The Heart Series: Complete Boxed Set (52 page)

Joel spat his drink across the table as Sam and Elijah threw their heads back laughing. Always straight to the point, but he wasn’t far from the truth, in my head my worst fear was a girl doing that, now I had even more competition.

“Joel, he could think—”

“Iz, seriously he knows I’m straight, two guys can be friends without sex coming into it.”

Joel’s text went off in the background. Elijah and Sam were trying to stifle their laughter. Joel shot them a look of annoyance before opening the message.

“Oh god.” Joel’s face instantly paled.

“What, Joel, what’s wrong?” He handed me the phone in disgust, and my hand instantly covered my mouth as a mixture of embarrassment and amusement swept through me, staring at the cock shot in front of me. Along with the picture were the words: ‘In case you change your mind.’

“What?” Elijah asked, I moved to hand him the phone, Joel made to grab it but Elijah got there first.

“Well, I hate to say I told you so . . .”

Sam looked over Elijah’s shoulder. “Oh god, he didn’t.”

“Yep, that’s Nathan’s penis, alright, notice the bend there.” They both tilted their heads to get a better look before Joel grabbed the phone off them scowling.

“I’m pleased you find this funny. Izzy we’re going.” He wasn’t asking, but I was more than ready to leave. I leapt up, grabbing my bag, quickly hugging Elijah and Sam as Joel dragged me out of the club.

“Joel, calm down,” I soothed, but I could see the anger in his eyes. I pushed him up against the wall, kissing him hard, eventually he relaxed into my kiss, snaking his arms around me.

“Iz,” he whispered against my lips. “I need you so much.”

It was true, I could feel his need digging right in my hip. “Then take me home and show me how much.” I didn’t have to ask twice, within seconds we were in a taxi, within minutes he had me pushed hard against the wall.

“I need it fast and hard baby,” he pleaded. He didn’t have to beg, I was there for the taking.

Slowly unzipping my playsuit, I smiled when Joel watched the front fall open, his eyes instantly darkened with lust. His hand reached into the cup releasing my breast to the sweet torture of his mouth, rolling and sucking the nipple until it stood to attention. I gasped when his fingers slid down my skin, reaching the point of my need, and I groaned when they dipped inside.

“Wow, so ready for me.”

“Always,” I moaned, pushing my head further into the wall as I lost myself to the rhythm of his fingers, coming not long after. He stood back, his eyes surveying me while he tantalisingly stripped in front of me, removing the barrier that was between us. Within seconds my suit and underwear lay on the floor. I kicked them to the side, panting hard, waiting for Joel’s next move.

“Iz, I need this so bad, baby.”

“I can tell.” I nodded to his erection, he laughed hard, quickly sliding on the condom. “Now is not the time for jokes. I need to lose myself in you, to feel that you’re mine.”

“Always have been.” I inched my legs apart, and he groaned before storming forward, his mouth clashed with mine. In an instant I was lifted and moaned when he thrust deep inside. “Fuck,” he yelled.

“Yes, please.” I grabbed his hair clinging on, each thrust was hard and deep, pushing me further and further. My hands bit into his skin while he carried on the relentless rhythm, each movement taking me closer and closer.

“Oh god,” I screamed, feeling myself begin to fall over the edge. My teeth sunk into his neck, enjoying his last few thrusts before he eventually came to a standstill.

“Are you okay, baby?” he panted, barely able to draw breath. Every part of me deliciously ached, but I didn’t care.

“Yeah,” I managed to choke out.

“Good, now we need another wall.”

“Again?”

“I haven’t even got started yet, that was just a warm up.”

Holy shit, now I really was panting.

* * *

“I think I’ve sustained several sex injuries,” I groaned, lying stretched out on Joel.

His fingers gently weaved up and down my spine. “Where do you hurt, baby?” he whispered.

Everywhere.

“Mainly my head, from the constant banging.” I touched the back of my head, grimacing slightly. Joel’s hand reached ’round and cupped it, soothingly stroking it while I nuzzled back down against his chest.

“You know you got pretty wild back there yourself.” His words had me grinning, pushing my face deeper into his chest.

“You might have left a mark.”

“I hope so,” I whispered. He was mine, and I wanted the world to know.

“So you were claiming me then?” he joked, pulling me up so I was straddling his hips, my fingers stroking along the marked skin.

