She wasted no time stripping off the outer layer of clothing and
slipping the baby back into the cot. The exhausted mother barely stirred.
Ellen spent the rest of the night sitting in the corridor, where she could
see the door, not reading Dan Brown. The first thing she did when
matron arrived at ten past seven in the morning was request to return to
dayshift.
1.1.
She was pretty, with a sulky mouth and short blonde hair cut in a bob.
Like all the girls I had seen since entering, she wore white leggings and a plain, short sleeved blue polo shirt that lent the place an air of class that one didn't usually associate with a brothel.
Sorry. Did I say brothel? I do apologise. According to their advert in Yellow Pages, the Champagne Angel Club was “an exclusive Health Spa, deep in the heart of Glasgow, an ideal place to relieve the stress and worry of your busy lifestyle.”
To be fair, it did have a swimming pool. And a gym. Even some sunbeds. The fact that it also had a great many private rooms, and seemed to employ an inordinately high number of girls between the ages of 18 and 35 as “massage therapists” was purely co-incidental.
I'd arrived about fifteen minutes ago, paying the girl on the front desk fifty pounds, which I was told covered my admission fee and a short massage. When asked if there was any “therapist” in particular I wanted to be introduced to, I'd given a description: tall, about twenty, with short, blonde hair. No mention of the sulky mouth. I saw her on the street outside, I said. Thought she looked nice.
The receptionist lead me down a short corridor into a room, telling me to change into one of the robes that hung on a peg behind the door. The room itself was square, dominated by a massage table on one side and a small futon on the other. Soothing music drifted from a cheap stereo on top of a small bedside cabinet. I peeked inside the drawer, finding a small dildo, a tube of KY jelly and some condoms. I had no plans to use any of them.
I stripped down to my underwear and put the robe on. Five minutes after that, the girl â she of the sulky mouth and blonde hair â came in. She said hello and made inconsequential small talk while gathering up the small pile of my belongings and placing them in the lower compartment of the cabinet, closing the door firmly on them.
Clever. If I had been an undercover cop with a tape recorder in my pocket, there was no way I would have been able to obtain any usable evidence.
She wasted little time getting down to business. âMr Stone, why don't you take that robe off and lie face down on the table?'
I did as I was asked. âCall me Cameron.'
âAlright then, Cameron.' She climbed on top of me, her pelvis against the small of my back, her thighs pressed against my sides. I turned my head and caught a glimpse of the inside of her left arm. No track marks, which was encouraging, although there was always a chance she was left handed, in which case she would shoot up in her right arm instead. From the way she kneaded the muscles in my shoulders like a lump of dough, I suspected that she had no formal training in massage.
Her fingers stopped, hovering over my right thigh. âDoes it hurt?'
I knew what âit' was. âI was in a car accident. They had to rebuild my right hip. I've been told that the marks will fade in a few months.'
âOh.'
The scars were ugly and red-raw, laddering down both the inner and outer aspects of the thigh, the flesh twisted and hairless. I didn't blame her for not wanting to touch them, but I felt a bitter taste rise in my mouth. After all, I was the one that had to live with them.
She leaned in, her breasts pressing against my back, her breath tickling my cheek. âHow does that feel?'
âNice.'
She worked on, gently rubbing and stimulating my shoulders and upper half. Even though she was more than ten years younger than I was, I found myself responding to her on a physical level. I hadn't been with a woman since the accident, and most of the time I didn't miss it, but there was something about this girl, with her nice figure and her bold, consequence-free availability that I found arousing. I didn't need to wine and dine her, I didn't need to make her laugh, I didn't even need to pretend to be attracted to her. She didn't care who I was, or what I had done. All she was interested in was the money in my wallet.
Simple, easy sex. Anonymous, guiltless and on demand.
Five minutes later, I was glad when she climbed off me. It gave me the chance to count to ten and re-establish a sense of professional objectivity. I sat up on the edge of the table, crossing my legs to disguise my erection. She saw it anyway and smiled.
âYou look as if you enjoyed that.'
âI did.'
She cocked her head to one side, and this time the smile didn't stretch to her eyes. âWould you like anything else?'
