Authors: Deby Fredericks
Lottres tried to swallow his own irritation and concentrate on his question.
“
Master Eben,
”
Lottres persisted,
“
who
is
the Lady of Hawkwing House?
”
“
Mistress Yriatt is an ally to Crutham,
”
Eben replied,
“
just as I am. The rest is for the king to explain.
”
Brastigan gave a sharp bark of laughter. Lottres winced.
“
Your highness?
”
Eben asked politely.
Brastigan tossed his raven hair over his shoulder.
“
That would mean he'd have to talk to us,
”
he explained caustically.
Eben gave Brastigan a probing stare.
“
Shall I suggest it?
”
“
Don't bother,
”
he answered bitterly. To Lottres, he snapped,
“
You might as well give up, Pup. He isn't going to tell you anything. He's part of the whole scheme.
”
“
You assume I mean you ill,
”
Eben countered, though he didn't deny Brastigan's accusation.
“
What else can I believe?
”
was Brastigan's scathing reply. With a snort, he told Lottres,
“
I'll be downstairs packing.
”
“
Bras, wait!
”
Lottres cried as Brastigan started down the stairs. He wasn't sure what he was going to say, but Eben interceded.
“
Prince Lottres, if I may have your attention for a moment longer.
”
“
Yes, Eben. I'm sorry, he's…
”
Lottres began, then stopped. He shouldn't have to apologize for Brastigan. Let him do it himself, or not.
“
This isn't your fault,
”
Eben said quietly.
“
Nevertheless, your queries speak well of you. I can tell you that I know Mistress Yriatt well. She has my deepest trust. You need fear no evil of her.
”
“
I never said I feared it,
”
Lottres reassured him. Then, hopefully,
“
Do you at least have a map to Hawkwing House? I'd never heard of it before today.
”
“
Not many have,
”
Eben said,
“
and that is as she desires.
”
She being the mysterious Yriatt, Lottres assumed. He was already anxious to meet her. The king's wizard continued,
“
I fear I do not have a map, for I do not need one. A copy may exist in the royal archive. You should seek there.
”
“
Very well, I will.
”
Lottres nodded. He had used the archive before, and thought he might even have an idea where to look first. Lottres glanced at the lowering sun, trying to gauge his time for a search before supper. Then he realized Eben was still watching him with a strange, penetrating gaze.
Belatedly, Lottres asked,
“
Is there something else?
”
“
Perhaps,
”
Eben said.
“
It has seemed, of late, that you grow restless, Prince Lottres. That you wish for more in your life. Am I correct?
”
Lottres stared for a moment. He had no idea how Eben knew this when he hadn't even told Brastigan about it. Yet Eben spoke Lottres's heart exactly. Wishing for more was undeniably how he felt.
“
Yes,
”
Lottres answered, fumbling for words.
“
I realize that, as a royal prince, service is expected of me. Yet... just because I can add, doesn't mean I want to spend all my days in a counting house.
”
Eben's leathery face creased with gentle humor.
“
Or a scribe's copy house,
”
he said, nodding.
“
I, too, once felt the same. Only it was no falcon that landed on my shoulder.
”
Lottres listened with intense interest, but Eben retreated from whatever tale he had to tell. He went on,
“
I have sensed your interest in my arts, your highness. What is more, I believe you do have an aptitude.
”
“
I do?
”
Once again Lottres felt a thrill go through him. He could hardly believe what he was hearing.
“
You mean, be a wizard, like you?
”
“
I am not wise enough, myself, to be your teacher,
”
Eben said firmly.
“
It would be foolish of me to try, and dangerous for you. Yet there is one who could.
”
Lottres became aware that his mouth was open. He closed it, and swallowed.
“
You mean, Lady Yriatt?
”
Eben nodded.
“
I have already spoken of this to Unferth, but in truth the choice is yours. Do not decide too soon,
”
he cautioned.
“
Do not choose what is new, only because of the novelty. It is lonely, also, to be set apart from other men.
”
Lottres scarcely heard Eben speaking. He was so excited, he found it hard to breathe. Lottres almost expected to wake up and find he had dreamt it all, down to the stinging cut on his neck.
“
If you wish,
”
Eben was saying,
“
I can demonstrate the first exercise, which will begin to train your mind for the rigors ahead. You may practice on your journey, as time allows. Mistress Yriatt would then have a basis for judgment when you arrive.
”
“
That sounds logical,
”
Lottres agreed. In his heart he was begging,
“
Oh, show me. Yes, please, show me.
”