This Thing Called the Future (5 page)

“I will give you the usual herbal remedy for sore knees,” Inkosikazi Nene says, reaching up to the ceiling and breaking off big handfuls of dried herbs. She shakes them together in a small gourd, rattling the herbs inside. She pours the mixture onto some newspaper, wraps it up, and hands it to me. “Steep it in boiling water. She must drink it three times a day until the swelling goes down.”
When I take the folded up newspaper, her hand rests lightly on top of mine. “There's something else, is it, Khosi?” Inkosikazi Nene and Gogo have been friends for many years. She feels like another grandmother to me. To know that she's on our side and we can always seek out her help…it means the world to me.
My throat is dry. The rustling sound becomes a low whistle.
“As soon as you walked inside this room, the spirits started shouting all at once,” she says.
“Is that…is that the whistling sound?” I ask.
Her fingers tighten on my wrist. “You can hear it?”
“Only a little. What are they saying?”
“They're saying you're in danger, little Khosi. Tell me why. Do you know why?”
I swallow. “Do you know that old woman who lives in the two-story house at the top of the hill, near the water tank, just before you reach the Zionist church? The woman that everybody says turns people into zombies?”
She nods.
“Yesterday, when I walked Gogo to our neighbor's funeral, she spoke
to me. She told me she's coming for me and nothing on earth can stop her. She dug her fingernails into my arm.” I hold out my forearm for Inkosikazi Nene to show off the shallow gouge, already scabbing over. “Do you think…do you think she's cursed me? I had a terrible dream last night that she came and challenged me to a fight. I don't want to fight her!”
Inkosikazi Nene reaches behind her and grabs a large stick of dried
impepho
. Lighting it, she waves the smoke in front of her nose, breathing in deeply, closing her eyes, and humming.
I start to speak again, but she holds up her hand to stop me.
At last, she opens her eyes. “It is almost true, what that old woman said,” she says. “Almost.”
“What part is true?”
“She is coming for you, that is true. And I cannot stop it. I do not know what is going to happen, Khosi. I can give you some
muthi
; I do not know if it will help. But my spirits are telling me that there is somebody who can stop her.”
I hold my breath.
“They are saying it is you, Khosi. With the help of your ancestors,
you
can stop her.”
Something claws and scrabbles inside of my stomach. “I'm like a rat which the cat plays with. How can I stop her? She's a witch!”
She folds her hands across her stomach. “You must remember to honor your ancestors every day, to make sure they are protecting you,” she says. “Offer a little food and drink to them in the evenings and thank them for what they do for you. They will help you. That is what they are saying.”
I stumble out of the hut, Gogo's
muthi
clutched tight in my hands. Perhaps the words Inkosikazi Nene spoke to me should fill me with confidence. But they don't. How could anybody think that I can stop a powerful witch? A witch with an army of zombies working for her?
CHAPTER SIX
VISITING LITTLE MAN
Instead of going straight home, I head towards Little Man's house, cutting through a corner alley behind Mama Thambo's
shebeen
. The blue light of the television spills out through the open door, where two men are lighting up and smoking
dagga
. The sweet odor drifts towards me. Inside, men and women are cheering for Bafana Bafana, South Africa's soccer team.
I wander past, ignoring the cat calls from the men standing outside. I'm deep in thought about what the
sangoma
told me. Usually, a visit to the
sangoma
is so comforting—either there's nothing wrong or she can help you fix it. But today…
When I look up, I can already see Little Man's yellow matchbox from a distance, crowded up against the houses next to it. His mother is growing a garden in the front yard; the corn looks like it's ready to harvest.
Despite the worry over the witch, my stomach clenches in excitement at the thought of seeing him.
I'll pass by slowly, just once,
I tell myself.
Maybe he'll be outside so I can say hi.
Seeing Little Man will make me feel better, I realize, even as I think,
Gogo would
kill
me if she knew about this.
When I reach Little Man's gate, his dogs run out, howling in greeting. The gate swings open and Little Man strolls out, whistling, winking at me like he knows I'm coming by to see him.
Anyway, I've gotten my wish and my heart leaps so far, it might as well have taken a fast airplane flight all the way to Zimbabwe.
While I'm trying to snatch it back from wherever it went, Little Man says, “Hey
wena
Khosi, what are you doing here?”
“I was just passing by,” I gasp.
“Where were you going?”
Now I have to find an excuse. I never pass by his house except with my family on our way to church. “I was just at Thandi's,” I say, pointing in the direction of her house. But of course, my house is in the wrong direction to come this way.
He's going to know I wandered by this way just to see him.
Oh, my God, how embarrassing.
I'm getting hot and itchy. I'm hoping he'll ignore the fact that I wouldn't normally pass his house. I point to the wrapped newspaper full of Mama's
muthi
. “I'm just out getting some few small things for my
gogo
.”
“That's cool,” he says. “
My gogo
sends me to the
sangoma's
house to get
muthi,
too.”
We're silent while I think of something to say. At school, my other friends help carry the conversation so there are no awkward silences.
I ask the first thing that comes to mind. “Have you ever gone to a
sangoma
when you were sick?”
He shakes his head no. His tightly coiled dreads reach to his shoulders and swing with the movement of his head. I like them. No, I
love
them.
“We go to the doctor if we're sick,” he says. “That
sangoma
medicine, it's all superstition and lies.”
All those warm fuzzy feelings I have for him dry up in defensiveness. I don't want to argue with him, but I can't keep my mouth shut. “These herbs really help my grandmother with her arthritis.”
“I bet doctors have some medicine for your
gogo's
arthritis that will help her a lot more than a bunch of old herbs.”
“But herbs are natural, not like the medicine you get from doctors,” I protest.
“Do you really believe in all that ancestor stuff?” Little Man asks.
“You don't?”
He shrugs. “I don't know what I think.”
“I believe in it.” I lower my voice, as though Gogo and Mama are listening in, even though they're nowhere around. Since Mama doesn't believe in things like that and Gogo does, I can't talk about it without offending
somebody.
“Really? Why?”
“I've seen some things. And at the end of the day, I couldn't explain them.”
“Like what?” he asks.
I think about everything that has happened in the last two days—the witch who told me she was coming for me and nothing could stop her, the drunken man who changed into a crocodile and then back into a man right before my very eyes. Did I just dream his sudden transformation? And that's another thing—the dreams I've been having, dreams so real it feels like I exist in two worlds at the same time.
But I don't know how to tell these stories to anybody else without sounding crazy. So I just shake my head.
“I thought you loved science,” Little Man says. “Aren't you making the highest marks in biology?”
I nod. “I think it's interesting to learn about the human body. I like learning about diseases and how people cure them.”
I don't really know how to explain how I feel about biology—like I belong somehow. It's as if everything I learn, I already knew, somewhere deep inside, but biology gives me the words I need to talk about it. At the same time, I know there are things it can't explain about the human body. Maybe that should be a scary thing, but it's actually comforting. At the end of the day, we still need God.
“But you still believe in witches and ancestors? Scientists say those things don't exist. So if you love science, how can you believe in those things?”
“I just think there's a lot science can't explain,” I say. “Maybe someday we'll understand how it all fits together, but as for now…no matter how much we know, it's still a mystery.”
He swipes up my heart with his smile. “That's what I like about you, Khosi,” he says. “You always say just what you think.”
I
wish
that was true! Little Man sees me with different eyes than the ones I use to judge myself.
Little Man leans forward and whispers, like we're in some conspiracy, “Okay, if I was dying, I'd go to the
sangoma
. What would I have to lose? It might help and it won't hurt. My
gogo
swears by it and I
love
my
gogo
.”
Somehow I don't think
my gogo
would like it if she knew a young man was grinning at me like this. But
I'm
so glad, I'm bursting. Maybe… maybe…maybe Little Man likes me, too.
“Have you ever heard the joke about the woman who went to see a
sangoma
because her daughter-in-law had cast an evil spell on her?” he asks.
“No.”
“Yeah, the old lady had been cursed with so much toe jam, her feet were stinking like—
whew!
—a chicken's arse.”
Now we're both laughing. But soon the laughter turns into what-do-I-say-next awkwardness.
Little Man kicks at the dust with his flip-flops.
“Are you watching the Bafana Bafana game?” I ask.
“Sis man, it's as if you think I'm not South African,” he says. “Of course I'm watching! In fact, I'm missing the game because I came outside to talk to
you
.”
When he says that, it feels like I'm dropping from the top of a tall building and falling fast towards concrete. I'm reluctant to leave but if he really wants to be watching the game instead…“I can't stay. I need to go home.”
“I'll walk you,” he says, quick quick, and my heart leaps again, hurtling forward, fast like a cheetah.
“Oh, I wouldn't want to keep you from watching the game,” I say, wishing immediately that I hadn't opened my mouth.
Of course
, I want him to walk me home. I just don't want him to feel obligated.
“You live five minutes away,” he says. “I won't miss much.”
But there's a bigger problem. “Gogo might be angry if she sees me with a boy.”
“I could put on my mother's skirt and we could pretend I'm a girl. But Mama's so much fatter than me, I don't think it would stay up.” He
grins at me. “I'd walk through the streets of Imbali, showing everybody my underwear.”
I can't help laughing. Little Man is as skinny as a hyena. Who cares if a man is skinny? It's women that should be nice and fat in order to grow babies.
“Anyway, I'll see you in school on Monday,” I say, smiling at him. “Bye, Little Man.”
“Bye, Khosi,” he says. He pauses for a second, and then adds, “It was really fun talking to you. Thanks for coming by.”
Oh my God, I'm so happy to hear that! On the way home, I can't help it—I dance the
toyi-toyi
, shifting my weight from one foot to the other and shaking my fist in the air. When people see me, they wave their fists in response and call out, “
Amandla!
Power!”

