Rockstar's Girl (Decoy Series book 2) (12 page)

"You can't sleep in my bed. You snore too loud."

"No I don't! I'm sleeping with daddy."

Leo and Finley make their way into the house. Finley is still in Leo's arms. Max helps me carry the three bags of food inside. Seeing as Finley is here we decide to use the table for once, rather than the sofa. Finley looks over to Max and Leo.

"Daddy said you two are pigs."

He starts giggling to himself. He's such a little snitch. Max looks up to me as I'm biting into my burger.

"So is your dad."

This makes Finley look back to me and laugh again.

"Yep!"

After our food I take Finley up to my room to put his clothes away.

"Am I sleeping in your big bed?"

"Yes, why?"

He makes a funny looking face.

"I don't like sleeping with mummy."

"Why?"

"She likes to have all the cover."

I can't help but laugh. Poor Finley. I can remember just how much she likes the entire quilt to herself.

"Don't worry
;
I don't take all the covers."

We all spend the rest of the day goofing around.

At 7:00pm Kendal rings me.

"Hey beautiful."

I hear her musical laughter down the phone.

"How has it been?"

"Great. He loved his surprise."

"Aw. I knew he would. Are you sure it will be ready for Friday?"

"Positive."

I tell her about our day together and then let Finley talk to her. All through the phone conversation Finley has a huge smile.

"Hello mummy.......Yes its fun here......Yea! It's a rock star one. I told the man I want my name on it.......Yeah, Uncle Max is rubbish at football."

I listen to all his side of their conversation. Listening to him talk to Kendal makes me want to be with her so bad right now. I've loved spending the last four nights together. It makes me long for us to be a proper family at last. The gift I have for next week can't come quick enough.

Chapter 15

The next morning I wake up to the bed shaking. As I begin to become aware of my surroundings I can tell it's Finley who is jumping and now he had begun chanting.

"Daddy, daddy, daddy!"

At the top of his voice. So this is what Kendal warned me about.

"Finley."

I moan out loud but he ignores me.

"Get up! Get up! Get up!"

"Lie down please Fin."

"It's breakfast time!"

He hasn't stopped bouncing by the way. I rub my eyes and reach for my phone. When my eyes finally are able to focus and I see the time I groan.

"Finley, it's only 7:00!"

"Yes! It's breakfast time!"

Unable to stay in bed a second longer I have no choice but to get up. I'm glad he manages to sleep so well. I was worried he might be a little homesick and want to go home but as soon as I put him to bed I didn't hear anything from him. You don't know how happy it makes me that he's here with me.

I carry him down to the kitchen. Thanks to Leo, luckily we have the cereal Finley wants. The man can't live without it. After our breakfast and watching cartoons we both go back up stairs to get ready. As I open my door I look back to see Finley standing in the middle of the landing facing the other doors.

"Where's Uncle Max and Uncle Leo bedrooms?"

"Why?"

"They're lazy."

A plan comes to mind so I show him which one is Max's room. When I open the door we silently creep in and see Max lying on top of his covers. Thankfully still in his boxers. I didn't think to check to make sure he didn't have his dick out. I could've scarred my son for life there. Finley shakes his head at the sight of Max and whispers.

"Uncle Max you are lazy."

Then without warning he runs the distance to his bed and starts jumping. I decide to lean back against the wall and enjoy the show. Finley bounces right next to Max who finally begins to stir. He rubs his eyes and that's when Finley starts shouting.

"Uncle Max is lazy! Uncle Max is lazy!"

I can't help but laugh at the horrified look on Max's face as he wakes up to Finley's shouting.

"Finley? Where's your dad?"

Finley just points to me.

"Over there. Now get up you lazy man!"

I didn't think Max would actually get up but like I said the guys love Finley and he has them wrapped around his finger. Much like everyone else. After Max and I watch as Finley does the same to Leo. His reaction was fucking hilarious. As soon as Finley bounced Leo shot up in his bed looking scared shitless.

