“
Get over yourself. I hug my friends just like I hug my family. You may as well deal with it.”
His eyes lit up in flames.
“You’re being totally unreasonable and I’m not putting up with it. I can hug whoever the fuck I want to hug.”
“I don’t think so.”
“Well, I couldn’t care less.”
His anger was still evident. My little speech didn’t dissuade him whatsoever.
“Nothing is going on between us. He doesn’t have feelings for me.”
“Yeah right. What were you talking about in your bedroom
, then?” He waited for me to respond.
“You.”
“That’s what I thought. It’s not about a guy hugging you. It’s the fact that he clearly wants to fuck you that bothers me.”
“You’re wrong.”
“No, I’m not,” he snapped.
“But he’s not going to try anything. You can calm down. I don’t understand where this behavior is coming from.
You flipped out at the bar when my
married
friend came over to say hello to me, but you apologized and said you would stop that behavior. Now you’re acting insane.”
“First of all, those are two completely different situations. There is no doubt that Alex wants to be more than friends with you. I don’t appreciate you spending time alone with him in your bedroom. That would piss anyone off.” His breathing was deep. “And
everything is different now. I already told you that.”
“How?”
He pressed his face against mine. “I don’t do relationships because I don’t care about anyone but myself. But with you, I feel completely different. You are everything to me, Sadie. And after you gave me your virginity, I was a goner. You’re mine. Mine. I don’t want you with anyone but me—ever. That’s it. And if anyone tries to take you away, tries to make a move, I’ll kill them.”
My eyes widened in shock. “You sound crazy.”
“That’s because I am crazy.” He pushed me against the couch and cupped my face. “When it comes to you, I’m not sane. When I saw you sitting in that bar, your beautiful legs showing and your tits popping out, I wanted to fuck your brains out, but as soon as I heard you open your mouth, I wanted to know everything about you. Now that I have you, I don’t want anyone else. You’re stuck with me—whether you like it or not.”
I felt my spine shiver. “Ethan.”
He kissed my lips. “Your brother will accept me. If he doesn’t, it changes nothing. I’m not going anywhere. But I will do everything that I can to change his mind.”
“How did I get so lucky?”
His eyes softened. “I won the lottery. You just got a free ticket.”
I smiled. “I
kinda like your jealousy and possessiveness.”
“You just said I was crazy.”
“I like crazy,” I said. “But please tone it down around my family. I don’t think that’s going to make my brother like you. Alex would never try anything. I made it clear you’re the only one I want.”
He said nothing while he stared at me.
“Ethan, just do this for me. You can be a crazy asshole sometimes, but just don’t do it to my family.”
He still said nothing.
I sighed. “If this behavior continues, we’re done.”
He clenched his jaw
. “I’ll try. But if he touches you, I’ll kill him.”
“It’s okay if he hugs me.”
“No.”
“Ethan.”
He was quiet for a moment. “Fine.”
I pulled his face to mine and kissed him. His lips parted my mouth and his tongue slipped inside. Now that we were alone, I really wanted to be with him. I wanted to make love again. I grabbed his jacket and pulled it off then unbuttoned his shirt. He grabbed my hands and steadied them.
“Sorry, baby. Not tonight.”
“What?”
He looked at me with apologetic eyes. “I made you bleed last night. Give your body some time to heal.”
“I don’t want to wait. The last time we did it, it felt good.”
He smiled. “I don’t either but I don’t want to hurt you. I never want to cause you pain.”
“It’s fine, really. It doesn’t hurt.”
“No.”
“Ethan,” I begged.
“Don’t make this difficult for me.”
“Well, I’m gonna.” I took off my shirt then tossed it on the couch. I unclasped my bra and dropped it to the ground.
Ethan stared at my bare tits with a hungry expression. He stepped closer to me then placed his hands on my breasts, massaging them gently. “You’re a bitch, you know that?”
“And you’re an asshole.”
He squeezed my breasts then pinched the nipples slightly. “Stop seducing me.”
“I want to have sex.”
“Yeah, I picked up on that,” he said sarcastically. He lowered his hands and pressed my chest against his. “And I want to break you in but I don’t want to hurt you.”
“Break me in? Like a horse?”
He smiled. “Yeah. Your pussy is so small and unstretched. It’s going to take some time for you to get used to me.”
“Well, let’s start.”
“But I don’t want to hurt you in the process.”
“Let’s just try. If it hurts, we’ll stop.
He rubbed his nose against mine. “Stop teasing me, baby. Fucking you is all I ever think about. I didn’t get anything done at work today because I kept thinking about it.”
“I don’t want to tease you. I want to please you.”
He moaned. “You should be a lawyer. You can be very persuasive.”
“Well, I can’t take off my bra in court.”
“If you did, you would win every case.”
I pulled away and started to walk to my bedroom. Ethan watched me for a moment then followed behind me. When we were in my room, Koku followed us. Ethan grabbed the bone from his mouth then threw it in the living room. When my dog chased it, Ethan shut the door.
“He’s cute, but he’s really stupid.”
“Hey!
”
He smiled. “Don’t worry. I love Koku.” He grabbed my wais
t then turned me around, pressing his chest against my back. His lips kissed my neck as his hands squeezed my breasts. I felt his erection pressed against my back. Ethan grabbed the rim of my pants and pulled them down. When I got off work, I went shopping and bought new underwear. I knew Ethan liked the black thong I was wearing because he moaned. “Damn.”
