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“You watch, at the funeral, they will make Umnumzana Dudu out to be such a kind man,” Mama says. “But he'd get his paycheck, go to the
shebeen
, and come home drunk. Then he would beat his children and wife. We could hear the cries, every month. You remember? It is always that way at funerals, we say what we wish had been, not what really was. At
my
funeral-”
“Elizabeth!” Gogo hushes her, quick quick. “You are just talk talk talk. Don't speak of your death; it's bad luck.”
Mama laughs. “God already knows the day and hour of my death, Mama,” she says. “There is nothing
anyone
can do about it.”
Gogo shakes her head at Mama's foolishness. “Witches might hear you,” she says. “They have the power to steal life before it is your time.”
“But that doesn't bother me, hey,” Mama says. “I'm a Christian.” She sounds almost smug when she says this.
Mama and Gogo argue about this all the time. Mama believes in the things of white men, science and God only. She says the only power witches have over us is our fear. But Gogo says there is
African
science too, and the white man's science knows nothing about these things.
Na mina
? I agree with Gogo. All my life, I have seen and heard things I can't explain. Like the dream the ancestors sent me last night.
“I'm a Christian too,” Gogo mumbles as Mama disappears into the bathroom to get ready for the funeral. “There are witches in the Bible,” she reminds me. “It is not only because I'm an old woman and foolish that I believe these things.”
“I know, Gogo,” I say, soothing her as I button her black funeral dress. She doesn't like being helpless, as though she is just Zi's age. She tries to help, fumbling with each button until I reach it. But her fingers are too gnarled and weak from arthritis.
 
When Mama and Gogo are dressed in their funeral finery, we set out to walk up the hill to the Zionist church where the Dudus worship. Mama looks so amazing in a lacy black dress and a black hat with roses attached, her bosom spilling out of her dress. I hope I am as beautiful as Mama when I dress up!
We walk up the dirt road, dodging chickens and
khumbis
that roar past, trickling loud
kwaito
music, the side door open and the fare collector looking at us with a question in his eyes.
Do you need a ride
? We shake our heads and each
khumbi
zooms by, seeking other customers, beats blaring—
doof doof doof
—through the township.
Ahead of us, Zi clings to Mama's hand and looks up at her as she chatters away, wanting her attention one hundred percent.
I walk beside Gogo, towering over her. I'm not a tall girl but Gogo's so short and bent over, the top of her head only reaches my chest. I put my arm around her as we walk, to help her up the hill.
“It is too much hard, this hill,” she puffs.
“Why don't you rest just now?” I say. “There is no hurry.”
Gogo smiles, revealing her missing front teeth. She leans against a tree stump, catching her breath.
Halfway up the hill, we can look out over the dirt roads running up and down through Imbali's hills. Smoke rises from thousands of small houses and shacks crowded together, as far as the eye can see. Just beyond is the city of Pietermaritzburg, shrouded in early morning smog. Imbali was created for we blacks by the government, during the time of apartheid. Only whites could live in the city during those days, so we lived in these sprawling townships hidden off the main roads and just outside the city limits. Now, of course, we can live wherever we want-but most of us can't afford to live anywhere else.
When Gogo has stopped breathing so hard we start walking again. I try to talk so that Gogo doesn't feel like she has to. I just let words fall out of my mouth while Gogo struggles the rest of the way up the hill.
But I fall silent as soon as we reach the witch's house, a big house at the top of the hill. Gogo leans heavily on my arm. We both look at the dirt, hoping we won't accidentally make eye contact with the old woman who lives there.
Ever since I was a child, Gogo has warned me about her. “Khosi, there are women in this world who want to hurt you,” she would say. And the woman who lived in this house was one of those women. “She is
too
much powerful. You must watch out, hey!”
Gogo always spoke in hushed tones when she talked about her. The dog lying in the sun, the chicken pecking in the dirt, the fly buzzing around your head—
they could be her spies
. And who knew what she would do if she heard you talking about her?
