Authors: Mark Alpert
After a few more minutes Emilio's sergeant massacred a dozen turban-wearing jihadis and completed level fourteen with two hundred and twenty-five kills. He was sixth in the all-time standings now. Carlos let out another whoop and Marisol came over to the couch and sat down between her brother and Emilio. It was a tight squeeze and her dress was short, so her bare thigh rubbed against Emilio's left leg. Although he didn't have much experience with womenâhe'd had sex only twice in his eighteen years, both times with girls his own age who'd seemed bored and disappointedâhe sensed he had a decent chance with Marisol. As his Marine sergeant started climbing the icy Himalayan mountain that was the battlefield for level fifteen, Emilio mentally itemized four hopeful signs: 1) Marisol had broken up with her latest boyfriend two months ago; 2) she wore the short red dress because she'd gone out for a date that evening; 3) she'd come home early from the date, in a terrible mood; and 4) she'd had plenty of time to change out of the dress, but she hadn't yet.
Emilio knew there were obstacles too. He was eight years younger than her. He was also the leader of a gang she hated. But in his mind's eye he saw tactics and countertactics, strategies for overcoming each of Marisol's objections. It was just another game, as easy as Battle Blood. The only thing he didn't understand was why he'd found it so difficult before.
Marisol's eyes darted back and forth, following the gunfire that Emilio's sergeant was exchanging with the Pakistani commandos on screen. Emilio waited for a lull in the firefight, then leaned to the left, rubbing his shoulder against hers. “Hey, want to take over?” he asked, offering her the Xbox controller. “It's fun.”
She shook her head. “Are you crazy? I'll ruin your score.”
“Don't worry about that. I can always run it up again later.”
“But you're so close!” She pointed at the screen. “Look, you're number three!”
He smiled again. “All right, I'll keep going until I hit number one. I'll do it for you.”
Emilio turned back to the TV screen but he knew Marisol was looking at
him
now, not the game. He started thinking ahead, trying to figure out what he'd do when he reached the top of the all-time list, which was bound to happen in the next ten minutes or so. First, he'd tell Carlos to run downstairs and buy something at the bodega. Then he'd make up some bullshit story that would get Marisol's sympathy. He'd say he was planning to leave the Trinitarios and give up the gang life. Something like that. He might have to improvise, but he was confident of success.
Before he could rise any further in the standings, though, someone pounded on the apartment's front door and yelled, “Carlos! Open up!”
Emilio recognized the voiceâit was Luis, the youngest and smallest kid in the Trinitarios, and he sounded frantic. Without any hesitation Emilio dropped the Xbox controller, ran to the door, and flung it open. Luis took a step backward, breathing hard. He seemed surprised to see Emilio but also relieved.
“
Coño!
” Luis panted. “I've been looking all over for you!”
“Calm down,
muchacho
.” Emilio gripped the boy's shoulder and led him into the apartment. “Take a deep breath.”
He obediently took several deep breaths. Carlos and Marisol got up from the couch and came over, but Luis kept his eyes on Emilio. “You gotta run! You gotta get out of the city!”
“Okay, slow down, firstâ”
“Paco has a gun! He says he's gonna kill you!”
Carlos whispered, “Fuck,” and Marisol clapped her hand over her mouth. They wouldn't have been so alarmed if anyone else had made the threat, but Paco was a hard case. Emilio had recruited him to the Trinitarios to give the gang some street cred, but he'd known all along that the kid was troubled, and smacking him in the head last night had just made things worse. Now Paco was humiliated. He wanted revenge.
But strangely enough, Emilio wasn't worried. He was curious. He needed more information. He squeezed Luis's shoulder to get the boy's attention. “Did you see the gun?”
Luis nodded. “It was a nine millimeter, a fucking Glock. He pointed it at my face and asked me where you were.” He started breathing fast again. “I told him I didn't know. And that was the truth, I didn't. And then I started looking for you, but I was worried he was gonna follow me, so I took the subway all the way to Queens and then doubled back.”
“Good move. And then you came here?”
