All the cute that was me?
“I would request that white blouse you crawled around the pet store in,” he went on
,
and I felt my face start to heat at the reminder of my idiocy, which, clearly, Raiden
didn’t recall as idiotic. “But everything I’ve seen you in since then is far from
disappointing,” his eyes swept my chest and legs before coming back to my face, “so
I’m lookin’ forward to the surprise.”
Was I asleep?
Was I dreaming?
How was this happening?
I said nothing because I feared
,
if I did I’d wake up
,
and I most certainly did not want to wake up.
His head cocked to the side. “You gonna be ready for me at six thirty?”
That required a response so I tested the waters.
“Yes.”
His eyes got lazy, my heart did a somersault and he murmured a rumbling, “Good.”
Then he turned, sauntered down my porch, my steps and to his Jeep.
He swung in, reversed at an angle and drove away.
I stared into the trees where I last saw him for minutes that seemed to last for hours.
Then I lifted the phone still in my hand, hit redial and put it to my ear.
Five minutes later, KC shrieked, “
Seriously?
”
I burst out laughing.
Giddy laughing.
Excited laughing.
Freaked laughing.
And even laughing, thank God, I didn’t wake up.
Chapter Five
Clueless
The next evening…
The doorbell rang.
I was in my bathroom upstairs, staring at myself in the mirror
,
but I’d been ready for twenty minutes.
Now I was hyperventilating.
I drew in deep breaths, turned toward the door and hit the light. I forced my mind
to go over my appearance, which at that point I had memorized.
KC and I had gone into Denver so I could get a new outfit. A blue jersey dress that
was great with my eyes, showed just enough but not too much cleavage and clung at
all the right places. It was a miracle dress that gave me a miracle body
,
and as such cost a miraculous price that I charged.
I also bought a pair of strappy, high spike-heeled sandals that were to die for. They
were made up of blue snakeskin straps interspersed with green snakeskin straps and
they made my feet
—
and my brand new pedicure (with a design on my big toenails that included a little
crystal
;
this was Raiden Ulysses Mil
ler, I was going for the gusto)
—
look fabulous.
They also cost a mint.
I charged them
,
too
,
and I didn’t care.
It all had to be right. Perfect.
And it was.
KC convinced me to wear my hair down
,
and I did my face with an edge toward drama. But not too much, because I didn’t want
to go over the top and overshadow the dress and shoes, both of which packed a punch.
So after a busy day of shopping, pedicure and manicure then nervously getting ready,
the time had come.
It was six thirty-three.
Raiden was here.
I turned out the light by my bed. I grabbed my clutch
and
walked out of the room, down the stairs and to the door. I pulled in another deep
breath then opened the door.
Raiden stood there in all his glory. It was more glorious seeing as he wasn’t wearing
cargo pants and a skintight tee (which were always awesome)
,
but a nice, dark pair of jeans, a deep green shirt with a subtle pattern in it that
looked good with his skin, hair and eyes, and a black belt and black boots (which
were awesom
er
).
Delicious.
“Hey,” I greeted and it came out breathy.
He didn’t reply.
His eyes were moving down and they were taking their time. After they hit my shoes,
they stayed there awhile
. T
hen, just as slowly, they came back up.
They hit mine and the look in them made my heart, already beating like a jackhammer,
go into overdrive.
“Hey,” he rumbled.
I’d practiced this while doing my makeup (and hair) so I was able to take a slight
step back, motion inside with my hand and ask, “Do we have time for you to come in
for a drink?”
“You don’t want me comin’ in for a drink,” was his reply
,
and I felt my brows draw together.
“I don’t?”
“You, that dress, those shoes, that hair, beverages and furniture you can get horizontal
on would not be a good combination.”
“Oh,” I whispered
,
and with his words it hit me like a shot that he was into me.
The date kind of said that
,
but his words stated clearly he wasn’t just into me.
Raiden Ulysses Miller was
into me.
I felt that warmth settle in, digging deep, as he kept talking.
“Not to mention, we got a reservation and I’m hungry.” He leaned in and grabbed my
hand. “Let’s go.”
He drew me out onto the porch
,
and I had just enough presence of mind to grab the door handle and pull it to as
he did. I started across the porch
,
but stopped when his hand tightened in mine.
I turned back.
“You gonna lock it?” he asked.
I stared at him, moved my stare to the door then brought it back to him.
“Sorry?”
He shifted closer and my breath went faster. “You gonna lock the door?”
“Um… I never lock the door.”
It was Raiden’s turn to stare at me.
Then his hand gave mine a squeeze and he ordered, “Get your keys.”
“My keys?”
“Your keys,” he stated firmly.
He was hungry
,
and I had a feeling this discussion could go all night (with me losing), so I nodded,
hustled to the door, went through and scurried to the kitchen. Since I never locked
up (seeing as I didn’t have to
;
neither did Mom and Dad, we lived in the boonies for goodness sakes
—
unless they knew we were out there, no one came around) it took some doing
,
but I found a set of house keys and hurried back, walked through the door, closed
and locked it.
