Authors: Neil M. Gunn
“Who knows what anyone will doubt? They were saying it was a queer time in London then.”
Some sinister something of the ways of gossip touched him for an appalled moment. “But surely a girl would never blameâwould never say it was someone if it wasn't?”
“You would think not,” she answered quietly.
In a moment he saw that his question had been terribly naïve. For a girl to have more than one lover round about the same time was not unknown! Particularly then!
“Good God!” he said abruptly, and she didn't stir.
“But surely you were never in any doubt yourself?” he asked.
“No,” she answered quietly.
“And even if it was a queer time as people sayâand it was bad enough, heaven knowsâwhy, why would Anna land on Martin if there was any mortal doubt at all?”
“He would be in the best position likely.”
“Butâbut surely there are no people here who think like that?”
“There are people who think like that everywhere.”
“Even in Clachar?”
“Even in Clachar, though I will say that all who knew Anna would never think thatâbecause they couldn't.”
“But who in Clachar?”
“There's one woman who lives by herself. But I'll say no more.”
“What's wrong with her?”
“She never had a man,” said Mrs Cameron simply.
He laughed. “That's about it,” he agreed with some bitterness, and added, after a short silence, “I don't want to appear curious, Mrs Cameron, but why didn't Mr Martin stand up to his responsibilities; I mean, why didn't he acknowledge the child?”
“That's just it,” she answered, “that's the trouble: Anna never told him.”
He gaped at her. “But surelyââ” His amazement stopped him. “Why?”
She looked out the window. “I don't know,” she answered almost automatically. “He was out in the Far East, she said. And it was bad out there. Seemingly he said he would write to her, but she never heard. And the time went on. Then it was reported he was missing.”
“Yes, but after he came back?”
She shook her head. “She wouldn't say anything.”
A deep exasperation so got the better of him that he half rose out of his chair. “But why not? And if she wouldn't say anything surely you would? Didn't you do anything at all?”
“I'm not good at the writing.”
“Butâbut Martin himself? How was he to know? Shouldn't you at least have given him a chance?”
“He knows,” she answered. “And Mrs Sidbury knows.”
“How do you know?”
“I know.”
He looked at her. Her expression was quiet and strangely rested. He had the feeling of things happening in regions of fate beyond his comprehension, yet not altogether, so that he would have torn the regions apart like so many maddening webs. “Oh well,” he said, “I give it up. All the same, I think it ought to have been put to him straight. But you know your own business, Mrs Cameron.”
“I thought so, too,” she said, “but she wouldn't hear of it. She has her pride. She said she would leave me.”
“I have heard of Highland pride,” he answered, “but this is surely its limit.” He refused her point of view.
“Do you think so?” she asked.
He looked at her. Her eyes were on him with so simple, so natural, an expression that they might have been asking him to repeat what he had said for her comfort, as if he were a man wiser than she and she wondered.
It was too much for him. “I don't know,” he murmured.
“I didn't know either,” she said. “I didn't know what to do. And the time came when you could do nothing.”
He was silent. Then in a new, objective tone he asked, “Do you think it was Mrs Sidbury?”
She took a little time, as if going over something in her mind. “No,” she answered.
“But in view of what you said about her attitude to her brotherââ?” He waited.
“I don't think she would stand in his way, if she thought it was for his good. To be fair to her, I don't think she would.”
He appeared to consider. “Do you think it was the difference in your stations in life?”
“There was that,” she said; “there was always that.”
“Supposing,” he said, conscious of a tonic cruelty in his objectivity, “it had been Norman, his chauffeur, the one she used to go about withââ” He stopped abruptly and turned his gaze on her. “If Norman really cared for her, how could he come back and be his chauffeurâin the circumstances?”
Her eyes went to the window. Her still face looked as if it had taken, in the inner places, an unsearchable punishment, if not now then long ago.
“You talk of your Highland pride,” he said, for he could not overcome the anger that was in him.
“Norman,” she said in her even voice, “is the one whose life he saved when he got the decoration.”
