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Authors: Roxie Rivera

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Standing at the counter, he leaned down at the sink and splashed hot water on his face before reaching for his shaving brush and the canister of shaving soap he preferred. He had just started to work up a lather with the brush when he noticed Shay standing in front of her meager selection of clothing. Wearing only her panties, she held a pair of those black yoga pants she liked and reached for the last remaining clean shirt.

As he lathered up his face, he said, “We’ll have to get your things from the house.”

“If we don’t, I’ll have to raid your side of the closet.”

The thought of Shay in his button-downs brought a smile to his face. When she was dressed, she wrapped her damp hair in a towel and brushed her fingers across his back. He paused his shaving to quickly sneak in a kiss before she moved out of reach.

“Alexei!” She laughed and wiped at the shaving foam on her chin and nose.

Chuckling, he handed her the nearest towel. “Sorry.”

“I doubt it.” She cleaned her face and put the towel back on the counter. She leaned toward the mirror and eyed the love bite on her neck. “And this?”

“Not sorry,” he said, scraping his razor down his cheek.

“Just remember that two can play that game,” she warned as she backed out of the bathroom. “Maybe tomorrow I’ll send you to work looking like the quarterback after the homecoming dance…”

He wasn’t so sure that was a bad thing, but he didn’t dare tell her that. He finished his morning routine and put on a crisp black suit and shoes. He picked out a watch and cufflinks, slung his jacket over his shoulder and left the master suite. Downstairs in his office, he crouched down to open the safe hidden in the credenza behind his desk.

As was his habit, he counted the neatly stacked envelopes of cash, ensuring not a single one was missing. Each envelope contained a mix of cash, the notes bound tightly in their brightly colored currency straps, and the dollar amounts contained within written on the upper right corner of each one. He had a good idea of the monthly salary Shay brought home so he added it to the allowance figure he had in mind for her so she could cover her expenses and have plenty extra to spend on herself.

After he gathered up the envelopes he needed for Stas and made a mental count of the amount of replacement cash he needed from the bank, he eyed the extra set of house keys and the key to the garage lockbox. When he’d called in a locksmith to change all the locks the day that he closed on the property, the locksmith had assumed he would need a set for his wife. Alexei had dropped them in the new safe a few days later, and the set had been waiting here ever since.

Waiting for her…

His phone started to ring as he was locking up the safe. Tossing the envelopes of money and the keys onto the credenza, he answered it. “Hello?”

“Alexei?”

“Yes.” He closed the cabinet door guarding the safe and rose to his full height. He pocketed the extra set of keys.

“It’s Spider. I wanted to let you know that my girl is boxing up Shay’s place. I’ll have some of my guys drive the truck over to your penthouse this afternoon.”

“No, have them bring it to my house.” He rattled off the address while gathering up the envelopes. “Stas can help your men unload the truck.”

“Whatever you want,” Spider replied.

“Is there a balance on the lease?”

“They just renewed in May.”

“Have someone run a bill to my office. I’ll cut a check to cover the rest of their lease.”

“If that’s the way you want it,” Spider said. “But you should know that the police were crawling all over that house yesterday.”

“So I’ve heard,” Alexei confirmed with irritation.

“I trust you know how to handle your business.” Spider didn’t need to say anything else. “If you need my help, you know where to find me.”

The call ended and Alexei pocketed his phone. Envelopes in hand, he made his way to the kitchen, his stomach growling as he inhaled the delicious scents wafting from there. When he arrived, he was stopped in his tracks by the sight of Shay cooking.

Lingering in the doorway, he watched the way she moved around the kitchen with ease, tending a pan on the gas stove and keeping an eye on something in the built-in ovens at the same time. She was totally at home in this environment.

Sensing his presence, Shay glanced back at him. “I’m almost finished.”

“I’m in no rush.” And he really wasn’t. He would find any excuse to enjoy every single moment of his first morning with Shay in his home.

He entered the kitchen and placed the envelopes on the counter, out of the way. He noticed the damp towel draped over the back of one of the tall chairs at the counter. Shay had quickly and loosely braided her damp hair to get it out of the way. He gave the end of her braid a playful tug as he passed behind her to reach the coffee pot. “Do you want some coffee?”

“No.”

“I think I have some orange juice in the refrigerator.” He wasn’t ever sure what he had in there, to be honest. Denise kept the place stocked with the things he liked, and he magically never seemed to run out.

“That’s fine.” She returned her attention to the breakfast she was cooking. He glanced at the stove as his coffee sputtered into its cup and watched her spread some of the creamy white béchamel she’d made onto the golden brown ham and cheese sandwiches she had been toasting in the oven. She carefully slipped the pan back into the oven before flipping the eggs she was frying.

Alexei put away the ingredients she had finished using and poured a glass of juice for her. He set the table in the breakfast nook and had just taken his seat when she brought over two plates with piping hot croque-madame. There was a sprinkling of chives on top of each egg. She had decorated each plate with thinly sliced oranges twisted to form figure eights and sliced, fanned strawberries.

“You didn’t have to go to all this trouble. I’m glad that you did because it looks delicious, and I’m starving, but I would have been happy with a bowl of oatmeal.”

“Remember that tomorrow when I slide a bowl of gruel in front of you,” she warned and took her seat.

“It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve eaten watery thin
kasha
for breakfast.” He stabbed his fork into the soft yolk and watched the yellow cream mix with the béchamel. “That’s standard prison fare.”

He was just cutting through his sandwich when he noticed Shay wasn’t moving. He glanced up and frowned at her stricken face. “What is it?”

“I’m so sorry, Alexei. I shouldn’t have made a joke like that.”

“Shay,” he said with a quiet laugh, “it doesn’t bother me to talk about that part of my life.” He paused to reflect. “What I should say is that it doesn’t bother me to talk about that part of my life with you.”

