Authors: Jessica Stirling
Gloomily he contemplated the wave-streaked waters of the estuary. His father had been born and raised on one side of this river, his mother on the other. His brother, Jamie, an ambitious son of a bitch, had used the Scottish connection to persuade him to accept the assignment.
The array of ships was impressive, though: Clyde-built corvettes, MTBs and destroyers were tucked into every cove behind the boom defences, a gigantic steel net that stretched between the Cloch lighthouse and the weed-strewn rocks of the Gantocks hard by the little town of Dunoon.
The door of the lounge creaked open.
Figuring it would be Marzipan at last, Christy turned.
It was only a girl, very young, very nervous. She brought in a tray with two bottles of light ale, two glasses, and a plate of what looked like ship's biscuits. She put the tray on a knee-high table in the window bay, bobbed a curtsy, and went out again.
No sooner had the girl left than Marzipan entered.
He closed the door, and said, âRefreshment?'
âNo thanks,' Christy said.
âWhat's the matter? Don't you like our Scottish beer?'
âNot much.'
Marzipan lifted one of the brown bottles and fiddled with the cap, then, changing his mind, put it down on the tray again. âI hear you've left the aerodrome, struck out on your own, sort of thing,'
âYep.'
âHave you made contact yet?'
âNot with the target,' Christy said. âWith her sister.'
âThe one who works in recruitment?'
âYeah, I'm lodging with her.'
âMy, my! You are a fast worker.'
Marzipan was a beanpole with sunken cheeks, a hawk nose and a little sand-coloured moustache. His hair was set in tight curls, sand-coloured too. He wore no topcoat and his tweed jacket had seen better days. His shirt was spotless, though, the knot in his tie as small and tight as a peanut. Christy wondered if he was a naval officer like Jamie, and struggled to recall what he'd heard about navy regulations; no moustaches, no moustaches without beards, something like that. He knew better than to ask.
âDo I have a codename yet?' Christy asked.
âWould you like a codename?'
âNot especially.'
âYou don't need one.'
âBut you do?'
Marzipan smiled. He had small, foxy teeth.
Christy figured him to be about forty, maybe a weathered thirty-five. He spoke in a clipped Scottish accent, snipping the words into sentences as if he were used to dictating to a secretary.
âI do, alas,' said Marzipan. âTell me about the sister.'
âWhat's to tell,' said Christy. âShe's not important.'
âAre you sleeping with her?'
âNope.'
âIt doesn't matter to me if you are.'
âI'm not,' said Christy. âI'm just approaching from the rearâ¦'
âReally!'
â⦠like you told me to.'
âWhat about the husband?'
âIn the army. Tanks. In Devon.'
Marzipan nodded. He knew that already, of course.
Christy said, âDid he work with Manone?'
âHe did, but he was small fry, very small fry.'
âThere's a brother-in-law too â Dennis.'
âHe's at sea,' Marzipan said, âserving on an aircraft carrier.'
âIf you already have all the answers, what do you need from me?'
Marzipan seated himself on the arm of a broken-down sofa. He said, âUnfortunately we
don't
have all the answers. Even more unfortunately we aren't calling the tune. After you make contact with Manone's wife, we should have a clearer picture of what's going on.'
âJust what is going on?' Christy said.
âThat's what you're here to find out.'
âWhen do I get my clearance to sail with a convoy?'
âAll in good time,' Marzipan told him. âMeanwhile, is there anything we can do for you? Anything you need? Money?'
âI'm fine.'
âThe London office is coming through then?'
âLike clockwork,' said Christy.
âWhere do you deposit the cheques?'
âNo cheques. Postal orders.'
âGood.'
âIs that it?'
âFor the time being.'
âYou brought me down here just to pat me on the head?'
âProgress report,' Marzipan said. âCandidly, I had hoped for a little more. Do you still have the number I gave you?'
âYeah.'
âI'll be gone for a week or two,' Marzipan said. âBut the person at the other end can be trusted to take messages. I'll be in touch as soon as I get back.'
âFrom where?'
