What Goes Around (21 page)
Her heart was racing. Here she was, standing in the parking lot in front of the building erected by her stepfather especially for her, in front of every girl who had just voted her conscience and made her the leader of Brookhaven's dance squad, in front of the tastemakers of her school, who, with the click of a
SEND
button to YRT, could blow up her spot to everyone who mattered in Buckhead; and there was the boy from the West End, in all his hood glory, standing there, waiting. For her.
Lauren looked to her left and then to her right; every last one of the girls following her like stray puppy dogsâeven the trio of haters and their silly, useless, powerless, minionsâwere looking at Jermaine like he was a piece of red meat. “Damn!” she heard a few of them say. “Who's
that
?”
Lauren giggled and cleared her throat. “Um, everybody?” she said loudly. “You might want to get your camera phones readyâI know some of you will want to get the
YRT exclusive on this one. But do me a favor: Make sure you spell my man's name right,” Lauren said, walking up to Jermaine and taking his hands in hers. “His name is spelled j-e-r-m-a-i-n-e. Get it right, hear?”
“You're officially certified,” Kayo said, laughing and shaking her head. She walked up to Jermaine and extended her hand. “Hey, Kayo,” she said, introducing herself. “Nice to meet you.”
A few of the other girls sidled up to the couple, too, some introducing themselves, others staring and wondering in a not-so-discreet voice if he had any relatives as cute as him.
Jermaine, a lot embarrassed by the attention, wanted out. But who, he figured, was he to step in Lauren's spotlight?
“I trust you're here to take me out,” she said.
“But it's my birthday,” he laughed. “Shouldn't you be taking me out?”
“Not if you're driving,” she said, eyeing his beat-up car. “Plus, a gentleman always plans.”
“Well, I
am
a gentleman,” he said.
“This much,” Lauren said, “I know is true.”
As she waved good-bye to her friends and her haters, she saw out of the corner of her eye a silver Saab pull into the space next to Jermaine. It was Sydney, bumping Jill Scott's “Golden” from her speakers like she was
deliberately trying to blow out the custom-made woofers. “Hey!” Sydney said enthusiastically as she jumped out of her car, her radio still blasting.
“Uh, hey,” Lauren said, peeking over her sister's shoulder to peer at her car, and then back at her twin. “What's up with you?”
“Oh, nothing's up with me. The question is, what's up with you, superstar dance squad captain? I just saw the news on YRT. Go, Lauren!” she said, giving a mock hoorah fist in the air.
Lauren cracked up at the sight of her twin, the unusually stiff and nonexcitable oneâgiggling and laughing and trying to do a fake cheer. “Why, thank you, sis,” she said. “But, um, you should leave the cheering to me.”
“Oh, you don't have to worry about thatâthat's all you, baby sis,” she said as she surveyed the parking lot and took notice of how everyone was focusing on them. “Um, in case you all didn't know? My sister is the fire.”
Lauren giggled. She didn't know what had gotten into Sydney, but she wasn't mad at it, either. “Hey,” she said, “say hi to Jermaine.”
Sydney twirled around and focused on Jermaineâthe first time she'd set eyes on him since Rodney's funeral. A wry smile crossed her face as she switched her focus between Jermaine and Lauren and then to Jermaine again. “Well, I see somebody's trying her best to be the official
YRT cover girl of the year,” Sydney laughed. “But I'm not mad at you. What's up, Jermaine? Good to see you again. Good to see you
here
,” she added.
Jermaine smiled and nodded.
“It's Jermaine's birthday, and we were just about to go and celebrate. Wanna come with?” Lauren asked.
Sydney looked at her watch and considered all the things she had lined up for the eveningâshe had to study for an Econ quiz, start researching her Western Lit paper, start planning the spring calendar for Jack and Jillâthe list went on and on. “I don't know,” she said. “I have a ton of work to do⦔
“Come on, “Jermaine pleaded. “It's my birthday. One cupcake.”
Sydney hesitated and giggled a little. “If you get Lauren to spring for two cupcakes, I'll go,” she laughed.
“That's a bet,” Jermaine said. “I'm driving.”
As Sydney collected her purse and locked her car doors, Lauren waved good-bye again to her friends and her haters and to the remaining gawkers, then walked to the passenger side and waited for Jermaine to open her door. It creaked open; Jermaine reached in and swiped at the seat.
“All set,” he said. “Climb on in.”
Then he rushed to the other side of his car and lifted the lever on the front seat so that Sydney could climb into the backseat.
“Turn that up a little,” Sydney said as Jay-Z's “Dirt Off Your Shoulder” pumped through the speakers. “That's my song,” she said as she settled into the hard leather seat.
Jermaine obliged, then put the car in drive, pulling out of the parking space as his charges, Sydney and Lauren, shouted the words to the rap and bounced in their seats. Jermaine laughed as he watched the twins flick invisible dirt off their shouldersâtheir bouncing and yelling rattled as loud as his speakers.
