“You want to have sex? Always up for it.”
“That’s so sweet, but I was staying on topic and speaking of combining abilities. We have past.” She gestured to Cal and Quinn. “We have now, with Fox and Layla. You and I see forward. Maybe it’s time to find out if we see further, or clearer, together.”
“I’m game if you are.”
“How about tomorrow then? I’ll drive out to Cal’s, maybe about one.”
“Ah, about that.” Cal cleared his throat. “After today, I think we have to limit solo time as much as possible. Nobody should be staying here or at my place alone at night, for one thing. We can split that up, so there’s at least two—better three—in one place. And during the day, we should use the buddy system whenever possible. You shouldn’t drive out to my place alone, Cybil.”
“I’m not going to disagree about safety and strength in numbers. So, who’s going to buddy up with Fox whenever he has to drive up to Hagerstown, to the courthouse? Or with Gage when he’s zipping from here to there?”
Fox shook his head sadly at Cal. “Warned you, didn’t I?”
“For the record, I’m not the least bit insulted that you’d want to protect me and my fellow females.” Cybil smiled at Cal. “And I agree we should stick together as much as possible. But it’s not practical or feasible that we can avoid basic alone time or tasks for the duration. We’re six weeks out. I think we can all promise to be sensible and cautious. I, for one, won’t be lighting the candle and creeping down to the basement at midnight to investigate strange noises.”
“I’ll come here,” Gage told her.
“No, because now it’s a matter of principle. And I think we’d have more luck with this at Cal’s. This house still feels . . .”
“Smudged,” Quinn finished. She reached over to rub Cybil’s knee. “It’ll fade.”
“Yes, it will. Well, while you all work out who’s sleeping where tonight, I’m going to bed.” Rising, she glanced at Gage. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
She wanted a long hot soak in the tub, but that struck her as too close to going down into a dark basement. Both were horror-movie clichés for a reason, after all. She settled on the nightly routine of cleanser, toner, moisturizer. As she started to turn down the bed, Quinn came in.
“Cal and I are staying here tonight.”
“All right, but wouldn’t it make more sense for you two to go home, with Gage?”
“Fox and Layla are bunking at Cal’s. I wanted to be here tonight.”
Because she understood, Cybil’s eyes stung. She sat on the side of the bed, took Quinn’s hand, laid it against her cheek as Quinn sat beside her.
“I was all right until the lights went out. More interested, even intrigued than scared. Then they went out, and I couldn’t see. Nothing was as horrible as that.”
“I know. I can sleep in here with you tonight.”
Cybil shook her head, tipped it to Quinn’s shoulder. “It’s enough to know you’re across the hall. We all felt it, didn’t we? That smudge like you said, that smear it left on the house. I was afraid it was just me, just being paranoid.”
“We all felt it. It’ll fade, Cyb. We won’t give ground.”
“It’ll never understand how we are together, or what we are together. It would never understand that you knew I’d sleep better tonight with you in the house, or that I’d be better talking to you for a few minutes alone.”
“It’s one of the ways we’ll beat it.”
“I believe that.” She sighed. “Marissa called.”
“Crap.”
“Yeah, and it was—the usual crap. ‘Can’t you do this, can’t I have that? Why are you so mean?’ It just added to an upsetting day. I dumped a good chunk of my unfortunate family history on Gage’s head.”
“Really?”
“Yes, I know, not my usual style. It was a weak moment, but he handled it well. He didn’t say much, but he said exactly the right thing. Then I kissed his brains out.”
“Well.” Quinn gave her a friendly shoulder bump. “It’s about damn time.”
“Maybe it is, I don’t know. I don’t know if it would complicate things, simplify them, or make no damn difference at all. But while I’m sure the sex would be good—in fact superior—I’m equally sure it would be as risky as going down in the basement to see what the banging’s about.”
“It could be, but since there’d be two of you involved, you wouldn’t be going down to the basement alone.”
“True.” Pursing her lips, Cybil studied her own toes. “And there would be some comfort when we were both hacked to death by the ax murderer.”
“At least you’d’ve had sex first.”
“Superior sex. I’ll sleep on it.” She gave Quinn a squeeze. “Go on, go snuggle up with your adorable guy. I’m going to do a little yoga to help me relax before I go to bed.”
