My Bad Boy's Secret: A Bad Boy Billionaire Romance (178 page)

“It’s me. I followed her to the natural history museum this afternoon. She was with a guy. Photos are being sent to you now and my full report to your cell phone.”

Then he hung up. I sat down. “A guy?” I said out loud. Was she seeing someone else and that’s what she was hiding? The thought enraged me. The photos started pouring into my phone but I didn’t wait. I picked up the phone, “Have a car pulled around front please.”

Then I hung up and made my way down to the lobby. As soon as I sat in the car I gave the driver her address. I started to flip through the images. She was with another guy, a young, good-looking science nerd type. He was about her age too. They seemed to be laughing and enjoying each other’s company over tea.

I pounded on her apartment door minutes later, and by that time I had gone through all the photos and I was an angry jealous man.

“Jaysun! What are you? Do you have to pound on the door like that?” she said as she opened the door. I didn’t wait. I stormed into her apartment and began to go off.

“Who is he? Some science nerd guy? Are you fucking him? Is that why you’re avoiding me? Just tell me now and I’ll leave you alone. You think you can just throw away someone like me. I’m a damn billionaire for crying out loud!” I yelled at her. I knew the words were shit, but I was angry.

“What the hell are you talking about?” she was frightened and was starting to cry a little. This calmed me. I forgot how fragile she was. I was such an asshole.

“The guy at the natural history museum you were with tonight? Who the fuck is he?”

“How do you know about him?” she gasped. “Did you follow me?! You’re unbelievable,” she sat down on the sofa and then began to explain.

“Fine if you want to know, it’s the whales. I’ve been dreaming about them every night since that day in the water. I’ve become obsessed and had to know everything about them. That guy is just a marine biologist that works there. Satisfied?”

I felt like an ass. If she was telling the truth then I was a dick for having her followed and for accusing her of fucking someone else. She had accused me once with rage and fire in her heart, and now I was doing the same to her. “I’m sorry Kendra, I didn’t think. I was just so angry to think you were with someone else,” I said sitting beside her. She was quiet. I was quiet as I thought about what she had said then it hit me. “Shit, Kendra. I’m sorry. Now, I’m just now processing what you said about dreaming about the whales and obsessing over them. Fuck, that’s serious. I’ve been so worried about why you were pulling away from me that I didn’t offer to have you see a therapist or something to deal with that traumatic event.

I’m such a dick.

Will you forgive me? I feel like shit,” I wrapped my arms around her. Whether she wanted me to or not, I had to touch her. I had to hold her.

“Therapist? I guess I think of it that way,” she said softly. Her voice made me want to kiss her lips. It had only been days since I touched those lips, but it was too long. I wanted her. I needed her. Then she said, “But actually I learned something about myself tonight. This obsession with the traumatic event, it actually made me start to study those animals. It was such a close encounter and seeing it under water. I want to know more. I want to study them. That’s what I want to do with my life. I’m sure of it,” she turned to me and smiled. I was relieved to see that smile again.

“So, I’ve actually helped you then?” I asked hoping her answer would be yes.

“Yeah, I guess so. If I wouldn’t have had that experience than I wouldn’t have done the research and fallen in love with these animals.”

“Great, you fall in love with whales and I’ve fallen in love with you,” I said so matter of
factly
that I didn’t realize what I was saying until it was out of my mouth.

“What!” she yelled.

I paused. There was no hiding it now. “I’ve fallen in love with you. I knew the moment I had to save you from the ocean. Nothing else mattered in that moment.”

She looked at me and smiled and then she surprised me. She jumped on me, straddling me. Just like she had done before in the hot tub. I was shocked but only for a second. I wrapped my hands around her ass and squeezed her while she kissed me passionately and I kissed her back. I stood up picking her up with me. I carried her to the bed and laid her down on her back.

“Please fuck me Jaysun,” she whispered.

Her words made my whole body become electrified. “Yes, ma’am.”

I pulled off my clothes in lightning speed and was on top of her tearing at her dress pulling and stretching it until it tore off. Fuck it. I would buy her more. A million more dresses if she wanted, anything she wanted was hers. Now her naked body was free and feeling her soft skin rub against mine was soothing. I licked and flicked at her rosy nipple with my tongue until they were erect. She moaned and wiggled under me. I couldn’t wait anymore. “I have to fuck you right now. I can’t wait anymore Kendra.” I said knowing it was true. I wanted to please her in all the ways that foreplay had to offer, but in that moment I needed to put my cock inside of her. She spread her pale thighs open and I positioned myself with my hard rigid cock poised to enter her.

I kissed her and then moved my hips forward and entered her slowly, inch by inch going in. I sighed in relief. I had been waiting to feel her enveloped around my cock. I swung my hips back and forth pumping in short movements moving my shaft in and out of her as I hovered over her. She screamed out, I guess that meant she liked that move. I pushed my hand into her strawberry strands and felt her legs wrap around my back pulling me closer to her. It was what I needed. I hoped she needed it too.

KENDRA (Cont.)