In Jermaine's rearview mirror, Sydney could see the girls of Brookhaven Prep standing there, mouths agape, wishing, no doubt, that they could be riding shotgun, too. Lauren was thinking the same thing as she caught sight of the girls in the side-view. Above their heads, in the distance, ever imposing, gleaming against the rich, blue sky, the squad building struck an impressive poseâ
THE DUKE HOUSE
letters making it clear that this was still, and always would be, Lauren and Sydney's world.
DENENE
For God, who keeps opening windows for me when it seems all doors are closedâwithout His grace, I am surely nothing.
For my husband and darling daughters, Mari and Lila, and my son, Mazi: Thank you for encouraging my writing, even on the hard days when we'd all rather hit the park or watch ANTM than watch me bury myself in my MacBook again. You guys and the very furry, very sweet, extremely cute Teddy help me keep my eyes on the prize. For my Daddy, James Millner; my brother, Troy Millner; and my Mom, Bettye Millner: Thank you for loving me like no other. And for Angelou, James, Miles, Cole, and my in-laws, Migozo and Chikuyu: Thank you for your friendship, your laughter, your intelligence, and for providing us with the family structure we crave and love.
For Victoria Sanders, my agent extraordinaire: Thank you for using your beautiful mind to keep me working and constantly challenged.
For our editor, Aimee: Thank you for the encouragement. And for Andrea Davis Pinkney: Thank you for creating opportunities for me to keep writing; you are an extraordinary author, editor, and mentor, and I'm so happy to have worked with you.
And for Mitzi, my partner-in-crime: We wrote a helluva series, didn't we? We grew those girls up, didn't we? We're going to work together again, aren't we? We better. Because you rock.
And finally, thank you to Lauren and Sydney, for creating two years' worth of good times. I'll miss you.
Every step forward begins with faith; so I thank God, Yemaya, Chango, and all the orisha and guides that remain by my side at all times.
Mommie, the phrase “thank you” isn't nearly enough for all that you have so selflessly given to me over the years. I am so blessed to be your daughter.
Daddy, even when I know that you don't have the slightest clue where I am or what I'm doing, I do know you love me. I'm a lucky girl.
Melissa, in choosing your own path, you constantly provide me with a true example of courageousness. Thank you.
To all my family and relatives who continue to support
and encourage me to pursue all of my wildest dreamsâespecially Tia Puchi and Mommy SallyâX's and O's.
To my beautiful godchildrenâJJ and Sydneyâyou inspire me to create material that will be worth talking about when you become old enough to understand.
To my mentorsâDr. Ivy Mitchell and Joyce E. Davisâthank you for guiding me to the career of my dreams.
To my amazing and incomparable friends, every single one of you provides me with inspiration to create better stories and, more important, be a better Mitzi. Thank you for your patience, compassion, and encouragement.
To my dizz-ope writing partner, Denene, thank you for helping me create a phenomenal teen series. It is always a pleasure, my dear!
To Victoria and the diligent Scholastic team, thank you for seeing this series through all the way to the end. It's been a memorable ride!
And, of course, Drama. Through thick, thin, dark parks, and even stinky doggie farts, not a day goes by that I am not grateful for your companionship.
Last but not least, the success of the HOTLANTA series would not be possible without the support of countless unknown readers over the years. I am so appreciative of all those who have followed my byline from
Honey
Magazine to
The ABW Guide to Life
and forward. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
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NOVEL
Outside the sky is weirdly dark and the air thick and humid, the way it gets before a storm. Sean leads me over to a navy blue Volvo. “Ta-da!” he says. The paint is scratched and the back bumper is covered in the remnants of bumper stickers that someone tried to tear off, but eventually gave up onâa piece of light blue with a lacy-looking white shape in the corner, a dark green sticker with everything torn off except for a white
UR.
Sean unlocks the passenger side and opens the door, then walks around to the driver's side and gets in. I get in, too.
There are four different plastic cups in the cupholder, and cups scattered all over the floor. On the backseat there's a black leather messenger bag closed with a shiny brass lock. The car smells like pine trees.
“Sorry about all the cups, you can just kick them out of the way,” Sean says. “Iced coffee is my crack.”
“What a coincidence,” I say. “Crack is my iced coffee.”
Sean laughs. “I knew there was a reason I liked you,” he says. He shakes his head a little bit. He starts his car. “So where am I taking you?”
“I'm in the Sunrise Village condo complex,” I say, “behind the A&P on Grays Avenue.”
Sean starts his car, starts driving, neither of us says anything for a while. I watch his hands as he turns the steering wheel. I cannot recall ever having any sort of opinion about a guy's hands before, but his are beautiful.
“Soâ¦I have to confess something.” Sean reaches up with one of his beautiful hands and pushes his hair out of his face. “I didn't really come here to tell you the rules of hide-and-seek.” He pauses. “The truth is, Ellie, it's really not that hard of a game. And besides, you could just look it up online.”
“The Internet is good like that,” I say. My heart is starting to race. “Then why are you here?”