Authors: Elizabeth Lowell
Yet even as he rolled, he realized there wasn't any place to hide. The outlaw was too close to fool for long.
The fifth bullet tugged at Case's sleeve. Another sprayed dirt and pieces of bark over his face even as he scrambled for better cover.
From the darkness came the distinctive sound of a second six-gun being cocked.
Case triggered the second barrel of the shotgun toward the sound and threw himself in the opposite direction. Before he hit the ground, his six-gun was in his left hand.
Forcing himself to breathe quietly, he waited.
No more tongues of fire leaped toward him out of the darkness.
There was a groan, a thrashing noise as though a large animal was staggering through the brush, a thudâ¦
And then nothing.
He waited.
Cold sweat ran down his forehead and his ribs. His lungs ached for deep, sweet gulps of air rather than the stingy, shallow breaths that were all he permitted himself.
No more sounds came from the darkness.
He kept on waiting.
And waiting.
Long after other men would have moved, Case lay ab
solutely still, eyes closed but for the narrowest of slits. Six-gun in hand, he waited with all the skill he had learned during the war.
He waited as death waited. Patiently. Relentlessly.
The brush stirred and crackled. Uneven steps came toward his hiding place.
He didn't move.
The outlaw wasn't trying to be especially quiet. He simply wanted to make sure Case was dead.
The instant the raider saw the dark, motionless form against the lighter brush, he brought his six-gun to bear and started to pull the trigger.
Three shots split the night.
All of them went into the raider.
This time when the man fell, there was no theatrical thrashing and groaning. The outlaw simply slumped facedown on the ground and lay there.
Six-gun pointed and cocked, Case came to his feet, walked a few steps, and turned the man over with his foot.
He was wearing a sombrero rather than an old Confederate cap, but even in the wan light, the raider's long, lanky body, narrow face, and straw-colored hair were unmistakable.
Be damned
, Case thought, startled.
Why didn't he ride his mule?
Then,
Wonder which Culpepper it is?
There was no ready answer.
Doesn't matter, I suppose. One varmint is pretty much like another
.
Except for Ab
, he amended.
That old boy could teach evil to the devil himself
.
Once more Case blended his silhouette with that of the tall sagebrush. By touch alone he reloaded his six-gun and shotgun. The cartridges went in smoothly, almost silently.
Once more he waited.
This time nothing stirred, no matter how long he listened to the small sounds of the night.
Slowly he let out a long breath. For the first time he noticed that he was cold, his wounded leg throbbed, and his forehead stung where bullets had kicked bits of bark across his skin.
He had to lick his lips twice before they were wet enough to send a hawk's fluting call through the darkness.
A hawk answered from inside the cabin.
Limping, he set out for the ragged black rectangle that was all that showed of the cabin. Though he didn't expect to encounter any more outlaws sneaking around the underbrush, he wasn't careless. He used every bit of cover to break up his silhouette.
As a precaution, he whistled again before he touched the front door.
A hawk cried sweetly from just beyond the rough planks. The door opened. The pale moonlight showed Conner standing just inside.
His shotgun was leveled at Case's belt buckle.
“See?” Conner said, uncocking the gun and stepping aside. “I told you he would be all right.”
Sarah hurried around her brother.
“Case?” she asked huskily. “Are you hurt?”
Her voice trembled. So did the hands that went lightly over him, searching for injuries.
“Tired, dirty, and scuffed up a bit,” he said, closing the door behind him. “Nothing to worry about.”
“Light the lamp,” she said to her brother.
Conner looked at Case, who nodded.
“What happened?” Conner asked.
“Come dawn, we'll have some shovel work.”
A match scraped on the iron trivet. A tongue of orange-red light flared, followed by the more mellow light from the wick of an oil lamp. The glass chimney clinked softly against the metal holder as Conner replaced it.
“Shovel work, huh?” he asked, looking at Case.
“Any trouble up on the rim?” Case asked.
“How many did you kill?” the boy persisted. “How
did you find them before they found you? Whereâ”
“That's enough,” Sarah interrupted curtly. “Case is barely three weeks away from dying, he's been out in the dark fighting for our lives, and now you're pestering him to death.”
“Butâ”
A glittering silver glance shut Conner up.
“Hell's fire,” he muttered. “You'd think I was still wearing rompers.”
She ignored her brother.
“Sit down,” she said to Case. “You're bleeding.”
“Nothing toâ” he began.
Sarah exploded.
“Will you just shut up and sit down!” she snarled. “I'm sick unto death of being ordered around by males who are too damned big for their damned britches!”
Case gave her a wary look. Then he sat down in one of the two chairs the cabin had. The chair's cottonwood frame creaked when it took his weight.
She gave her brother a measuring glance, obviously seeking another target for her anger.
“Uh,” Conner said, “I think it's time for me to spell Ute up on the rim.”
“Go ahead,” Case said. “But keep your eyes peeled.”
“Are there more raiders?” Conner asked with subdued eagerness.
“Not unless they rode double, and I doubt that those little mustangs could carry that much freight.”
“Ute will wonder about the gunfire. What shall I tell him?”
“To bring a shovel,” Sarah said sharply.
Conner opened the door and left without another word.
“Thank you for keeping your sister in the cabin,” Case called.
“My pleasure,” the boy called back.
Then his laugher rippled through the night.
“You should have heard her when I sat on her,” Con
ner called through the wall. “I didn't know she knew so many cuss words. Hell, I bet even Big Lola couldn'tâ”
“
Conner Lawson
,” Sarah said in a threatening tone.
Laughter floated back, further outraging his sister.
“Must have been something to hear,” Case said neutrally.