I wrapped my legs around him pulling him toward me. I didn’t know that I would miss him this much. I couldn’t get him close enough to me. I wanted him to be more inside me than he already was. I needed him. I wanted him. This was where staying away from him and fooling myself that I didn’t need him, got me. I was like a thirsty person that had not had water in a week. I moved my head up and kissed his strong chest licking and sucking every inch. His hand moved in my hair caressing it. He was being gentle. He had told me he loved me, and like a romantic sap I jumped on him. I didn’t ask any questions after he said it. I couldn’t. It was like a magic spell came over me after he said it and I could not control my actions.

Now I was enjoying every second that he fucked me because now he had said he loved me. Even if it was a lie, which with this man and our history, I knew that it could be, I still wanted to enjoy it. Let it be true for now. For this night, I would indulge in his words as though they were fact. I wanted to yell out that I loved him too. I did love him. It was obvious to me after the first time we kissed, but I never wanted to give him that power. He already had so much over me. No, for now I would just keep saying, “Fuck me Jaysun. Fuck me harder. I want to cum.”

He groaned and moved faster and harder between my thighs pumping his hips. I clawed my nails down his back as I felt my body tense up and I was on the brink of releasing into climax.

“You’re going to cum aren’t you? I know that look,” he said smiling down at me.

It shook me out of my erotic haze. He knew the look, and he was right. In a second, I exploded into orgasm. “I’m cumming. I’m cumming. Yes!”

“Mmmm, I could listen to you say that forever,” he whispered. He moved slower inside of me caressing my body up and down with his hands. His hand moved down the side of my breast and down the side of my body to my hip. Then all the way back up again as though he was memorizing the curves of my body.

When I finally had my senses back he moved in and out of me again. “How did that feel? Can I keep fucking you?” he asked.

“It felt delicious, and yes. Please don’t stop.”

Jaysun pushed his hands under my ass and picked me up. He was now on his knees and I was straddling him. He carried my weight in his hands as he bounced me up and down on his cock. I had no control over what he was doing. He had control over my entire body and it felt great. He looked down at my chest and I watched his eyes as he watched my tits bounce up and down. I knew he liked doing that. I picked up my hair in my hands and piled it up on my head and held it there. Jaysun seemed to like this. He smiled a dashing sideways grin and watched me. Then a few seconds later, “Oh fuck Kendra. I’m cumming! Oh fuck!” he yelled as he released and let my body sit on top of his cock. I leaned in close and kissed his neck and wrapped my arms around his chest as he released into orgasm. I could feel his body shaking.

The next morning, I woke up to a Deja Vu. I smelled coffee and breakfast. I got up and walked into the kitchen and saw Jaysun, freshly showered making me breakfast again. I was happy about it, but I didn’t smile. The scene brought back the one thing that I had forgotten about in last night’s passion. I had forgotten because he said those three little words we all wait to hear, I love you. It had made me forget about the passport I had found.

“Hungry?” he asked.

“Yes, thank you.”

He poured me a cup of coffee, just the way I liked it. He remembered and I had noticed. Then he served me eggs and bacon.

“Look, I owe you an apology,” he said as he kissed me on the top of my head and sat down to eat. “I did have you followed. It was wrong. You were acting so strange since we got back from the island and I didn’t know what else to do. I knew that I loved you then, and it was driving me crazy not know. I promise I’ll never do anything like that again. It was very wrong. I know it would be hard for you to believe me. I really thought you were fucking someone else. The thought drove me mad.”

“I understand. But yes, never do that again. Following people is just plain wrong. I was not fucking anyone else. Honestly. But you were right. You do know me. I was acting strange and there is a reason.”

He stopped eating and stared at me as though I was made of glass and might break any second. I didn’t know what would happen once I told him this, but I had too because it was eating away at me.

“What is it? You can tell me anything,” he said.

“I was acting strange because. That day at the cabin on the island you mentioned I could grab one of your sweaters from a drawer, and I did. A passport fell out of the sweater with your photo and the name Jaysun Raydon. Not Jaysun Rubic.”

Clang! His fork dropped on the plate. His mouth was wide open and then his face changed. He was no longer loving Jaysun. His jaw set in a hard line. He was pissed.

“What did you do with the passport? Did you keep it? Are you going to blackmail us?” he said as he got up and started pacing the room.

“Blackmail?”

“Yeah, that’s usually how these things play out. How long did you know? Did one of my previous lovers send you to work for me just to get close to me and find proof? Who is it? Who are you working for?” he asked getting angrier by the second.

“Jaysun! You’re scaring me. No, I did not keep it. I put it back. I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about with all this blackmail bullshit. And who is us? You said are you going to blackmail us?”

“So you don’t have the passport?” he asked.

“No!” I said I don’t. I put it back a few seconds after I saw it. I could only think about how many lies you had already told me, and that was another one. I don’t know who you are! You tell me you love me, but who loves me? Jaysun Rubic or Jaysun Raydon? This is too much of an emotional roller coaster for me. Then I tell you what is bothering me and you accuse me of blackmail! I can’t take it anymore. Just get out. Please.” I had enough. I was done. He sat back down and his face softened.

“You’re right. I’m sorry. It’s just I’ve been through this before. But I trust you Kendra. I don’t know why and it will probably bite me in the ass. But I’ll tell you the whole truth. I trust you not to tell anyone.”

“I promise I won’t Jaysun. Just tell me.”

“You must keep it a secret or it will bring down the whole company. Janet, is not my wife, but she does have control over me. She is my sister.”

FATAL
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BOOK 5

An Alpha Billionaire Romance