“No, I went to your grandmother's building, but I hid behind the cars on the other side of the street. Paco was in front of the building, watching the entrance.” He paused, biting his lip. “And Miguel and Diego were with him.”
Now Carlos slammed his palm against the wall and Marisol ran out of the room. This piece of news was even worse than the Glock. Paco had convinced two other Trinitarios to side with him. The gang had split right down the middle. And yet Emilio still wasn't worried. He let go of Luis's shoulder and turned to Carlos. “I'll take care of this. You stay here with Luis.”
“What?” Carlos scrunched his face in disgust. “No, no fucking way.” He stepped between Emilio and the door. “I'm going with you.”
His voice was firm and his scowl was convincing, but Emilio saw through it. He knew Carlos was scared. He knew it with absolute certainty. He wasn't sure how he could be so certainâwas he reading Carlos's body language? Hearing something behind his words?âbut it didn't matter. The boy's fear made him useless. Emilio shook his head. “You'll only get in the way. I have a plan.”
“What plan? What the fuck are you talking about?”
Emilio stepped closer and slapped his back. “It's a surprise, amigo. I'll tell you all about it when I get back. You're gonna laugh your ass off.”
Carlos looked confused, but after a couple of seconds he backed down and moved away from the door, just as expected. Then Emilio left the apartment and bounded downstairs to the street.
He hadn't lied to Carlos. He
did
have a plan. It was so simple.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
Emilio had to cross Dyckman Street to get to his grandmother's building, and along the way he saw the police cars and soldiers again, illuminated by the searchlights behind them. He didn't mind the soldiersâthey reminded him of Battle Bloodâbut he hated the cops. They were the same bastards who'd arrested his uncles and cousins, all the Original Trinitarios who'd watched over Emilio since he was a kid.
Emilio had never met his fatherâthe spineless
pendejo
had run back to the Dominican Republic right after Emilio was bornâand his mother had died of breast cancer when he was just five. So his grandmother took him in, and for the next thirteen years she worked like a dog to feed and clothe him. But it was really the O.T.'s who raised him. While his grandmother worked double shifts at the McDonald's in Washington Heights, Emilio hung with the Trinitarios on 204th Street. They told him stories and bought treats for himâmango ices in the summer, churros in the winter. More important, they protected him from the neighborhood's bullies and lowlifes. From the day he started kindergarten to the day he dropped out of high school, the Trinitarios saved his ass at least a dozen times. In the beginning he was their mascot,
el Trinitario pequeño
, but as he grew older they gave him real jobs to do, like standing watch on the street corners, keeping an eye out for the police. They were going to make him a full member of the gang when he turned eighteen, but then the cops cracked down on the O.T.'s and sent all of them to prison.
Emilio was devastated. He tried to resurrect the Trinitarios by recruiting new people to the gang, but the arrests had scared off most of the
muchachos
in the neighborhood. The only homeboys willing to join were the young ones, the fifteen- and sixteen-year-olds who were too stupid to be scared. Emilio tried his best to teach them, but after six months he was ready to give up. His Trinitarios were a joke. All they wanted to do was hang out in the park and get high. When they rolled down the street everyone in the neighborhood laughed at them. And even so, Emilio knew it was just a matter of time before the NYPD cracked down on them too.
But he didn't get nervous tonight when he saw the bastard cops on Dyckman. He felt like he was wearing secret-agent glasses, like the kind that spies wear to see through brick walls, but his glasses were even better because they let him see what the cops were thinking. And what he saw was mostly fear. The police had no idea why the army had come to Inwood. They leaned against their cruisers, looking bored, but in reality they were scared shitless. They were outnumbered by the soldiers on one side and the onlookers from the neighborhood on the other. All they wanted to do was call it a night and drive back to their precinct house.
And when Emilio looked at the ordinary people on the streetâthe people staggering out of the bars and nightclubs and making their way toward the subway stationâhe saw what they were thinking too. Some of them were drunk and some were just tired. Some were thinking about music or food or sex, and some wanted to kill themselves. Although Emilio could see almost everything, he knew he wasn't actually reading their minds. He was just picking up clues he'd always ignored beforeâthe way the people walked and laughed and moved their hands. It was amazing, the sheer quantity of information surrounding him. And so much of it was useful.
