Vampire's Kiss (2 page)

Today’s gym class was to be held outside, and my friend and I had shown up early—partly because we took every chance we could to hang out, and partly because the new gym teacher totally freaked us out.

Ronan had been our instructor last term.
Sigh
…Ronan. Talk about hot for teacher. But file that under Never Gonna Happen. He was a Tracer—meaning one of the guys responsible for tracking and retrieving girls like us to this sorry island—and that chilling detail kept my all-out schoolgirl crush at bay. Okay, that and the fact that he has some crazy hypno-voodoo-mojo where he can affect what I think just by touching me. Not exactly the foundation for a trusting relationship.

But Ronan was currently away to God knew where—just as well for my generally overwrought teenaged faculties—and some guy named Otto was his replacement for the summer semester. He was a Tracer like Ronan, only this particular guy didn’t strike us as someone to mess around with. Definitely not crush material.

“He said beach.” Emma gave me one of her signature flat stares, and I rolled my eyes. I knew the saying went
Still waters run deep
, but did she have to be so damned still
all
the time? Sometimes a little expression was called for.

Sadly, I often had expression enough for the both of us. Like, just the thought of which bizarre oceanfront punishments might await us that morning had me getting surlier by the minute. Not to mention I was hyperaware of the damp
sand now—it stank like dead sea creatures and it was lumpy with pebbles and jagged bits of shells that were digging into my skin.

“I hate beach days,” I grumbled, not ashamed that I probably sounded like a four-year-old. But Tracer Otto had a thing for doing sit-ups while thrashing in the freezing surf, and I wasn’t the biggest fan of swimming. I’d recently learned how, and I doubted I’d ever get used to the sensation of water whooshing into my nose and ears.

I thought of our new teacher’s sharp, austere features and well-combed blond hair. “Or maybe it’s just that I hate
Otto
. Him and that German accent. It’s like he’s auditioning for the role of Evil Nazi Number One in a remake of
The
Sound of Music
.”

Emma looked nervously over her shoulder. “You should hush.”

“Yeah, yeah, farm girl. I’m hushing.” I straightened my legs in the sand—even with the vampire blood to speed my healing, they were looking ugly, my knees mottled yellow and pale green with fading bruises. I scraped a shell from where it’d stuck to my calf and began snapping it into tiny shards.

Other girls began to drift in, wandering along the sand while waiting for class to start. Our numbers were fewer now—fighting your peers to the death had a way of trimming the student body—and I noted some were doing their best to conceal limps and other injuries, some fresh, some still lingering from the recent Directorate Challenge. It may have been summer term, but the vampires weren’t about to let up on our physical trials to give us a chance to heal. Only the strongest and the fiercest survived.

Emma sidled closer in the sand, reading my thoughts. She pitched her voice low, knowing as well as I that none of the other girls could be trusted. “Not many of us left.”

“And we’ll lose more this summer.” My words were a harsh whisper, but they were true. Our numbers would dwindle each semester, until only a handful of our original group remained. I thought of the girls who’d died so far, and I tried not to consider what it might mean that I’d already forgotten so many of their names.

“I imagine more will arrive in the fall.”

I gave Emma a sour look. “More of
these
people?”

“Well, now that Lilac’s gone, they’ll need to give you a new roommate.”

I shuddered. “Is that your way of putting a bright spin on things?”

It chilled me, but Emma was right, and I studied the other Acari, which was the creepy name they had for us girls. It was clear the vampires had a penchant for good-looking teenagers—everyone here was pretty in some way, if not outright gorgeous. It was annoying and sexist and gross. The vampires weren’t exactly enlightened—they were a bunch of guys in power, some of whom had been around for hundreds of years—and I guessed it was no surprise that, in training an army of agent/assassin/guardian Watchers, they’d select girls who were easy on the eyes.

Other than that, we were a mixed bunch. Farm girl Emma, accustomed to hard work and solitude, was fairly unique on the island. Lilac had also been a rare breed—of the rich-bitches-gone-bad variety. We all had our individual talents, too. Mine was being a girl genius who knew how to take a
punch
(thank you, drunken, no-good dad)
. And Lilac had been a pyro—witness, for example, my shaggy, burnt-off hair.

But there was one distinctive characteristic each of us shared: We were all outcasts. Gang girls, runaways, you name it—we’d all fled our homes, and not one of us was missed.

Emma eyed the other Acari along with me. “I noticed some of the Tracers are gone. They must be out gathering new girls.”

Her comment got me thinking. Was
that
where Ronan had gone? He was rounding up new candidates for the next incoming class?

As was the case for all good Tracers, his job was to identify, track, and retrieve fresh batches of Acari, doing whatever it took to convince girls that leaving life as they knew it for some distant rock in the middle of the North Sea, where they were either good enough to become Watchers for a bunch of vampires or they
died
, was a good idea. I didn’t know how other Tracers did it, but Ronan had special powers of persuasion at his disposal.

So was he out there right now, looking at some other girl with those mysterious green eyes and touching her with that melting, hypnotic touch? I scowled.

Emma guessed where my mind was. “
That’s
probably why you haven’t seen Ronan,” she said in a gentle, understanding tone that annoyed me.

“I wasn’t thinking of Ronan.” I frowned, because I was
totally
thinking of Ronan. His complete hotness aside, he was one of the few people on the island—hell, he was one of the few people in my
life
—who’d ever shown concern for me. He’d managed to weasel his way into my consciousness, the
dream of having a guy to look out for me like a thorn in my heart that wouldn’t leave me be.

And, of course, I was also remembering how he’d duped me. When he’d approached me in a Florida parking lot, I’d thought he was just a hot college guy giving me some deeply soulful looks, but it turned out he’d been trying to hypnotize me.
Hypnotize
, for God’s sake.

