And now, at last, he had something he could vent his own anger and fear against.
His blood pounding in his ears, he howled a curse at them; Kantor didn't need the touch of a heel. Kantor was just as eager for blood as
he
was. What Sendar could do,
he
could do, and for as good a causeâkeeping Selenay safe.
Buying some time for her guards to react.
Before the Guardsmen on foot could rearrange their line of defense to meet the attackers,
he
was racing toward the ambushers. Not so far to go, after all; ten of Kantor's long strides at most before he crashed into the first knot of them.
Lightly armored, of course,
much
more lightly than he, to facilitate slipping through cover.
First mistake.
He got a brief glimpse of a swarthy face beneath a light cap helmâa true Tedrel, then. This
was
a group sent to capture the Heir. He swung his blade at the same time as he got that glimpse of
target,
and he felt the shock of his sword meeting flesh as he slashed across the line of the eyes. The man fell; Kantor made a ferret-quick turn to trample him. Then he and Kantor were among them, and for the first time, he learned what it was like to fight with a Companion as a partner.
He gave himself up to it. In fact, he gave himself up
totally
to it, to the terrible joy of killing, for the first time in his life. He would probably be sick later, but nowâ
Now, these beasts, these fiends, were here to murder his friends, his brothers and sisters, to enslave his country. They were going to take or murder that sweet, cheerful girl he'd come to admire so much, who was so very old for her few years, and yet so charmingly young. They, and others like them, were killing innocent, ordinary farmers like those boys and girls he and Selenay had met around the fires, old men like Dethor and women like Myste, mothers like hisâ
Now he and Kantor would kill
them.
He felt Kantor's rage along with his own; Kantor reveled in the shock that traveled up his arm with every good blowâhe rejoiced in the impact of Kantor's hooves on flesh. They moved as one in an awful and glorious dance of death, as Kantor's white hide and his white uniform and armor were spattered, splattered, drenched in red, as red blood ran down his sword arm and soaked into Kantor's legs. Kantor danced on bodies that
crunched
and screamed; he reared and kicked, hooves connecting with heads and bodies, before and behind. They were surrounded; Alberich didn't care.
Let
them waste their force on him!
He
was expendable; Selenay was not.
He used his shield as a weapon as well as protection, the heavy metal frame as a club.
And his sword made short work of those too-light cap helms, when he struck them at all. Mostly he went for the facesâthe eyes, those dark and fierce eyes that held no pity and no remorse, only a flicker of terror when the blade came at them. He reveled in the terror. He wanted more of it.
He howled in protest when they slashed at Kantor's rump; Kantor screamed in rage as they cut through his armor into his leg.
They fought as he had never before fought in his life, without effort, with endless strength and energy, and in a white heat of rage that slowed time and sped his reactions.
And still they foughtâand continued to fightâ
The briefest possible flicker of blue hazed his vision for a moment, but not even his Gift could conquer
this
unbridled rage.
But something was going to happenâ
Something
awful
was going to happenâ
Then a sickening blow to the soulâ
âthat should have sent him to his kneesâ
âtold them both that Sendarâ
âSendar, his patronâSendar, his Kingâ
For a moment, just a moment,
he
leaped skyward, out of his body, and found himself looking down on the field of battle where tiny creatures fought and died. There
he
was, the sole target of a circle of Tedrel elite, who had forgotten their primary mission in the face of
his
attack. He continued to fight like a night-fiend, despite the fact that
he
wasn't “there” anymore.
Another blow, nauseating and disorienting, struck him; his attention snapped to the battle line.
Sendar was cut off from the rest of the Valdemaran forces, with only his bodyguards for protection.
He
fought like a demon, and so did they, but even as Alberich realized what peril they were in, three of the bodyguards went down, leaving only Crathach, Jadus, and Talamir to fight with him. There was a blur of motion just
under
the noses of the Companions. A shriek of pain that came from the soul of Taver as well as the body, and Taver flung up his head.
