Time to Play (North East Police) (28 page)

As the rope tightened further around his neck, he felt his lungs struggle for oxygen, and he felt calmer than he had ever felt in his life.

And when the darkness finally claimed him, for the first time in his whole life, he felt completely at peace.

Chapter Twenty-Seven

17th November, 0305 hours – Ali’s flat, Sunderland

Elvie watched as the minutes ticked over on the clock in the bedroom. Agnes, Ali’s mum, was curled up next to her and was snoring softly. But Elvie couldn’t sleep. She couldn’t shake the feeling that everything was going to go wrong.

She knew she’d have to face immigration, and she was struggling with the part of her that wanted to stay here where the people had been so warm and welcoming, and the part that wanted to go back home where everything was familiar. She knew how to act at home, what to say and who to trust.

If they sent her home, her great aunt would be asked to care for her, and Elvie knew in her heart that that wouldn’t happen. The old crone would just throw her out on the street and expect her to fend for herself. Noni had always told her not to trust her sister, and she’d never given any reason to be trusted, always envious of Noni and the life she’d chosen to lead. If she was chucked out on the street, Elvie didn’t know how she would survive. She’d had dreams of going to college, one of the big ones in Manila, but if she was sent back it would never happen. She’d have to work to pay her own way.

If she stayed here and was granted asylum, she didn’t really understand what would happen. Agnes had tried to explain that the UK don’t send people back if there’s a danger to their lives, or for various other reasons, but even she didn’t know what would happen if Elvie stayed. And Elvie hadn’t been able to ask Marlo or Ali as they’d both been out at work all day.

She smiled in the dark as she remembered visiting Cass and Alex with Agnes. Their child, Izzy, had stolen her heart. She’d sat quietly while Elvie had haltingly read a fairy tale. The child had sucked her dummy, content that someone was devoting their attention to her. Elvie had had experience babysitting for some of the women back home: it was expected with so many of the women having to work, so when Izzy had fallen asleep, she’d carefully lowered her into the crib. Elvie had stood for ages watching the child’s eyelids flutter, envying her the innocent knowledge that her world was safe enough to keep her in deep slumber.

Elvie had found herself wondering what it would be like to have a little sister, someone who she could care for and look after. And then she’d realised that she couldn’t even take care of herself right now. Everything was so uncertain and it had been for weeks. She didn’t know if she was coming or going, didn’t know what would happen from one day to the next. And it scared her.

Once again, she was unable to stop the silent tears as they fell from her eyes, defeating her feeble attempts to wipe them away with the back of her hand. For the hundredth time in recent weeks, she wished for someone to tell her it was all OK, longed for her Noni’s comforting touch, and wondered what would happen tomorrow.

As the hands passed 4 a.m. she finally fell into an uneasy sleep.

17
^th
November, 0435 hours – Marlo’s apartment

Ali stirred as Marlo jerked in her sleep beside him. The couch was only normal width, and she was right in front of him so there was no avoiding the sharp jab of her elbow to his ribs. He gasped and raised himself up on one arm, wincing at the force with which she’d hit him.

‘Marlo?’ he asked, touching her arm with his hand.

She didn’t respond, her body twitching as mumbled words escaped from her mouth.

‘No, let me go. It wasn’t my fault. Let me go!’

Her head moved suddenly, the top impacting with his jaw causing his teeth to crash together loudly. Cursing softly, he pulled as far back as the couch would allow.

‘Marlo, wake up,’ he said, more firmly this time, gently shaking her shoulder.

She thrashed again, mumbling incoherently. Whatever she was dreaming about, she was deep asleep. Ali remembered reading somewhere that you were supposed to ease someone out of a nightmare, not just wake them abruptly as it could do – well what it did he couldn’t quite remember, but it did
something
.

‘Come on now, love, it’s time to wake up,’ he said, rubbing her arm a notch above gentle with his hand. Feeling her gather momentum for another struggle, he had no choice but to pin her with his weight otherwise she’d end up head-butting or elbow-jabbing him again. ‘Marlo, wake up dammit!’ Ali noticed his voice getting louder – how the heck was he supposed to wake her? Slap her face like they used to in the old films? He couldn’t do that.

Suddenly she stilled beneath him, and her eyes opened slowly, still full of remembered pain from her nightmare.