“Just call if you need me.”
Cybil nodded. That was the thing, she thought when Quinn left her. That was a constant in her life. If she needed Quinn, all she had to do was call.
Five
SHE’D BEEN IN HIS DREAMS, AND IN HIS DREAMS, she came to his bed. In his dreams her lips, soft and seeking, yielded to his. Her body, sleek and smooth, arched up, long arms, long legs wrapping him in warmth, in fragrance. In female.
The wild glory of her hair, dark against white sheets, spilled away from her face while those deep, seductive eyes watched him.
She rose. She opened. She took him in.
In his dreams, his blood beat like a heart, and his heart pounded its fist in his chest. Inside him, joy and desperation rolled into one mad tangle of need. Locked, lost, he took her lips again. The taste, the taste that burned through him like a fever while their bodies raced together. Faster. Faster.
While around them the room began to bleed, and to burn.
She cried out, her nails biting like teeth into his back while the sea of bloody flames rolled over them. And the word she cried as they were consumed was
bestia
.
HE WOKE, ONCE AGAIN AT FIRST LIGHT. AND THAT, Gage thought, had to stop. He had no particular affinity for mornings, and now it seemed he was doomed to deal with them. There’d be no going back to sleep after the little movie clip his subconscious had drummed up. It was too damn bad such a promising dream had taken a turn so far south at the—ha—climax.
He could pick apart the symbolism, he thought, staring at the ceiling of Cal’s guest room. But then, it was easy to identify the springboard for the lion’s share of tonight’s entertainment.
He was a guy. He was horny.
Moreover, it suited his fantasy to have her come to him rather than him pursuing her. They’d made a pact not that long ago on this very topic. How had she put it?
You won’t try to seduce me, and I won’t pretend to be seduced.
Remembering made him smile into the dim, dawn light. But if she made the moves, all bets were off as far as he was concerned. The challenge would be to con her into making those moves so she believed it was her idea in the first place.
Then again, the interlude in the dream had ended badly. He could ascribe that to his own cynical, pessimistic nature, or he could consider it a portent. Or, third option, a warning. If he let himself become involved with her—because it hadn’t just been sex in the dream, he’d been
involved
—they could both pay the ultimate price. Blood and fire, he thought—as usual. And it hadn’t been her lover’s name she’d cried out when she’d been consumed by passion and flame, but
bestia
.
Latin for beast. A dead language used by dead gods and guardians.
Simply put, the distraction of sex would blur their focus, and the Big Evil Bastard would strike when they were defenseless. Meaning, any of the three options indicated the smart money was on keeping it in his pants, at least as far as Cybil Kinski was concerned.
He rolled out of bed. He’d shower off the dream, and the urges it stirred. He was damn good at controlling his urges. If he was restless and horny, it meant he needed a game and sex. So he’d make it a point to find both. A quick trip to AC would meet both needs, eliminate any possible complications or consequences.
And he and Cybil would use the sexual tension between them as an energy source for the greater good. Of course, if they won, if they lived, he’d make damn sure he found a way to get her naked. Then he’d find out if her skin was as soft as it looked, her body as limber, her . . .
That line of thinking wasn’t going to help him control his urges.
He toweled off, opted out of shaving (what the hell for?), then pulled on jeans and a black T-shirt because they were the handiest. As he started downstairs he heard the murmur of voices, and a quick, sexy giggle behind the closed bedroom door. So the lovebirds were up early and already cooing, he mused. Odds were they’d be at it long enough for him to have a quiet, solitary cup of coffee.
In the kitchen, he started the first pot of the day, and while he brooded, he walked out of the house to hike down to the road and the paper box. Cal’s front slope was a riot of blooms. The azaleas—one of the few ornamentals Gage actually recognized—were in full, showy bloom. Some sort of delicate weeper arched over, dripping pink. All that color and shape tumbled down toward the gravel lane, cheerful as children, while the woods stood along the edges with its thickening green hiding its secrets. Its joy and its terrors.
Birds trilled, the winding creek murmured, and his foot-steps crunched. Some of Cal’s blooms were fragrant, so their perfume fluttered in the air while dappled sunlight played over the ribbon of the creek.
