At first he does no more than cuddle her, and while she doesn't exactly like it, she tells herself that her stepfather is only being affectionate. But soon his demands increase.
And she submits â because what else can she do? If she turns him down, she tells herself, he might throw his new family out on the street. And after all her mother has been through, Monika cannot bring herself to inflict new suffering on her.
So she lies there, night after night.
Suffering herself.
Waiting for it to end.
And eventually, it does.
âAnd eventually, it did,' Paniatowski reminded herself, as the MGA flashed past row after row of houses on the Pinchbeck Estate. âAnd now it's all in the past. Now it's as if it had never happened.'
A small boy, chasing a ball, suddenly ran out on to the road ahead of her, and as Paniatowski slammed on her brakes, she realized she must have been driving at double the speed limit.
The brakes screamed, the wheels locked, the MGA slewed to the side, and the engine shut down in protest.
âJesus!' she gasped, as she watched the boy â who had no idea how close he had come to death â pick up his ball and trot unconcernedly away.
With trembling hands, she lit up a cigarette.
âIt wasn't your fault,' she told herself. âNone of it was your fault.'
But still the shame and humiliation of a much younger Monika clung to her like napalm.
âAfter seeing the way you conducted yourself on that search of the lawn, I've decided to adopt you as one of my special projects,' DS Cousins told Constable Pickering, as the two of them walked down the driveway, away from Ashton Court itself and towards the big double gates which opened on to the road.
âOne of your special projects,' Pickering repeated.
âThat's right,' Cousins agreed. âBut before you start feeling too pleased with yourself, I'd better explain what that means. You see, all uniformed constables are gormless â that's pretty much the definition of a Plod. But some are a bit more gormless than others, and when I find one who's championship-class gormless, I like to take him in hand and see if I can knock a bit of sense into him.'
âI see,' Pickering said, worriedly.
Cousins laughed. âYou shouldn't take me so seriously, lad,' he said. âWhat I actually need is a second pair of eyes, and in this case, I'm borrowing yours.'
âI see,' Pickering said again â though he didn't really.
They had reached the gates, and when they'd stepped outside into the road, Cousins pointed to a large sign which had been mounted on the wall.
âRead that to me,' the sergeant said.
âThese gates are protected by an Elite Security Company's Alarm and Surveillance System,' Pickering read obediently.
âAnd what do you make of that?' Cousins wondered.
âWell, I assume it means that the gates are wired,' Pickering said awkwardly.
âThat's exactly what it means,' Cousins agreed. âThe wires are partly concealed, but if you look closely, you can see them. Now tell me, Constable Pickering, do you see any wires running from the gates to the walls?'
Pickering looked closely, assuming he was being tested in some way, and then said, âNo, Sarge, I don't.'
âThat's because the wall
isn't
wired,' Cousins said. âAnd by putting up that sign, the so-called security company has alerted any potential intruders to the only risk they might be running.' He sighed. âThey might as well have put up a second sign which said, “Don't break in here! Go round the back, where it's safer for you!” And it's my guess that that's just what the killer
will have
done.' He lit a cigarette, then continued, âLet's go and see how the rest of the lads are getting on, shall we?'
They walked along the front wall. Every fifty yards or so, they passed a uniformed constable who was carefully examining the ground for any signs of the intruder.
âThe lads on this stretch of the wall are probably wasting both my time and theirs,' Cousins said to Pickering in a low voice. âStill, it has to be done, if only in the interest of thoroughness.'
â
Why
are they wasting time, Sarge?' Pickering asked.
âThink about it, lad,' Cousins said. âIf you were breaking into the place, would you do it from the front, where you might be spotted by a passing motorist, or would you go round the back?'
âI'd go round the back,' Pickering admitted.
âSo would I â and I think we'll find that's just what the bastard did do,' Cousins said.
In Paniatowski's experience, WPCs fell into two basic categories. The first of these was lean and athletic, as she had been herself. The second was slightly overweight and tending towards being matronly â and it was one of these potential matrons who was standing â smoking â outside the Stockwells' front door.
The WPC saw the red sports car approaching, quickly removed the cigarette from her mouth, dropped it to the ground, and covered it with her foot, and by the time the DCI was walking up the path towards her, there was no evidence she had been doing anything but standing on alert guard duty.
âHow's it going, Gloria?' Paniatowski asked.
âCould be worse, ma'am,' the WPC replied.
Paniatowski smiled. Could be worse was almost the official motto of the people who lived in Lancashire, she thought, and it covered everything from a football match being rained off to a leg being amputated.
âTell me what you've done so far,' she said.
âFirst off, I asked the neighbours if they wouldn't mind looking after the kids for a bit,' the WPC replied. âThen, once they were out of the way, I made a cup of tea for Mrs Stockwell, and asked if she'd like me to sit with her.'
âBut she didn't want you to?'
âShe said she'd rather be on her own for a while.'
Paniatowski nodded. âWhere is she now?'
âIn the front room, ma'am.'
âAnd what sort of
state
is she in?'
The WPC shook her head slowly. âNot good.'
Of course she wasn't good, Paniatowski thought. A death in the family was always a difficult thing to come to terms with, but learning that the death was not due to natural causes â that the life had been stolen, rather than just lost â was even worse. And it would be much,
much
harder yet, when the woman learned â as she must eventually â that her husband had been stripped not only of his existence, but also of his dignity.
âYou were smoking when I drove up, weren't you, Gloria,' Paniatowski said accusingly.
The WPC looked guilty and shuffled the foot under which the offending cigarette was concealed.
âYes, ma'am, I was,' she admitted. âI know that I shouldn't have been, but . . .'
