medicines, and all that dangerous stuff.” That sounds disgustingly stupid to my own ears!
But apparently Dr. Bellini has the good sense to ignore my eccentricities. I quickly get inside the room while he waits outside patiently.
“Gemma, Dr. Bellini is here to see you.” She is already sitting on the bed with her feet dangling in air. She looks at the door and when no one comes in, she looks at me.
“I told him to wait outside.”
“Why?”
“Uhh… He likes to see his patients sitting properly in bed…you know…pillow at the back, body covered with blanket.”
She looks surprised but thankfully gets into the bed. I adjust the pillow at her back and pull up the covers on her bare legs.
“Come in, Dr. Bellini,” I shout.
After changing her dressing and asking her a few questions, Dr. Bellini concludes that Gemma has indeed lost her memory in the accident.
“Her wound will heal in a matter of few days but the memory loss….I really can’t say when she’ll start remembering things. It could be in a few days or even in a few months. It would be better if you start looking for her family right away.”
“I have already sent her picture to my private detective. He will go to the place where the accident happened and try to collect as much information as possible.”
“Good luck to you. Do let me know if she starts recalling anything. And keep asking her questions related to her past now and again. Sometimes such questions can resurface a memory hidden in the brain.”
“I’ll do that doctor.”
I
t has already been two weeks since the accident. Gemma has almost recovered from the wound on her forehead but her memory is still not showing any signs of returning. The detective has hitherto failed in gathering any information regarding her family. And strangely, there has been no report of a missing girl anywhere in the newspapers either. Mrs. Antoni and I have started to believe that she is an orphan.
Gemma usually stays at home the entire day and helps Mrs. Antoni in her day-to-day routine. She has turned out to be an amazing cook. And thank God she no longer roams about semi clad in one of my shirts. Mrs. Antoni has brought her a few modest dresses that do a good job of hiding her luscious curves.
I have asked her a few times to accompany me to parties but every time, she politely refuses. However, she does accompany Mrs. Antoni on her grocery shopping trips. Mrs. Antoni tells me that she has visited the nearby chapel two times in the past week. Probably, she is praying to God to reunite her with her family.
Often, I find her deep in thought with a melancholic expression on her face. It looks as if her heart is aching for something….or someone. Could it be that she had a lover? Or was she married? No, she looks too young to be married, hardly eighteen or nineteen.
I cannot stop my attraction towards her that seems to be growing day by day. I have actually started looking forward to going home after the office. And though I would not like to admit it, I have seriously cut down on the parties that I used to love attending. Sharing a cozy meal at night with Mrs. Antoni and Gemma has started appealing to me more than those loud, meaningless parties.
I have often caught Gemma stealing a few glances at me while the three of us are sitting together. I love how her cheeks blush deep red when I catch her looking at me. She is so unlike any woman I have met in the past. No pretenses, no lies. Her face is like an open book. You can guess what is going on in her mind by just looking at her face. And those eyes of hers…..I can easily drown in their depths!
Though we both are living under the same roof, our interaction has always been very platonic. I deliberately try to keep my hormones in check whenever I am around her. I don’t want her to think that I am trying to take advantage of the situation she is in. But keeping my hands to myself whenever she is near me is proving to be a task day by day.
One morning, I go to the kitchen for a glass of water when I see her kneading some kind of dough. A wisp of hair keeps falling on her face and she keeps on pushing it back with the back of her soiled hands but to no avail. I don’t know what comes over me but I move closer and tuck that stray lock behind her ear. My brain shouts at me to turn back and get out but my heart apparently has other plans. I turn her face towards me and she looks at me, a little startled at first. Her ocean blue eyes start weaving their magic on me and her full pink lips look too inviting to ignore. After looking at each other for a few long seconds, I slowly bend my head towards her mouth. She begins to close her eyes and her lips part slightly. I somehow feel she is as eager for this kiss as I am.
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G
emma, Gemma where are you?” Mrs. Antoni’s loud voice shatters our little moment. We both spring apart as if we have touched a live wire. Once again I see that deep blush on her cheeks and she avoids my gaze.
“I am in the kitchen, Mrs. Antoni,” she calls out, ignoring me completely. Once again, she has resumed the task of kneading that damned dough.
“There you are! Why, Alberto, you are still here? Don’t you have that ‘very important meeting’ you were talking about this morning?” Mrs. Antoni is a little cross with me. She had asked me to accompany her and Gemma to the Chapel today but I had refused.
“Of course, I was just about to leave when Gemma called me!” I lie. Mrs. Antoni and I look at her and I try hard to maintain a straight face.
“When did I call you, Mr. Graziani?” she looks at me with utter disbelief etched on her pretty face and then she turns towards Mrs. Antoni. “I was just kneading this dough when he came in and then he….I mean we….we just…we were just discussing how to make pizzas when I heard you calling me.”