I needed to be careful how I answered. Although tempted on a purely physical level, I had little desire and no intention of fucking her. To answer “No” however, meant that our business was concluded and I would be expected to leave. Saying nothing, I crossed over to the cabinet, took my wallet from the inside pocket of my jacket and removed some notes. Then I made sure to place everything except the cash back inside the cabinet and close the door firmly. She watched the whole procedure carefully, evidently making up her mind that I wasn't a cop.
âAlright. It's fifty pounds for full sex. Blow jobs are sixty with a condom, eighty without. One hundred for up the arse. Anything else, we can negotiate.'
I held out five ten pound notes, fanning them like a poker hand so that she could count them. âHow about we just talk?'
âTalking takes up too much time. Wouldn't you rather just fuck?'
âFifteen minutes. No more. I promise.'
I could see her mind working, trying to figure out if I was a weirdo who wanted something extra kinky, or if I maybe planned to do her some harm. Eventually she took the notes out of my hand. âFifteen minutes.'
I put the robe on and checked my watch; it was just after eleven at night. It had taken nearly a month to find her, and now that I had, I didn't want to scare her off by rushing into anything. âWhat's your name?'
She shrugged. âWhat does it matter?'
âI just wanted to know what to call you.'
âYou can call me anything you like.'
âFine. I'll call you Susan.'
Because I already knew that was her real name.
Her eyes narrowed as she tried to figure out whether I made a lucky guess, or if there something else going on. âDo I know you from somewhere?'
âNo.'
âAre you a cop?'
âI'm a private investigator.' That wasn't quite the truth, but for all intents and purposes, it didn't matter. âI was hired to pass a message on to you.'
She walked to the door and opened it. âGet out.'
âPlease. I don't mean you any harm. I'm not going to tell anybody that I found you.'
There was a small red button on the wall next to the light switch; she pressed it. âYou're damn right about that.'
I spoke quickly. âYour real name is Susan McPherson. You're eighteen years old and grew up in Inverness. Your mum and dad asked me to find you because they love you.' I took my jacket out of the cabinet for the second time, rummaging in the pocket, acutely aware of the sound of pounding feet coming from the direction of the corridor. A man the size of a small house materialised in the door just as my fingers closed on the envelope. I tossed it at her. âThis is for you.'
The bouncer lunged across the room. âRight, pal, time to leave.'
Moving quickly â or at least, as quickly as I could with a gammy leg â I dodged, putting the massage table between the two of us. Susan bent and picked up the envelope. The bouncer â bald, breathing heavily, a spider web tattooed on his neck â faced me across the table.
âI'll come over there, son. I fucking mean it.'
âI'm not here to cause trouble.'
With a grunt, he leaned forward and put both hands on the table, the muscles across his shoulders bunching as he exerted pressure.
With a screech, the whole thing moved, bouncing off my upper thighs, forcing me to take a step backwards. And another. And another, until my back was against the wall. A hand the size of a football clutched at my neck. I put both arms up to defend myself, and felt my left wrist grabbed in a vice-like grip. The bouncer's face turned red as he squeezed; there was a nasty clicking noise as bones that had previously occupied their own clearly defined territory were suddenly forced to share space. I screamed, tried to wrench myself free, couldn't. The bouncer leaned forward and grabbed the front of the robe with his free hand, dragging me forward until I lay face down across the surface of the table. Then he transferred his left hand from my wrist to the back of my neck, holding me down, his bodyweight pushing the table against my legs and my legs against the wall, I couldn't move, couldn't breath, couldn't do anything except wait for the blow to fall. . .
âKenny! Stop!'
Kenny stopped.
The hand on the back of my head let go. The pressure on my back released a little, enough for me to look up and see what was going on.
Susan was staring at me, a sheet of paper in one hand and a Polaroid picture in the other. The envelope â torn open, now â was discarded on the floor. Kenny glowered at me like a Doberman Pinscher ordered to release a particularly juicy trespasser.
âI have a baby brother,' she said, her voice stunned and disbelieving. âMum had a baby.' She turned the picture round and showed it to us: a chubby infant in a blue babygrow. âSee?'
