And yet, as the sad little procession made its way back to the abbey, two of the monks bearing Peter Noakes's body on an improvised stretcher, I couldn't avoid the thought that the young man must have come to Tintern under the impression that there was something â and something worthwhile â to be found. And where could he have formed that impression except in the Foliot household? Moreover, taken in conjunction with that fact, was Gilbert Foliot's raising of the matter with the abbot: did his lordship remember the discovery of the hiding place fourteen years before, and was it possible that it might not have been thoroughly explored at that time? It could, it was true, be my old enemy, coincidence. And then again, perhaps not.
For the time being, however, there were other things to think about, the most pressing of which was the need to get to Gloucester before there was again any worsening of the weather. Oliver Tockney and I had planned to be well on the way by this hour. The town was all of twenty-five miles distant, if not more, and we had no idea of what conditions were still to be met with on the roads. It could take us three or even four days travelling if we were unlucky, and I knew that my companion was itching to get away. Fortunately, there was nothing to delay us further. Master Foliot had undertaken to acquaint Anthony Roper of the death of his nephew as soon as he reached Bristol, and made arrangements with the monks that they would house the body decently until such time as Master Roper sent to collect it. So there was nothing further that either Oliver or I could do.
We therefore tendered thanks for the abbot's hospitality and set out.
The old English meaning of the name Gloucester is the Shining Place, but there was nothing remotely shining about the town as we crossed the bridge over the Severn that miserable late October morning and made our way into the heart of the town. Cobbles, slippery with dead leaves and mud made for uncomfortable walking, while the relentlessly grey skies shrouded the houses and shops in a pall of drizzle.
Oliver wanted to go immediately to the docks and market to replenish the goods in his pack, but I said I had other business to attend to and would meet him later at the New Inn, close to the abbey.
âWe may get a bed there for the night, if we're lucky,' I said. âAlthough it's usually full of pilgrims coming to pay homage at King Edward's tomb.'
âIs that the king who was murdered by having his bowels burnt out with a red hot spit?' Oliver enquired with a ghoulish leer.
âIn Berkeley Castle, yes.' I turned away, repeating over my shoulder, âThe New Inn,' and adding, âabout the hour of Vespers.'
I didn't wait for his reply, striding away through the narrow streets, glad of the chance to be on my own for a while. The truth was that, after nearly two weeks, Oliver and I were growing tired of one another's company. Our companionable exchanges of the past three days had grown fewer and fewer and, on two occasions, had turned into downright squabbles. I use the word âsquabbles' deliberately for there had been nothing dignified about our disagreements, and the second time we very nearly came to blows. Only a mutual sense of the ridiculous, the picture of two grown men fighting like schoolboys, prevented it. I wondered how we were to cover the remaining distance between Gloucester and Bristol and stay friends. That, however, was tomorrow's problem. Meanwhile, as I had said, I had business of my own.
Consequently, I directed my footsteps towards the north side of the abbey, where there was a small enclave of houses known as Cloister Yard, and knocked on the first door I came to. This was the entrance to a pleasant two-storey building with a walled enclosure behind it, but showing, at that season of the year, nothing more than a network of bare hawthorn branches rising above the grey stones.
My knock went unanswered. I waited a minute or so, then knocked again. And once again, there was no reply. I stepped back and looked up at the windows, but they were all shuttered, and there was a silence about the place that convinced me no one was at home. The cloister itself was so quiet that it might have been uninhabited, and I was just preparing to leave, swearing under my breath in frustration, when an elderly woman turned into the close. She stood staring at me, saying nothing but raising her strongly marked eyebrows.
âI'm looking for Mistress Gerrish,' I said. âMistress Juliette Gerrish. Do you know her?'
âI should do,' she answered tartly âI'm her companion. Who are you?'
âAn â an old friend.' I cursed that slight hesitation which immediately made the woman suspicious. I went on quickly, âI knew Juliette some years ago and, as I happened to find myself in Gloucester' â I indicated my pedlar's pack â âI decided to pay her a visit, for old times' sake.'
