Read While the Light Lasts Online
Authors: Agatha Christie
IV
At eleven o'clock Danahan's telephone rang. Olga's voice spoke.
âPrepare a contract for Miss Ryan, will you? She's to understudy “Cora”. It's absolutely no use arguing. I owe her something after all the things I did to her tonight! What? Yes, I think I'm out of my troubles. By the way, if she tells you tomorrow that I'm an ardent spiritualist and put her into a trance tonight, don't show open incredulity. How? Knock-out drops in the coffee, followed by scientific passes! After that I painted her face with purple grease paint and put a tourniquet on her left arm! Mystified? Well, you must stay mystified until tomorrow. I haven't time to explain now. I must get out of the cap and apron before my faithful Maud returns from the pictures. There was a “beautiful drama” on tonight, she told me. But she missed the best drama of all. I played my best part tonight, Danny. The mittens won! Jake Levitt is a coward all right, and oh, Danny, DannyâI'm an actress!'
âThe Actress' was first published in the
Novel Magazine
in May 1923 as âA Trap for the Unwary', the title under which it was re-published in the booklet issued in 1990 to mark the centenary of Christie's birth.
This story illustrates Christie's great skill at taking a particular plot device and presenting it again, perhaps in the same form but from a different perspective or with subtle but significant variations to conceal it from the reader. The simple piece of legerdemain in âThe Actress' appears in several other stories, most obviously in the intriguing Miss Marple story âThe Affair at the Bungalow', collected in
The Thirteen Problems
(1932), and in the Poirot novel
Evil Under the Sun
(1941).
This story reminds us that Christie is also one of Britain's most successful playwrights, even though her first playâwhich she described as âan enormously gloomy play which, if my memory serves me correct,
was about incest'âwas never performed. Her own favourite was
Witness for the Prosecution
(1953) but the most famous is undoubtedly
The Mousetrap
(1952), which is still running in London after nearly 50 years. While the plot of
The Mousetrap
centres on a murderer's ability to deceive his potential victims, it depends as a piece of theatre on Christie's awareness of how people in an audience respond to what they see and hear and her supreme ability to manipulate what they then understand to be happening. After
The Mousetrap
opened in London, the reviewer in
The Times
commented that âthe piece admirably fulfils the special requirements of the theatre' and, as anyone who has been associated with the play or has studied it carefully knows well, there
is
a secret to its success, or rather to the success of why so few are able to foresee its astounding denouement.
I
Clare Halliwell walked down the short path that led from her cottage door to the gate. On her arm was a basket, and in the basket was a bottle of soup, some homemade jelly and a few grapes. There were not many poor people in the small village of Daymer's End, but such as there were were assiduously looked after, and Clare was one of the most efficient of the parish workers.
Clare Halliwell was thirty-two. She had an upright carriage, a healthy colour and nice brown eyes. She was not beautiful, but she looked fresh and pleasant and very English. Everybody liked her, and said she was a good sort. Since her mother's death, two years ago, she had lived alone in the cottage with her dog, Rover. She kept poultry and was fond of animals and of a healthy outdoor life.
As she unlatched the gate, a two-seater car swept
past, and the driver, a girl in a red hat, waved a greeting. Clare responded, but for a moment her lips tightened. She felt that pang at her heart which always came when she saw Vivien Lee. Gerald's wife!
Medenham Grange, which lay just a mile outside the village, had belonged to the Lees for many generations. Sir Gerald Lee, the present owner of the Grange, was a man old for his years and considered by many stiff in manner. His pomposity really covered a good deal of shyness. He and Clare had played together as children. Later they had been friends, and a closer and dearer tie had been confidently expected by manyâincluding, it may be said, Clare herself. There was no hurry, of courseâbut some dayâ¦She left it so in her own mind. Some day.
And then, just a year ago, the village had been startled by the news of Sir Gerald's marriage to a Miss Harperâa girl nobody had ever heard of!
The new Lady Lee had not been popular in the village. She took not the faintest interest in parochial matters, was bored by hunting, and loathed the country and outdoor sports. Many of the wiseacres shook their heads and wondered how it would end. It was easy to see where Sir Gerald's infatuation had come in. Vivien was a beauty. From head to foot she was a complete contrast to Clare Halliwell, small, elfin, dainty, with golden-red hair that curled enchantingly
over her pretty ears, and big violet eyes that could shoot a sideways glance of provocation to the manner born.
Gerald Lee, in his simple man's way, had been anxious that his wife and Clare should be great friends. Clare was often asked to dine at the Grange, and Vivien made a pretty pretence of affectionate intimacy whenever they met. Hence that gay salutation of hers this morning.
Clare walked on and did her errand. The Vicar was also visiting the old woman in question and he and Clare walked a few yards together afterwards before their ways parted. They stood still for a minute discussing parish affairs.