Absurdly, I congratulated her. Kenny didn't.
She waved an impatient hand at the bouncer. âOh, for God's sake let him go. He didn't do anything.'
Kenny muttered something underneath his breath, but stepped back. I stood up and started rubbing my wrist. The damn thing was already swelling.
1.2.
Ten minutes later, I was fully dressed, sipping a glass of orange juice. Susan sat opposite me, unable to take her eyes off the Polaroid.
âI can't believe it.'
I said nothing. The club's bar was small and dimly lit, the only other customer a fat man in a business suit. He sat at a nearby table and sipped his glass, a girl on each side to keep him company. He saw me looking and winked, his face growing cold when I didn't reciprocate.
Eventually, Susan put the picture down. âHow did you find me?'
I shrugged. âShoe leather.'
âWhat?'
âIt's what we do. Find people.'
William McPherson, Susan's father, had contacted us a month ago, with a photograph and very little else. Just under two years ago, Susan had gone missing from the family home in Bonnydoon, a tiny village thirty miles outside of Inverness, leaving nothing but a hand-written note saying that she was leaving and not to try and find her. Of course, they searched, but once all the obvious places had proved fruitless, there was nowhere left to look. She's over sixteen, the police said. She can do what she wants.
Two months ago a holidaymaking friend claimed to have seen the McPhersons' missing daughter walking down Argyle Street one Saturday morning. Acutely aware that Glasgow's a hell of a lot bigger than Bonnydoon, Daddy had sold his car and called in the professionals.
Neither my boss nor I had been particularly hopeful of finding Susan; there were too many ifs in the equation. What if the friend had made a mistake, or was playing a cruel joke, or even just making up the story in a misguided attempt to give the McPhersons a little hope? What if Susan had just been passing through, on her way to somewhere else? What if she was in Glasgow, but just didn't want to be found?
Cruelly but necessarily we pointed out the Worst Case Scenario: maybe she was lying at the bottom of a loch somewhere, a tragic victim of an unknown accident or vile, secret crime? One of the few missing people who were truly missing, somehow completely, unequivocally lost? Sometimes, we said, it's better not to know.
Wily McPherson shook his head and pleaded with us to take the case. A gentle, softly spoken man with a lilting highland accent and a sad, bloodhound face. It was easy to see the cost of his daughter's disappearance in the slump of his shoulders and the way he tugged nervously at his greying moustache. I think we agreed to help him not only because he was willing to pay fifty percent of our fee up front, but because we felt sorry for him. People who don't know what it's like say that there's always hope, but the truth is that perpetual, unfulfilled, unjustifiable hope is a terrible thing to live in.
Of course, Joe had delegated most of the hard work to me, the trusty sidekick. I was a new employee, and I suspected that he had used the case as a test, examining my attitude and dedication. Because Joe had given me a job when the rest of the world hadn't wanted to know, I was determined to repay him. I spent my days and nights walking the streets, showing the out-of-date photograph in bars, in homeless shelters, in cafe's. Train stations, bus stations, hospitals.
There wasn't a Big Issue vendor in the city I hadn't bought a magazine from. I tried the street girls. Blytheswood Square, Byres Road. The Anderston Centre. It was in Bothwell Street that I finally got a bite. AÂ fifty-year old hooker name Rosie Hawes (aka Rosie the Whore) remembered a girl that looked a lot like Susan working the West End of the town. They'd shared a cigarette one cold night a few months back. âShe talked about going into one of those massage parlours,'
Rosie had told me, tucking the fiver I had given her into the cup of her massive bra. âSaid there was less chance of getting the plague in a place like that.'
It was only a hint, but I doggedly pursued it, using my knowledge of the city to check out every club, every massage parlour, every knocking shop and strip club. And then I had my one stroke of luck, spotting Susan walking along Woodlands Road, an area of the city that was notorious for the amount of brothels tucked between lawyers' offices. The hair was shorter, the face two years older (and, I hate to say, twenty years wiser), but there was no doubt in my mind that it was her. After showing her picture to just about everybody in the city, I felt like I could recognise her face blindfold. From there, it was a simple matter to follow her to work, and even simpler to arrange a meeting.