Wicked Lies (48 page)

No! No! No!

This can’t be happening!

Please, God, spare this poor little innocent!

Her shoulders shook with her sobs.

With everything that had happened to her in the last week, losing the baby was, by far, the worst. She’d wanted a child for years, and even though she and Byron were divorced and she would have to raise the little girl alone, she hadn’t cared. But . . . oh, dear God . . . She leaned against the tiles and felt the water ease her muscles. A part of her wanted to deny what was happening, but she couldn’t.

She wasn’t just spotting; she was having a full-blown heavy period.

There was nothing to be done but accept her loss.

It would take time.

A lot of time.

She slid down the wall and sat, arms over her knees, on the floor of the tub as the water ran over her.

“You bastard,” she said, as if Justice could hear her. “You damned son of a bitching bastard!” Her fist curled and she called to him again. Using all her strength, she closed her eyes and sent out the warning.

Come and get me, you freak. Just try to come and get me!

And then, spent, she shut him out. If it weren’t for him, chasing her down the hill, terrifying her in her own home, sending out his hate-filled, hissing messages, she might not have lost the baby.

Fury and grief twisting her insides, she turned off the taps and, shivering, wrapped herself in a huge towel.

Bastard! Bastard! Bastard!

The mirror over the sink was fogged from the steam in the bathroom. Even so, she saw her reflection through the mist. Wan skin, eyes that were puffy and red, a mouth that was a line of sadness, grief etched in the small lines of her face—and something more. Something deeper and darker than her sadness was the fierce determination to destroy the monster who had tried to ruin her life, the maniac who had taunted her for almost a week.

No more!

Never again!

Placing her hands on the sink’s rim, she forced herself to take in deep breaths as water from her wet hair dripped into the basin.

She heard a tap on the door. “Hey,” Harrison said, his voice filled with concern. “Are you okay?”

“Fine,” she lied, loud enough that he could hear her. “I’ll—I’ll be out in a second.”

Pull it together, Lorelei. You have to pull it together. No matter what.
She squeezed her eyes shut and tried not to think of the little life that hadn’t made it, and as she did, the fury, in a full-blown blood red cloud, filled her mind.

“Okay,” he said uncertainly, and she felt a fresh onslaught of hot tears burning the back of her eyelids. She fought them off as she dried off and stepped into fresh clothes. New underwear, jeans, and a V-necked sweater. She wiped the condensation from the mirror so that she could better view the damage, then pulled her hair into a ponytail, slapped on lipstick, and tried to hide the damage tears had done to her eyes with liner and mascara. She knew she should probably contact her doctor, but what was there to be done, really? Her body had done its part. It was over.

Eventually, she pulled herself together and walked out of the bathroom to find Harrison seated on her couch, his laptop open on the coffee table.

“Big story?” she asked.

“Yeah, I’ve almost made it to another level of backgammon.” He cracked a smile, and she forced one in return but turned away, not ready for his scrutiny. There was a part of her that wanted to tumble into his arms and cling to him, to blurt out the truth, to tell him of her pain, but she had to hold back. She hadn’t told him about the baby when she’d thought she’d be a mother; there just was no reason to bring it up now. One question would lead to another, and another, and eventually they would end up discussing her ex-husband and how she’d gotten pregnant.

“Hungry?” he asked, climbing to his feet.

“Starved,” she lied.

“Me, too.” He glanced around the house. “Maybe you should pack some things. I changed the lock and the window’s back in the door, but until Turnbull is caught, this place isn’t secure.”

“It is my home.” She looked at the living room with its worn matching chairs and couch with sagging pillows. Books lined the shelves around the fireplace, a few pieces of abstract art splashed color on the walls, and the faded rug covering the hardwood floors gave the place what she thought of as eclectic chic.

“I know, but if you insist on staying here, I’m moving in.”

“Okay,” she said. He was clearly surprised by her rapid capitulation, so she said, “Justice tried to contact me earlier, while I was with Becca in the graveyard. I shut him out. But today I called to him.”

“What? Without me?”

“I’m tired of running, Harrison. Let’s face the bastard. I’m ready.”