‘Easy sweetheart, it’s just me. You had me worried. You wouldn’t wake up.’ He slid from on top of her to beside, and she turned her head towards him.

‘Sorry,’ she said, her eyes downcast and filled with anguish.

‘Wanna tell me about it?’ he asked.

‘I can’t,’ she whispered, glancing up at him.

‘Sure you can, it’s easy. Just open your mouth and let the words fall out. It’ll do you good to open up.’

‘Like you do, you mean?’ she snapped, surprising him. ‘Every time you’re anywhere near the water, you freeze up, stare into space. Your skin goes pale like water’s the worst thing on earth, but that’s not it is it? It’s not just the water. Whatever
it
is, is what you don’t open up about.’

Her cheeks had flushed with red, and Ali realised she had snapped through self-preservation rather than as a direct dig against him. Besides, she was right. How could he get her to trust him when he didn’t do the same? Breathing deeply, he opted for the direct approach.

‘You’re right. I don’t open up easily. I find it so hard to talk about it that I just block it all out and try and forget. But I never really forget, it’s always hovering at the edge of my mind. I was on the dive team in Edinburgh. Everything was going great. I had the job I wanted, the girl I loved.

‘I’d booked a RIB from a hire place, took her out on the Forth despite her not really liking water. Champagne, nibbles, and the diamond ring in my pocket. I was building up the courage when the rain came – and I’m not talking a squall – massive heavy streaks of rain that stabbed like needles.

‘The engine stalled and I stood to try and get it to work again. I rocked the RIB, and I didn’t hear the splash over the rain. When I got the engine running a couple of seconds later, Tina just wasn’t in the RIB any more. I dove in, cried her name every time I came up for air, but – I couldn’t find her. I couldn’t save her. All my training and I couldn’t –’ Ali broke off, tears filling his eyes.

‘I was pulled out by a fisherman half an hour later. I still hadn’t found her. She washed up a few miles upstream a few days later. I never should have taken her out.’

Marlo looked stricken. ‘Oh my God, I’m so sorry, Ali. I didn’t know, I shouldn’t have pushed. But it wasn’t your fault. Tina chose to go out on the river with you. You couldn’t have known what would happen. I’m really sorry.’

Ali took in a shaky breath – it had been so long since he’d let himself remember. It was almost like he was there again. He could smell the salt in the air, feel the sting of the rain, and he could see Tina in front of him, her brown hair blowing in the wind. Giving himself a mental shake, he said, ‘It was a long time ago. Kinda felt good telling someone about her I guess. She’s been inside so long. I won’t push, Marlo. If you don’t want to tell me it’s OK.’

‘It’s not that I don’t want to. It’s just, I’ve never told anyone before. It’s too horrible.’

She took a deep breath and followed his lead. ‘You know about my mum, right? Well, being an uneducated, rough four year old wasn’t something that was appealing to adopters. I was pushed from foster care to group home more times than I can remember when I was young. Anyway when I was ten, I was placed with a lady called Ann. She seemed OK, helped me with my homework and made sure I was fed. I’d been there three weeks when her boyfriend, Chris, came home from the oil rigs. It was my eleventh birthday, and for the first time I allowed myself to get a little excited, thought maybe I might get a present or a cake. Other kids got all that but I never had a birthday cake, not once.

‘Chris creeped me out, he had greasy hair and breath that smelled like stale fags. I didn’t want to go anywhere near him, but Ann pushed me onto his knee and told me to sit there while she went and made tea. At first it was OK, he just stroked my leg, but then his hand went under my dressing gown. I didn’t know what to do. When Ann came back in, I thought he’d stop but he didn’t. He touched me, and I started crying. I ran to the bathroom and threw up.’

Marlo paused, lost in her thoughts for a moment.

‘I was so afraid he would come for me when I fell asleep that I forced myself to stay awake until I heard them go to bed. And I lit the candle – Chris said I wasn’t allowed to put lights on so Ann had given me a candle in case I got scared. I crept downstairs, and I remember stopping on each stair to make sure they didn’t wake up. I didn’t want him to follow me, so I took the keys off the hall table.’

Marlo’s voice dropped to a whisper.

