Twice during their questioning, a woman had entered and given papers to Peterson. Was he being updated on the Whistler situation?
Katie's curiosity grew until the questions dwindled to a trickle. “Did they catch the man and woman in Whistler?”
Peterson stopped writing and looked up at her. “The Mounties and the FBI are coordinating the search but, as far as we know, they are still on the loose somewhere in BC.” He paused and gave Katie his Incident Commander's look. “Until this whole matter is resolved, you and Josh are not to cross the border into Canada. Furthermore, I would suggest that you both remain in the Seattle area.”
How serious was he? She decided to find out. “So, you're restricting our freedom of movement?”
Peterson glared at her. “I'll restrict your freedom of movement to a cell if need be. Have I made myself clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Joshua, since you told Ruska to leave your car at the computer science building, I'll drive you over there now. Ruska is still a couple of hours out.”
Katie laid a hand on Josh's well-developed arm. “Do you mind taking me home, Josh?”
“I picked you up this morning, so I assumed I'd be taking you home.”
“And,” Peterson continued, “Katie, you will give me your database and instructions for accessing it.”
“It's just a comma-delimited text file. Your people can read it and load it into your own database.”
“What about the encryption, Kate?” Josh whispered.
Katie met his gaze and shook her head. The less information they volunteered, the more leeway she would have for continuing her work.
Fifteen minutes later, Katie punched the cipher key into the lock and led Peterson into the computer lab. She unlocked her private storage area and retrieved the flash drive containing her data. “It's encrypted.” She tore off a sheet of paper from a pad on the counter and began writing. “Here's the encryption scheme and the key I used.” She handed him the paper.
Peterson pulled the drive from her fingers. “I'll contact you if we have any questions.” He looked from Katie to Josh. “See if you can stay out of trouble for a few weeks.” He gave them a weak smile. “If this leads to the demise of a conspiracy, I'll see that you're both properly thanked.” He turned and left the lab.
Josh stuck a thumb out toward the door closing behind Peterson. “That's all we get from him after our hard work and⦔
“Yep. That's Peterson. All business. He doesn't show his feelings much, except when he's mad.”
Josh sighed heavily. “I'm sure glad this is finally all over.”
“It's not over. It's just beginning.” Katie studied Josh's face.
He didn't look happy about her revelation. “But you gave everything to Peterson.”
“Everything, but my backup copy.” She smiled.
Josh's frown deepened to a scowl. “Didn't you learn anything today, Kate?”
She gave him her coy smile. “I learned a couple of things.”
“A couple? Kate Brandt! You are the most exasperating, the most stubborn⦔
She rested her arms on Josh's shoulders and looked into his eyes. “Don't stop on my account.”
“The most beautiful⦔ His gaze dropped from her eyes to the vicinity of her lips.
Not that she wouldn't have liked it, but it wasn't a good idea. “The honeymoon's over, Josh. Part of it was terrifying, and the restâ¦well, we did what we
had
to do.”
“So you kissed me because you
had
to, forced by circumstancesâ”
“I didn't say that I didn't like it, only that we
had
to do it.”
Her words brought a major frown to his face. “What are you trying to do, drive me crazy?”
“Pretty short trip⦔
“What?” Josh's scowl returned.
“For people who hang out with me, it can be a short trip. But I guess we need to talk about those, you knowâ¦kisses.”
He nodded, but didn't say anything.
“You need to know some things about me. Things likeâ¦I've never kissed any guy, ever. Unless you count the kiss a junior high kid stole. And he regretted it afterward.”
“Regretted?” Josh's scowl was gone. “What did you do?”
“Decked him. Knocked him out cold. Because a girl had done it, he was too embarrassed to report it. But I had to tell the school nurse, because he didn't get up for a few minutes. It scared me.”
“So I'm the first guy you ever voluntarily kissed? It didn't seem like a pretend kiss, Kate.”
“The second kiss? No, that one didn't. And that's why I need to tell you something else about me.”