In the silence, Anna passed the window.
“There's Anna back,” she said, “I'll not be keeping you.” She got up and smiled. “Thank you for the nice talk we had.” And she went out, wishing him a good night in her kindly way.
H
e stood for a while before the window. Anna's voice could just be heard in the kitchen, doubtless giving her grandmother news of where she had been. The muffling of the voices set them in a distant interior, a far background that was yet a world of its own. His avid concern for his golden ornaments, his archaeological treasure, so sank away that it left no more than its gleam in front of that background. An intuition of the meaning of his labours came upon him, an apprehension of history that was profounder, it seemed to him, than any philosophy of history could contain. Warm human voices, muffled, and in front of them the gleam of gold. The one pattern, indivisible.
It passed, and he was left restless, upset . . . . That fellow Martin was beyond him. That he shouldn't want to marry the girl and that sort of thingâall right. Good enough. Sex was always number one mess anyway. He took a turn on the floor. And now, my God! this newspaper business. He looked at the sky. Grey; it had been grey all day.
When the gloaming was deep he went out. But he did not go in the direction of the cairn; he wandered inland towards the hills with such cunning that presently he found himself able to command Mrs Mackenzie's cottage and any solid shadow in human guise that might sally forth from it. For a while he was all ears, wondering just how many pairs of eyes might be intent as his own. Extraordinary how the hunt for buried treasure had always obsessed humanity. Was there more to it than the simple greed for gain? Clearly there was. In simple fact, there was the gleam. An ironic expression regarded the involuntarily evoked image of Colonel Mackintosh. The sharp-pointed beard tossed a trifle. But you, too (he said to the image), follow your gleam, and he was not put out by the Colonel's effort at a withering smile. He felt subtle and diverse. Just as, he thought, the music of the Silver Bough was more than music. And then, in a moment, like the key that fits into a lock, like the forgotten word suddenly remembered, what the Silver Bough really stood for came back to him: it was the passport in those distant days to the land of the gods. As he stirred, he got the impression that something had stirred with himâover on the right and a little higher up. There it was again! a dark stooping body, hauling itself up the hillside. His breathing stopped altogether, for the action, the movement, of the body made him think of Foolish Andie.
Then began the wildest feat of shadowing that he had ever undertaken. It was a warm close night and the sweat runnelled. His shirt stuck and his eyes smarted. When for intermittent periods he lost the figure altogether, he suffered anguish. Once he nearly gave himself away, for he had got to his feet and was running lightly on when all at once there was the figure only a little way in front. He stopped in a sickness of surprise. But the figure could not have heard him, for now it rounded onto the old drove track going into the hills. When it left the track and he found it again going up the Robbers' Glen, something more than wonder touched him.
It was pretty dark now in the deep hollow of the glen and often he stood and listened, waiting for the click of a footstep. But the time came when definitely he knew that he had lost the figure. Either it had arrived or it was sitting down and resting. This created so harrowing a state of suspense that he actually found himself going forward on hands and knees. He's near the top of the glen by this time, you fool! said common sense. But there was another sense, which had no faith in common sense now, and it kept him to hands and knees like a tracking dog trained not to whimper. His eyes watered from the sweat of bitter vexation. Then he heard a sound.
For a little while he wondered if he was the victim of hallucination. After all, his particular trade did call for the use of imagination, for a certain capacity to reconstruct the past at least, to visualise it at ritual and ceremony, and he had found that occasionally he was able to do this so concentratedly that he could both see and hear. But the rumble of muffled voices which now reached him from the earth beneath had something other about it, while yet it seemed as real as the grass beneath his palms. If the long-dead robbers had been talking in their den . . . . As his thought was suspended, his head turned slowly upon the fearful air. The thing he had been following mightn't have been solid . . . . There might be others of them about. He remembered that figure which had appeared from
nowhere
near this very spot . . . . There was a rumble of laughter. He backed away with the feeling that it had hit him in the belly.