~Kendal~

After my shift at Bianca's I'm in the staffroom getting my things ready when Tanya walks in for her break. She looks at me and gives me an irritated look.

"Spill."

I'm a little confused.

"What?"

Tanya throws her arms up in frustration.

"You've been staring at me ever since I got here!"

It's true. When Tanya arrived at work I took any chance I could to look over to her to make sure she was okay. I can't help that I'm worried about her.

"Are you OK?"

All I get as an answer from her is a frown.

"Ever since the wedding you just seem down all the time. Don't deny that you're not, you can't lie to us anymore. We can all see it. It's because of Leo isn't it?"

Again she doesn't answer.

"We're just worried about you."

"So you've all been talking about me behind my back?"

"It's not like that. We are worried. Jax said Leo is the same."

Her eyes widen.

"You've spoken to Jax about me too?"

"Only because he told me that Leo is acting miserable as well."

This seems to lessen her anger.

"He is?"

I nod.

"What's going on with you two?"

She shrugs.

"It's nothing."

I feel frustrated. This is the same crap she's been feeding us ever since we noticed the change in her.

"Oh come on! You can't give me that shit. We're friends and I know when you're lying."

"Why should I tell you Kendal? You will just run off to Jax and tell him everything that I tell you."

That hurt.

"I know what I should tell him and what I shouldn't."

"Right because I forgot you're this happy new couple now."

I can't talk to her when she's acting like this. I know she's hurting so I won't slap her like I want to. Instead I grab my bag and go to walk past her.

"Come and talk to me when you're not acting like a bitch."

When I start to walk past her in a rush she reaches out and grabs onto my arm.

"Wait. Fuck. I'm sorry Kendal."

She does look sorry. Her face has softened and I can see tears line her eyes.

"We just care about you."

"I know that and I love you all but I'm just so fucking confused."

My tough nut of a best friend suddenly looks very vulnerable.

"Just talk to us. We all want you back."

"To tell you the truth Kendal, I don't want to talk about it. I'm sick to death of thinking about that pig headed man. All I will say is that Leo just wants to have another amazing fuck, but because I'm saying no, I've suddenly become interesting. That's all he wants from me and I'm not giving it to him."

She is nearly crying, I just stay silent and watch her. I know what she's saying sounds like Leo, but I know that's not true. Why would Leo be acting as Jax has said just because Tanya's knocked back sex with him? There's definitely something more going on here but I'll have to wait for Tanya to come to me when she's ready. She gives me a friendly hug.

"I'll try not to act like a bitch anymore."

I laugh at that. I'm not so sure.

Half an hour later I'm at home and changed out of my work clothes. All thoughts of Tanya and Leo gone because I'm waiting for my boys. It feels really weird that I'm so nervous to see Jax again. We need to talk about telling Finley about us. I did want to wait until tomorrow but I've been thinking about it non-stop at work and I want to tell him now.

I'm sitting in my living room watching TV when I hear Jax and Finley come in. Finley comes rushing into the room and jumps on me on the sofa.

"I'm back mummy."

We share a big cuddle. I missed him so much. Even though I know he's been with Jax, I just miss him whenever he's not with me. When Finley gives me breathing space Jax gives me an innocent kiss.

It's not long before Finley decides he want to play in his bedroom leaving me and Jax alone. This is probably the only chance I'll get with him alone so I quickly say what I need to.

"Jax. I've been thinking about us and well.....I want to tell Finley."

At first he looks surprised but then he grabs me in a bone crushing hug and then kisses me harder than I thought possible.

"When do you wanna tell him?"

"Tonight?"

"That soon?"

"Well, I thought that you could stay tonight and wake up on Finley's birthday here. With us."

I'm beginning to doubt myself so I quickly add.

"Only if you want-"

I'm sucked into his heart stopping kiss. He needs to stop doing this, I can only hold back for so long.

"Of course I want to."

"I love you."

"God I fucking love it when you say that."

He tackles me on the sofa so I'm now lying down.

"I think I should take you and Finley out for dinner to celebrate."