“Yeah, you’re mine.” I bent down and gently kissed the tender skin on his neck.

“You don’t have to mark me to prove that I’m yours, but I will wear my sex bite with pride.” He grinned, moving me closer. “Izzy, please don’t make me go to any more gay clubs.”

“I think the joke was on me.”

“Like how?” He frowned, trying desperately to read my subdued expression

Err, every guy in the room was drooling over my boyfriend. “Well, having to prize you away from even more people.” It was truly exhausting.

“Baby, I’m yours, I’ll always come willingly.” He raised his eyebrows laughing at his words as I smacked his chest playfully.

“I just get that spike of jealousy, I can’t help it.” I frowned, dropping my eyes down in disgust. Despite his many reassurances it was still there, instantly igniting inside of me the moment anyone showed interest.

He lifted my chin to look deep into his eyes. “I like you jealous.”

Huh?

He smiled softly, reading my confused expression. “I feel the same, you’re mine and nothing will ever come between us, but if you need to claim me just to make sure, then I’m cool with that too.” He winked, grabbing me and pulled me down with him until we were back nestled together. I sighed, feeling the familiar tiredness sweep over us both.

He was mine and I was his, it was simple as that.

I pouted watching Joel just fresh from the shower, his eyes flicked over my face in amusement, but I was not impressed.

“Baby, I have to work, as much as I would love to stay in bed with you right now, I have to go.” He ran his hands through his wet hair in obvious frustration.

“But it’s my birthday, why the hell do you have to work exactly, surely someone else could cover?” I whined, still astounded by the fact he hadn’t even tried to get the day off.

“I told you I tried and no one could.” I watched in annoyance when he pulled on the T-shirt covering those glorious abs.

What a waste!

“Hey.” He sat down, pulling me into a hug, his teeth nibbling along my earlobe. I was literally close to tears. Not that he hadn’t spoilt me already, three times this morning and breakfast in bed was an amazing birthday treat. I just hated going through the majority of the day without him.

He moved away, stroking my face soothingly. “What time is Elijah coming over?”

My eyes flicked to the clock beside me. “In an hour,” I huffed. Joel’s hug had done nothing to placate my mood.

He stood up, grabbing his watch and quickly snapped it on. “Well, the birthday girl had better get ready.” His eyes widened as I deliberately dropped the sheet, in the tiniest hope of changing his mind, his eyes instantly heated.

Ahh gotcha!

He shook his head, quickly diverting his attention elsewhere. Oh crap! In two strides he was in front of me, pressing a quick kiss against my lips. He quickly took off, leaving me stunned and sat in complete silence.

An hour later, a well-groomed Elijah knocked at my door. After Joel had left, I had showered and pulled on a short, purple strapless summer dress, the dark chocolate of my hair complementing the rich material. After adding some jewellery, I quickly blew out my hair, adding a few soft waves before finally spritzing. Elijah had taught me well. I put on a little makeup, but my face already held a natural glow. Adding a little lip-gloss, I smiled hearing his familiar knock.

“Wow Iz, the birthday girl is looking beautiful on her big day.”

I tried to take the compliment graciously as he drew him into a hug. I breathed in his delicious scent, stepping back taking him all in.

“Well, you are looking mighty fine too,” I said, admiring the full extent of his attire. He had on a matching shirt and tie in a rich royal blue, finished off with black trousers and highly polished shoes.

Very smart indeed.

“Well, we’re going for lunch so I had to make the effort, can’t let the birthday girl grab all the attention.” He stuck out his tongue, and I shoved him playfully. He handed over my present and card as we walked back in.

Peeling back the paper, I gasped in shock, opening the black jewellery box and stared at the exquisite silver butterfly necklace. It was beautiful. I touched the delicate metal, taking in all the fine detail.

“I love it,” I whispered, and Elijah smiled at my response. He always did buy amazing gifts.

“I knew the moment I saw it. I said to Sam when we found it in a little boutique that it was destined for your dainty little neck.”

I unclipped my own necklace while Elijah reached around and secured it around my neck. I walked over to the mirror, admiring its beauty.

Elijah came and wrapped his arms around me, kissing my shoulder. “A beautiful necklace for a beautiful lady,” he whispered, and my cheeks heated at his words. He spun me ’round to face him. “It’s true, I just wish you would see it, maybe one day you will.” His fingers gently stroked the curve of my cheek, placing a soft, sweet kiss in my hair. “Now then, are we ready to do lunch?”