With a native pertinacity there goes a caution which can swallow the gulp of fear. He backed away and hid, but when no more things appeared he crawled out again. More than that: when at last he was satisfied there was no visible entrance to this underworld of muffled sound, he crawled back to his hidey hole, determined to wait on daylight and reason. He was a scientist and for his creed must, if need be, go down fighting.
Also he found now that he could give the sound almost any effect he liked, while there was certainly nothing about the tumbled ground and odd boulders or stones to distinguish this part of a glen from hundreds of similar parts. The affair was not merely mysterious, it was quite definitely abnormal. He assured himself of this abnormality in order to keep himself as near the human norm as possible. The sweat dried. He smothered a sneeze.
The deepest dark of the night passed and when at last he was certain that the air was faintly lightening, he heard a quite distinct thud. A head and body appeared coming up out of the earth perhaps thirty yards down the glen. When his full length appeared there was no doubt it was a man, though quite impossible to distinguish him. Another came up. In all, four; then the thud was repeated and the four men, talking in quiet human voices, walked away and were quickly lost to sight.
Crawling forward he listened. The subterranean rumble had ceased. When he reached the spot of their emergence, he found only tussocks and boulders and a stone slab. But a slab had a special significance for him. He did not leave the slab alone. It was not lying flat but tilted against the earth. One or two stocks of old heather grew over its edges. When he put forth his strength he made no impression on its apparently rock-bound solidity. But once he had removed the cunningly placed flagstone on which he was standing, the slab gave under his pull and if he hadn't been nimble it would have pinned his left leg when it fell over with a thud against a hump. A black hole yawned.
As he went into this hole he clicked on his torch. It was a covered passage of about the same dimensions as the one in the cairn. But he could hardly have gone more than twenty feet when the passage entered a low chamber. As the beam shot here and there, the archaeologist thought that he had stumbled into an earth-house, an underground place of refuge, a dug-out of the Late Bronze Age, but as it more methodically disclosed a circular chamber, with radials of drystone masonry, he decided that here in unique fact might be a working specimen of the prehistoric wheel-house. This so astonished and excited him that at once he felt danger must lurk somewhere, in the black corners, behind the dykes which projected radially from the containing wall like spokes from the rim of a wheel whose bush has been widely cut away. When he put his hand out to crawl into the dwelling it sank a sudden foot and he landed on his head, but the bulb in the torch did not snap and he picked himself up with more of a snarl than a yelp. Nothing came at him, however, and he sat on until his heartbeats grew less fierce, then he warily got to his feet and found that he could just stand erect. A pungent odour came through a tobacco thickness like the very smell of the beast of danger. The torch isolated a white enamelled jug with black chips. He stood very still, listening, and for a moment or two fancied that he heard footsteps until he assured himself they were his own heart-beats; then he began to move.
Old dried heather in sacks; a raised flagstone for a table with wet markings; a small recess or ambry in one of the radials containing drinking glasses; he lifted one of the glasses, sniffed it, and got the faintly pungent odour, not of the beast of danger but of vodka.
Fear began to lift. A drinking party, a secret brotherhood! His mind flashed across Europe. Here was mystery stranger even than the prehistoric. Behind the next wall, in a built-in recess, he found a small cask, upended, with a copper tap a few inches from its base. He sniffed it, knocked with his knuckles, and nodded. Backing away, he swung the beam round until with a jerk it stopped on the figure of Martin leaning against the wall by the passage entrance.
A ghost face and glittering eyes. The figure never moved and the beam wobbled, but it came back to the face again. Grant dropped the beam and stood speechless; then he jerked it up again. The fellow was still there.
“Hallo,” he called.
Martin did not answer. But after a moment or two his voice came level and dry: “Are you quite finished?”
Grant could not answer.
As Martin came away from the wall, his torch clicked on. He began looking around the stone table, then stopped and lifted a wallet, examined its contents, and put it in an inside pocket. “Making a long stay?” he asked.
“No, I'm going,” replied Grant, “I'm just going. Did not mean to intrude.”
