Authors: Carlene Thompson
But Willow was more than scared. She stood tearless and rigid, abandoned by her little friend and now looking at Diana without seeing her.
Diana hugged her. “Willow, will you answer me, please?
Are you all right?” Nothing. “Willow? Your arms are cold. I know you were scared when your daddy—”
“He’s
not
my daddy!” Willow shrieked. “He’s the Bad Man! I told you, he’s the Bad Man! He wants to kill people! He wants to kill me!”
She finally burst into a storm of tears and buried her face against Diana’s neck. Diana hugged her tightly and crooned softly, knowing they were the object of everyone’s attention and not caring. All she cared about was this little girl whose own father had fiercely approached Diana with clenched fists and yelled accusations in a public place, oblivious that the child he supposedly loved was watching and listening.
She let Willow cry until the sobs seemed to weaken of their own accord. Finally Willow lifted her face and said in a snuffling voice, “I got your hair all wet.”
“It’ll dry.” Diana lifted up the loose bottom of her blouse and wiped Willow’s tear-drenched cheeks. “So will your face. We should both look beautiful again in about two minutes.”
Willow smiled, sniffled, let out one more choking sob and then relaxed. “I want to go home now.”
“Me, too. I’ll just get our blanket and picnic basket and we’ll be on our way.”
As Diana folded the blanket and Willow carried the used plastic cups to a nearby garbage can, Diana looked toward the street and saw a police cruiser stop beside the blue Lincoln where both Lenore and Blake were helping Jeffrey into the passenger’s seat. A policeman emerged and they all seemed to freeze in place as he approached them.
Thank goodness,
Diana thought.
Someone in the park called the police. Jeffrey can’t simply go back to the hotel as if he’s done nothing.
She turned and saw Willow staring at the policeman in his uniform and sunglasses. “Is he gonna take the Bad Man to jail?”
“I don’t know what he’s going to do,” Diana said. “I don’t know what happens to people who scream at you and
try to scare you in public, but the policeman will do something. Don’t worry, Willow. Your—that man will suffer some kind of punishment.”
Diana carried the picnic basket and her camera, and Willow clung to the folded blanket and kept her eyes down as they walked back to Diana’s car. For an instant, Diana thought she saw a tall, slender man with sun-streaked blond hair—Tyler Raines—out of the tail of her eye, but when she looked around, he’d vanished. Tyler had a habit of vanishing, though. Wondering if he’d been there all along, seen Cavanaugh’s display and called the police.
I hope it was him,
Diana mused, puzzled by the path her hopes took but too tired to again mentally list all the reasons she shouldn’t trust him. Reason seemed to have abandoned her when it came to Tyler, and for once, she decided to let emotions govern the path she would take with him in the future. If Tyler Raines would even reappear in her future. . . .
Relief washed over Diana when she arrived home and saw Simon’s Porsche in the driveway. She smiled, wondering how Clarice had felt arriving at church in a sports car with a tall, dashing escort by her side. Diana believed Clarice had experienced few luxuries in her life. And even though she always referred with affection to her “dear Henry,” Diana had seen his photo in Clarice’s house and thought that he looked genial and pleasantly round-faced, but he didn’t have the still rakish mien of Simon Van Etton.
“Uncle Simon and Clarice are back,” she said to Willow, who had not uttered a word on the short drive home. “I’m glad we won’t be going into an empty house.”
“Romeo and Christabel didn’t go to church and then out to lunch,” Willow finally uttered. “It wouldn’t have been empty even if Uncle Simon and Clarice weren’t back yet,
but I’m happy they are.” As Diana turned off the ignition, Willow looked over with her unusually large eyes set in a tight little face. “I’m scared. The Bad Man won’t leave me alone.”
Diana couldn’t truthfully tell the child she would never see Jeffrey Cavanaugh again. After all, the man was her father. But his actions today would have an effect on whether he could simply sweep into the Van Etton house and take away Willow. Diana thought of Simon’s ex-student who’d pulled strings to get Willow released into their custody until the police found her blood family. She would ask Simon to call that student again and make sure he knew what had happened in the park. Someone
had
to stop Jeffrey from forcibly taking this child and whisking her back to New York.