I turned to him. “Ready.”
“While you were in there, you lock the back?” he asked.
I blinked.
He grinned.
I blinked again.
He leaned into me, tugged the keys from of my fingers and unlocked the door. He opened
it, sauntered through and disappeared
,
then came back, locked the door, pocketed the keys and grabbed my hand.
“Let’s go,” he murmured.
We went, Raiden holding my hand as we walked across the porch and down the steps.
Then he let me go
,
but only to swing his arm around my shoulders and pull me into his side as we moved
to his Jeep.
Nice.
Nicer still, he walked me to the passenger side and opened the door for me.
Three boyfriends
;
not one opened
any
door for me.
Already phenomenal, Raiden Miller just kept getting better.
His hand cupped my elbow as I climbed in then he closed the door.
Definitely kept getting better.
I was buckled up when he swung in the other side. He started up, reversed at an angle
and we took off.
“Talk to your grandmother today?” he asked
,
and I turned to him.
Holy Moses.
I was sitting next to Raiden in his Jeep.
I couldn’t believe it.
Beautiful. Him. The moment. Everything.
I didn’t have time to let that settle as deep as I wanted. I had to respond or he’d
think I was a freak, staring at him silently but reverently.
“Yeah, I talk to her every day,” I answered.
“How’s she doin’?” he asked.
“Busy, seeing as she’s been calling everyone in town and half of her family in Louisiana
to tell them she has a new yard boy.”
I watched him smile.
Yes.
Beautiful.
“Took half a year for her to open the door when I rang yesterday, another half followin’
her as she walked from the front to the back, slow as molasses. But the woman’s fingers
work just fine,” Raiden said. “Had four people stop me today to say they thought it
was cool I was seein’ to Miss Mildred’s yard.”
“She’s generous,” I shared. “Something exciting happens, she passes that love around.”
I watched his smile get bigger. Being there with him in his Jeep, going to dinner,
knowing he thought I was cute and he was into me, living a dream I never thought I’d
have, my nerves smoothed out and I looked forward.
“Where are we going?” I asked.
“Chilton’s,” Raiden answered.
My nerves came back.
Even though Chilton’s opened a town over ten years ago, I’d only been there once,
the year before when my brother came from San Diego for a visit and brought his new
fiancée with him.
The menu was a la carte. The cheapest steak was fifty dollars.
I didn’t know what Raiden did for a living
,
but I did know that even with twenty new boutiques I was shipping my afghans to,
Chilton’s once every ten years was about as much as many people could afford. Including
me.
So I wondered what he did for a living
,
and therefore wondered if he could afford Chilton’s. I also wondered what I should
order since there was no way I was ordering a la carte
,
building on the foundation of a fifty dollar steak if I didn’t know how deep that
would cut into his wallet.
“Mood in the Jeep suddenly veered south,” he remarked.
I looked at him. “Sorry?”
“You don’t seem fired up about Chilton’s,” he noted.
“Um, I am, of course. I’ve been there once before. It’s really nice but it’s…” What
did I say? “Not exactly cheap.”
“You bought me a sexy dress, least I can do.”
I stared, my mouth dropping open.
Then I snapped it shut to ask, “How did you know this is a new dress?”
He glanced at me
,
back at the road, then his lips turned up. “Didn’t. Guessed. Now I do.”
I was totally an idiot.
I proved this more when I looked forward again, mumbling stupidly (but he probably
figured it out already), “I also bought new shoes.”
My entire body went hot when he briefly touched the skin below my skirt at my knee
and rumbled, “Appreciated, honey.”
Okay, maybe I wasn’t an idiot
,
and at that moment I knew without a doubt that regardless of how expensive they were
the dress and shoes were worth every penny.
“Don’t worry about dinner,” he stated.
“Okay,” I replied.
“Order what you want,” he went on.
“Righty ho.”
Raiden chuckled.
At the rumbling, masculine sound, the area between my legs got wet.
We lapsed into silence
,
which was both uncomfortable and oddly a relief
,
seeing as I would have been more uncomfortable if I had further opportunities to
make a fool of myself.
We hit Chilton’s and the valet helped me out of the car
.
Raiden rounded the Jeep, gave the valet his keys and then claimed me by grabbing
my hand
Holding hands, I walked into Chilton’s with Raiden Miller.
The date was twenty minutes old, if that, and it already had crazily veering ups and
downs for me emotionally
,
but we hit an extreme up when we walked into Chilton’s.
Or, for me, it was walking into Chilton’s hand in hand with Raiden Miller.
The place, no matter how expensive, was packed. I saw two people I knew at whom I
smiled.
But best of all, they saw me. They saw me hand in hand with Raiden.
My other three boyfriends, obviously, I’d liked. I thought they were attractive. I
enjoyed spending time with them.