“For one who did not mean it, you managed very well.” He stood with his head lowered and turned slightly towards Grant, upon whom he now set the beam of his torch which travelled slowly up the body to the face, where it rested with an inhuman curiosity.
“I happened on the place. That's all.” Grant shifted his feet.
“Blind chance.”
“Not altogether,” replied Grant, whose voice was distinctly firming. “But I was not looking for this place. I was looking for something else.”
Martin did not answer. Then as if the whole thing hardly interested him, he said in the same cool tones, “Seeing you are here, you'd better have a drink.”
“No, thanks.”
“No? A small one might do you some good.” Without paying any further attention to the intruder, he set about lighting a candle and producing two glasses, a cut-crystal decanter of the colourless liquor, and the chipped enamelled jug which he shook, saying, “This water is quite fresh.” He poured out two large drinks and added water. “Try that.”
Grant took the glass with a mutter of thanks. He was confused because he had been caught in the wheelhouse like a spy and angry because he smelt something deadly in Martin's even manner. Martin raised his glass in a just perceptible gesture and drank a mouthful, whereupon he deliberately waited until Grant had drunk.
“You still think it's vodka?”
“I don't know a great deal about drinks,” replied Grant, gasping slightly.
“You are inclined to judge by colour, perhaps.”
“Not entirely.”
“It has been matured in plain wood: that's the whole mystery.”
“I cannot say I feel enlightened.”
“No? It's an interesting subject. Won't you sit down?” He got onto a stuffed sack, his back to the wall and his legs out, and indicated another.
“Before the war a certain man hereabouts made his own whisky. Being a crofter he had not the wherewithal to buy the hotel stuff. The bother about making whisky in that fashion is getting it matured. He thought this an excellent place for leaving the liquor to mature. It has matured rather well, don't you think?” He drank again then took out a pipe and began to fill it.
“So it wasn't vodka?”
“Disappointing?”
“I just wondered.”
“Things are not always romantic.” He lit up. “Even if this particular fellow had a rather romantic end. They trussed him up, then slowly, with a peculiarly deliberate art, they bayoneted him. He felt it was coming to him, he said, so before the actual event he told me of the existence of this place and its drink.” His sensitive mouth drew and exhaled smoke with an easy precision. The pipe was going well. “In these times, when whisky can hardly be bought, we who had helped to sustain the Empire thought we might reserve this map-reading for our own exclusiveâuhâuse. Won't you?. . .” His left hand, palm up, indicated Grant's glass in a gesture at once elaborate and negligent.
Grant's hand shook a trifle and as he drank he was aware of the eyes upon him, of their cold gleam. Replacing his glass on the stone table, he said, “I was looking for something andâand heard your voices underground. I thought it might beâI thought it might have something to do with my discovery which was stolen, removed, from the cairn.”
“Your crock of gold?”
“Yes,” replied Grant, experiencing a sudden stinging blood heat.
“So it was quite genuine?”
“Quite.”
“You had no idea of the existence of this place?”
“None.” His fumbling hands found his cigarette case. He felt passionately angry and drew the smoke in short puffing smacks. “I wouldn't spy anyhow.”
“Spying is a wide termânow.”
“I don't care whether it's wide or narrow; I don't do it.” He puffed. “I was indebted to you already.”
“For giving you permission to spyâto investigate the past?”
“You may call it spying on the past: I call it extending the range of our knowledge.”
“All spying does thatâin war it's essential.”
The sinister implication did not help Grant, who replied, “You may mix your categories if you like. I am not impressed.” His eyes now had their own flash.
Martin's eyes travelled over Grant's face. “It is perhaps not clear to me how disturbing the bones of the dead helpsâwhat kind of knowledge?”
“Knowledge of ourselves.”
“A rather gruesome sort of knowledge, don't you think? And particularly gruesome in its beginnings. Not that I stress the adjective, but I should have thought it would be wearisome, messing about in it.”
“We see things differently. I find it neither gruesome nor wearisome.”