“She has a maze of tunnels underneath her house,” Gogo would whisper. “They lead to gigantic gold mines. She kidnaps people on the street—men, women, even children. She turns those people into zombies. At night, she makes her zombies go deep into those tunnels to look for gold.
That
is how she makes all her money.”
Gogo had always warned me that you couldn't recognize a witch by the way she dressed or even the way she behaved.
Anybody
can be a witch. Your own mother can be a witch and you won't even know it!
Now that I am fourteen, I sometimes wonder if Gogo is right about everything she says. But I do know she's right about this old woman. Whenever I've passed her on the streets, she cackles like she knows all my secrets. I don't dare look at her, afraid if I do, I'll be sucked in by her power and become one of her zombies.
Today as we hurry by, we're both startled by a sudden rattling sound. Looking up, I see that old woman grabbing hold of her fence and shaking it to get our attention.
“Nomkhosi Zulu,” she calls.
How does she know my name
? We look at each other. Her eyes grip and hold me firm, the way her fingers clutch the metal fence. There are gold flecks deep in her eyes, and a large gold tooth glints as she spreads her lips into a thin grin.
“I've been watching you, Nomkhosi Zulu.” Her voice is honey sweet. “Ever since you were a little girl.”
There's a strange rhythm to her words. They echo in my mind, a song playing over and over—and oh, how I
want
to dance.
“Hey,
wena Ntombi!
Come here, sweet thing.” There's something about her voice…Why, she sounds like she has stolen Gogo's voice.
Gogo sucks in her breath and grabs my elbow, her wordless plea,
Masihambe, Khosi. We must run
.
But I'm drawn to the fence, an ant marching to sugar. The old woman reaches through the wire, seizing my arm in her wrinkled fingers, her grasp rough, her fingernails digging in until I gasp.
“This one's spirit is strong,” she says.
“Khosi.” Gogo's voice is low but strong. “We must go now.”
But I'm like a doll in this old woman's hands.
“Khosi,” Gogo says, now more urgent.
The old woman lets go suddenly, almost shoving me backwards. “
Yebo, hamba
.” Her mouth breaks open into a wide grin. “Yes, go now with your weak old
gogo
. But I will come for you just now, Nomkhosi Zulu. Soon, I will come for you.” Her laughter twists and coils, snake-like and cold. “And nothing on
this
earth can stop me.”
I stumble against Gogo, who puts her arm around me. She is shaking,
even more badly than I am. We hurry away, not daring to look back.
It isn't until we're around the curve and out of the old woman's sight that we stop to look at my arm, bleeding from where her fingernails dug in.
“Oh, no,” I moan. If a witch is able to get some of your body dirt from your clothing or your skin, she has the power to harm you.
I breathe deep before asking the burning question. “Do you think that old woman will really come for me? Is she really a witch, like you say, Gogo?”

Angaz
', Khosi,” Gogo says. She looks as worried as I feel. “We will ask the
sangoma
to make some
muthi
to protect you.”
The right
muthi
can protect you from all sorts of evil. But in the wrong hands, that same
muthi
can be used against you. You have to be vigilant–and hope and pray that both God and the spirits of your ancestors are strong with you.
“What will Mama say?”
“Eh-he, I don't know.” Gogo's hands still tremble as she holds onto me, her energy dwindling as if the old woman has already consumed her strength. That's what witches do, after all. They suck the life out of people, to make themselves rich or to make themselves live longer. “She is not believing in the old ways. It will be difficult even now to convince her that we must go to the
sangoma
about this problem.”
“Mama is never here,” I point out.
Gogo nods and we silently agree to keep Mama in the dark about this. We walk, quiet and tired. The whole world looks washed out, like a grainy black and white photo—the kind of photo published in history textbooks that shows early missionaries to Natal, as this part of South Africa was known then, with the first Zulu converts, formal and stiff in their European clothes.
I sneak a sideways glance at Gogo. “I wish that woman didn't know my name.”

Yebo, impela
,” Gogo agrees.
Your name is all a witch needs to have power over you.