âJones has broken out again, I'm afraid,' said the Vicar. âAnd I had such hopes after he had volunteered, of his own accord, to take the pledge.'
âDisgusting,' said Clare crisply.
âIt seems so to us,' said Mr Wilmot, âbut we must remember that it is very hard to put ourselves in his place and realize his temptation. The desire for drink is unaccountable to us, but we all have our own temptations, and thus we can understand.'
âI suppose we have,' said Clare uncertainly.
The Vicar glanced at her.
âSome of us have the good fortune to be very little tempted,' he said gently. âBut even to those people their
hour comes. Watch and pray, remember, that ye enter not into temptation.'
Then bidding her goodbye, he walked briskly away. Clare went on thoughtfully, and presently she almost bumped into Sir Gerald Lee.
âHullo, Clare. I was hoping to run across you. You look jolly fit. What a colour you've got.'
The colour had not been there a minute before. Lee went on:
âAs I say, I was hoping to run across you. Vivien's got to go off to Bournemouth for the weekend. Her mother's not well. Can you dine with us Tuesday instead of tonight?'
âOh, yes! Tuesday will suit me just as well.'
âThat's all right, then. Splendid. I must hurry along.'
Clare went home to find her one faithful domestic standing on the doorstep looking out for her.
âThere you are, Miss. Such a to-do. They've brought Rover home. He went off on his own this morning, and a car ran clean over him.'
Clare hurried to the dog's side. She adored animals, and Rover was her especial darling. She felt his legs one by one, and then ran her hands over his body. He groaned once or twice and licked her hand.
âIf there's any serious injury, it's internal,' she said at last. âNo bones seem to be broken.'
âShall we get the vet to see him, Miss?'
Clare shook her head. She had little faith in the local vet.
âWe'll wait until tomorrow. He doesn't seem to be in great pain, and his gums are a good colour, so there can't be much internal bleeding. Tomorrow, if I don't like the look of him, I'll take him over to Skippington in the car and let Reeves have a look at him. He's far and away the best man.'
II
On the following day, Rover seemed weaker, and Clare duly carried out her project. The small town of Skippington was about forty miles away, a long run, but Reeves, the vet there, was celebrated for many miles round.
He diagnosed certain internal injuries, but held out good hopes of recovery, and Clare went away quite content to leave Rover in his charge.
There was only one hotel of any pretensions in Skippington, the
County Arms
. It was mainly frequented by commercial travellers, for there was no good hunting country near Skippington, and it was off the track of the main roads for motorists.
Lunch was not served till one o'clock, and as it wanted a few minutes of that hour, Clare amused
herself by glancing over the entries in the open visitors' book.
Suddenly she gave a stifled exclamation. Surely she knew that handwriting, with its loops and whirls and flourishes? She had always considered it unmistakable. Even now she could have swornâbut of course it was clearly impossible. Vivien Lee was at Bournemouth. The entry itself showed it to be impossible:
Mr and Mrs Cyril Brown. London.
But in spite of herself her eyes strayed back again and again to that curly writing, and on an impulse she could not quite define she asked abruptly of the woman in the office:
âMrs Cyril Brown? I wonder if that is the same one I know?'
âA small lady? Reddish hair? Very pretty. She came in a red two-seater car, madam. A Peugeot, I believe.'
Then it was! A coincidence would be too remarkable. As if in a dream, she heard the woman go on:
âThey were here just over a month ago for a weekend, and liked it so much that they have come again. Newly married, I should fancy.'
Clare heard herself saying: âThank you. I don't think that could be my friend.'
Her voice sounded different, as though it belonged
to someone else. Presently she was sitting in the dining-room, quietly eating cold roast beef, her mind a maze of conflicting thought and emotions.
She had no doubts whatever. She had summed Vivien up pretty correctly on their first meeting. Vivien was that kind. She wondered vaguely who the man was. Someone Vivien had known before her marriage? Very likelyâit didn't matterânothing mattered, but Gerald.
What was sheâClareâto do about Gerald? He ought to knowâsurely he ought to know. It was clearly her duty to tell him. She had discovered Vivien's secret by accident, but she must lose no time in acquainting Gerald with the facts. She was Gerald's friend, not Vivien's.
But somehow or other she felt uncomfortable. Her conscience was not satisfied. On the face of it, her reasoning was good, but duty and inclination jumped suspiciously together. She admitted to herself that she disliked Vivien. Besides, if Gerald Lee were to divorce his wifeâand Clare had no doubts at all that that was exactly what he would do, he was a man with an almost fanatical view of his own honourâthenâwell, the way would lie open for Gerald to come to her. Put like that, she shrank back fastidiously. Her own proposed action seemed naked and ugly.
The personal element entered in too much. She could not be sure of her own motives. Clare was
essentially a high-minded, conscientious woman. She strove now very earnestly to see where her duty lay. She wished, as she had always wished, to do right. What was right in this case? What was wrong?