While me and Finley get ready to go out to dinner, Jax goes home to pack a bag of clothes. I don't want it to look like I'm trying too hard, so I put on one of the blue dresses Jax purchased for me. It's figure hugging but it doesn't show too much. It goes across my chest so there's no cleavage on show, there's no sleeves and it goes just below my knees. I put on my leather jacket and some simple black heels. Dressy casual, perfect. There's no surprise I have no choice in what Finley wears but as usual he looks perfect. He has his black skinny jeans on that are just too adorable. Skinny jeans for a four year old! A thin, dark gray t-shirt with a black and red checked shirt over it. It's open and he has rolled the sleeves up, his black hair spiking everywhere. How does he know how to dress himself like this? It looks like he had a professional choose his outfit. I look at him and smile as he puts on his black Converse, he looks just like a rock star's son.

Jax comes strolling in not long after I'm ready looking delicious. He has his tight jeans on with a black shirt, sleeves rolled up like Finley's. Also in black Converse. He puts his bag down on the stairs and Finley points to it.

"What's that?"

Jax and I both exchange a look and silently agree now is the time. I take hold of Finley's hand to lead him into the living room and sit down beside him, Jax on his other side.

"Finley, we want to tell you something."

He stays silent, Jax picks it up.

"You know how you want mummy and daddy to be boyfriend and girlfriend?"

Finley nods.

"Well....Mummy and daddy are now."

Finley looks between me and Jax. He looks to me when he asks.

"You're boyfriend and girlfriend?"

I smile and nod but really I'm a little scared. I thought he would look pleased but he doesn't look happy or sad. The he catches me off guard and jumps in the air and shouts loudly. He then comes back and wraps and arm around both me and Jax. Finley stops shouting and I feel his body shaking. At first I think he's laughing but then I hear a little sob. Jax pulls him off us so we can look at him and what I see breaks my heart. He's crying!

"Oh Finley. What's the matter?"

He sobs a little more and I hear the words "so happy" in between them. How adorable, he's crying because he's happy. I was scared for a minute there he had changed his mind. When his tears stop he smiles at us.

"Is that why you and daddy kiss?"

"Yes."

I laugh at him but when he asks his next question I stop.

"Are we living with daddy now?"

"No Finley."

"Not yet anyway." Jax adds.

He looks at me with pure desire and I'd love nothing more than to live with my two boys. As a proper family.

Chapter 16

~Jax~

I wake up the next morning pretty much the same as the day before, only this morning it's fucking better. After Finley went to bed last night me and Kendal didn't waste any time getting to know each other's bodies all over again. That one night was way too long to be apart from her. Before we both went to sleep Kendal advised me to put my boxes back on. I'm glad I did because here we are.

"Mummy! Daddy! Mummy! Daddy!"

Finley chants and does a crazy little dance on the bed. Suddenly the bouncing stops and Finley looks down at me.

"Why is daddy here?"

Kendal and I look to each other.

"I thought you didn't live here daddy?"

Thankfully Kendal saves us.

"We had a sleepover so daddy is here for your birthday."

Finley then does his crazy dance again and shouts.

"It's my birthday!"

Last night was fucking incredible. After we told Finley I couldn't wipe the stupid smile off my face.

When we arrived at the restaurant I wasn't surprised to see some paparazzi waiting. For the first time in about three years I wasn't bothered about them. I was actually happy they were there to capture one of the best nights in my fucking life. I didn't give a fuck that I was smiling like an idiot as I walked towards them, with Finley holding both mine and Kendal's hands. By the way, Kendal was smiling, just like me. She looked so happy and that made me feel like a proud man as we faced the paparazzi.

You could see the confusion on the paparazzi faces because I'm known for not paying attention to them and never stopping to give them an opinion or an answer to their questions. I think the last time I did was right at the beginning when Decoy was first signed. When we got near enough I stopped to pick Finley up and wrap my other arm around my woman.

"Are you and Kendal back together?"

"Is it true you're getting married?"

"Jax why did you hide them?"

The questions went on and on while they flashed their camera's. Instead of answering question after question I just give my statement.