Soothing, he thought, the sounds, the scents, the scene. And for a man like Cal, unquestionably satisfying. He enjoyed it himself for short stretches, Gage admitted, as he reached into the blue box and pulled out the morning paper. And he needed, again unquestionably, infusions of Cal and Fox. But if those stretches played out too long, he’d start jonesing for neon, for green baize, for horns and crowds. For the action, the energy, the anonymity of a casino or a city.
If they killed the bastard and lived through it, he thought he’d buzz off somewhere for a few weeks. Cal’s wedding in September would bring him back, but in the meantime, there was a big world out there, and a lot of cards to be dealt. Maybe Amsterdam or Luxembourg for a change of pace.
Or, if he was in the get-Cybil-naked mode, he might suggest Paris. Romance, sex, gambling, and fashion all in one shot. He thought she’d like the idea. After all, she shared his affection for travel and a good hotel. Finding out how they traveled together might be a nice way to celebrate living beyond his thirty-first birthday.
She was bound to bring him luck—good or bad was yet to be seen—but a woman like that tipped scales. He was willing to gamble they’d tip his way.
A couple of weeks, pure fun, no strings, then they’d come back, watch their friends get hooked up, and part ways. It was a good blueprint, he decided, one that could easily be adjusted to whim and circumstance.
With the paper tucked under his arm, he started back the way he came.
The woman stood just over the other side of the little wooden bridge that spanned the creek. Her hair fell loose and free around her shoulders, and glowed pale gold in the delicate sunlight. Her long dress was a quiet blue, high at the neck. His heart gave one hard thump as he knew her to be Ann Hawkins, dead for centuries.
But just for an instant, for one quick beat when she smiled, he saw his mother in her.
“You are the last of the sons of the sons of my sons. You are what came from me and my love, what came from passion, cold blood, and bitter sacrifice. Faith and hope came before you, and must remain steadfast. You are the vision. You and she who came from the dark. Your blood, its blood, our blood. With this, the stone is whole once more. With this, you are blessed.”
“Blah, blah, blah,” he said, and wondered if the gods struck you dead for mouthing off to a ghost. “Why don’t you tell me how to use it, and we’ll finish this thing and get on with our lives?”
Ann Hawkins tilted her head, and damned if he didn’t see the
mother
look on her face. “Anger is a weapon as well, if used judiciously. He did all that he could, gave you all you would need. You have only to see, to trust what you know, to take what is given. I wept for you, little boy.”
“Appreciate it, but tears didn’t do me a lot of good.”
“Hers will, when they come. You are not alone. You never were. From blood and fire came the light and the dark. With blood and fire, one will prevail. The key to your vision, to the answers, is in your hand. Turn it, and see.”
When she faded, he stood where he was. Typical, he thought, typical female. They just couldn’t make things simple. Irritated now, he crossed the bridge and climbed the slope of the lane to the house.
The lovebirds were in the kitchen, so he’d lost his chance for that quiet and solitary cup of coffee. They were wrapped around each other, naturally, lip-locked in front of the damn coffeepot.
“Break it up.” Gage bumped Fox with his shoulder to nudge him clear of the pot.
“Hasn’t had his first cup yet.” Fox gave Layla a last squeeze before picking up the Coke he’d already opened. “He’s bitchy until.”
“Do you want me to fix you some breakfast?” Layla offered. “We’ve got time before we have to leave for the office.”
“Aren’t you Mary Sunshine?” On this grouchy pronouncement, Gage pulled a box of cereal out of the cupboard, then dug in for a handful. “I’m good.” Then he narrowed his eyes as Fox opened the paper. “I walked down for that, I get it first.”
“I’m just checking the box scores, Mr. Happy. Any Pop-Tarts around here?”
“God, you’re pathetic.”
“Man, you’re eating Froot Loops out of the box. Pot, kettle.”
With a frown, Gage glanced down. So he was. And since the coffee kicked the worst of his crabbiness down, he looked back at Layla with an easy smile. “Hey, good morning, Layla. Did you say something about fixing breakfast?”
She laughed. “Good morning, Gage. I believe I did mention that, in a weak moment. But since I am feeling pretty sunny, I’ll follow through.”