The woman regarded me straitly for some moments, but evidently finding nothing in either my appearance or manner to give her any particular unease, said at last, âAs I told you, I'm her companion, Jane Spicer. Mistress Gerrish and the boy are out at this present and won't be home yet awhile. Come again tomorrow. Who shall I say called?'
âI could wait,' I offered. âOr come again this evening.'
But this Mistress Spicer would not allow.âI'm not prepared to be alone in the house with a stranger,' she announced flatly. âAnd we don't open the door once it gets dark. So, come tomorrow. Or not at all. You still haven't told me your name.'
âWhat happened to her uncle, Master Moresby?' I asked.
âHe died two years ago last Michaelmas.' The woman eyed me up and down, but I could see that her somewhat severe features had softened a little. The fact that I knew of Robert Moresby had reassured her. Nevertheless, she was not prepared to relax her rules in my favour. âCome again tomorrow. But first, tell me your name.'
I could see no help for it. To withhold it would only reawaken her suspicions. On the other hand, once Juliette knew who had called, she might take steps to avoid me.
âRoger Chapman,' I said. âTell Mistress Gerrish that I shan't leave Gloucester without seeing her.'
This brought the frown back to Mistress Spicer's face, so before she could question me further, I turned and walked away.
It was too early yet to meet Oliver Tockney at the New Inn. I had stipulated the hour of Vespers and, by my reckoning, that would not be for another half-hour or more. So I joined a party of pilgrims making their way into the abbey but, once inside, detached myself from them and walked around on my own.
The inside of the great building was busy as always, with some of the monks making ready for the service while others stood guard over Edward II's tomb in the North Ambulatory, making sure that none of the younger pilgrims secured their own immortality by carving names or initials into the marble. For my own part, I wandered as far as the Choir to stare down at the battered image of Duke Robert II of Normandy, eldest son of the Conqueror, whose father had bequeathed him a dukedom but not a kingdom, and who had spent his life trying to wrest what he regarded as his birthright from his brothers, William and Henry.
After a little while, I, too, made my way back to King Edward's tomb, looking through the marble columns at his effigy, at the luxuriously curling beard and hair, and reflecting, somewhat cynically, that if the monks of Gloucester had not taken in and given burial to his mutilated body, the abbey would never have grown as rich as it was today. For once our forebears had finished reviling him as a weak ruler, a coward who had allowed himself to be ignominiously beaten by the Scots and, worst of all, a sodomite, they had suffered a typically English revulsion of feeling, turned on his conquering French wife and her lover and elevated Edward almost to the status of a saint. So many people began flocking to his tomb that an inn â still called the New Inn although it was now more than a hundred years old â had been built especially to accommodate them.
Which reminded me . . . I left the abbey just as the pilgrims were being herded into the nave for Vespers and made my way back to the inn.
Oliver was already there, anxious to show me some of the bargains he had obtained, but even more eager to inform me that not only had he secured us a decent room for the night, but that there was a carter staying at the inn with whom he had struck a deal to take us nearly all the way to Bristol, starting early the very next morning. His expression invited congratulation, and his face fell ludicrously when I refused the offer.
âI'm sorry, Oliver, but I've unfinished business to attend to in Gloucester tomorrow. Don't worry, we'll find another carter going our way.'
His jaw jutted ominously. âYou don't know that.'
âNot for certain, no. But it's more than possible.'
The jaw jutted even further. âI'm not interested in “possible”. This is a certainty. This man says he can take us as far as a place called Westbury, and that Bristol is only a matter of a mile or two from there.'
âThat's so,' I admitted. âAll the same, I'll have to refuse.'
My companion took a deep breath. âWell, I'm going,' he announced defiantly.
A great sense of relief â of release â flooded through me, but I tried not to sound too eager. âYou must, of course, do as you wish. Indeed, in your place I should do the same.'
âYou don't mind?'
âNot in the least. Haven't I just said?'
He drew a deep breath and clapped me on the back, smiling.