“More mysteries about crazy Kate?”
“Crazy? Josh, how could youâ”
“Easy. You know what they say, Kate. The thing about really smart people is they seem crazy to dumb people.”
“You know what they say, Joshâ¦comedians who use self-deprecation are really desperate to get the audience on their side.”
“As desperate as people with a sharp tongue are to use it to hide their real feelings?”
“OK. No more verbal sparring. You win. But, Josh, if we're going to be working together this summerâ”
“Working? But you promised Peterson weâ”
“I promised him I wouldn't continue what I had been doing. Not that I wouldn't do what I'm about to do.”
Josh rolled his eyes at her. “I'm not stupid, but you really
are
crazy.”
“Listen. There are at least two other components to this plot. I haven't said much about them because they need a lot more investigation. But when we analyze them, we may see something a whole lot worse than a few forest fires.”
“We need to back off, Kate.”
He wouldn't bail. Not Josh. “When I asked, you said you were in.
Are
you?”
“I think I'm going to regret this, if I live that long.” He released a long sigh that sounded like a deflating tire. “Yeah. I'm in. In way over my head with terrorists and with a beautiful, blue-eyed, crazy lady named Kate Brandt.”
“You can call me crazy as long as you qualify it in such a nice way.” She had done it again. No matter what she did or said, everything seemed to turn into flirting with Josh. She hadn't intended for it to be that way between them, but now that it was, Katie wasn't sure she wanted to change it. But a huge chasm remained between Josh and her. Could they ever build a bridge across it?
“Kate, weren't you going to tell me some more about yourself?”
“Uhâ¦OK. Here's the scoop on Katie Brandt, who used to be Katie Lloyd.” She told him about being orphaned at age four, thrown into the foster care system, never being accepted as part of a family until she met Jennifer and Lee. “The love and acceptance they gave me was something I had never known. I'm turning 21 tomorrow, finishing my PhD program later this year, and stepping into my place in the world as an adult. The only way I can have what Jennifer and Lee have is if I meet someone who defines love the way they do, the way God does. Someone who knows God and completely trusts Him.”
Josh's gaze dropped to the floor. “And you don't think that's me. That's what you're saying, isn't it?”
The hurt in his eyes stabbed her in the most vulnerable spot in Katie Brandt's heart. “I shouldn't have brought this up. It's too early for us to be having this discussion.”
“But that's what you mean, right?”
“Noâ¦look, you're coming to dinner at my house tomorrow night. Let's see how that goes.”
Josh's eyes widened.
“You
are
coming, aren't you?”
“Yeah.” He shook his head. “Crazy must be contagious. I'll be there.”
“That's settled. Let's get back to work. With a little luck, we can unravel this whole conspiracy before the FBI digests the stuff I gave them.”
“But we do it from here.” Josh jammed his index finger into the top of Katie's desk. “No more forays into enemy territory.”
“Only their cyber territory.”
Their cyber territory. Katie's gut told her that what they found there would make the plan to create forest-fires seem like a few candles on a birthday cake. The hand full of lone-wolf attacks over the past decade obviously had not satiated the enemy's appetite for violence and destruction. And their appetite had grown ravenous over the years since 9â11.
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Kate's face had concern written all over it. Josh suspected the source of her angst was something they might find on the enemy's cyber turf. She wasn't volunteering any information, so he would do a little probing. “Why do you suppose jihadists do the things they do? Commit such atrocities?”
Kate's eyes looked past himâoff into some other world. “In case you haven't noticed, it matters a great deal what a person believes.” She had focused on him as she said the last four words. “The jihadists believe it's their duty to kill the infidels or force them into converting. Anyway, people are all bad by nature. It's not just radical Islamists who do evil things.”
Why had sheâ”So that's what you've got against me? It's why we can'tâyou think I'll do the wrong things because I believe the wrong things.”
Kate's eyes saddened. She shook her head. “No, Josh. I don't believe that you do a lot of bad things. I don't think you do much at all.”