Marzipan laughed. His blue-grey eyes became wet. He wiped them with a knuckle as if Christy had just told him the funniest joke in the world.
âThe States?' said Christy.
âNot the States, no.'
âIf you happen to bump into my brotherâ'
âIt's highly unlikely.'
âYeah, well, if you do,' Christy said, âtell him to go shoot himself.'
âI'm sure you don't mean that,' said Marzipan, still laughing.
âI'm goddamned sure I do,' said Christy.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Lizzie should have been pleased to see her daughters but she had become so set in her ways that she was quite disconcerted when all three turned up at once.
They were no longer bright young things. They had husbands, children and worries of their own, and sometimes seemed to converse in a language she could not now understand. The war had snapped the natural chain of events by which women her age anchored themselves to the past. She was confused by what was happening in the world, and Bernard and the girls tried to protect her from its harsher realities, which made her feel even more stupid.
Babs breezed in about a quarter past one o'clock, April and a litter of bags and boxes in her arms. Puffing, she dumped the lot on a chair in the living room, stood April on the dining table and began to undo the layers of wool and flannel in which the little girl was wrapped.
âLet me do that,' Lizzie offered.
âIt's okay,' said Babs brusquely. âI've got it.'
âMum's got it,' April said.
Leaning placidly on her mother's shoulders, she gave Granny a careful scrutiny that may, or may not, have ended with a smile.
âHave you had your dinner?' Lizzie asked.
âNope,' said Babs. âI've brought stuff. It's in the brown bag, that one.'
âYou don't have to bring food,' Lizzie said. âI've enough to go round.'
April said, âWe never went to see Angus an' the pig today.'
âDid you not, darlin'?' said Lizzie.
âWe comed here instead.'
âHold still, honey.' Babs avoided her mother's eye. âYou're gettin' too big for this old coat. Arms up, please.'
Stripped of her scarf, balaclava and overcoat, April allowed herself to be lifted from the table and placed in one of the fireside armchairs. She sat back against the cushions, legs sticking out. She wore long stockings, crimped with elasticised garters, and patent leather shoes. When she was April's age, Lizzie thought, Babs would have killed for a pair of shoes like that.
âWhere's Grandpa?'
âYes,' Babs said, âwhere is Bernard?'
âOut.'
âI can see that, Mammy, but where?'
Lizzie shrugged.
Bernard had pitched himself into the war effort with energy and enthusiasm. He was some years younger than Lizzie. He had fought in the last war and was irked at not being able to fight in this one. Lizzie couldn't shake off the conviction that if the war lasted long enough, however, she would lose Bernard on the battlefield as she had âlost' her first husband, Frank Conway. Frank hadn't died for king and country, though; he had deserted the army, abandoned her and the children without a qualm, and fled to America to work for Carlo Manone's outfit in Philadelphia.
âHe's gone to church,' Lizzie said.
âShouldn't he be back by now?' said Babs.
âRed Cross meeting.'
âBernard isn't in the Red Cross, is he?'
âAmbulance class, I mean,' said Lizzie.
She really had no idea which of her husband's activities had delayed him after morning service. Between his job as a billeting officer for Breslin town council and his volunteer work she saw very little of him these days.
âHe is a busy bee, our Bernie,' said Babs.
âBusy bee, busy bee,' April repeated, and giggled.
It was good to have a child in the house again, Lizzie thought. She missed Stuart and Ishbel, Polly's children, missed May and June too, and Angus most of all. She hadn't been invited to visit Blackstone Farm; Babs had somehow never got around to taking her, not even in summer when the days were long.
She was on the point of picking up her granddaughter and carrying her off into the kitchen to âhelp' make lunch when the front door opened and Rosie stuck her head into the living room.
âUh-anyone at home?'
April was out of the chair and across the room like a shot. She threw herself against her aunt and hugged her.
Rosie firmly disengaged herself and in a voice too loud for the small room, shouted, âOh, you're here, are you?'
âWhy shouldn't I be here?' said Babs.
âI wanted to talk to Mammy.'
April tried again, hugging Rosie's arm.
Rosie shook her off.