Then a burly hulk with an ax swung at Talamir.
Noâ
not
at Talamirâat Taver! At the exposed neckâ
âof the King's Own Companionâ
Nothing could have survived that blow to the neck, no matter how heavily armored. Taver went down, blood gushing from the severed throat, neck snapped, Talamir with him, leaving the King's right flank open.
No!
Alberich howled in protest, uselessly, silentlyâbut suddenly Jadus was there, between the King and the axman, and the ax came downâ
This time, not across a Companion's neck, but across Jadus' leg. The Companion, reacting to his Chosen's agony, shied sideways, leaving Sendar unprotected.
As if in a nightmare where time slowed to a crawl, yet nothing could be done to stop what was happening, Alberich saw a hundred fighters moving at the same time. Saw the mob close in, like a pack of rabid dogs, shoving Crathach into Sendar's side, hemming in the horse and Companion so that neither could move.
Watched as too many weapons to count pieced first Sendar's Companion, then Sendar.
Flicker of blueâ
and a wave of sickening horror
smashed
him back into his body. But he knew what he had seen was real.
Sendar, the King of Valdemarâ
âwas dead.
That was when a shriek of berserk rage tore the throat of every man and woman in the army, and sent them against their foes in a killing frenzy such as no Valdemaran had experienced in three centuries or more. He and Kantor rode that wave of bitter, mindless hatred, rode it and used it and let it use them, until it ran outâ
âand the foes ran outâ
âand left them, like every other surviving fighter on the Valdemar side, exhausted and sickened; blinking at the carnage around them, peering at death through eyes that streamed with agonized tears, in grief and mourning that would never entirely be healed.
17
T
HE taste of blood was in his mouth; the sweet-sickly stench of it in his throat. His nostrils felt choked with it.
He thought, vaguely, that he
should
be on his knees, throwing up what little there was in his stomach. But instead, all he could feel was grief and numbness.
:Selenayâ:
prompted Kantor, with unutterable weariness, turning his head in the direction of the Heir.
No, not the Heir,
he reminded himself, with a stabbing sensation in his heart.
The Queen.
He wiped blood and sweat away from his eyes, and peered though a haze of exhaustion toward her circle of protection. He hadn't prevented all of the Tedrels from getting to her and her guardians, after allâjust a great many of them. Another clot of bodies marked where the Royal Guardsmen and her bodyguards had taken care of the ones that had gotten by him. Four of the Royal Guardsmen were dead, the rest wounded, two of the four mounted bodyguards were down.
Kantor stumbled to them; he half fell out of the saddle. His leg slash and half a dozen other wounds burned with a fire of their own, but he knew from the way they felt that though they hurt like demons were poking him, they were relatively minor. He wasn't going to bleed to death any time soon, and his injuries weren't going to incapacitate him. Therefore, as he had countless times when he was injured, he would carry on, if need be, until he dropped.
Berda and Locasti were on the ground with their great-hearted horses standing over them like guard dogs. Locasti sat up just as he got there, holding her head in both hands; a dented helm told him what had happened to her. It was a
good
helm, that, double-walled, with extra space between the inner and outer wall on the top of the headâa helm inside a helm, so to speak. Good job it was built that well; it had saved her from a cracked skull or worse.
Berda rolled over on her side, moaning, and Lotte slid down off her mount to help her; blood spewed from the knee joint of her armor. But she was still alive, and Lotte was down beside her, tearing off the thigh armor to get a belt around the leg even as he reached them. Lotte had a slash of her own down her arm that she didn't seem to noticeâor else she didn't care, knowing that it was minor compared to that leg wound.
She's going to lose that leg,
he thought dispassionately, looking at the joint laid half-open.
Better that than her life. Much better that than losing Selenay. . . .
:They're telling me all over the field that what's left of the Tedrels are routed,:
said Myste into his mind, with a deceptive calm that overlaid hysteria.
