"Well then, where is Miss Edge?"
"Powdering her nose to pretend she's what she's not," Sebastian brought out in his parson's voice, to cheer them.
"Well, you can't chase after her in there, however you feel," Elizabeth protested, almost contemptuously, to the old man.
"Might I make a small suggestion?" Sebastian proposed, his own self again at last. "Could Liz and I finish this dance? We'd keep our eyes skinned for the guv'nor all the time."
The old man seemed visibly deflated, he thought. He wondered what had punctured him. No more than some second-hand foolery about Mary, he decided, satisfied Mr Rock was now in such a state of tired confusion that he would swallow, entire, any ancient guff the girls chose to hand out.
"They're fiends," Mr Rock protested all at once. "Fiends. Every single one."
"It's the girls are, Gapa. You listen to a woman," Elizabeth said of herself. "Miss Baker and Miss Edge aren't so bad." He glared. But he was not going to admit he agreed.
"So you won't come?" he challenged.
"Why, of course. Anything you want," she answered in a rude, spoilt voice. "But one must say thank you, surely?" she wheedled.
You know full well I'm afraid outside, alone in the dark, the old man accused Liz, in his heart. Her carelessness for his feelings made him tired and sick, twice over.
"Then I'll seek Miss Edge for myself," he replied, and stamped off towards the Sanctum. Sebastian made as if to follow.
But Elizabeth put a hand on the young man's arm.
"Let Gapa be," she said. "It's his pride. Don't I know, oh so well, so often. I can tell you what's happened. One of those horrid children, and they're out to simply ruin our lives, darling, yours and mine, has mentioned something about his lectures. But tonight I don't care, I'll just not allow anything to come between. Let's nip back for a minute. Oh, this heavenly tune. He'll cool off. He doesn't mean to go."
So they slipped back into the whirlpool to forget, to join in again. But she soon found she could not put Mr Rock out of mind, not yet, not all at once at all events.
Edge had retired for the treat of the day, a cigarette. Because one of these made her feel she had both feet up on mantelpiece, she usually kept herself to the one, night and day. It was delicious, so bad for her heart she even had the sensation she was drunk, and this evening, in the Sanctum, as a special, exceptional indulgence, she had started on another immediately the first was finished. And had no sooner done so before she heard leather shuffled outside. Upon which, while she could hardly get so far for that heavenly lassitude she inhaled, she went over to the door, pushed it wide, and came face to face with the sage.
Light was dark in the passage. He must have had difficulty to get along it to collect the rubber boots. And, as she swayed at his unexpected appearance, she found, without surprise, she now had nothing but pity for the old man.
She leant, a lightweight against a doorjamb, he brittle and heavy against the wall over on the side away from her.
"I'm off home," he announced abruptly, curious, for his part, to find he no longer seemed to hate the woman, all the go gone out of him.
"Why so soon, Mr Rock?" she asked, the butterfly gently fluttering in a vein at one of her temples, from the cigarette.
"Passed my bedtime," he lied.
"Won't you come in for a minute?" she invited, by the entrance to the Sanctum, then took another long draw at the weed to exquisitely drain more blood from her thin limbs. He made no move however.
"Can't help but worry about my cat," he replied, at random. "If I don't get her in she'll be out all night."
"Ah yes," she said, "the splendid creature."
"She comes over here such a deal," he added, rather petulant.
"So sweet," the Principal agreed, still with no trace of irony, speaking as though from another existence. Mr Rock was amazed. He had never known the woman so amenable. And then he himself could hear so well, away from the music.
"And has your granddaughter enjoyed it?" Edge enquired. Ah well, he thought, day is done, this is a truce.
"Liz? Of course she is older than the others."
"I saw her take the floor with Sebastian," the Principal said, in an approving voice.
"Those two are great friends," Mr Rock agreed, cautiously.
"I'd much like to have a little chat with you one day about that young man," Edge suggested, gentle, undangerously soft. The sage was not yet to be drawn, however.
"Yes?" he asked, to gain time.
With a languorous gesture, Edge took one more anaesthetising puff.