CHAPTER 38

“A
re you out of your mind?” Harrison demanded, double-checking that the locks were secure. “You called that psycho?”

“It was originally your idea, remember?”

“That’s before I thought you could really do it,” he admitted.

“When you were trying to get info for your story.”

“Well . . . yes . . .” God, he’d been such a fool. Now she was on the warpath, determined to come face-to-face with the maniac who had nearly sliced her to ribbons. “But then he came here and nearly killed you and . . . now you’re calling and taunting him again? Laura, you don’t have to do this.” He put a hand on her shoulder, but she shrugged him off.

“Don’t try to distract me. It won’t work. I can’t live the rest of my life in fear,” she said evenly, and he wondered what had transformed her. Had it been meeting with her sisters at Siren Song? Visiting Mary’s grave? Something Catherine had said? Whatever the case, now Laura was on some kind of mission.

At least that was what it looked like to Harrison.

Gone was the frightened, worried Laura he’d first met, and in her place was a determined, fire-in-her-eyes woman who was ready to do battle, it seemed, at any cost.

“When I was talking to Becca, I heard his voice. It was weaker, maybe because I was with one of my sisters, I don’t know, but he found me, and I’m sick of it, sick of living in fear, sick of him being able to terrorize me. Sick of
him
.”

“The police—”

“Don’t know him like I do and they don’t know that we communicate.” Before he could even suggest that she confide in Stone or Dunbar, she held up a hand. “They wouldn’t believe me if I told them, so don’t even go there. They’ve promised me protection, and I’m pretty sure they’re keeping this house under watch, so I’m safer here than a lot of places.”

“Not twenty-four/seven, they’re not,” Harrison reminded. “This is no sanctuary.”

“Agreed. Not for me. Nor my sisters. Any wall around Siren Song isn’t strong enough to keep him out, either.” She leveled her calm gaze at him. “He has to be stopped.”

He wouldn’t be able to change her mind. He could see that clearly. “I’ve got a gun,” he admitted. “And a license to carry it. It’s locked in my apartment.”

“Why the hell don’t you have it on you?”

He thought of the violence he’d seen in his life; how his brother-in-law had been gunned down, an innocent victim, one homicide victim among the hundreds across the country in recent times. “I didn’t think we needed it, until the other night.”

“And now?”

“I’ll get it.”

“Good.”

Harrison gathered up his laptop and belongings while she, grudgingly, packed an overnight bag. Then they drove to a restaurant in Cannon Beach, where they ate chowder served in hollowed-out sourdough bowls and watched the sun play tag with the clouds. She told him more about the meeting at Siren Song and that she had to work a couple of shifts, but he felt that she was holding back, that there was something more, a secret, behind the sadness in her gaze and the determined set of her jaw.

Once back at her house, they split up. She headed to Ocean Park, and he, though he didn’t like it, drove on to Seaside to put in some hours at the
Breeze,
then to stop by his apartment for his pistol. All the while he was nervous and on edge. He told himself that Laura was safe at the hospital, that Justice wouldn’t risk an attack where there were so many people around, so many cameras, a place the police would be monitoring.

He pulled into the lot of the
Breeze.
He’d been kidding, of course, when he’d told Laura that he’d been playing video games online. He’d really been working on the Justice Turnbull story, for two reasons: one, because he wanted to write it, but also two, because it was a puzzle that needed solving and Justice was a killer who needed catching. He wanted to be a part of that.

Currently, there was one piece of the puzzle that was nagging him. Justice’s escape had been because he’d complained of some ailment that the staff at Halo Valley wasn’t able to diagnose or treat. So he was being transferred to Ocean Park Hospital on Dr. Zellman’s orders. Justice’s illness now seemed more of a ruse than a reality. But how had he fooled the staff, and especially Zellman?

That conundrum was on his mind as he made his way to his desk, walking by the newsroom, where a television was mounted and Pauline Kirby’s face was plastered all over the flat screen. Looking seriously into the camera, she was talking about the band of Seven Deadly Sinners and their crimes.

“She’s really running with this,” Buddy said from his cubicle.

“Whatever.” Harrison wasn’t really interested.