âOi,' said Babs, âtake it easy on the kid, okay?'
âShe didn't hear you,' Lizzie said.
âShe did an' all.' Babs faced her sister. âWhat the heck's wrong with you, Rosie? If you want to talk privately to Mammy then go into the kitchen.'
April, near to tears, leaned disconsolately against the table.
Babs picked her up.
âHave you had your lunch, dearest?' Lizzie said.
âI'm not hungry,' said Rosie.
âThere's soup in the pot,' said Lizzie.
âI don't want anything,' said Rosie. âI didn't know she'd be here.'
â“She” has a name, you know,' said Babs. âAn' why shouldn't I be here, for God's sake? I've as much right to be here as you have.'
âI thought you went to the farm every Sunday.'
âWell, I didn't, not today.' Babs put April back in the armchair.
Rosie's fingers trembled as she worked open the buttons of her overcoat.
âWhere is he then?' she said.
âWhere's who?' said Babs.
âYour fancy man, your Yuh-yankee doodle?'
âOh, so that's it,' said Babs. âYou came to snitch on me, did you?'
âI thought you might have brought him along to show him how the other half lives,' said Rosie.
âOther half? What's that supposed to mean?'
âFancy man?' said Lizzie, frowning. âWho's got a fancy man?'
âShe has,' said Rosie, with a cheap little smirk. âCouldn't manage without a bit of the how's-your-fuh-father so she's found a man to move in with her.'
âIf you weren't my sister,' Babs said, âan' if you weren't such a pathetic little bitch, I'd smash your face in, so I would. Can't you get it into that nasty wee head of yours that Christy's a paying guest.'
âUh-huh, but what's he paying for?' said Rosie.
âChristy,' April put in, âis nice.'
âSee,' Rosie said. âHe has even got to the kid.'
âGot to the ⦠got toâ¦'
Babs slapped her palm on the table, making the boxes jump.
Lizzie was not so naïve as all that. She was prepared to accept that, in spite of Babs's denial, there might be some truth in Rosie's accusation. Sensing trouble, she plucked April from the armchair and carried her through the kitchen, out the back door and into the communal garden that ran behind the terraced cottages.
âWhat's wrong, Granny?' said April. âWhy's Mummy shouting?'
âBecause Aunt Rosie doesn't hear very well.'
âShe's deaf.'
âAye, deaf. Do you see what Grandpa has done with the shelter?'
April was not particularly interested in the border of broken roof tiles with which Bernard had decorated the mouth of the air-raid shelter. Eight identical shelters were humped along the length of the communal garden, all uniformly quilted with turf but individually ornamented, for it was in the nature of Knightswood folk to embellish conformity whenever they possibly could.
âMummy's angry,' said April.
âI think we'll go for a walk,' said Lizzie. âWould you like to see Mrs Grainger's cats?'
âCats.' April nodded approval. âHow many?'
âTwo,' said Lizzie. âA daddy an' a mammy.'
âDo they like each other?' April asked.
âI'm sure they do,' said Lizzie, and, taking her grandchild by the hand, led her away from the shouting match indoors.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
âDear God!' Polly snapped. âWhat's got into the pair of you? You're going at it like fishwives. I heard you halfway down the street.'
Polly had arrived unannounced at the height of the argument. Babs rounded on her older sister. âNone of your damned business. It's all your fault, anyway. I should never have told you about Christy.'
âI didn't know it was supposed to be a secret.'
âThis way. Face me, both of you,' Rosie yelled.
Obedient to habit they turned to face Rosie.
Polly wore a mannish-cut jacket with padded shoulders and a skirt with a front pleat. Her heavy fur-trimmed coat was draped over her shoulders like a cloak and she seemed, Babs thought, bone-brittle, her voice steely.
âAll this fuss,' Polly said, âover nothing.'
âIt isn't nothing,' said Rosie. âIt's morally wrong.'
âMorally what? Are you accusin' me of cheatin' on Jackie?'
âStop it. Stop it this instant.' Polly glanced round. âWhere's Mammy? Don't tell me you've chased her out of her own house with your squabbling?'