I swear to God I have never had a harder time controlling my laughter.
“How to make pizzas?” said Mrs. Antoni, a little surprised. “Since when did you start taking interest in cooking, mio caro?
“Since Gemma started cooking those delicious meals for us,” I reply softly while looking at Gemma, straight in the eye. Once again, my common sense has taken my leave!
As we both continue looking at each other, Mrs. Antoni clears her throat and once again, the moment is broken.
“Now, now…you’ll be late for the office, Alberto. And Gemma and I have to go to the Chapel too.” Mrs. Antoni literally shoos me out of the kitchen. “If you are done with this cara, wash your hands and get ready.”
After this incident in the kitchen, I am even more attracted towards Gemma. The whole day I keep smiling to myself whenever I remember that confused look on her face when I tell Mrs. Antoni that she had called me to the kitchen. My staff must think that their boss has gone crazy!
I know it is the most selfish thing to wish, but I really don’t want her memory to return now. I want her to be the same person that she is today. Innocent and pure. She has not once demanded anything for herself or tried to take advantage of my attraction towards her. After all, she must have realized how wealthy I am. I know some girls who would happily lie naked in my bed to seek my attention. But Gemma actually ignores the fact that I am attracted towards her!
I am even thinking of telling the detective to stop his search for Gemma’s family. If they had been even a little concerned about her, they would have contacted the Polizia or the local media. But they had not done any such thing till date. Gemma should not have to go to a family which doesn’t even care if she is alive or dead.
But what if Gemma wants to be with them, I start to question. What if her memory comes back one day and she wants to go back to her family? I will not be able to stop her then. Yes, it would break my heart, but I will have to send her back to where she belongs one day.
My heart sinks at the thought of losing her. I am shocked at how much I’ve started caring for this young girl in such a short span of time. No matter where I am or what I am doing, Gemma is always there at the back of my mind. Could it be that I am in love with her?
‘You cannot fall in love with her’, my mind screams at me. ‘You know it will lead to nothing but heartbreak! She is here just till the time her memory returns. Once she recalls her past, she’ll be gone!’
But my heart refuses to listen! ‘There is an equal possibility that her memory shall not return for years to come. In that time, I shall fill her life with so much love that even if she recalls her past life one day in the distant future, my love for her will stop her from leaving me.’
I decide to listen to my heart for once!
I
t’s been over a month since that accident now. The crackling chemistry between Gemma and me has reached an all-time high. I can swear to God that even Mrs. Antoni can feel how attracted we are to each other. And the best part is that she seems to approve the growing closeness between us.
Today, Mrs. Antoni and I finally succeed in coaxing Gemma to attend a party with me. It is basically a party thrown by the Graziani Corporation to mark its fifth anniversary. It will be attended by the who’s who of Florence and I want to introduce Gemma to my friends and business partners. I have asked Mrs. Antoni to take her shopping for a new dress that would be appropriate for the occasion. I am eagerly waiting for the night to arrive.
By evening, I wind up my work and head home so that I can take a shower before going to the party. I wait anxiously to see how Gemma looks in her new clothes. As I ring the bell, Mrs. Antoni opens the door.
“Good evening, Mrs. Antoni,” I say with a smile.
“Good evening, Alberto. You seem to be in a good mood today,” she quips.
I am talking to her but my eyes are looking for Gemma. Mrs. Antoni clears her throat.
“She is getting ready in her room,” she says.
“Who?” I feign ignorance.
“Who? Well, the only person who seems to be on your mind these days caro,” she says softly.
“I don’t know what you are talking about Mrs. Antoni.”
“Oh, don’t you try to fool me! I know you inside out. Do you think I am blind? You are in love with Gemma Alberto, and I think it is high time you disclose your feelings to her.”
“What if….what if she does not feel the same for me?”
“I am a woman, Alberto and my womanly instincts tell me that she is as much in love with you as you are with her. She is just too shy or maybe too scared to admit it. You know what she’s been through. She lost her identity in that accident. She doesn’t even know what her real name is!”
“So…ummm….what should I do to win her trust and confidence?”
“You already have her trust and confidence caro,” she smiles. “She wouldn’t be staying in this house otherwise. You just need to show her how much you love her. And tonight, I give you that opportunity.” Mrs. Antoni gives me one of those secretive smiles of hers.
“What are you up to now?”
“Nothing…nothing. It’s just been too many days since I visited my sister. I’ll be going to her place tonight and plan to stay there for a couple of days,” she winks at me.
“Oh! Did I tell you how much I love you Mrs. Antoni?” I pull her in a bear hug and we both share a laugh.
“Now you go get ready and I’ll go and see if Gemma needs me.”
I quickly take a shower and pull out the best tuxedo from my cupboard. I want to look my best tonight, after all it is the night when I shall finally disclose my feelings to Gemma. This night has to be extremely special for the both of us!