My stomach rumbled, and Elijah grinned. After barely leaving the bed all morning, I had certainly worked up an appetite. But my body never stopped craving Joel.

“I think that’s a yes, have you been too occupied with other things to eat?”

I slapped his arm in embarrassment, his face lit up telling him my blush was all he needed to know.

We strolled out into the midday sun, my arm linked with his as he walked me out to his car. Ten minutes later, we were sat in a beautiful, old style tea room where Elijah ordered two traditional English teas. I smiled in delight; I was in heaven. After placing down the various delicious treats the waitress walked away, leaving us both grinning as our eyes flicked over the various cakes arranged on the stand.

“I love how you know me so well.” I smiled, biting deep into the dainty tuna and cucumber sandwich. Within three bites it was gone, and I quickly helped myself to another.

“Sweetie, I do, we are cake soul mates.” He winked. “Speaking of which, let’s celebrate.” He lifted up two giant scones, placing one down on my plate. My finger swiped against the rich clotted cream and a groan left me the moment it exploded on my taste buds.

“Oh I’ve died and gone to carb heaven.” Elijah moaned too, taking a big bite of his scone. I had to agree. The mixture of sweet cream against the tart jam was exquisite. It didn’t take long before we’d mopped up every crumb. Pouring us another round of tea, I sighed, feeling contentedly full. Though I knew within moments, I’d be squeezing in the Victoria sponge that was now cheekily catching my attention.

“So what has Joel got arranged for you today?” Elijah enquired, his eyes narrowing the moment my face dropped.

“He’s working till six, so I don’t know maybe a meal?” I shrugged, I was quite in the dark when it came to Joel’s plans for today. “He said he’d give me my birthday present later.”

“Ooh, wonder what he has in store, maybe a ring?” He clapped his hands in glee while I rolled my eyes at his over the top enthusiasm.

“Elijah, not every gift is a ring.” He was convinced Joel was going to ask me to marry him. I had just turned twenty, which was still young but I knew in my heart there would never be anyone else. I subconsciously rubbed my ring finger.

What if that was his intention?

“You know me, Iz, I want real life to be like films. I know Sam is it for me, I’d marry him in a heartbeat.” He sighed, dropping his eyes down to the table as a look of doubt crossed his face.

“Hey.” I grabbed his hand, squeezing it lightly. “He is head over heels in love with you. I see how fiercely he loves you in his eyes. You are perfect for each other. It will happen one day.”

“You think?” he asked, still looking a little unsure. “I’ve played the field and know now Sam is all I’ll ever want. I want a future with him; I want kids, a dog, the whole shebang.”

I smiled softly, still holding his hand. “And you’ll get it, and just think how much money you’ll save planning your own wedding, it will be perfect, just like you.”

“Yeah, it will.” He smiled and I chuckled, the old Elijah was definitely back. “Speaking of which when Joel does pop the question, I hope you know I’m going to be the wedding planner for yours.”

“Errr, well.”

“No, sweetie, it will be my gift to you. You’ll be stress free as I’ll plan it all.”

Stress free?

I’d probably be more stressed with him doing the planning. I slightly hoped the wedding would be years from now so we could try to forget this little agreement. I was sure Joel would be less than thrilled when I eventually had to tell him.

“Oh well yeah, that sounds great, thanks for your generous offer.”

“Like anyone else would be in the frame. I’ll be covering all your future events, wedding, christenings, birthdays.”

Oh god. Wait till I give Joel the good news.

“Oh wow,” was all I could choke out. Elijah confused it with emotion and squeezed my hand, I nodded in reply, there were literally no words.

“Now would madam like another cake?” He offered me the Victoria sponge I had previously been staring it. I smiled nodding, enjoying all its rich, spongy, creamy goodness—it was heaven. Elijah paid not long after. It was after two, he looked at his watch like he had somewhere he needed to be.

“Elijah?” I asked. “Is there somewhere you need to go?” I didn’t want to hold him back, I’d just give my mother a quick ring and spend some time there. He finished tapping out his text, and within a few moments he got a reply back and smiled.

“What? No, I’m hanging out with the birthday girl.”

