The Best Laid Plans (17 page)

“Just before, when you said, ‘Why borrow trouble?’ You know Bill says that, too,” I hoot. “Better watch it, Ms. I’m-Never-Going-to-Get-Married Post. That man’s getting to you in more ways than you know.”

I
T WAS PATRICIA
, our ex–money manager, who suggested that we bypass Madison Avenue and hunt for lingerie bargains on the Lower East Side. My parents used to take me there every Sunday when I was a kid, but as I emerge from the subway to meet Bill and our new employees for our shopping expedition, I see that a second wave of immigrants—the hip and trendy—have arrived. Brand-new balconied apartments jostle turn-of-the-century tenement buildings. Cute little designer shops and cool-looking after-hours clubs have sprouted up along the area’s narrow streets, like dandelions poking through cement. My walk down Orchard Street turns into a stroll down memory lane as I pass a store where I used to buy penny candy that now sells forty-dollar candles, and just a few doors down from Russ & Daughters (where my father always went for “the best” sturgeon), I spot the Landmark Sunshine Cinema, so chic that they have red-carpet premieres. Still I’m glad to see that Patricia’s lingerie shop is one of the last of the old-fashioned hosiery stores, the kind I remember shopping in with Naomi.

As our little group crowds into the store, a man who identifies himself as Morris rises up from behind a wooden counter. Morris is wearing a once-white shirt that’s now yellow with age, baggy suspenders, and a yarmulke—he’s about as sexy as a Geo Metro. But he knows his underwear. And his clients.
Morris takes our measure and matches each of us with the perfect “bit.”

Patricia snags a dark blue underwire number with a ribbon bow. For Rochelle, Morris selects a bustier with crisscross straps and Swarovski crystals dotted across the cups.

“A good piece of lingerie, it brings so much happiness,” Morris sighs, as Rochelle returns from the dressing room, grinning.

“Maybe you could suggest something for me?” a willowy blonde named Georgy, steps forward to ask. “I was wondering, do you have that pantyhose that eats cellulite?”

“No, but I have a bridge I could sell you.” Morris laughs. “Sweetheart, a dimple here or there, who cares? It’s women who worry about the cellulite, not the men. You wear the black bra and panties with the semi-sheer baby doll that grazes the thigh, I promise, no man will be able to resist.”

I finger a delicate crushed-silk camisole. I’d promised myself that after the benefit I was going to buy some pretty lingerie, but so much happened that I never got around to it. Still, now that Peter and I are having elevator sex—and Tiffany Glass is hovering—I’m going to do my best to make it worth my husband’s while to want to take off my clothes. And a sexy nightgown puts me more in the mood, too. A luscious satin teddy makes you feel like hitting on your hubby. Not like those sweatpants and T-shirts I’ve gotten into the habit of wearing, that are better suited to attacking the bathroom with a scrub brush.

Morris wraps up our purchases and Bill puts the charges on his credit card. “You can pay me back after you start working,” he reassures the women. “No rush.” At $1500 an hour our employees will be earning more than some top runway models and, according to Bill’s research, clients enjoy watching their
escorts undress. “Most of the guys I know saw their first naked woman in
Playboy
, just like I did, wearing fishnet stockings or some kind of frilly panties,” Bill says nostalgically. Then he picks out a gorgeous embroidered bra for Sienna and a lacy peekaboo corselet.

“That was so much better than when I went shopping for my first bra,” I say with a laugh once we’re outside the store. “This saleslady screamed out in a big loud voice like she was announcing a lottery winner, ‘Thirty double-A, do they even make a double-A?’ I think my chest shrank another three inches along with my confidence.”

“Honey”—Lucy grins—“that’s nothing. Just imagine being a twenty-eight double-A—even my brother had bigger nipples.”

Bill peels off from our group. Either we’re starting to embarrass him or he really has to get back to his law office. The rest of us—heartburn be damned—are on our way to Katz’s Delicatessen, the restaurant where Meg Ryan had her fake orgasm in
When Harry Met Sally
. Bill Clinton has eaten there, too—though after his quadruple bypass surgery, the management removed his picture from the wall. But as we stroll past an innocent-looking awning, Patricia suggests a shopping detour before lunch.

“Toys in Babeland? I used to have so much fun shopping for the girls when they were little,” I say wistfully as Patricia pushes open the door.

“Tru, sweetie, these aren’t the kind of toys a mother buys you,” Patricia says, picking up a very large, very purple acrylic dildo. I blush, and she hands me a slightly smaller, less flashy pale-pink-colored model.

If you didn’t look closely you really might mistake the brightly lit store filled with open shelves of colorful toys for FAO Schwarz. A gamine student fingers a clitoral massage toy
tagged
BETTER THAN CHOCOLATE
. A grandmotherly type in Crocs asks for “a vibrating penis ring, the rechargeable kind—we don’t want to be running out of batteries at a critical moment,” she says with a wink. If I didn’t know better I’d think that grandmother was shopping for a head,
er
, of lettuce.

Georgy picks up a strand of blue pop-it beads and starts to fasten it around her neck. Lucy comes over to explain that the graduated rings of plastic are worn lower down and inserted inside the body. “
Ick
, I think I know what you’re talking about, but I don’t want to think about it,” Georgy says, dropping the beads like a hot potato.

Patricia recommends that everyone buy the Rocket Balm cream. “It makes your John’s penis more sensitive. He’ll have the orgasm of his life, which means you’ll get a bigger tip.” But I’m more intrigued by a toy that has the esteemed Good Housekeeping Seal of Approval.