At the corner of Dyckman and Broadway he made a right and headed for Arden Street. He felt no apprehension at all about Paco and the others. On the contrary, a surge of joy ran through him, filling his whole body with confidence and hope. He realized that all his life he'd set his sights too low. He'd dreamed of leading a gang that would command the respect of his friends and neighbors, but that seemed like such a measly thing compared with the other dreams that crowded his head now. He could do so much more if he just put his mind to it.
When he reached Arden he turned left and slowed his pace. He crouched behind a parked car and peered at his grandmother's building, which was across the street and fifty yards down the block. Right away he spotted three figures in front of the building. The tall motionless figure was Paco and the short fidgety ones were Miguel and Diego. If Paco had been thinking strategically he would've ordered the two others to act as lookouts, but he obviously wasn't in a rational frame of mind. His motive was revenge, so he wasn't going to shoot from a distance. He wanted Emilio to come close. That would make the moment of payback so much more satisfying. And right now Emilio was happy to oblige him.
He came out of hiding and walked toward the three boys, strolling down the center of the deserted street. Miguel saw him first. The street was so quiet that Emilio could hear the boy whisper, “
Mira!
” Miguel and Diego stepped backward, retreating into the shadows by the building's entrance, but Paco just stood there, moving nothing but his eyes. All three of them wore the Trinitario colorsâthe white shirts, the baggy blue jeans, the green bandannas. When Emilio got within ten yards of the building he stepped onto the sidewalk and headed straight for Paco. The Glock was tucked into the waistband of Paco's jeans. He pulled it out as Emilio came toward him.
“Stop right there,
cabrón
.” Paco pointed the gun at Emilio's chest. “We got some business to settle.”
Emilio took another couple of steps before stopping. He was ten feet away from Paco, and his goal was to get closer. He'd remembered something he saw on the Internet a few weeks ago, a YouTube video showing two people in a similar situation. “Put the gun down, Paco. I'm not your enemy.”
“Not my enemy?” While keeping the Glock steady, he raised his other hand and pulled up his bandanna a couple of inches. Underneath it was an ugly purple bruise on his forehead. “Then why did you do
this?
” he asked, pointing at the bruise. “If you're not my enemy, why'd you sucker punch me?”
“I made a mistake.” Emilio took a step forward. “I want to apologize.”
Paco stared at him, frowning. Then he let out a chuckle. “Damn, that's a good one. That's real funny.” He glanced at Miguel and Diego. “Isn't that funny,
hermanos
?”
They nodded and started laughing, although without much conviction. Both of them stayed in the shadows and avoided eye contact. In all likelihood, they'd sided with Paco because they thought he'd kill them if they didn't.
Emilio took another step forward. Now there was less than five feet between them. “I'm serious. I went a little crazy last night. I shouldn't have hit you like that.”
“And now you think that'll make everything all right?” Paco's voice was high and angry. It echoed down the empty street. “You think you can say you're sorry and then we can be friends again?”
“I know it sounds stupid. But yeah, that's what I'm hoping.” Emilio took one more step and extended his hands, palms up, in a pleading gesture. “Forgive me.
Por favor.
”
Paco trembled with anger. He raised the Glock until its muzzle was just an inch from Emilio's forehead. “You won't get any forgiveness from me,
pendejo
. You'll have to askâ”
Go!
Emilio heard the command inside his mind. It was as loud as a siren and yet absolutely silent. He instantly ducked his head below the muzzle and thrust his hands upward. This was the move he'd seen in the YouTube video, the self-defense technique he now remembered in such detail that he was able to reenact it without a moment's hesitation. He stretched both hands toward the Glock and wrapped them around its barrel.
At the same time, Paco pulled the trigger. The gun jumped in Emilio's hands and the shot rang in his ears, but the bullet went high and streaked harmlessly overhead. Then Emilio, still reenacting what he'd seen in the video, raised his right knee and kicked Paco in the groin. He put so much power into the kick that it lifted the boy off the ground.