By a pure accident she had come into possession of facts that affected vitally the man she loved and the woman whom she disliked andâyes, one might as well be frankâof whom she was bitterly jealous. She could ruin that woman. Was she justified in doing so?
Clare had always held herself aloof from the backbiting and scandal which is an inevitable part of village life. She hated to feel that she now resembled one of those human ghouls she had always professed to despise.
Suddenly the Vicar's words that morning flashed across her mind:
â
Even to those people their hour comes.
'
Was this
her
hour? Was this
her
temptation? Had it come insidiously disguised as a duty? She was Clare Halliwell, a Christian, in love and charity with all menâand women. If she were to tell Gerald, she must be quite sure that only impersonal motives guided her. For the present she would say nothing.
She paid her bill for luncheon and drove away, feeling an indescribable lightening of spirit. Indeed, she felt happier than she had done for a long time. She felt glad that she had had the strength to resist temptation, to do nothing mean or unworthy. Just for
a second it flashed across her mind that it might be a sense of power that had so lightened her spirits, but she dismissed the idea as fantastic.
III
By Tuesday night she was strengthened in her resolve. The revelation could not come through her. She must keep silence. Her own secret love for Gerald made speech impossible. Rather a high-minded view to take? Perhaps; but it was the only one possible for her.
She arrived at the Grange in her own little car. Sir Gerald's chauffeur was at the front door to drive it round to the garage after she had alighted, as the night was a wet one. He had just driven off when Clare remembered some books which she had borrowed and had brought with her to return. She called out, but the man did not hear her. The butler ran out after the car.
So, for a minute or two, Clare was alone in the hall, close to the door of the drawing-room which the butler had just unlatched prior to announcing her. Those inside the room, however, knew nothing of her arrival, and so it was that Vivien's voice, high pitchedânot quite the voice of a ladyârang out clearly and distinctly.
âOh, we're only waiting for Clare Halliwell. You must know herâlives in the villageâsupposed to be one of the local belles, but frightfully unattractive really. She tried her best to catch Gerald, but he wasn't having any.
âOh, yes, darling'âthis in answer to a murmured protest from her husband. âShe didâyou mayn't be aware of the factâbut she did her very utmost. Poor old Clare! A good sort, but such a dump!'
Clare's face went dead white, her hands, hanging against her sides, clenched themselves in anger such as she had never known before. At that moment she could have murdered Vivien Lee. It was only by a supreme physical effort that she regained control of herself. That, and the half-formed thought that she held it in her power to punish Vivien for those cruel words.
The butler had returned with the books. He opened the door, announced her, and in another moment she was greeting a roomful of people in her usual pleasant manner.
Vivien, exquisitely dressed in some dark wine colour that showed off her white fragility, was particularly affectionate and gushing. They didn't see half enough of Clare. She, Vivien, was going to learn golf, and Clare must come out with her on the links.
Gerald was very attentive and kind. Though he had no suspicion that she had overheard his wife's words,
he had some vague idea of making up for them. He was very fond of Clare, and he wished Vivien wouldn't say the things she did. He and Clare had been friends, nothing moreâand if there was an uneasy suspicion at the back of his mind that he was shirking the truth in that last statement, he put it away from him.
After dinner the talk fell on dogs, and Clare recounted Rover's accident. She purposely waited for a lull in the conversation to say:
ââ¦so, on Saturday, I took him to Skippington.'
She heard the sudden rattle of Vivien Lee's coffee-cup on the saucer, but she did not look at herâyet.
âTo see that man, Reeves?'
âYes. He'll be all right, I think. I had lunch at the
County Arms
afterwards. Rather a decent little pub.' She turned now to Vivien. âHave you ever stayed there?'
If she had had any doubts, they were swept aside. Vivien's answer came quickâin stammering haste.
âI? Oh! N-no, no.'
Fear was in her eyes. They were wide and dark with it, as they met Clare's. Clare's eyes told nothing. They were calm, scrutinizing. No one could have dreamt of the keen pleasure that they veiled. At that moment Clare almost forgave Vivien for the words she had overheard earlier in the evening. She tasted in that moment a fullness of power that almost made
her head reel. She held Vivien Lee in the hollow of her hand.
The following day, she received a note from the other woman. Would Clare come up and have tea with her quietly that afternoon? Clare refused.
Then Vivien called on her. Twice she came at hours when Clare was almost certain to be at home. On the first occasion, Clare really was out; on the second, she slipped out by the back way when she saw Vivien coming up the path.
âShe's not sure yet whether I know or not,' she said to herself. âShe wants to find out without committing herself. But she shan'tânot until I'm ready.'
Clare hardly knew herself what she was waiting for. She had decided to keep silenceâthat was the only straight and honourable course. She felt an additional glow of virtue when she remembered the extreme provocation she had received. After overhearing the way Vivien talked of her behind her back, a weaker character, she felt, might have abandoned her good resolutions.