But my mind wasn’t that easily swayed—being a kid genius had to be good for something, I guess—and he’d had to use both eyes and touch to persuade me to follow him onto the plane bound for
this
rock.
Eyja næturinnar
, they called it. The Isle of Night. Which at the moment was a laugh, because summertime, or
the Dimming
, as the vampires so annoyingly referred to it, meant zero hours of dark per day—just unending gray, gray, gray sky pressing down on us.

Once, I’d been afraid of the dark, but Ronan had warned me I’d miss the black of night. He’d
known
, just as he seemed to know and understand so many other things about me. Really, if I’d thought about it, I could’ve said he was one of my first friends.

So I tried not to think about it.

Instead, I stared out across the roiling gray sea, pretending I didn’t have any use for hot guys and soulful looks. And who was I kidding? I missed Ronan. Like, really missed him. Not just as a teacher, though I’d have traded just about any other Tracer for
Otto
. But something was—I don’t know—missing without him around.

Like Ronan’s steady forest-colored eyes, always so focused on me.

“Okay, so you’re
not
thinking about Ronan,” Emma said,
and I heard the skepticism in her voice. She shifted, considering. Long speeches weren’t her way, and she spoke slowly, choosing her words with care. “It just seems like you’ve been…distracted since the Directorate Challenge. I used to see you and Ronan talking a lot. But then there was the competition, and you won, and then I didn’t see you two together anymore, and I thought maybe…”

Emotion stabbed me—so sharp and sudden, I had to scrunch my face against it.

She thought maybe I might miss him? She thought I’d taken him for granted? She’d guessed I was planning to make a break for it, but the prospect of never seeing him again made my chest feel as if my internal organs had somehow drifted out of place?

She’d be right on all counts.

I cut her off, saying, “I just have some questions for him, is all.”

Like, a
bunch
of questions. Questions I’d never ask, of course. I’d won the competition, beating Lilac and winning a trip off-island and a shot at escape. But afterward, I’d caught him watching me, and something about the look in his eyes—regret? grief? longing?—haunted me.

What had the look meant? Did he know I planned to escape?

“Do you think he’s jealous of
Alcántara
?” Emma’s voice was barely a whisper, which was the wisest course when discussing a vampire—particularly Hugo de Rosas Alcántara, of the fourteenth-century Spanish royal court.

“Jealous?” It would imply there was something between Alcántara and me. Though I
did
suspect he’d had something
to do with my winning. And then there was the way the vampire had scooped up my broken body to hold me close after my victory. But if Ronan was
jealous
, it’d mean he was interested in me. My belly churned. “No way. Ronan’s not jealous.”

He’d probably just been disturbed by the glimpse of my dark side, perceiving the secret, savage pleasure I’d taken in beating my rival. Because even I had trouble considering
that
. “Maybe the whole fight-to-the-death thing weirded him out more than he let on.”

Emma solemnly shook her head. “He’s more used to that than we are. You two are friends. He wanted you to win.”

“Friends?” I inhaled sharply.
Friends
was a dangerous word. Alcántara had warned me about
friends
. And besides, it wasn’t very friendly how Ronan had gotten me here in the first place.

I scraped my sandy fingers through my hair, cursing the jumble of thoughts in my head. I finger-combed some more, this time cursing my hair—
such
a hassle since Lilac burnt off my braid, leaving me with a shaggy, shoulder-length do. “Stupid hair.”

What I really wanted to say was
stupid Ronan.

Although he and I had forged a sort of alliance, the memory of his initial betrayal made me surly. When we first met, he’d touched me, and I still felt his fingers hot on my skin. And yet the reason he’d touched me wasn’t because he’d wanted to—not because he was a guy and I was a girl—but because it’d been his
job
to touch me. It’d been his job to make me so warm and gullible and
dopey
that I’d found myself on an airplane bound for nowhere.

I thought of the new girls Ronan was out there gathering. And
touching
. Every one of them a total teen hottie, no doubt.

“
Great
,”
I said. “Either way, he’s out there, finding new friends for us to spar with, snipe at, stab in the back, and eventually kill.”

Emma stared at me. If it weren’t for her blinking, I swear she could’ve been mistaken for a sphinx.

“Spit it out,” I told her.

“I still think it has to do with Master Alcántara.”

This time I was the one glancing around nervously. “Please stop saying his name. I’m scared you might summon him or something, like Voldemort.”

But I worried she was right. It did seem Alcántara had taken a liking to me. Whenever I caught the vampire looking at me—and I seemed to catch him a lot—it was as if he was plumbing the depths of my soul, puzzling through some sort of master plan written there.

It was hard not to feel disturbed by the whole thing, and not in an entirely unpleasant way. I mean, Alcántara was young and he was hot…or at least he had been several hundred years ago. But he was a bit like a panther—darkly seductive, and yet a predator nonetheless. To be feared and, according to Ronan at least, avoided.

“Yes,” Emma agreed, “best not to call attention to yourself.”

“I’ll say. But there’ll be no avoiding him when the time comes for our mission.”

“Do you know yet what you’ll be doing?”

“I don’t know where we’re going, I don’t know what we’ll be doing, and I don’t know why we’ll be doing it. All I know is I have to wait till the end of summer term to do it. Alcántara insists I need more training.”

What I didn’t tell Emma was that if all went according to plan, I wouldn’t get too much of a chance to consider our mission anyway, since I’d be too busy
getting the hell off this rock
.

That’s right: escape. It was all I thought about now. I’d begun considering it pretty much the moment I arrived, but then I got lulled into a sense of security, of family. I had smart teachers, was learning cool things, and making a couple of the closest friends I’d ever had in my life. I’d begun to believe that being a part of something—being a Watcher—might give me a sense of belonging, like finding the family I’d never had.