“Gogo, how can that woman have so much power when she is so evil?”
Gogo's eyes grow dark, and I can see within them the memory of growing up in the shadow of the white man, when their power over
Africans was absolute. “At the end of time, God will defeat all evil,” she says. “But in the meantime, we must suffer. Perhaps this suffering is cleansing us from our sins.”
“What did she mean when she said, ‘This one's spirit is strong'?”
“Yo, Khosi! I have always known that,” Gogo says. “You were born the same day your grandfather Babamkhulu died. I believe he gave you part of his spirit as he departed. Even then, I told your mother, ‘
Isithunzi sake
is strong, you watch. Khosi won't be like us. Her spirit won't stay the same all her life—it'll grow with time.' And up to this day, you look just like Babamkhulu. This to me says I am not wrong.”
In the picture we have above the mantelpiece, Babamkhulu looks like an old black bird, shrewd with very dark skin, small eyes, and a beaky nose. Do I really look like him? I've always wanted to look like Mama, beautiful with smooth brown skin and wide, full lips, a big bosom and hips that sway like a tree when she dances.
“Maybe Babamkhulu's spirit will keep you safe now,” Gogo says. She clasps my arm and rubs the spot where the witch dug in with her claws.
“Maybe,” I say. I don't feel like my
isithunzi
is strong. I don't feel like there is anything of Babamkhulu about me. I'm just a teenage girl, vulnerable like anybody to the evil spirits that are invisible but hovering in the air all around us.
CHAPTER THREE
MAD CRUSH
After Gogo and Mama disappear into the Zionist church, I almost turn around and run home. But I could never outrun a witch. All she needs to do is hop on her baboon and come racing after me. So I keep my pace slow and deliberate, like I'm not afraid of anything.
Zi is like a tiny bolt of lightning, bristling energy as she skips ahead of me down the dirt road, whirling back and forth from house to house, going right up to each fence. Dogs bound out, hurtling toward her, barking furiously.
“Khosi! Khosi! They're coming to get me!” she screeches as they slam against the fence, the thin wire trembling under their weight. Zi throws her arms around me, thrilled with terror, her black eyes happyscared as she looks up at me.
The people smile indulgently at us as we pass.
“What will you do if one of these dogs escapes?” I ask, scolding her a little. Because Mama is gone throughout the week, and because Gogo is so old, I can't help but be Zi's second mother. Besides, it takes my mind off everything else. “What if it comes running out and tries to bite you?”
“Then I'll make friends with it,” she says.
I laugh. That is exactly what Zi would do too. She makes friends with everybody and everything. When Zi settles down and stays beside me, clinging to my hand, I ask her something that's bothering me. “Zi, do you think I look like Babamkhulu?”
“How do I know? I've never met Babamkhulu,” she says.
“You've seen his picture on the mantel.”
She screws up her little face as if she's trying to remember. “
You
look like Khosi,” she decides. “
Babamkhulu
looks like
you
!”
Maybe I should have known better than to ask a little girl to reassure me that I'm beautiful.
We reach the tuck shop, a small shack built in front of the owner's house and stocked with small items—biscuits, bread, milk, oranges, cool drinks. When I see the man sitting on a red bucket in front of the shop, tipped back and leaning against its tin wall, looking as though he's been enjoying too much beer at Mama Thambo's
shebeen
, I look around to see if other people are nearby. But the street is empty.
It's true, drunk men are everywhere in Imbali. You can't avoid them but you must steer away from them as best you can. When men are drunk, evil enters them and who knows what they will do?
His eyes are just tiny slits in his swollen face and he slurs his words as he looks at me. He looks like he's in his late forties. “Girl,” he says, “you are toooo much beautiful.”
My heart beats just a little bit faster.
“Thank you, Baba,” I murmur, calling him “father” to emphasize his age, to remind him how young I am. Anyway, what does he care that I'm only fourteen? Lots of fourteen-year-old girls in Imbali go out with men his age. Even my friend Thandi dates older men.
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