:The others are telling me that they're disengaging and scattering to the four winds. And our reserves have caught up with their cavalry and they're cutting them to finely-chopped bits. I think we can get up now.:
That was when he realized that she was Mindspeaking Keren and Ylsaâand the Companionsâas well as himself. The Companions spread out, and the little armored shell at the heart of their circle opened up.
“Your guard drop not,” he croaked, as Keren and Ylsa stood up, Ylsa hauling a weeping Selenay up by main force. Myste stayed where she was.
“We don't intend to,” Keren said grimly, and put her back to Selenay, shield up, facing out.
Alberich dropped heavily to one knee before the Queen, who stared at him without comprehension, her face contorted with grief, tears pouring down her cheeks. Perhaps it was without recognition as well; his Whites were saturated with drying blood, the white leather-and-plate armor over it blood-streaked and crusting. He must look like something out of a nightmare.
“Majesty,” he said in a harsh voice from a throat made raw with screaming. “To your people, you must show yourself.
Now.
Your banner must fly. Know they have a Queen, they must.”
He really, truly didn't expect her to understand him. He didn't think she would even
hear
him, much less realize what he had just said.
But as Ylsa's armored hand fell on her shoulder in a gesture as much of comfort as a hand in a gauntlet could convey, he watched sense come into her eyes, watched with awe and wonder as she somehowâout of what reserves, he could not even begin to imagineâpulled herself together. She pulled off her gauntlet and wiped her streaming eyes with the back of her hand, then straightened. “You're right, of course,” she said, in a flat voice. “Myste?”
“Working on it.” He saw that Myste had hauled herself to her feetâ
âno,
foot,
for the other one was held clear off the groundâ
âand her Companion was lying down on the ground so she could get into the saddle. She did so with a grunt of pain, leaned over and picked up the bloody, muddy battle banner by a corner of the fabric. Her Companion heaved herself to her feet, rider and all, and Myste manhandled the banner back into its socket. In the next moment, Selenay mounted Caryo, and pulled off her helm so that her golden hair shone in the westering sunlight.
:Heralds of Valdemarâ:
Myste Mindcalled, the voice echoing painfully in Alberich's skull. That was a
strong
Mindcall.
:Behold your Queen.:
“Alert remain!” Alberich growled to the remaining bodyguards, and dragged himself back up into the saddle, though a gray film of exhaustion seemed to fog everything.
He made a trumpet of his hands, and shouted what Myste had called out to those with Mindspeech. He was used to bellowing battlefield ordersâhe put every bit of that into his shout.
“Valdemar! Behold your Queen!”
From that vantage, he watched as slowly, slowly, heads turned toward them, in a wave of motion starting from those nearest the group on the hill until it reached even to where there were knots of fighting still going on.
Myste was right, though; from where he sat, there was more fleeing than fighting, and as combat broke off, those who could still move took advantage of the momentary distraction of their opponents to escape.
There was still a pool of purple between the Valdemaran lines and the hilltop, but it wasn't moving, and the battle banners were nowhere to be seen. Could the Tedrel High Command actually be
dead?
:I think soâ:
Kantor told him, after a moment.
:Yes. Your idea worked. The Fetching-Heralds did it, when Sendar died.:
He winced; for a moment he had difficulty breathing.
If only they could have done it beforeâ
So many “if onlys.” Never had a victory felt so much like a defeat.
:The Lord Marshal?:
he asked Kantor.
:Coming.:
A strange silence fell over the battlefield; the sunlight glittered on helms, but there wasn't a single raised sword or spearpoint to be seen. The pressure of thousands of eyes was a palpable force that even Alberich, in his exhaustion, felt.
Then it began, weakly at first, but gathering strength, a soundâ
âa cheerâ
Wordless, inarticulate, torn from the throats of exhausted men and women, grew and grew from a thread to a river, from a river to a torrent, to a wall of sound that surrounded them.