Authors: Ellen Hopkins
Chapter 119: I Finish My Coffee
Chapter 120: It’s Not a Nice Morning
Chapter 121: All Sense of Regular
Chapter 122: Wish I Could Blame The Wind
Chapter 124: Andrea: Time Is Relentless
Chapter 126: Her Son Might Be Schizo Too
Chapter 128: It Was One of Those Conversations
Chapter 131: One of Those Shadows
Chapter 133: Holly: Some Kids Never Learn
Chapter 135: The Senior Carlisles
Chapter 136: Small Talk Accomplished
Chapter 137: I Scoot Into a Lounge Chair
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Chapter 138: Which Is Why, I Suppose
Chapter 140: Marissa: Perspective
Chapter 142: An Aura of Nervous
Chapter 147: Andrea: Nasty Bad Habits
Chapter 149: Not Quite As Much
Chapter 150: Late Sunday Morning
Chapter 152: Okay, That Was Funny
Chapter 153: The California Roll
Chapter 155: Holly: No Run Today
Chapter 156: Caught Up Completely
Chapter 157: I Plumbed The Question
Chapter 159: What Happened There
Chapter 160: Parental Priorities
Chapter 161: Marissa: Not The Worst Day
Chapter 162: Still, As We Motor Up
Chapter 163: Have I Been Asleep
Chapter 164: I Step Out of The Car
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Chapter 167: Andrea: All Rhetoric Aside
Chapter 168: Five Days After The Fact
Chapter 170: Worried About Wardrobe
Chapter 172: Now The Room Throbs
Chapter 175: The Audience Sings Along
Chapter 177: As The Waiter Leaves
Chapter 178: Degrees of Infidelity
Chapter 179: Marissa: Saying Goodbye
Chapter 186: Andrea: Buried In Books
Chapter 188: She Does, of Course
Chapter 190: Wild Waters Is Packed
Chapter 192: Holly: Possibly The Best Day
Chapter 193: That’s The Second Time
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Chapter 195: My Face Flowers Heat
Chapter 196: We Practically Surf
Chapter 198: Marissa: The West
Chapter 200: When I Invited Claire
Chapter 201: Claire And Tyler Live
Chapter 203: But She Won’t Die Today
Chapter 208: It’s Been a Very Long Time
Chapter 214: Sixty-Three Minutes Later
Chapter 216: We Decide To Practice
Chapter 217: Have You Ever Been Tied Up?
Chapter 219: Marissa: I’ve Tried
Chapter 220: So Instead of Drew And Grit
Chapter 221: Not That I Believe In God
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Chapter 222: A Rather Amazing Thing
Chapter 223: I Ponder Such Things
Chapter 224: Rather Than Drown
Chapter 226: It’s a Very Long Two Hours
Chapter 227: It’s Under Control
Chapter 228: Andrea: Flowering
Chapter 232: It’s a Very Long Few Seconds
Chapter 237: Holly: You Can’t Outrun Obsession
Chapter 239: Exacerbating Every Doubt
Chapter 240: That Was Me, Once
Chapter 241: I’m Not Ready To Die
Chapter 242: Bucket List Completed
Chapter 245: Marissa: Call Me Crazy
Chapter 246: God, I’m Just So Sick
Chapter 248: Philosophical Musing
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Chapter 250: It’s a Small Pile
Chapter 253: Andrea: Fate Has Decreed
Chapter 254: More Than Surprised
Chapter 255: She Might Be Right
Chapter 256: My Cerebral Meanderings
Chapter 257: Then Again, Maybe Not
Chapter 259: Surely Nobody Else Knows
Chapter 260: The Obvious Answer
Chapter 261: I Don’t Get To Hear
Chapter 264: Tonight Will Be Reckless
Chapter 265: It’s a Homespun Affair
Chapter 266: But As Morning Gives Way
Chapter 268: It Goes In My Journal
Chapter 270: Marissa: Eclipsed
Chapter 272: The Smack of Footfalls
Chapter 273: We Are Standing Here
Chapter 275: Shane Goes To Call Alex
Chapter 277: Andrea: Still Married
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Chapter 283: Spilling a Secret
Chapter 284: Holly: Falling To Pieces
Chapter 287: Wonder What He’d Think
Chapter 288: Almost, But Not Quite
Chapter 289: I’ve Just About Sold Myself
Chapter 292: Nothing But The Truth
Chapter 293: Marissa: The Truth
Chapter 294: I Can’t Bring Myself
Chapter 295: Everyone Has An Opinion
Chapter 297: It Was An Evasion
Chapter 299: As Much As He Hated
Chapter 301: Andrea: Wait And See
Chapter 302: In That Department
Chapter 304: Truth Is a Sharp Spear
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Chapter 307: Holly: Collision Course
Chapter 309: The Crazy Thing Is
Chapter 310: I Wish The Confrontation
Chapter 311: I Had Nothing To Say
Chapter 315: Marissa: A Sexless Trip