“Y’know, you really punched Noah Vernon’s old man’s buttons. The guy is going berserk! He’s called and complained but Connolly loves it. Likes all the attention the
Breeze
is getting! Believes any publicity is good publicity. And Pauline hasn’t let up an inch. Your story about Envy is just the beginning. She’ll probably feature each of the kids involved, stretch it out, and get up close and personal, the whole human interest angle.”

“Let her,” he said, glad he was done with that particular article.

“Maybe she’ll take some of the heat from the leader’s old man. Bryce Vernon is threatening a lawsuit.”

“Sounds just like him.”

Harrison found himself wishing the Turnbull story would come together and, more importantly, the whack job would be caught and put behind bars forever. Until then, Harrison felt that Laura wouldn’t be safe.

As Buddy took a call on his cell phone, Harrison tried to work, but he couldn’t get Laura off his mind. He wondered how she was doing at the hospital.

She’s fine,
he told himself but couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. Really wrong. She’d been so different today.

Then again, her life was totally out of control.

He put in a couple of hours on the computer, adding information to Justice Turnbull’s file, printing out articles and blogs about the killer from his earlier spree, then drove to his apartment.

Traffic was thick and the sun was just setting over the western horizon, streaking the sky in shades of orange and magenta, leaving deep ribbons of color on the calm Pacific. He pulled into his parking space, between two faded yellow lines in the worn asphalt, grabbed his laptop, and hurried to his unit. From the long porch, the building offered a peekaboo glimpse of the sea, but he was so lost in thought, he made only a cursory note of nature’s brilliant display.

Once through the front door, he realized he’d barely been in this—his home—in almost a week. In that time, his situation hadn’t improved. In fact, more dust had settled, and the leaking kitchen faucet was still keeping up its slow dripping tattoo. The unopened boxes and crates seemed to mock him; the camping chairs with their cup holders were a joke. He compared his place to Laura’s cozy little bungalow, and this cold, empty space that couldn’t even come close to a bachelor pad came up short. Cream-colored walls with not a picture upon them, only nail holes left over from the previous tenant; a beige rug that showed wear down the hall; a bathroom so white, it was hard on the eyes, the strip of bulbs over the mirror and sink nearly blinding; his travel shaving kit and a faded green towel hung over the shower door the only signs that anyone resided here.

If you could call it that.

The one sliding door off the cracker box of a kitchen had a set of vertical blinds with several slats missing, and the almond-colored appliances were circa 1972.

“Retro,” he muttered, walking to the bedroom, where the blow-up bed was covered with his rumpled sleeping bag. He’d managed to put some of his clothes into a small dresser. His one suit and a couple of sports coats and jackets were hung in the closet. On the top shelf, surrounded by boxes, was his locked gun case. He pulled the metal box down, unlocked the combination, and saw his pistol, a Glock he’d bought a few years back and never used. He picked up the 9 mm, loaded it, made sure the safety was on, then stuffed it into the waistband of his jeans.

“Locked and loaded,” he muttered as he found a leather jacket, slid it on, and saw that it effectively hid the weapon. “Just like on TV.”

He phoned Laura’s cell, and his call went directly to her voice mail, so he didn’t bother leaving a message, just left the apartment and locked the door behind him as he stepped outside.

Night had fallen. The security lamps were humming and casting the parking lot in a blue-tinged light. A few stars were just beginning to wink high overhead as he reversed out of his space and nosed his Impala toward the street. He planned on finding out when Laura’s next break was, then meeting her in the hospital cafeteria. Just to assure himself she was okay.

He wended through the traffic and headed south along Roosevelt Drive, which was essentially the part of Highway 101 that wound through Seaside. On the outskirts of town, his cell phone jangled. Expecting to hear Laura’s voice, he answered, “Hey.”

Across the wireless connection, he heard a rasping, ominous voice. “You’ve been with the witch!” the caller intoned, turning Harrison’s blood to ice.

“Who is this?” he demanded and, with a quick look in his rearview mirror, cut into the empty lot of a bank.

“Sssshe’s the spawn of Ssssatan,” the caller hissed, and Harrison’s pulse started hammering. The caller was Justice freakin’ Turnbull?