“So now I'm a lazy bum?” Where was this girl coming from?
“I didn't say that.” Her eyes turned steel blue. “The reason you don't do much, good or bad, is that you're not sure
what
you believe.”
Wham! Kate's hammer had hit the nail and drove it in all the way to its head. He was living the life thatâwhat was it Socrates said? The unexamined life was not worth living?
Kate was brilliant, living an examined life, and she evidently found coherence in Christianity. She would push him that direction, but maybe even that would be a good thing. Better than living life in limbo. “Kateâ¦would you please help me with that?”
The cold blue steel vanished from her eyes and they softened to the blue of sunny, summer skies. She put her hand on his arm and slid it down to his hand, interlacing their fingers.
She nodded to him. “I would love to. But, Josh, I'll be pointing you to the truth. No lies, no deception, no pseudoscience, no religious mumbo jumbo, just the truth. It won't be what you expect.”
Could she really do that? Could this brilliant, beautiful, bluer-than-the-sky-eyed girl cut through the jungle of issues surrounding the human condition and answer his questions about purpose, meaning, and destiny? Remove his sense of being defective, too? The genuine smile, the confident look in her eyes, and her fingers closed around his said that she believed she could. Maybe that was good enough for now. And Kate Brandt, as crazy as she could be, was becoming more than good enough for beyond now, for his future, a future his mind balked at even considering unless Kate was in it.
A glance out the window told Josh that darkness had fallen and that Ruska had just arrived with his car. He and Kate had been running traplines on IP addresses for nearly two hours. “Kate, with all that's happened today I'm feeling a little wrung out. Ruska just dropped my car off. I'll go get my keys.”
“I'm tired, too. Let's lock up and you can drive me home. Andâ¦you can pick me up and take me to church in the morning.” The words came wrapped in her irresistible smile.
“I had hoped to sleep in after a short night last night, and after uh, today.”
“You still can, as long as you pick me up by 9:00 AM. Services start at 9:30.”
“So tomorrow you start pointing me to the truth?”
“That's part of it. But trust me, tomorrow evening will go a lot easier if Jenn and Lee see you in church with me in the morning. Then there's the other part.” She flashed that coy smile again. The one he couldn't say no to.
“Kate, did anyone ever tell you that you're a flirt?”
“I think you did yesterday. But I've never given anyone a reason to say thatâ¦well, not before you.”
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The church service wasn't at all what Josh had expected. The few times he had attended church had been at mainstream, denominational churches. Very liturgical. Everything was calculated, measured. No surprises. But at Maplewood community church, things were less formal. And the musicâ¦Kate really got into the upbeat songs. It was hard not to, but they spoke about things that didn't make sense, things with which he couldn't identify. Would he ever be able to relate to them and remain intellectually honest?
Enough reflection on this morning. He needed to get focused. It was almost 6:45 PM, and he was only three minutes from Kate's house, where the inquisition would begin.
Tonight's dinner, celebrating her twenty-first birthday, had been rescheduled due to their pretend elopement to Canada and subsequent interrogation by the FBI. Things had changed since Saturday. So many things. Was he changing, too? Correction, was he changing enough?
He cleared his mind with a deep breath and steeled himself for the veiled threats Kate said would come from Lee and her granddad. Josh could handle the man talk. Most guys learned to do that or they fell victim to all the bullies of life. A miserable way to live. But facing Jennifer Brandt was something entirely different. She was so beautiful and intelligent that she intimidated him more than Kate.
Josh parked along the street in front of the nice, upper-middle-class looking home.
When he rang the doorbell, the door swung open and Kate stood smiling at him. Her long, blonde hair spilled in gentle waves over her tan shoulders. Her sundress was sky blue, the color of her eyes. “Aren't you going to come in?”
How long had he been standing there gawking at her, soaking in her elegance and beauty? “Yeahâ¦happy birthday, Kate.” He tried to smile, but his lips seemed stuck in the shape of the letter O.