"I would really appreciate your advice on Sebastian," she said, in the laziest voice he had heard her use.
"You would?" he countered. He almost surrendered then.
"My dear sir," she murmured. "Need we be too formal the one night of our Founder's Day Ball? I don't really fancy so, do you?"
There was a pause. The old man struggled with a lump in his throat. Then he let go, gave way.
"She's all I have," he said, given over to self pity.
"She loves you," Miss Edge dispassionately stated.
Mr Rock swallowed twice.
"But I can't care for him, ma'am," he admitted, still as if in spite of himself.
"Nor me," the lady answered readily. They looked at each other with great understanding.
"I can't stomach parlour tricks," the old man elaborated, stronger.
"So curiously unwise," Edge agreed. "A word which is out of fashion nowadays," she added. "The girls don't seem to know the meaning, but there, I bless them," she ended.
"Liz has been ill ..." Mr Rock began, mistaking the object, prepared to take offence at once.
"Why I declare, after all," she soothed him. "I spoke of the man, the tutor, the untutored tutor, please. I trust you would not think . . ."
"My deafness," he explained, to cover the slip.
"D'you ever have treatment?"
"What's the good. I am too old."
"Never that, good heavens no," she countered, through a film of weakness.
"Well, there you are. I have to lump it," he said, and smiled.
"You of all men," she murmured.
"I've been most fortunate in my life," he admitted, weak as water yet again. All this sympathy was so unexpected.
"Look, come in, please. I can't tell what we are standing here for, could you?" she invited. "As a matter of fact, if you will keep our little secret, we've some sherry in the cupboard, Hermione and I."
He suddenly wondered if she could be drunk. He was not to connect the cigarette with her mood, because he had never previously seen the lady smoke. Yet it seemed he should be on guard. Nevertheless this was now a remarkable opportunity, he had to admit. He made up his mind.
"And I, for my part," he said, for better or worse weakly entering the Sanctum, "would appreciate if I could have two words with you? A domestic matter."
"My dear Mr Rock I make it my rule never to interfere." This was on the assumption that he could only be referring to Elizabeth.
"To do with your students, ma'am," he announced.
"Ah yes."
"They talk so."
"They do indeed," she languidly assented.
"There must be limits, after all," Mr Rock argued. She slumped quickly down, in an elegant attitude, to hold her cigarette like a wand.
"Where would you draw them?" she asked, at ease.
"Where would I draw the line?" he echoed, but without conviction. Then he pulled himself together. "Yet there must be human decency," he said in a firmer voice. "The give and take of a civilized community," he said. "Justice," he ended.
"Of course," she admitted. "Naturally, of course." This time with her first trace of malice which, however, was lost on him.
"Yes," he said, in a muddled way of the girls below. "I mean, they can go too far, can't they?" He was desperate.
"Yes?" she enquired.
There was a pause. Came again the lump in his throat. Once more he surrendered.
"I love her. She's all I have," he said. He could have sobbed.
Edge was so distant, so absent that she had forgotten Mary and Merode. What she could do, and did without the slightest sense of shock, was to ask herself if he had meant Moira all along.
"My dear," she murmured. "As time goes on one clings to what one has."
"She's all I have," he repeated, still about his granddaughter, secure in self pity.
"But is it wise, or fair, to foul the nest you have built?" she archly enquired.
"In what way?" he demanded, at a loss.
"Weren't you complaining of the child's behaviour?"
"Never," he protested, of his granddaughter.
She remembered she had not brought out the sherry, but let this go. She was too tired.
"Believe me, I think sometimes you are inclined to misjudge us, Mr Rock," she said. "We have eyes in our grey heads. And we prize your friendship for the child," she lied, a white lie.
"I don't follow," he said.
"Why, Moira of course," she patiently explained.
"We are at cross purposes, ma'am," he concluded with pride, suddenly and finally disgusted. Then he noticed that she had finished the cigarette. He offered another from his case, as a matter of course. She knew it to be madness, but how was she to refuse? So she lit up, as though this were the last action she would have strength for in life.