Awethu
!” I wave back and
toyi-toyi
, winding my way through the maze of streets that make up Imbali.
The cell phone rings, interrupting my dance. It's Gogo, wondering where I am.
“I'm coming now now,” I say, hanging up just as somebody grabs me from behind with the crook of his arm.
The cell phone flies through the air and lands in the dirt.
I start screaming.
“Shut up,” the drunk man says, rough, choking me with one arm, forcing all sound back into my throat. He holds me firm against him, his body curving around mine, his fingers brushing against my neck, scaly and cold.
Crocodile skin.
God, please please help me.
I struggle against his arm, kicking at his leg—all the time, gulping at air, the way I imagine I would if I flew up, up, up, so high that oxygen disappears. Black light creeps up over my eyes, blocking the world out, but not before I see his face looming over me as I crash onto the packed dirt road.
CHAPTER SEVEN
MAMA'S GUMPTION
“This drunk man I saw sitting at the tuck shop the other day just attacked me,” I tell Mama and Gogo. They are sitting in the kitchen, drinking tea, the door open to provide a breeze.
Mama inspects the red marks on my arms where he grabbed me. My head aches, but I don't know if it was the choking or falling that caused it.
He touched my neck.
The neck is the place of anger. If somebody touches you there, they want you to die. He is
that
angry with me. But why? What did I do to him, except refuse to let him be my sugar daddy?
I don't mention the way his skin felt, like crocodile skin—Mama would scoff at me if I said anything—but I wonder: Could he be a sorcerer? There's something evil about him. Something more than just a drunk man.

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