‘I crept out of the back door. I realised after I’d got outside that I’d left the candle in the kitchen. It was so dark outside, I was petrified of the dark anyway and I didn’t know what to do. So I hid in the shed. I didn’t even realise anything was wrong until I saw the orange glow in the kitchen, and smelt the smoke coming from inside. I tried to go inside, to shout for Ann, but the fire was too hot. And then I heard them screaming. They couldn’t get out. I’d taken the front door keys and they couldn’t get the door open. I could hear banging, like they were throwing something, and Ann was screaming and screaming. The firemen found me in the shed once the fire was out. Chris had told them that Ann must have left the candle on in the kitchen. He knew though. I think he thought I did it on purpose. They sent me back to the home the next day. I didn’t get any more foster parents after that.’

Ali had been silent throughout, but his blood was boiling. How the hell did that sort of thing still go on? He could picture Marlo in his head, sweet and innocent and so happy to be getting presents and cake, only to have something so horrific happen. He had no doubt that if she hadn’t run to the shed, Chris would have come into her room and hurt her even more.

‘You know that wasn’t your fault, Marlo, the candle was an accident. What kind of person doesn’t let kids turn on lights when they’re scared anyway? You did the only thing you could do: you ran away before something bad happened, worse than him touching you and that’s bad enough. Why didn’t you tell?’

‘’Cos I was an idiot,’ said Marlo, her eyes glistening. ‘He told me if I ever told that he would hunt me down no matter which home I was in, and he’d finish what he started. I believed him.’

‘Not an idiot, love, just a scared kid. You don’t have to be afraid any more. He can’t touch you. I’d never let anyone touch you.’

Marlo let Ali hold her, resting her head on his shoulder.

‘You’re right,’ she mumbled against him, ‘it does feel better getting it out.’

‘Told you so,’ said Ali, kissing her on the head. ‘Now that we are both about ten tons lighter though, I reckon it’s time we got some more sleep. Bedroom?’

Marlo nodded, got to her feet and shyly held out her hand.

17
^th
November, 0610 hours – Connor’s Parent’s residence, Sunderland

Fred parked his car outside the front of the house and rested his head on the steering wheel. He’d had a shit night; one of the girls had been found dead in the brothel – the fourth one in six weeks. This wasn’t just an overdose though: one of the johns had been a little too kinky and she’d died in the throes of his orgasm. Needless to say he wouldn’t be coming back to see Fred’s girls. He’d left with a broken nose, bruised pride and an attitude that stunk to high heaven.

Fred wasn’t too bothered about the girl, there was plenty more where she came from: it was more the fact he’d had to drive out to the moors in the dead of night to dump the body. Over the years he’d lost count of the number of bodies he’d dumped out there. Nature and the wildlife were great at disposing of bodies.

He rubbed his eyes. He felt too old for this shit today.

Pushing the front door open, he paused momentarily, confused by the silence. Normally Sheila was raging holy hell when he came round on a morning.

‘James,’ he yelled, cocking his head to one side and listening.

Hearing a whimper from upstairs, he made his way up to their bedroom.

It was the smell that hit him first. The central heating had kicked in a while ago from the stuffy temperature in the house, and the heat had exacerbated the stench.

Sheila was lying in bed with the duvet curled at her feet. Beneath and around her was a pool of her own piss and shit, and it had been there a while.

‘Sheila, where’s James?’ he asked, crossing the room and trying not to wrinkle his nose in disgust.

Vacantly, she looked up. ‘I made a mess,’ she whispered forlornly.

‘It’s OK, let’s get you cleaned up,’ he sighed.

It took him a good fifteen minutes to get her cleaned down and seated in her chair with a cup of tea. He left the bed, though: there was no way he was taking care of that mess.

Leaving Sheila, he went searching for James. His clothes were in the wardrobe so he hadn’t done a bunk.

He wasn’t anywhere in the house and Fred realised the only place left was the shed. On his way down the path, he smiled to himself. His adopted brother was a sick fuck – they were cut from the same cloth, even if they didn’t get on. He knew James had spent all their life savings on the girls from Fred’s brothel. Hell, he even knew James had pilfered a couple of thousand from Marie’s student account – she’d phoned Fred in tears, unable to pay her university fees. And like a dutiful dad, he’d handed over the money.