Red burned brightly on her otherwise pale face. Then she saw the faint upward tilt at one corner of his mouth.
Suddenly she was laughing too, almost dizzy with relief that Case was all right, Conner was all right, everything was all right.
For tonight, at least, they were safe.
“I didn't know I knew that many words, either,” she admitted.
The corners of his eyes crinkled.
She smiled wryly.
“I must have been a sight to behold,” she said, “cussing a blue streak while that overgrown boy sat squarely on top of me.”
“When you do a man's job, you aren't a boy anymore.”
Her smile faded as she thought what it must have been like for Case at fifteen during the warâand for him tonight, fighting a different kind of war in the dark.
Come dawn, we'll have some shovel work
.
But his eyes said more. They said that death took a price even from the victorious.
Sarah turned aside, dipped water from the bucket with a tin cup, and poured it into a battered tin bowl. Silently she took a clean rag from a reed basket. When the rag was thoroughly wet, she squeezed water from it and walked back to Case.
He watched her with eyes turned to shadowed gold-green gemstones by the lantern light.
Blood slowly welled from a shallow cut on his forehead. Small, bright drops gathered in his left eyebrow,
curved around his eye, and ran down his cheek like scarlet tears.
“There's no needâ” he began.
“There's every need,” she countered instantly.
It would have been easy for him to turn aside, to refuse the small service she offered.
He did not. He sat and let her care for him as though it was his right.
And hers.
Silently she bathed his face with cool water, washing away the dirt and the red tears.
The shadows in his eyes remained.
I wonder if anything could wash them away
, she thought unhappily.
“Are you sure you aren't hurt?” she whispered.
“Yes.”
“I was so afraid for you when I heard the second round of shots. And the third. And then the silence. The silence went on forever. Like death.”
“Sarah⦔
But no words came to Case that would erase the memory of stark fear in her eyes.
She had been afraid for him, as though he were family instead of a wounded stranger passing through.
Gently he pulled her into his lap.
“Your wound,” she protested.
He settled her so that she was sitting on his right thigh. Then he held her and stroked her unbound hair.
She gave a broken sigh and leaned against him. For a time she fought the emotions welling up within her, making her throat tight and her eyes burn.
Then suddenly, silently, she wept, releasing emotions that had been dammed up for too many years.
He caught her tears on his fingertips and wiped them away. Dust he had picked up fighting for his life in the clump of big sage turned dark red on her face, marking the passage of his hand.
Tenderly he took the rag she had been using on him, shook it out, and found a clean corner to wipe the red dust from her face.
Tears welled up faster than he could wash them away.
“I'm sorry,” she said finally.
“What for?”
“Iâcan't stopâcrying.”
“Nobody's asking you to.”
“Butâbut I don'tâdon't cryâever.”
“I won't tell anyone if you won't.”
She made a sound that could have been a laugh or a sob or both together.
And then she simply wept.
“It's not fair,” she said after a time.
“What isn't?”
“That you had to go out there andâandâ”
“Better me than Conner,” Case said. “He doesn't have the patience yet.”
“P-patience?”
“That's what all the silence was about. One of the Culpeppers was trying to wear out my patience.”
“Was it Ab?” Sarah tried to keep the hope out of her voice, but couldn't.
“No. But he was canny. Those Culpeppers might not be much when it comes to kindness or decency, but they're pure blazing hell at fighting.”
A tremor went through Sarah.
“Conner,” she whispered. “Ab will kill him. My God, what can I do?”
“Take your brother and leave Lost River Canyon,” Case said succinctly.
“I don't have anyâ” Her breath broke.
It was a moment before she could speak.
“I don't have any money to send Conner off,” she said painfully.
“He's big enough to earn his own way.”
Tears ran down her face. She shook her head with a
combination of weariness and acceptance. When she spoke, her voice was as steady as the flow of her tears.
“Conner won't go and leave me on my own,” she said. “I've tried.”
“Then go with him.”
“And do what? Take Lola's path?”
His eyelids flinched. “There are other kinds of work.”
She laughed bleakly. “Not for a girl who has only the clothes on her back.”
“You could marry aâ”
“No,” she interrupted savagely. “I'll never suffer a husband again.
Never
.”
Case started to point out that all men weren't as hard to live with as her dead husband obviously had been, but decided there was no purpose.
It was like telling himself to go ahead and marry and have kids, because all children didn't end up maimed and killed by raiders.
That was true as far as it went. But he had lived the rest of the truth.
Some children died.
“All right, then,” he said. “Just kick Conner off your ranch.”
“I can't do that.”
“You mean you don't want to.”
Wearily she rubbed her forehead. She didn't feel up to explaining that she had given half of Lost River ranch to Conner when he was thirteen.
Case would wonder why.
And that was something she never had talked about, ever, with anyone.
Dear God
, she thought.
What a tangle. Why did those damned raiders have to settle around here?
There was no answer.
She didn't expect one, any more than she expected to know why she and Conner had survived the flood that killed the rest of their family.
Whys don't matter
, she told herself as she had so many times before.
All that matters is here and now, not then and might-have-been
.
“I love Lost River ranch more than anything on God's earth except my brother,” Sarah said calmly. “As soon as I find the Spanish silver and send Conner off to an Eastern school, everything will be fine.”
Case hesitated. He had a hard time seeing the hotheaded, rawboned boy in an Eastern schoolroom conjugating Latin verbs and memorizing multiplication tables.
“What does Conner think about that?” he asked.
“It doesn't matter. He's going.”
Case opened his mouth to point out that her brother was of an age to make his own decisions, then shrugged. Sarah would figure that out just as soon as she tried to push Conner into doing something he really didn't want to do.
“What if you don't find the silver?” Case asked instead.