“Willow, a policeman came to talk to that man. I’m sure he’s going to tell the man not to come near us, and he’d better do what the policeman says or he can get in very big trouble. That man might want to cause trouble for other people, but he doesn’t want to get in trouble himself, and that’s what will happen if he doesn’t just go back to his hotel room and stay there. You don’t have to think about him any more today.”
“But what about tomorrow? Just ’cause he’s scared today doesn’t mean he’ll still be scared tomorrow,” Willow said with maddening logic.
“We won’t worry about tomorrow until tomorrow comes,” Diana said briskly and was relieved when Simon opened the front door and strode to the car.
“I thought you were going for a walk,” he boomed. “Where were you?”
Diana immediately realized he’d been worried because her car was gone, and she berated herself for not leaving a note. “Lenore called and asked to come and see Willow. I thought it would be best if we all went down to the creek and had a picnic. Lots of people around,” she said with a wink.
“Ohhhh.” Simon winked back. “Much better than the three of you just sitting alone in the house.”
Diana climbed out of the car and grabbed her camera and the basket while Willow clutched the blanket and ran inside the house without a word. “We tried to have a picnic,” Diana muttered to Simon.
“Tried? What happened?”
“Jeffrey Cavanaugh happened. Let’s leave it at that for now.”
Once they entered the house, a flurry of information broke out about how everyone had spent the early part of the day. Willow said nothing, but instead walked to the piano, sat down on the bench, and touched the keys so softly Diana could barely hear the notes. When Diana began to tell Clarice and Simon that Willow had made a friend in the park, the child suddenly burst into tears, laying her head down on the piano keys as her body shook. “I want my mommy.” She sobbed hopelessly. “I just want my mommy
so
much.”
Diana felt as if a giant hand squeezed her heart. She rushed to the child and picked her up. “It’s okay, Willow. We’re home now. We’re safe.”
“But I don’t get to stay safe.” Willow wept. “The Bad Man will take me one day. He almost got me today. He would have hurt you and taken me except that man made him fall down before he could.”
Diana saw Simon and Clarice looking aghast and knew she couldn’t delay an explanation. “We were having a lovely day in the park when Jeffrey arrived. I don’t know how he found us—we were in plain view of the park entrance, I guess. He started with his same old mantra about me knowing more than I was saying. He stepped toward me like he was going to hit me, when Blake Wentworth seemed to come out of nowhere and got Jeffrey in a chokehold. Blake and Lenore took Jeffrey back to their car, but someone in the park must have called the police. An officer was talking to them when Willow and I left.”
“Good God!” Simon burst out. “That’s intolerable!”
“He’s gonna get me.” Willow sobbed. “They keep sayin’ he’s my daddy and he’s gonna take me away with him.”
“We will see about that!” Simon’s color intensified and his eyebrows had drawn together above his fierce green eyes. “Jeffrey Cavanaugh may believe I’m a doddering old professor capable of nothing except giving lectures to bored students, but he’ll find I’m more of a contender than he thinks!”
“Are you gonna try to hit him?” Willow looked horrified. “You can’t! He’s mean and you’re old!”
“She means you’re older than Jeffrey,” Clarice said quickly, although Diana could see her great-uncle had taken no offense. “Darling, you mustn’t cry,” Clarice crooned to Willow. “You have all of us to protect you.”
Willow turned her face away from them and began to sob heartbreakingly that all she wanted was to see her mommy. Diana, on the verge of tears herself, looked at Clarice. “Maybe some time resting with you and the cats for company?”
Clarice nodded. “That’s just the thing. I’m sure Willow is tired and the cats have missed her. They’re upstairs waiting for her. Willow, would you like to go upstairs and see Romeo and Christabel?” After a moment, Willow nodded. “Would you like to go up in the elevator?”
Finally Willow turned and looked at them with her mottled little face and swollen eyelids. “Yes, please.”
Diana held Willow as they creaked to the second floor in the elevator that had gotten more use in the last few days than in the last few years. Diana carried her to her canopied bed and was glad to see the cats were already in their beds, napping. They both awakened immediately, and Christabel jumped on the big bed beside Willow. Diana lifted Romeo onto the bed, then chose a DVD and left Clarice trying to look cheerful through her distress, telling Willow she had
always
wanted to see this movie about talking insects.