"We are just two old women trying our best, but we do have eyes in our heads," she repeated, obstinately gentle, unaware of the effect she had produced.
"Well, I don't think this Birt is up to any good here, either," the old man said, angry and tart. He had gone back to the doorway, so as to make good his escape, if need be, at a moment's notice.
"Where are you? I can't tell," she demanded.
And only an hour since, she would insist she had no trouble at all with her eyes, joyfully he reminded himself.
"Are you sure you feel all right?" he asked, after he had narrowly regarded her. He almost hoped she would fall sideways, flat on an ear.
"I'll let you into a little secret," she said. "It's these smokes. My one small indulgence. They make me rather giddy. But it's true I had a nasty turn this afternoon."
"How was that, ma'am?"
"Where on earth have you got to, man?"
"Here," he replied, and came forward a second time, betrayed by curiosity, only to sit, without thinking, in her own place, behind the great desk of office.
She did not notice.
There was a pause.
"You had a fainting spell?" he hazarded. He had long since learned all about it. He thought, perhaps she drinks all day.
"Oh, I've forgotten. Don't bother me," she said.
"Was it about this sorry disappearance, ma'am?" he persisted.
"Whose? Why, we've got to the bottom of Mary and Merode," she lied. "That did not take long. Absolutely nothing in their storm in a little teacup."
"Thank God," he said, anxious, of course, to learn about Mary.
"Why?" she dreamily wanted to know. "Can these children truly mean much to you?"
"Whatever occurs round this Great Place affects us all," he covered himself.
"Just one or two small points still to clear up," she emended, for, truth to say, she was superstitiously ashamed. "Believe me, Mr Rock, but now and again, at the end of a long day, I do get sick and tired of these girls. At their age they are terribly full of themselves, terribly."
Edge was being so revealing that Mr Rock once more decided he could not lose a minute of her present mood.
"Have you ever considered the fellow Adams?" he enquired.
"I had to see him this forenoon. Yes?"
"I thought he was hardly himself when we last met." Like someone else I could mention, he added under his breath.
"I couldn't get sense out of him at all. But I meet so many, so many," she said. "There was a Mrs Manley," she added.
"It seemed as though he had something on his mind."
"Yes?" she airily replied.
"A widower who lives alone in his cottage," Mr Rock suggested.
There was a pause.
"Why, so he does," she said. Mr Rock could see the gray light begin to dawn within the woman.
"It had just occurred to me, that's all," he said.
"And so he does," she repeated, but not with quite the conviction for which he listened in her voice.
A silence fell.
"Then tell me," she demanded, back to her more usual tones. "We do so value your counsel." And how often have you asked it, he commented to himself? "What would you propose?" she insinuated.
"I'm only an old fellow who's well passed his bedtime," Mr Rock countered. He had gone far enough. Yet he found that, if one tried, one could forgive this woman, and he wanted to bring the conversation back to himself.
"Oh, I'm tired too, deathly so," she idly agreed.
"I'm older than you. I'm older," he repeated.
She let this pass.
"I'm not much longer for this world," he said, on his dignity.
"Don't talk like that, Mr Rock, please. Tonight of all nights."
He sat, looking straight ahead.
"They will fiddle faddle so about themselves," Miss Edge went on, about the children. "It makes for such a deal of bother. I get no help from Baker, none at all," she ended.
He said no word.
"Strictly in confidence we are not certain of much about Mary yet," she went on, again in a most languid voice. "But we shall be tomorrow. I've had experience. Believe me. They will worry over trifles, but it all comes out in the wash, in the end."
He stayed silent. Contemplating his own death with disinterest, he did not catch what she said.
For her part, she felt so queer she hardly knew what she was doing, but found herself, somehow, committed to the following, as though on top of a hill in a dream on a bicycle with no brakes.
"Mr Rock," she began, then experienced a last titter, or wobble, before it was too late. She threw the cigarette away which had been burning her forefingers. She missed the fireplace. Falling on a State Kidderminster rug it began to glow, unnoticed. "Mr Rock," she said, a second time. For she knew now she could not go back. "You really should have someone to take good care of you. Marry again," she said.