Our last evening together was as convivial as those in Hereford had been two weeks earlier. We drank a great deal too much ale, laughed uproariously at the slightest thing, discussed the happenings at Tintern, propounding more and more preposterous theories as to the meaning of it all, and finally helped each other upstairs to the tiny cupboard-like chamber put at our disposal by the landlord, falling into bed fully clothed, without even bothering to remove our boots.
When I awoke next morning, Oliver had already gone.
The room smelled foul, a cross between a brewery and a shithouse, and my mouth tasted pretty much the same. My head was thumping fit to burst, so I staggered down to the courtyard and took my turn at the pump, stripping off with the best of them and persuading a fellow sufferer to scrub my back. Then I tottered up to my room again where I stripped for a second time, shaking the fleas out of my clothes and lamenting the fact that I had no fresh shirt left to put on. However, I cleaned my teeth and combed my hair before breakfasting in the ale-room on a fried herring, oatcakes and small beer.
Thus fortified, I set out to visit Cloister Yard for the second time, hoping that I was early enough to catch Juliette Gerrish at home before she decided to avoid me by going out for the day. But as it happened, this was not her intention. She opened the door herself, neatly dressed, and invited me in.
âHallo, Roger,' she said quietly. âI suppose I always knew there would be a day of reckoning.'
I didn't answer for a moment. I couldn't. She was obviously extremely ill.
She was still a short woman, of course, and she still, judging by her eyebrows, hid copper-coloured curls beneath her coif. But the plump face, once so full of animation, was thin to the point of emaciation, the bones clearly delineated under the grey-toned skin. The roguish brown eyes, which had once invited with a twinkling glance, were now devoid of any expression except pain. They stared wearily up at me, but seemed to look through, rather than at me.
âJuliette?' I said cautiously.
She smiled faintly, but did not trouble herself to answer, merely holding the door a little wider.
âCome in.'
I stepped past her into the stone-flagged passageway, then stood aside for her to precede me into the dining parlour, where wine and a plate of little sweet cakes had been laid out ready on the table.
Again, that travesty of a smile. âI remembered that you were always hungry. Put your pack and cudgel in the corner, then please' â she indicated a chair with carved arms â âsit down.'
I did as she bade me.
From somewhere in the house a child wailed. Juliette, in the act of pouring wine into one of the mazers, glanced up sharply, then paused, listening. But there were no further cries and she nodded to herself as though satisfied.
âThat was my son, Luke,' she said. âJane must have settled him.'
âYou once told me that you couldn't have children,' I accused her.
She handed me the mazer and offered me the plate of doucettes, which I refused, then sat down opposite me in another carved armchair, taking a great gulp of her own wine as if it were a restorative, as perhaps it was.
âIt wasn't a lie,' she pleaded. âNot a deliberate one. I truly believed I couldn't. My husband and I tried often enough, but I never conceived. And' â a faint tinge of colour crept into her emaciated cheeks â âthere were other men before you. Never was there any sign of a child. Nor did you, with all your virility, father one on me.'
It was my turn to feel uncomfortable. I could feel the hot blood creeping up my neck. I took refuge in anger. âBut that didn't prevent you trying to foist your bastard on me, though, did it?' When she didn't answer immediately, I went on loudly, âMy wife left me because of your lies.' I slammed the by now half-f mazer down on the table, making her jump. âOh, yes, she left me and took two of our children with her.' No need to explain that Nicholas wasn't mine. âI had to go after her, to London. Fortunately, for the greater part of last year, I was out of England, first in Scotland, then in France. And it was the spring of the year before that that you and I . . .' I broke off, floundering, resuming lamely, â. . . that I was in Gloucester. Fortunately, although no thanks to you, Adela believed me.'
âI'm glad,' Juliette said simply.
I stared at her. âIs that all you've got to say? You're glad! No explanation as to why you tried to wreck my marriage? Nothing?'
I could barely speak, I was so choked with rage. I pushed the mazer away from me, slopping the wine. I felt I couldn't take another drop to drink beneath her roof and, without realizing it, I was on my feet, towering over her. It was only when I saw the flicker of fear in her eyes that I took a grip on myself and my emotions. I sat down again abruptly.