“Why doesn’t it bother you to talk about prison with me?” She seemed genuinely curious.

“I don’t know,” he admitted uncomfortably.

Shay popped her egg yolk with the tines of her fork. “Maybe you don’t mind talking to me because you know I won’t judge you. I’m basically the poster child for a dysfunctional family.”

“Maybe,” he agreed quietly. Her mention of dysfunctional families made him think of those scars on her back. Asking her about them in the bedroom or shower had seemed like a bad idea. He didn’t want her to feel attacked or self-conscious about her body. Here in the kitchen, he felt relatively safe asking her about them. “Shay?”

“Mmm-hmm?”

“Can we talk about the scars on your back?”

Shay froze. Like a deer caught in the headlights, she panicked right in front of him. She opened her mouth and then shut it quickly. Focusing all of her attention on her breakfast, she stabbed at it with her fork. “No, we can’t.”

“Shay,” he pushed gently, “I’ve told you about my tattoos. The stories behind these,” he gestured to the markings on his left hand, “are surely a thousand times worse than the story about your back.”

“You’re probably right, but it’s
my
story to tell when I’m ready to tell it.”

“And when will that be?”

She dropped her fork. It bounced off her plate with a noisy clatter. Exasperated, she asked, “Seriously, Alexei, what is the big deal? They’re scars. End of story.”

“If it’s not a big deal, you should have no problem telling me how they happened.” Unable to comprehend why she was being so cagey about this, he began to fear something truly horrific had happened to her. Worried he might unknowingly do something to trigger pain or fear, he insisted, “I think I have the right to know about your body.”

“Why would you think that? Because we had sex? You think have ownership over me?” Obviously angered by his remark, she said, “I’m not a car, Alexei. You don’t get a rundown of all my dings and scratches before you buy me.”

Realizing he had pushed too far, he hurried to fix things between them. “I didn’t mean it like that, Shay. I only meant that I think I have the right to know who hurt you.”

“Why? Look, it happened a long time ago. It’s done. It’s over. I don’t want to think about any of that ever again, okay?” Her appetite gone, she stood up and grabbed her plate. Before retreating to the sink, she snapped, “If the scars bother you that much, I’m sure you can find someone else to sleep with, Alexei.”

“Stop right there, Shay!” He was on his feet in an instant and intercepted her before she reached the island. Taking the plate from her hand, he set it aside and then gripped both of her small hands in his larger ones. Knowing that he had caused the pain and embarrassment that was etched into her face made him feel like the biggest dick in the world.

“Shay,” he whispered, trying to figure out how to make it right. “
Malysh
.” He pulled her in tight and touched his forehead to hers. “I didn’t mean to upset you like this. It was stupid of me to push and push like that.”

He lifted his head and gazed down at her, trying to gauge her emotional state. Her lower lib wobbled precariously, and he knew that apology wasn’t enough. She needed to know why.

Stroking her cheek, he explained, “Our first night together, I didn’t have all the facts, and I hurt you.” She opened her mouth to argue with him, but he silenced her gently with a finger against her soft lips. “I did hurt you, Shay. I don’t ever want to hurt you again. If something happened to you, if someone hurt you so badly they left scars, I need to know how it happened so that I never do anything that might make you think of person or that time when we’re alone together.”

Not sure she understood exactly what he meant, he continued, “I’ve popped your backside three or four times since we’ve been together, Shay. I grabbed your wrists that first night and held you down while I made love to you and—”

“I liked it,” she admitted quietly. “I
really
like it when you do those things.” With a blush in her cheeks, she said, “I hope you don’t stop just because of some scars on my back.”

“I told you before, Shay. You’re in control of that part of our life together. Whatever you want, I’ll give you.”

She nodded once. Then, with a tired sigh, she said, “Unless your bedroom kink includes beating me with an extension cord and then locking me in a dark closet for two days, I don’t think you need to worry about setting me off on some spiral into my horrible childhood memories.”

Alexei sucked in a sharp breath at her description of the events that had led to the scars on her back. The shock he felt was quickly subsumed by raging fury. “How old were you?”

“Ten,” she said.

He remembered seeing the photos of Shay and her sister when they were younger on the walls of her house. Just imagining that sweet, innocent pigtailed little girl treated so brutally sickened him. He wanted to hurt someone for her. It might be thirteen years too late, but he wanted to give her justice. “What was his name?”

“What?” She seemed confused by his question.

“The man who hit you,” he clarified. “Tell me his name.”

She put a soothing hand on his chest. “It wasn’t a man.” She hesitated before admitting, “It was my mother.”

“Why?” He couldn’t think of any reason a mother would beat a child so terribly.

Shay dropped her gaze to the floor, and instantly, he knew he wasn’t going to like what she had to say. “I came home one afternoon, and Mom’s boyfriend was trying to hurt Shannon. He had her boxed into a corner and had his hand up her skirt. I didn’t know what else to do so I hit him with my backpack and kicked him.”

He wanted to ask what happened next, but he didn’t want to interrupt or pressure her. She needed to tell this story in her own time.

“Shannon ran out the back door, and she left me there with him. I think she was so traumatized that she wasn’t thinking straight.”

Bullshit
, he thought angrily. Even back then, Shannon was only concerned with herself.

“He got up and…” Shay’s voice faded. After a few tense seconds, she said, “He sort of leered at me and then he told me that if I was jealous of his attention toward Shannon he had plenty to give me.”

Oh no. God, no
, Alexei silently begged.

“I backed up into the kitchen, and he kept coming toward me. He was excited, but I didn’t really understand it then. It wasn’t until I was a little older that I understood it all the things he said to me and the way he was touching himself.”

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