I heard h
im unbutton his pants and pull them down. He pressed against my ass.
“Your ass is—damn.”
“Nothing compared to yours.”
“I beg to differ.” He pulled down his shorts then pulled off his shirt.
He grabbed the rim of my thong then pulled it down. He moaned again when he saw my bare ass. “All mine.”
“Yeah.”
Slowly, he inserted his fingers inside me and massaged me. His other hand rested on my clitoris and he rubbed the flesh. I was already panting and moaning for him. Ethan grabbed my leg and placed it on the bed, opening me wider. He glanced at the mirrors on my closet and moaned. “I love mirrors.”
“You just like watching yourself fuck me.”
“That might have something to do with it.” He continued to rub me until I couldn’t stand it anymore.
“Ethan, please.”
He pulled out his finger then turned me around. He laid me on the bed then crawled on top of me. His chest was wide and prominent. I loved being dominated by his large form. He was thick and heavy. He separated my legs with his own then inserted himself within me.
“Tell me if it hurts, baby.”
I gripped his shoulders as he slid inside. “It doesn’t. God, it doesn’t.”
“Good.” He moved inside me and pressed his forehead against mine.
“How is this for you?”
I moaned as I scratched his back.
“That’s what I wanted to hear.”
I rocked my hips from below and moved him inside me quicker. I ran my fingers through hi
s hair as I kissed him.
He thrust into me harder and it didn’t hurt in the least. As he moved faster, it felt even better. I grabbed his ass and pulled him deeper inside me. When I felt him stre
tch me even wider, I bit my lip. I knew I was about to explode.
“Come on. I can’t last long when I’m with you. You’re too godda
mn sexy.”
His words sent me over the brink. I dug my nails into his skin, moaning for the entire ride. The pleasure circulated thr
oughout my body and exploded between my legs. I started to scream his name.
I cupped his face as the burn started to dissipate. Everything still felt tender as he moved inside me
. He kissed my forehead, rocking into me.
Ethan stiffened over me as he
came. I kissed him while he started to shake. He moaned the entire time until he pulled out of me and released himself on my stomach. I didn’t even think about using protection—again. When I looked down at him, I was relieved I wasn’t bleeding.
He took a deep breath. “
Wow.”
“I know. I want to do it all the time now.”
He smiled. “It’s pretty amazing, huh?”
“Hell yeah.”
“But this is the best I’ve ever had.”
My eyes softened. “How is that possible?”
“I don’t know, but it is. I can barely control myself when I’m with you. You have taken my heart, Sadie. I’m helpless in your embrace.”
“The feeling is mutual, Ethan.”
“I hope so.”
“I want to do that every day.”
He rubbed his nose against mine. “I will satisfy you to the best of my ability.”
“I
’ll hold you to that.”
He rose from the bed then grabbed some tissues from the bathroom. He cleaned himself off then wiped my stomach. “Are you going to the doctor tomorrow?”
I nodded. “I have an appointment.”
“Good. I want to come inside you.”
I felt my body shiver.
“I want to be the first man
to be inside you.”
“I do too.”
He sat on the bed and was about to lay beside me when I touched his arm. “Can you get Koku?” At the sound of his name, he started whimpering by the door. I heard his paws scratch the door, begging to come inside.
He smiled. “How could I forget?” He opened the door and let my dog come inside. He jumped on the bed then sat at my feet. Et
han returned to the bed then lied beside me. We stared at each other as he ran his fingers through my hair. His blue eyes shined bright as he looked at me. I wasn’t sure why he was so infatuated with me. He was such an upbeat and happy guy. I don’t know why he even noticed me.
“Why me?” I asked. “You could have whoever you wanted.”
He said nothing for a while. “You just know, Sadie. As soon as I heard you speak, I was lost. You are different than other girls. Most of them jump my bones at the first chance they get. That’s all they want from me. But you were different. You are sweet, classy, and smart. You don’t care about my money or superficial things. You love your family and your dog. You’re my kinda girl.”
“Have you ever been in a relationship before?”
“Not a serious one.”
“And you’re sure you want to be in one with me?”
His eyes turned serious. “There isn’t a single doubt.”
“I’m glad.”
“Do you have any doubts about me?”
“Not at all,” I said honestly. “I think men can change for the right reasons.”
“Well, you were the reason, Sadie. I can’t stand the idea of someone else being with you. I’ve never felt that way before.”
“You don’t need to worry about it, Ethan. I’m yours.”
“Damn right.”
I smiled.
“Can I ask you something?”
“You can ask me anything.”
He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. “Have you done anything else with men?”
“Like what?”
“Sexual things.”
“Not really.”
“And what does that mean?”
“I told you I was a virgin.”
“Has a guy ever fingered you?”
“Yes.”
The jealousy flashed across his eyes. “Has a guy ever eaten you out?”
“No.”
His anger dimmed.
“Have you ever given head?”
“No.”
He nodded. “Excellent.”
“Why is that good? I’m totally inexperienced. You’ll have to show me everything.”
“I don’t mind in the least. I’ll teach you well, baby.”
I felt my cheeks blush.
“Have you ever given a hand job?”
“Yes.”
His eyes narrowed but he didn’t comment.
“Have you ever had a serious boyfriend?”
“Yes.”
The jealousy returned. “How long and why did it end?”