âWhat did you think I'd say if I caught you?' Paniatowski wondered.
Gloria shrugged. âI'm not sure, exactly, ma'am, but we both know I'm not supposed to smoke when I'm on duty, so I thought it might be best . . .'
âJust to hope that I hadn't seen you?'
âYes, ma'am.'
Paniatowski sighed exasperatedly, though whether her exasperation was aimed at herself, at Gloria, or at the police force's rules and regulations, she was not entirely certain.
âYou've just spent over an hour dealing with a woman who's lost her husband, haven't you?' she asked.
âYes, ma'am.'
âAnd you do know it's a job most of your male colleagues wouldn't have the stomach for, don't you?'
Despite herself, the WPC grinned. âThat's men for you, ma'am,' she said.
âSo bearing in mind the emotional roller-coaster ride you've just been on, did you
really
think that I was going to haul you over the coals for a minor infringement of regulations?'
Gloria looked down at her feet. âThere's some as would, ma'am,' she mumbled.
âYes, there are,' Paniatowski agreed. âBut I'm not one of them. Please remember that in future.'
âI will, ma'am,' the WPC promised.
Paniatowski nodded again. âRight then, I suppose I'd better get this over with,' she said.
She pushed the front door open, stepped into the corridor, and tapped gently on the door to the left.
âWho . . . who is it?' asked a tremulous voice from inside.
âPolice, madam. DCI Paniatowski. Can I come in?'
âAll right.'
The front room offered no surprises. There was a fitted carpet (patterned in extravagant swirls), a three-piece suite in imitation leather (which would probably be clapped out by the time the final hire-purchase payment was made), and a brand-new colour television set in pride of place in front of the window.
The woman sitting on the sofa came as no surprise, either. She had mousy brown hair, which hung lankly over her shoulders and framed her pinched features. She was probably in her earlier thirties, but looked older. And though some of that could be put down to the shock she had just received, it was likely that considerably more of it could be ascribed to the life she had led â and probably, bearing in mind his criminal record, the husband she had led it with.
âI'm sorry to have to disturb you at such a distressing time,' Paniatowski said softly.
Mrs Stockwell looked up at her, and Paniatowski noticed the bruising just below her right eye.
âHow will we manage?' the widow asked her plaintively. âHowever will we cope, now that he's gone?'
âI'm sure all your friends and relatives will do what they can to help you,' Paniatowski said, aware of just how inadequate her response was, yet unable to offer anything more reassuring.
âThere's all the bills to be dealt with, you see, miss,' the widow moaned softly. âWe're three weeks behind with the rent, an' then there's the payments on the telly . . .'
âDo you mind if I sit down?' Paniatowski asked.
âWhat?' Mrs Stockwell replied, as if the question had taken her completely by surprise.
âDo you mind if I sit down?'
âNo. Sit down if you want to.'
Paniatowski sat on one of the easy chairs facing the sofa. âCould I ask you a few questions?'
The widow did no more than nod â and even that seemed to have taken her a considerable effort.
âWhat do you know about your husband's movements last night?' Paniatowski asked.
âHis movements?' Mrs Stockwell repeated.
âWas he at home?'
Mrs Stockwell laughed bitterly. âAt home? He was
never
at home â not as long as the pubs were open. He stayed out till midnight every night â an' it was even worse on Thursdays.'
âThursdays?' Paniatowski repeated.
âThursday nights â or Friday mornings, rather â he never came back until three or four o'clock.' Mrs Stockwell shuddered. âI used to dread them early mornings.'
âWhy?'
âCan't you guess?'
âOf course I can,' Paniatowski thought.
âI'd like to hear it in your own words,' she said aloud.
âThere's no point in me pretendin' to you that he didn't knock me about, because everybody who lives round here
knows
he did,' Mrs Stockwell said. âBut sometimes he was better than others. Sometimes, he could be nice as pie. He'd buy presents for the kids, an' cuddle me just like he used to do in the early days. But that never happened on them early Friday mornings. Then, he was always lookin' for trouble. Sometimes, he'd even
wake me up
to give me a thumpin'.'
âSo where did he go on Thursday nights?'
âI've no idea â an' I never dared ask him. But I
do
know that wherever it was, it wasn't in town.'
â
How
do you know that?'
âI've got this cocoa tin that I keep my money in,' Mrs Stockwell said dully. âIt's not much â a few quid â but it's there for emergencies. He knows about it . . .' The widow gulped. âHe
knew
about it, but he'd always left it alone â until a couple of Thursdays ago.'
âAnd what happened then?'
âHe asked me where I'd put the tin. I told him I'd been savin' up for a new pair of shoes for our Liz, an' he said, bugger that, he needed to buy for petrol for his van. I said, couldn't he wait a few days, an' he said no, he bloody couldn't. So I gave him a quid, an' he said that wasn't enough. Said he needed a full tank for where he was goin'. So I had to give it to him, didn't I?'
âWho were his friends?' Paniatowski asked.
Mrs Stockwell shrugged. âThe fellers he went out drinkin' with, I suppose. I didn't know any of them. He never brought them back here.'
âAnd which was his favourite pub?'
âAny of them that sold beer,' Mrs Stockwell said, increasingly bitter. âBut most lunch times you'd find him at the Clog and Billycock.'
Paniatowski stood up.
âI have to go,' she said, âbut I'll tell the WPC â her name's Gloria, by the way, in case she hasn't introduced herself properly â to stay around for a couple of hours more, in case you need anything.'
Or in case you remember something that might help the investigation, she added silently â not that there's much chance of that.
âIf the bastard was goin' to get himself killed, why didn't he get himself killed at work?' Mrs Stockwell asked. âAt least that way we might have got some compensation.'