In the next moment my text alert went off, I quickly checked my phone to see it was from Joel asking to stop off at the pub to collect some cards. I was guessing they were from all the staff. I tried to cheer myself up, but seeing him working would only rub it in even more.

When we reached the entrance, Elijah pulled me to the side. “Wait here, Iz, I just need to send Sam a text.”

“I’ll just go in, you can catch up.” I made to walk forward when Joel strolled out smiling.

“Hey Iz, did the birthday girl have a nice lunch?” He pulled me in for a quick kiss. “Mmm, you’ve had cake.” He grinned as I nodded. I didn’t need to mention the second one. He grabbed the couple of empty glasses, guiding me through the front door.

I almost leapt back when the surprise erupted from everyone’s mouths, Joel snaked his arm around me, pulling me in tight. “Surprise, baby,” he whispered in my ear, and I spun around to face him.

“What . . . how?” I literally was at a loss for words.

His smile grew wider at my look of disbelief. “I’m not working today, I’ve been here setting it all up so I could surprise you,” he explained, but the words were barely sinking in.

“You arranged this all for me?” I asked, still stunned he would go to all that bother. He pulled me in tighter, placing another sweet kiss on my lips. I groaned the moment we were pulled apart. Of course it was by Elijah.

“Come on now, Joel, you’ve got to share the birthday girl.” He grinned, slowly dragging me away. I reluctantly let him, knowing it wasn’t possible to stay clamped to Joel throughout the party.

Joel groaned, and I couldn’t blame him I was exactly where I needed to be until I was wrenched away and everyone descended on me offering hugs with cards and presents. Maybe this wasn’t so bad after all? After everyone cleared away, I scanned the room for Joel, but he was nowhere to be seen.

My mother and Mike came through the door all smiles, rushing up to hug me. Mike’s hug lingered longer than usual, we weren’t fully back to normal but things were getting better between us.  They both handed over presents that I quickly ripped open to reveal a book box set, jewellery and a whole lot of chocolate.

They knew me well.

“Here’s the birthday girl.” My dad shouted, walking across the bar, beaming from ear to ear. It had been a long time since we had celebrated my birthday together and for that reason alone tears instantly sprang to my eyes. “Hey, the birthday girl can’t cry,” he said, drawing me into a hug trying to soothe me.

“Thanks for being here, Dad, it means more than you’ll ever know.” I was becoming too emotional to speak, just having him here meant everything to me.

“I wouldn’t have missed it for the world. I am so proud of you and to see you this happy is all I could ever hope for,” he wavered, his voice thick with emotion, and I grabbed his hands.

“I am so happy too, now my family is finally complete.”

His eyes glazed over at my words. “I never want to lose you again. I promise not a day will pass that we won’t speak. You’re my baby girl, no matter how big you grow, and I never want to miss a moment of your life ever again.”

I clung to him as the tears flowed harder. Elijah came over, rescuing my makeup with a tissue; he always was reliant in those kind of situations.

He made sure my eyes were not smeared and blew my nose before he walked off.

My dad moved back and smiled, brushing away a tear. “What are we like?” He quickly composed himself reaching into his jacket to pull out a card. He handed it over smiling, and he looked at me weirdly handing it over.

Opening the card two plane tickets fell out and despite already agreeing to fly over for Christmas, it all seemed so much more real standing with the tickets in my hand. I stared at them in wonder. I’d barely travelled only on the odd family holiday. My mother preferred to holiday here the majority of the time, but flying to the other side of the world was another thing.

“You do still want to go, don’t you? I thought when you agreed the other day that it was fine to book the tickets, but if you’ve changed your mind . . . ?”

I stared at him in wonder, feeling puzzled why he suddenly doubted me. “Yes, Dad, of course I still want to come. We’re both thrilled that you’re giving us this chance.”

“Oh thank god, I rang Kay and the kids and they are thrilled that you are all coming over. I know it isn’t for another five months, but just knowing you’re coming is enough.”

“Hey, we want to spend Christmas with you. I need this, I want this Christmas to be special.”

“I know it will never make up for all the many I’ve missed, but it’s a start. I want us all to be together as a family to share this special day.”

“I want that too, and you don’t have to keep making it up to me, Dad, just having you there on Christmas day is enough.”

He smiled, the gratitude of my words was there present in his eyes, no more words were needed.