“I love the Naughtibod!” says a young saleswoman who sees me eyeing the vibrator. “You can plug it into an iPod or a CD player and it pulses to the music. I like to do it to the ‘William Tell Overture.’ ”

I laugh. “Hm, music to accompany a vibrator? How about ‘My Boyfriend’s Back’?”

I hem and haw for a few minutes, but when the salesgirl assures me that she’ll pack my purchases in a plain brown paper bag, I take the Naughtibod and a tin of Rocket Balm along with the sexy teddy. This certainly isn’t the Lower East Side that my parents used to take me to. Then again, I’m not the same girl that my parents used to take to the Lower East Side.

“P
OSTURE,” I SCOLD
good-naturedly as I walk into the office and find Sienna sitting at her Knoll desk, hunched down in her ergonomically correct chair. I toss the brown bag filled with
my exotic new lingerie and toys on top of my own perfectly serviceable IKEA workstation, kick off my shoes, and pad barefoot to the kitchen, which Sienna was supposed to have stocked with drinks and nibbles. I open and close the refrigerator door. “No Fresca—or anything?” I ask as a quick check reveals that the cupboards, too, are bare.

“I didn’t have time to get to the supermarket,” she says with an edge of defiance.

“That’s okay, I’ve probably had enough to eat today,” I babble, still exhilarated from the afternoon’s fun. “After we went to Katz’s we found this adorable little pastry shop. Lucy, remember, she’s the beautiful gal I told you about with the rabbit jacket …?”

“That must have been nice,” Sienna says, cutting me off. “I spent the day fielding phone calls, returning the folding chairs to the super, and trying to make sense of this bloody accounting system. How did I ever get saddled with that job? I don’t even balance my own checkbook.” She snatches my paper shopping bag and pulls out the musical vibrator. “But I’m glad to see your afternoon was so productive.”

“Bill bought something for you too. Two somethings. They’re really beautiful, he’s going to surprise you with them tonight,” I say, standing over Sienna’s chair and this time running my hand soothingly across her back. “Tough day?”

“I guess.” She shrugs. Sienna nudges a small pile of papers toward the edge of the desk with the eraser on her pencil until they topple onto the floor. Then she sighs, and we both bend over to pick them up.

“Sorry. I’m used to being in the newsroom, stories breaking, people running in and out all day long. It’s a little weird to suddenly be on the sidelines. I think I’m probably just going through reinvention pains.”

“Hey, switching your career, opening a new business, and
falling in love with a guy for the first time in umpteen years has got to get your heart rate pumping.”

“Falling in love? Who said anything about falling in love?” Sienna asks stubbornly. And then, she can’t help it, the corners of her mouth turn up into a little grin. “Let’s just call it ‘like,’ okay? That way when it’s over I won’t feel so bad.”

“Okay, ‘love,’ ‘like,’ I’m not going to say anything to spook you. Though I think our Bill is a keeper. But to tell you the truth, I’m feeling a little overanxious these days myself. I mean, so much is changing. Peter’s working with that ridiculous Tiffany Glass person and she spends so much time at our apartment that I’m thinking of charging her rent. Of course, she’s paying our mortgage, which may be why she’s acting like she owns the place.”

“Don’t worry, her office renovation has to be finished sometime. Even the Taj Mahal only took twenty years to build. Besides, you’re going to be able to pay your way all on your own soon. We start working with customers in just a few days.”

“I know, I’ve been thinking about that.” My voice drops to a whisper. “I don’t want to send any negative thoughts out into the universe. But do you ever worry that something could, you know, go wrong? Like somebody finds out what kind of business the Veronica Agency really is and we end up going to jail?”

Sienna shakes her head. “No, Bill’s very careful. He knows all of the clients personally.”

“Well, let’s just make sure that no one gives out our phone number to Charlie Sheen. Or Eliot Spitzer.”

“Agreed. Although come to think of it, maybe you wouldn’t mind giving out your own number to your husband? I had two calls from him today wondering where the heck you were. He said it was important. Don’t tell me you forgot to charge your cellphone again?”

“Damn.” I reach into my bag to retrieve my red Nokia, which is in fact dead. Sienna laughs at my predictable disregard of all things electronic and hands me her BlackBerry, which is never more than half an inch away from her fingertips.

As I punch in Peter’s number, I’m already thinking up excuses for where I’ve been all day. I’d like to be able to say that I categorically hate lying to my husband, that it’s bad and that I’m going to stop doing it soon. But my whole world has always revolved around Peter and the girls, and having a “secret life”—a life in which I’m a businesswoman with plans of my own and where no one knows me as “Peter’s wife” or “Paige and Molly’s mother”—is turning out to be surprisingly satisfying. Besides, how much do I really know about what Peter’s up to these days? How much did I ever know? My husband was out of work for three whole months and I didn’t have a clue. Maybe that’s why I’m keeping this from Peter now, to get back at him and prove that he’s not the only one who can have a double life. Besides, I’m not actually lying to him about having a business.… If my husband comes right out and asks, “Tru, are you running an escort agency?” I’ve promised myself that I will absolutely, positively say yes. But until then, or until I’m ready, there are some things that I’d just rather not talk about.

Peter picks up on the second ring and before he has a chance to say a word, I’m blathering an explanation.

“Sorry I was out of touch, I forgot to charge my cellphone again, it’s a good thing my brain doesn’t have to be plugged in, or my head would constantly be beeping like one of those smoke detectors whose batteries are wearing down. Anyway,” I say, trying to keep the rest of the story simple, so I don’t get caught in some trap of my own making, “I’m with Sienna now. I was shopping, I got—”

Peter gives up waiting for an opening and plunges into the reason for his call.