Diana came downstairs and headed straight for the
kitchen, where she poured a glass of ice water and searched for the bottle of aspirin. As she swallowed two pills, considering that three might be necessary to stop the headache pounding at her temples, someone knocked on the back door. Diana peeped through the curtains to see Nan. Surprised, she unlocked the door. Nan stood in front of her wearing ragged jeans, running shoes, a much-washed T-shirt, and no makeup. She’d pulled her hair straight back into a ponytail. Without its shiny waves to soften her face, she looked even more unattractive than usual.
“Nan, what are you doing here?” Diana asked bluntly.
“I wonder . . . I mean, I know you don’t like me much but . . . well, Miss Sheridan, I gotta talk to you.”
She broke something and didn’t tell us,
Diana thought.
She stole something and she has a guilty conscience. She wants the next few days off . . . .
“Nan, I’ve had a very rough morning. Well, I guess it’s afternoon now. . . .”
“It’s almost two o’clock,” Nan said. “And I promise I won’t take up much of your time, but . . . well,
please,
Miss Sheridan. It’s real important.” She paused then said barely above a whisper, “It’s about Penny Conley.”
Diana opened the door and motioned for Nan to come inside. The girl’s face was dewy with perspiration and her hands trembled. “I need to tell you something.”
“You look like you need a cold drink,” Diana said. “Lemonade?”
“Yeah. I’ll get it.”
“No, this time you sit at the table and I’ll get the drink. Ice?”
“Yeah. I mean please.”
Diana poured two glasses of lemonade.
She’s going to tell me Glen was seeing Penny,
Diana thought as she added ice to each glass.
She’s going to break it to me that Glen was “cheating” with Penny. Is she going to tell me he was cheating with her, too? Is she going to ask me to let him go so he can be with her? Or is she hoping that hearing about his involvement with Penny is going to make me end our relationship so he can rush into her arms?
Diana placed a glass in front of Nan then sat down across from her. “All right, Nan, what’s the problem?”
Nan took a long drink of her icy lemonade and looked down at her hands. “I know you really liked Penny. You don’t like me and she didn’t either.”
“You don’t let people like you, Nan. You never smile,
you’re rude—even hostile—and, I’m sorry to say this, you have a tendency to be sneaky.”
“I never stole anything from you people!” Nan flared.
“I know, but you eavesdrop. You even bring in food and
hide
it, like your potato chips. We don’t care if you keep potato chips or sugar cookies or soft drinks or just about anything you like. It’s the fact that you keep it hidden that bothers us.”
“I thought you’d get mad.”
“Your mother has worked in this house for twelve years. I know she didn’t tell you that either Simon or I ran such a tight ship. Simon doesn’t have strict rules and I certainly don’t. I think you do it because you like to feel that you’re getting by with something. You don’t like having to work for people, and hiding things gives you a sense that those people don’t have ultimate control over you.”
Nan gave her a bleak look. “You sound like a psychologist.”
“I think a psychologist would have a more sophisticated analysis of the problem. I’m just giving an uneducated opinion.”
“Well, you’re right, of course. You’re pretty, you’re smart and educated, you’ve done all kinds of exciting things, and your life is just a bowl of cherries so of course you’d be right. You don’t even know how to be wrong, how to fail.”
“Nan, you don’t know as much about my life as you think you do. Believe me, I’ve failed at quite a few things and my life hasn’t been the nonstop thrill ride you seem to think.” Diana took a sip of her lemonade, watching as Nan nervously drummed the fingers of her left hand on the table. “But you didn’t come here to talk about whether or not I like you. You said you wanted to talk about Penny.”
“Yeah. Well, I do—want to talk about Penny, that is.” Nan took a deep breath as if girding herself for what she had to say. “I guess I’d better start at the beginning, which was around April. You know I didn’t do too well my first year at Marshall. I hated school except for one class—my
history class from Glen . . . Dr. Austen. I didn’t love the subject, but . . . well . . .”
“You thought you loved Glen.”
Nan flashed Diana a startled look. “How did you know? Did he tell you?”
“No,” Diana said flatly. “He did not.”
“Oh. Well who?”
“I don’t think that matters.”
“Was it Penny? You have to tell me if it was Penny.”
Diana not only didn’t like the girl’s demanding tone, but it made her suspicious. Was Nan here really to get information about Penny, perhaps for Glen? She decided to see where the conversation led and answered. “It was not Penny.”